wife addiction

I sat on the bed, looked at the suitcase and sighed.

All efforts will eventually be reduced to ashes once death comes, but since everyone will inevitably disappear from this world, why did God still create human beings?

Why do I exist?

What other people want is not what I want.

I think, I don’t have any nostalgia for this world anymore. I finally grew up and had the opportunity to realize my dream, but found that the so-called love and affection in this world only exist in people’s fantasy.

Because it doesn't exist, people crazily desire it, worship it, exaggerate it, and give themselves a reason to live.Because once you understand that your beliefs are nothingness, you will fall into chaos and despair.

Perhaps, God just uses the illusion of love to prop up the human world.

Unfortunately, I don't have love, so I won't get the "happiness" I deserve like others.

I smiled wryly.

Who can blame this?

It's all my own choice, my own choice, and I can bear all the consequences by myself.

Forget it.

I closed the suitcase, tidied up the things I dug out, and prepared to find another watering thing to water the back garden. By the way, I forgot about these boring annoying things that I could never find the answer to.

As soon as I opened the door, I saw Yun'er running over in a panic.

"Brother Ying!" She leaned down, took a few breaths, then raised her head and continued, "It's bad, how did Xiaoci become like that? Was it beaten by the two children from the eldest young master's family?"

"Xiaoci?"

"It's that big white peacock. Now its hair is falling apart, the young master knows it, so..."

"I did it." I replied calmly. I have never seen the two children of the eldest and young master's family. Besides, I can't blame the two children, so I admit it.

"Ah?" Yun'er was taken aback, "Brother Ying, why did you hit it? It was a gift from the third young master to the second young master, and the second young master will punish you."

"A gift from the third young master to the second young master?" I was very surprised, didn't the two brothers get along?Why did Zong Jian give Zong Xian a gift?Moreover, actually gave him a white peacock?

"Brother Ying, I'm going to cook first, take care of yourself."

Yun'er looked at me with pitiful eyes, and ran out of the garden in a hurry.

I stood there for a few minutes, closed the door, and went to the junk room to find tools.

Punishment or something, just punish it, if it wasn't for that big peacock who came to trouble me, I wouldn't bother to deal with it.

I found a bunch of pipes that seemed to work, tried it, and it was long enough from my shed to the flower beds.

I went into the hut and installed the water pipe to the faucet on the sink. It was not thick or thin, just right!I found another wire, a hammer, fixed the water pipe to the faucet, and turned on the faucet...

I slapped myself on the head and scolded myself for being a fool. The faucet was originally in my own room, but instead I searched outside for a long time. Maybe there is something wrong with my brain!

I walked out of the hut, put the other end of the water pipe into the flower bed, and finally breathed a sigh of relief. After a long time of tossing about watering, I finally did it. Although it took so much trouble in the middle, I am a little relieved. Some things can still be done.

I saw that the water in the flower bed was full, so I put the water pipe under another tree.

I don't know what kind of tree it is, there is a circle of small flowers growing under the tree, the petals are very thin, and they look lovely.

I looked at the thin petals, ran back to the hut, found the pencil box sketch paper that had been dusty for a long time, sat on the ground, looked at the little flowers, and started to draw.