sick white moonlight

"It's clear to me that I like him and I like him more and more."

"You will know, maybe I was too obvious." Speaking of this, he smiled mockingly.

"However, I think this should be nothing bad for me to admit."

He raised his head slightly, looked at the blue sky like water, his back was straight, and there was a faint smile on his face, as if nothing could overwhelm him.

It seemed to be a relief for him to say this.

"Aren't you afraid?" Zeng Xiaozhu asked in a daze.

"Yes, I'm afraid, I'm afraid he won't accept me." Lu Chen's tone became cold, as if his whole person suddenly became stern, different from the sunny and amiable one in the past.

This kind of him allowed Zeng Xiaozhu to regain some of the image of this person that often appeared in his memory many years later.

Wearing a suit and leather shoes, he has a stern demeanor and is serious.

Instead of the amiability and friendliness when looking back on the past and when we met the first few times.

She should have thought a long time ago that this man was not as simple as he appeared on the outside.

"He liked me. He's not your kind of person. You should be very clear and understand." Zeng Xiaozhu lowered her head, a little afraid to face the boldness and straightforwardness of the person in front of her.

"Even if he doesn't like me anymore, he will meet other girls in the future."

"Anyway, that person can't be you." Zeng Xiaozhu couldn't help adding.

"It's okay." Lu Chen replied lightly.

"I can wait, even if I can't wait, I can still look at him and be his best friend."

"Are you stupid?" Zeng Xiaozhu finally couldn't help crying and said, "It's impossible."

"It's impossible for him to like you, do you really understand?" She, with mottled eyes, wiped the tears that kept falling with one hand, and said loudly in a crying voice.

She couldn't explain why her mood fluctuated so much now, but at this moment she really wanted to cry.

"That's right, maybe it's really impossible." Lu Chen sighed, "But, I really like him, I think it's possible that I won't be able to quit him in this lifetime."

"After all, he is so good, he is always worth waiting for, liking and cherishing."

When Zeng Xiaozhu heard these words, her back seemed to be crushed, and she finally couldn't help running away.

She was crying while running, not caring about the opinions of passers-by on the side of the road.

Tears wet her collar, and the broken hair on her forehead became sticky and wet, clumped together, sticking to her face, but she didn't care about it at all, just kept running, wanting to go to a place where there was no Where people are, bury yourself deeply.

Everyone's eyes always made her feel uncomfortable, or plainly ashamed.

She thought she was too mean.

A person like her is not worthy of being a human being.

She never cherished him, she always cared about the past, complained about the present, but never thought about changing herself in the past, or seriously changing him, making him and herself better.

That afternoon and night, she stayed in a small corner of the park by the lake for a long time.

She was sitting on the grass with a dazed expression, holding her face in her hands.

Tired of crying, she just stood there in a daze, the thoughts in her head drifting back and forth, she couldn't figure out the boundary, she looked forward stupidly, with her eyes blank, not knowing where to look.

Until, a pair of ordinary or even old and yellowed sneakers appeared in front of her eyes.

A gentle and tired male voice sounded softly.

"I've been looking for you for a long time, are you okay?"

"Get up, it's cold at night and you'll get sick easily." He pulled her and wobbled along, comforting her.

"Today, I thought, I was wrong for talking too much."

"Don't take what I say to heart."

Zeng Xiaozhu suddenly came back to her senses, pulled him and said loudly, "You are right, but I was wrong. I have been wrong all along."

"Leave me alone, people like me are not worth it at all."

She wanted to push him away, but he didn't let go.

He pulled her tightly, went into a nearby restaurant, and ordered a few small dishes.

"It's okay, eat and eat, if you don't eat the food, it will be cold."

"Let me tell you, seize the present. Now you and I are fine, and he is fine, isn't it great?"

Lu Chen persuaded very seriously.

Zeng Xiaozhu couldn't help crying again, and after a while, she sniffled, recovered her mood, and said.

"I can't go back, I can't go back to everything."

"Sometimes, it's not that important to be together." Lu Chen thought for a while and said.

"As long as you can look at him and know he's doing well, I think that's pretty good."

Zeng Xiaozhu was stunned. She looked at the man beside her and didn't speak for a long time.

She knew that she was not as good as the person beside her. She didn't have his deep affection, nor his generosity, nor his persistence.

When leaving the restaurant, Zeng Xiaozhu said to Lu Chen beside him.

"You go, I can go back alone, the school is not far from here."

"It's okay, we're all friends. After all, it's not safe for a girl to walk on the street, so be careful." Lu Chen said with a smile.

When it was delivered to the school gate, Zeng Xiaozhu lowered her head and said silently.

"Thank you."

Lu Chen just smiled.

Zeng Xiaozhu's heart was pounding, she didn't know whether she should say something or not.

But this time, she didn't want to be so shameless and despicable, she wanted to tell him.

"Actually..." She plucked up her courage and looked at the man in front of her who was young but had a bright future, and said softly.

"That's not a disease. Country M has already removed it from the disease classification."

Looking at the silent man in front of her, she turned and slowly approached the school.

If it is possible for her to regret it in the future, but at this moment, she feels that this is what she should do.

At this moment, she has no regrets, nor does she want to back down.

"Miss Zeng, thank you."

A man's loud and joyful voice came from behind, and an unconscious smile appeared on her face.

Come on, Lu Chen.

As human beings, we all have to be good.

……

When boarding the plane, He An had a calm face.

System 007 felt gloomy in his heart.

"Host, host, why did you go abroad like this?"

"What about the promised counterattack? What about the promised face-slap? What about the agreed-upon strategy?"

"Why don't you even care about the male lead? Didn't you change your mind? How could you leave the male lead pitifully alone? The male lead is so kind and takes care of you so much, yet you ran away like this! "

"Host, what you have done really makes me, the host, feel very sad. The hero is obviously about to cry, but you didn't respond, just left him and went abroad alone."

"Do you know? How you behave now is like the CEO who had a one-night stand with the heroine and then disappeared without a trace."

"Do you have to have the male protagonist come to you with a ball in his pocket before you can accept him?"

He An [cold sweat]: Alright, don't overdo it, read your post, it should be almost updated.

System [with a sneer]: Unexpectedly, host, I came out to discuss this issue with you after reading the update.

This system is a big conscience system, work seriously on weekdays, diligently do your best to assist the host, so you are not as passive and perfunctory as the host.

He An thought: In this way, it seems that I have become a foolish emperor, and the system has become a minister of government.

System: So, even if you leave the country, you, the host, have to make a name for yourself and make a name for yourself.This is related to task ratings, the higher the task rating, the more rewards you will get.

Thinking of this, 007 couldn't help feeling aggrieved, and his immature childish voice was slightly crying.

"Host, you have to work hard. The system is still waiting to help you buy equipment, cheats, and better world missions. Of course, there are new voice modes and cute avatars. These all depend on Points can only be purchased."

He An: I think the key point should be to buy avatars!

System: Master host, why do you understand me so well, I am so happy! 007 has long taken a fancy to a particularly cute avatar, but it is too expensive, and 007 simply cannot afford it.But I figured it out, if the host can complete this mission better, this avatar is probably fine, and...

He An thought to himself: I have already said it, how can I not know?Why is my system so stupid!

……

After getting off the plane, He An, who was on the other side of the ocean, came to the admission school and started his new study.

As he said, the future is firmly in his hands.

He was approaching step by step towards what he dreamed of and what he longed for.

No one can stop his thoughts, what he does.

Yuanzhen's mother felt sorry for him, cared for him, and was afraid that he would not adapt well enough abroad.

But he still silently supported him and forgave him, and he also kept these in mind without talking too much.

Only half a year later, he began to minor in his second major, physics.

Many people don't agree with his approach, thinking that he is too rash and not solid enough.

No one knew, he had already considered this matter.

After all, mathematics is only the first step, which he has long decided.

He adjusted well to everything, as if nothing could bother him.

In school, he is hard-working and self-conscious.

He spends all his time on research and study, and rarely goes out to play.

Sometimes even for my own studies and projects, I always forget to take in nutrition and supplement the energy I need.