To my dear Miss J [Korean]

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After that day, Quan Zhilong called several times one after another, and Jin Zhener answered each time, but each time she didn't say a few words, she hung up in a hurry.

"What's wrong with him?" Li Shengxian pointed to the door. Ever since he got off the plane today, Quan Zhilong has been a little out of his mind, always holding his mobile phone when he has nothing to do.

"I don't know." Yu Yongpei shook his head. After Quan Zhilong was left alone by the president to talk a few days ago, he has been like this all the time. They don't seem to be okay, maybe the president said something to him?Work or...personal?

"Oh... you can see Tokyo Tower over there, brother, come and see this." Li Shengxian bluffed and lay on the window, looking in his direction, he could just see a corner of Tokyo Tower, which is a famous building in Japan The scenery is completely different from Korea.

"Let me see..." Yu Yongpei followed to the window.

......

Compared to the whispering at the other end, Quan Zhilong seemed more and more irritable. He sighed a long time and couldn't help rubbing his face. He only felt that his whole body was exhausted now, and his whole body was being taken away little by little.He didn't quite understand why everything turned out like this, it was obviously not the result he expected, and he didn't even know how to explain it to her, even if Jin Zhen'er got angry with him, it was fine to lose her temper, but she didn't care about anything. If he didn't do it, that was the thing that bothered him the most.

Selfish, he admitted, unwilling to let go, he also admitted.

Turning on the phone, he tapped the broadcast button lightly, and was hung up decisively after a few seconds.

After a while, a text message came.

"I'm in class. You've pretty much said everything you need to say, I promise, we've always been friends." _J

Wait, what promise? He didn't mean what she understood. His original intention was not like this. He never lacked friends, but only lacked her.

"It's not like this...I'm still in Japan now, can we talk when I go back? It's really not like this...What would I do without you..."_Quan Zhilong

What to do without her...cold salad.The corner of Jin Zhen'er's mouth twitched, he stopped paying attention to the phone, and didn't plan to reply to any content, so he put it in his bag directly.

In the past few days, she has thought a lot, weighed it for a long time, and rationally told her that the most correct choice is to take this opportunity to break up with him. After all, he brought it up on his own initiative, and with his sense of guilt, Jin The thing that Zhener has been worried about for a long time should not happen, but there are several opportunities to speak to him, and every time it comes to a critical moment, Jin Zhener's sentence "Let's not contact in the future" has been delayed.

Hesitation, she does not deny it, under this hesitation, she still has some reluctance and pity, but after all, this is reality, the burden on her is really overwhelming, and when it reaches the extreme, she always has an impulse, I really want to just break up with him like this. It's better for them not to be friends anymore. It would be nice to be strangers to each other. He doesn't need to suppress himself like this all the time, and she has completely returned to a peaceful life. More secretive.

But... thinking of this, why does she always feel shivering in her heart...

"Jiner?" Jin Aixi touched Jiner carefully. Jiner is usually very serious in class, but today she has been distracted, and her notebook is blank.

"Ah...um." Jin Zhener quickly lowered her head, her hair fell down naturally, covering most of her face, so she couldn't see her expression clearly at this time.

Jin Aixi felt that she was a little strange, so she didn't say anything, but after thinking about the announcement on Lenovo's website today, Quan Zhilong and his party set off for a concert in Japan. Could it be because of this?

After a while, Jin Zhener raised his head, his face was flat, as if nothing had happened, he picked up the pen and started to take notes in the notebook. The imprint is very obvious.

Forget it, let's talk about it when he comes back. Both of us should calm down first.

......

In a blink of an eye, the concert schedule in Japan was over, and it was four o’clock in the afternoon when they returned to Korea. Fans were notified and arrived at the airport early to prepare for the pick-up. In that way, the support of fans gave them the greatest motivation.

Quan Zhilong wore sunglasses and a hat, dressed very low-key, smiled and took a group photo with the enthusiastic fans to say hello. They dawdled for more than ten minutes before getting into the car. After watching the car drive away, Quan Zhilong Only then did Long slowly restrain the smile on his face. He felt that his face was going to freeze from laughing. The several concerts in a row made people feel overwhelmed, and he rushed back to Korea before he had time to rest.

He can't wait to see someone now, but he doesn't want to see her that much in his heart. He knows that once the two meet, there will be a conclusion about what he did before.

"Alas..." This time, Quan Zhilong felt deeply that he had committed suicide. Why did his EQ suddenly go offline? All his principles and rationality were broken again and again because of her. .Knowing that to truly protect her, the only thing he can do is to leave far away. He doesn't have the courage to bet on her, but he can't really let her go.

I want to be quiet, but the wind keeps blowing.

On the day Quan Zhilong came back, Jin Zhener knew about it, and he didn't receive his text message until the early morning at night, but the content here didn't mention the previous things at all, obviously he deliberately changed the topic, and seemed unwilling to talk about it.Jin Zhen'er knew what he meant in her heart, she neither brought it up, nor chose to break it, maybe she didn't really make up her mind.

He didn't speak, and she didn't speak, and the two of them still haven't come to a conclusion.Quan Zhilong said before that he would slap himself in the face if he didn't contact him. The text message and phone call that he had agreed to were still not disconnected, but Jin Zhen'er had a faint sign of indifference. He only replied a text message occasionally. Will answer, but the call time is getting shorter and shorter, and even just said a few words, she is about to hang up.

This rhythm... can't do it, it can't be dragged on any longer.

Saying that she was angry did not sound like her tone, and saying that she hadn't changed would be even more impossible.While Quan Zhilong is struggling, he is also thinking about how to deal with the matter between them. The meeting is the first...

On Friday night, it was nearly ten o'clock when Jin Zhen'er finished her school selection. She packed her things and was about to leave the classroom when someone stopped her.

"—Zhenerxi, wait!"

Jin Zhen'er looked back and saw that it was the manager of the department. He nodded politely and said hello, "Senior Rong Li."

"I didn't answer your calls for several times, and I didn't reply to your text messages. I asked someone in the department to know that you have classes in the evening, so I came to the classroom."

Jin Zhener had no choice but to quickly explain, "I was in class just now, so I didn't pay attention to my phone."

"This is the information that the guild needs to announce next week. We can discuss it before." The speaker took out an information bag from the schoolbag behind him and handed it directly to Jin Zhen'er.

Jin Zhen'er took it without saying anything. After all, she is still a freshman. Every freshman in the department has to go through these trivial matters. It's just a matter of time. This can be regarded as experience, "I will sort it out of."

"Okay, then I'll go first, go back to the dormitory to rest early."

"Well, senior too."

With this document, Jin Zhener walked towards the school gate, the reason why she didn't go back to the dormitory directly was that there was someone waiting for her outside the school.After half a month's delay, the two finally agreed on a time to talk. At this time, Jin Zhen'er had somewhat settled down, thinking that there was still something lacking between her and Quan Zhilong.To know whether you like it or not, whether you are suitable or not, and whether you can be together, these are three things.

In the end, you have to compromise with reality.

On the road outside the school, there were a few people walking sparsely, most of them were students who had just come out of the school, and they left in different directions. Their shadows were stretched longer and longer by the street lights until they disappeared.

When Jin Zhener came to the coffee shop for an appointment, she saw Quan Zhilong standing at the door at first sight. She was still dressed in the same familiar way, wearing a hat and a mask. She was afraid that someone would recognize her if she was not careful. Be careful.

This is really tiring, Jin Zhen'er lowered her head and sighed inexplicably, and walked towards him without much hesitation, her steps were neither slow nor slow, she looked at him without the slightest dodge, only her usual understatement in her eyes.

Quan Zhilong stood where he was, watching her walk towards him step by step. His mood was unprecedentedly complicated. Suddenly, he felt regretful. Maybe he shouldn't have appeared in front of her like this. What he had prepared to say to her before, was now in his mind. I couldn't think of a single sentence, and my whole heart was filled by her alone.

"Let's talk as you walk." Jin Zhener stopped and stood in front of him. It was obviously not a good place to talk.

Quan Zhilong wanted to hold her hand subconsciously, but she avoided it without a doubt. Just like that, his hand stopped in the air, and he slowly retracted it unnaturally.

Jin Jiner put his hand into his coat pocket, turned his eyes and did not continue to look at him.

It's really...a sense of alienation that I haven't seen for a long time. Quan Zhilong felt that his voice was unreasonably hoarse. He opened his mouth to say something, but he couldn't. He looked at her side face, a feeling of self-loathing Suddenly came up.

Walking on the small road home, Jin Zhener was silent all the time, and kept a passer-by distance from Quan Zhilong. Every step they took seemed so close, yet so far away.

He was almost at Jin Zhener's house, but Quan Zhilong still didn't want to speak, Jin Zhener simply stopped and raised his face to look at him, "Isn't our purpose today to talk, why are you suddenly dumb. "

Quan Zhilong hesitated for a long time, and finally said in a hoarse voice, "It's so late today, why not...forget it first." Even if it is a day late, he doesn't look forward to such a day at all.

"... If you think so, then I have nothing to say, so be it." After leaving these words, Jin Zhener strode forward a few steps, feeling panicked in her heart, not knowing what to say. Is it because of him, or because of herself, probably more because of herself, Jin Zhener hates this kind of herself, she obviously has thought about it, but she doesn't have the courage to say it.

Quan Zhilong quickly chased after him, and explained helplessly, "Don't be angry, I was wrong, I was wrong."

Jin Zhener only felt very tired, and ignored the most basic politeness, and shook off the hand he extended over and over again, "What are you? What am I?"

Quan Zhilong didn't know what to do for a while, so he could only hold her hands, his forehead was sweating incessantly, "I really didn't mean that, you know, I am absolutely sincere to you, before It's because I was photographed, I can only do this..."

Jin Zhener calmed down when she heard the photo, she pressed her lips tightly, and pulled away Quan Zhilong's hand, her eyes were rare and serious, "So?"

"I can't let you get hurt, absolutely not, I can only do it temporarily." Quan Zhilong swallowed his throat, his throat was so dry that it was almost scorched, and every word he said would hurt for a while.

After hearing this, Jin Zhen'er held her forehead weakly. Quan Zhilong wanted to protect her, and she understood and was very grateful, but it didn't mean she had to accept it, "...I don't have to wait for you, now it makes me feel very tired."

Quan Zhilong suddenly froze in place, he never dared to expect too much from her, he just hoped to give him this chance, he really worked hard, why can't he give her a chance...

"Without me, you can still live a good life, can't you?" From the very beginning, there was a mistake between them. A long-term relationship without a future is worse than a short-term pain. Jin Zhener felt that it was time to break it.

"...Do you really think so?" Quan Zhilong raised his head fiercely, and held her wrist tightly, trying to see something in her eyes, but she didn't dodge, nor was she joking.

Jin Zhener didn't say a word, it was a tacit agreement.

"Okay, I got it." Quan Zhilong let go of her wrist, the bruises on her hand were very obvious, one can imagine how strong his hand was just now.

Jin Zhen'er lowered her head slowly, completely ignoring the pain in her hands. She didn't know what would happen to the two of them after today, whether they would return to their own lives as she imagined, and become strangers who were familiar with each other. In this case... all this can be regarded as a complete end.

"Before I leave, can I ask one last question, have you ever really liked me, even a little bit." There was a hint of pleading in his tone.

Jin Zhener raised her eyelids, nodded slightly, "Yes."

"Yeah." He raised the corner of his mouth to show a smile, took a few steps back, about three steps away from her, and bent down solemnly, "Thank you, Zhener, and, for the trouble these past few years."

Jin Zhener didn't know why, but suddenly felt a sore nose, this was probably his last "interruption", "...I'm sorry."

Perhaps, this is also the last intersection between them, just like two intersecting lines, after this point, they will only go farther and farther in the end, and then they will never see each other again.