To my dear Miss J [Korean]

The author has something to say:——The following text——

——April is the cruelest season.

After the breakup... It might not be right to say that they broke up, and they might not be a couple after careful calculation.After that conversation, Quan Zhilong's figure gradually faded away in Jin Zhener's life, and all this was just as she imagined, they became the most familiar strangers to each other.

Such a peaceful life is exactly what she wants, isn't it...?

Concentrating all her thoughts, Jin Zhener put her mind back into her studies. After all, life has to go on, and all the past with him should be regarded as an episode of her life, an episode that has passed.

As for Quan Zhilong, although he was not as decisive as Jin Zhener, the man was rational after all, and unexpectedly he did not appear very disappointed, but instead had a calm expression on his face, as if none of this had happened.

It is impossible to say that he let her go.

Quan Zhilong is now just thinking about where the mistake happened. After thinking about it, he came to a conclusion. After all, he was too young and didn't have the ability to protect her.

This is something neither he nor she can change, the so-called "reality", they have to make concessions and compromises.

"...I can barely live without you, can't I?" Quan Zhilong laughed at himself, just like what Jin Zhener said, there is nothing that I can't live on, it's just whether I want to or not.

However, there is one thing that the two of them have a very tacit understanding and have never mentioned it to anyone.

……

At the end of April, the temperature in Seoul is getting higher and higher, and light summer clothes are coming online one after another. From time to time, passers-by who put on short-sleeved clothes can be seen on the streets during the day.

At [-]:[-] in the morning, Jin Zhener came to the classroom where the meeting was going to be held early, and distributed the materials in her hand one by one, when suddenly there was a "bang" behind her.

"Oh...it's so early, Zhenerxi."

"Morning, Senior Rong Li." Jin Zhener nodded to him, greeted him and continued to busy with his work.

"I'll come too, I'll come too, that kid Comet is late again, he said he would come earlier today, how can a girl do everything, I'll talk about him later!"

Jin Zhener didn't refuse either, she really couldn't do it alone.

The two of them had almost arranged the information and location, and it was Min Huixing who arrived late.

"Ah, I'm sorry senior! I accidentally overslept!"

Jin Zhener has some impressions of Min Huixing in the same department, just like his appearance, he is childish and confused, and it is really worrying to do things.

"You kid, you said you have a meeting at eight o'clock, at least half an hour earlier, why don't you always listen..."

Jin Zhener snickered in her heart, chose to stay away from the battlefield, found her own seat and sat down, now there are still 15 minutes before the departure meeting, and it is almost time for people to come.

Sure enough, people from the department soon came over, and after 10 minutes, almost all of them arrived in the classroom, oh...except the minister.

Speaking of the minister, Jin Zhener has never met him so far. It is said that he is already a senior in the third year. He rarely shows up at school. Most of the work arrangements are notified by the deputy minister. This morning meeting can be regarded as the meeting of many people. meeting for the first time.

In the last 5 minutes before eight o'clock, the mysterious minister finally appeared in the classroom. He was wearing a clean shirt and a pair of elegant glasses. Different from the bookishness shown by the freshman students, he looked much more mature and stable.

The people on the podium smiled slightly, giving the first impression of a very gentle senior, "Good morning everyone, I think there are still many people who haven't met me before, let me introduce myself first, Jiang Cherong, a junior in architecture..."

The content of today's meeting is somewhat different from the previous ones. The department's reelection will start in the next school year. The ministers and deputy ministers who are about to enter their junior year will also be selected for their positions due to their studies. Naturally, this candidate will be selected from among the freshmen and sophomores. choose the best.

The minister is undoubtedly a senior in the sophomore year, and the deputy minister is a tutor, who can be a freshman or sophomore.

"By the way, the department has a dinner next Thursday night. Remember to come if you can. I'll let Rong Li inform you of the address. Okay, the meeting ends."

The two-hour meeting finally came to an end, and the next minister and deputy minister had their final say.

Jin Zhener was about to pack up her things and leave the classroom. Today is Saturday, the whole school is on vacation. If it wasn't for this meeting, they might not come to school.

Spring is a rainy season. The daytime was still sunny and cloudless, but after a while, it started to rain lightly.Jin Zhener was standing at the door of the teaching building with her bag on her back. The people around her left one after another. She forgot to bring her umbrella, so she could only stand and watch at the door. She decided to wait for a while to see if it would stop, otherwise Jin Zhener I had no choice but to call my roommate to come over.

Putting on the earphones and looking at the rain that was falling harder and harder, Jin Zhen'er's thoughts drifted unconsciously.He seemed to be sick that day, and I don't know what happened afterwards...

"Senior, then make sure of this, I will contact you later..."

"Well, you can take care of it. I'm going to the studio. I'll leave the school affairs to you."

Two people walked out of the teaching building, it was Song Rongli and Jiang Cherong who had just had a meeting.

"It's raining, oh... Zhen'erxi, haven't you left yet?" Song Rongli took two steps forward, only to find that Jin Zhen'er was distracted, with earphones on his ears, it seems that he just talked for nothing , reached out and patted her shoulder.

Only then did Jin Zhen'er notice the two, and quickly took off the earphones, "Senior Rong Li, and the minister."

"Did you not bring an umbrella?" Song Rongli asked.

"It's okay, the rain is small, it may stop in a while." Just as Jin Zhen'er finished speaking, the rain suddenly became heavier.

Jiang Cherong suddenly laughed out loud, she said this at the right time, "Give her your umbrella, Rongli, she will catch a cold if she gets in the rain, we just need to grab one."

Song Rongli naturally handed over the umbrella without saying a word.

Jin Zhener, "..." This is a bit embarrassing, whether to answer or not, it seems impolite not to answer, "Thank you, senior, and the minister."

"Okay, let's go back early, it is said that today is a cloudy and rainy day." Jiang Cherong opened his umbrella, and his eyes signaled Song Rongli to come over, "Let's go, go back to the dormitory first."

After the two left, Jin Zhen'er walked towards the dormitory with an umbrella, thinking about finding time tomorrow to return Senior Rong Li's umbrella.

Song Rongli walked halfway and suddenly remembered something, "No, senior, aren't you going to the studio?"

Holding the umbrella, Jiang Cherong blinked innocently, "Really?"

Song Rongli nodded very frankly, "Yes, you said it twice."

Jiang Che put his arms around his shoulders with a smile. The height of 1.8 meters was half of Song Rongli's head taller, "Rongli, remember not to order crabs for me. I don't want to have this allergy a second time."

"I remember this, senior, you really have a lot of food, the shrimps in this season are very good..." Song Rongli had already forgotten the previous question, and began to chatter about Jiang Cherong's seafood allergy.

Jiang Cherong still responded with a good temper, the corners of his mouth slightly curled up, apparently in a good mood.

What happened between Quan Zhilong and Jin Zhener, although neither of them mentioned it on purpose, but the people around them were more or less aware of it. Tell him about him and Kim Jin-ah.

To sum up, this is not anyone's fault, I can only say hypocritically that this is meeting the right person at the wrong time, and then there is no after, for the sake of each other's well-being.

After listening, everyone remained silent, Quan Zhilong smiled helplessly, "Don't be like this, I'm already sad enough, you don't need to feel sad for me anymore."

Yu Yongpei didn't say a word, and patted him on the shoulder reassuringly, outsiders can't interfere with the matter of feelings, and there is no way to intervene.

Li Shengxian didn't know what to say, and always felt that it was a pity, maybe this is the world of adults, always full of regrets and misses.

"Okay, I'm done talking too, you can go in, the words haven't been finished yet." Quan Zhilong stood up from the sofa, with a smile in his tone, trying to put on a relaxed look .

However, this acting still needs to be improved.

After Li Shengxuan returned to the bedroom, he sat on the bed and thought for a long time before deciding to knock on Jin Zhener.

"Nuna...I heard Brother Zhilong say..."_Shengli

Jin Zhen'er came out of the shower and just received a text message from Li Shengxuan, biting her lip and thinking for a while before replying.

"Is he well? Me and him...I can't do anything."_J Noona

Li Shengxian felt even more frustrated when he saw the reply. In fact, he also knew the reason for their separation, but the more this happened, the more regretful he felt.As Cui Shengxian often said to him, not all love can have a happy ending, so let him read less novels, those are the beauties that exist in fantasy.

"...Noona, can I still contact you in the future?"_Shengli

"Of course, we are friends, please take care of him, please." _J Noona

Li Shengxian let out a long sigh, feeling that the burden on his body was a bit heavy, well, he will treat Lidou better in the future.

Jin Zhener put down the phone and wiped her hair repeatedly, feeling a little worried and uneasy. Is Quan Zhilong really alright?

--late at night

The draft on the desktop was a mess, Quan Zhilong buried his head and stared at the lyrics on the table, holding a pen in his hand, and kept writing on it.

"...My heart shattered like a wave, my heart shakes like a wind, my love that disappeared like a puff of smoke, can't be erased like a tattoo...I thought I couldn't live a day without you, but I didn't expect to be alone Get on with it..."

The lyrics have been basically completed, Quan Zhilong picked up the fluffy paper, the blue color in front of his eyes and the clock on the table reminded him that it was getting late, but he didn't feel sleepy, put down the lyrics, His gaze fell on the tattoo on his elbow, which still hurts so far. Only pain can make people remember it deeply, which also includes people, "You must be well, then it's worth it if I don't bother..."