To my dear Miss J [Korean]

Love also comes first.

If you are the one who came first, please cherish it, if you are the one who came later... Quan Zhilong thinks that he still wants to grab it.

But in the end, Quan Zhilong still forgot one most important thing.Love, after all, is a matter of two people.

She never liked him, he knew it very well, but so what, he just couldn't be reconciled, maybe it was paranoia, the person he couldn't get, even if he hated, don't think about forgetting him so easily.

In 2011, due to public pressure on the one hand, and to pursue her dream on the other hand, Kim Jin Ah left South Korea where she grew up and went to the United States for further studies.

"You are always like this, you only tell me one result every time, you never try to discuss it with me, you are really...too selfish.

I'm really tired of you like this...

Let's... let's break up. "

Jin Zhener was silent for a long time before slowly nodding, "Okay."

How could Jin Zhener not know what Han Changshi wanted, but she really didn't want to step into the palace of marriage like this, and she didn't want to give up the dance she had pursued for so long.The reason why the two finally broke up, apart from the contradictions in reality, is that they did not love enough, and their feelings for each other would not change the planned future.

From 2006 to 2011, this five-year relationship broke up just like that.

When Jin Jiner first arrived in the United States, everything she faced was unfamiliar.Without the meticulous protection of her family, she was extremely uncomfortable at the beginning, and now she can barely take care of herself. The process is long or short, but no matter what, she has learned how to make her life better.

A year later, Kim Jin Ah found out from a friend that Han Chang Se already had a girlfriend.

Jin Zhener recalled her mood at that time.

Lost...?There should be that much.

sad...?Not as many as expected.

However, after knowing that Han Changshi already had a girlfriend, Jin Zhener began to pay attention to her emotional life, and she also tried to accept their pursuit methods for the suitors around her.Meals, movies, appointments for afternoon tea, etc., she accepts when she has time, and refuses when she doesn't have time.

Jin Jiner is much more cautious about love, and often hesitates again and again, but most of her suitors have moved to another goal before waiting for her answer.

"...Love is really troublesome." Jin Zhener thought so.

In this way, life in the United States is fairly ordinary, except for the occasional harassment from fans on the Internet, and her Facebook and INS changing again and again, everything is still beautiful.

In the spring of 2012, Kim's mother fell ill and was hospitalized, and Jin Zhener took a temporary leave of absence to return to China to take care of her.

"...Well, well, you worked hard."

Jin Zhen'er hung up the phone, looking through the glass on the door, Jin's mother in the ward hadn't woken up yet.

"Dad," Jin Zhener just looked away when he saw Papa Jin walking out from inside.

"It's too late today, you should go back to sleep first, Minister Gao is below." Papa Jin looked rather haggard, with a tired look on his brows.

Jin Zhener shook her head slightly, "I'll stay with you."

"It's okay, you just came back from the United States, go back to sleep, come back tomorrow, I'll watch over your mother's side."

Jin Zhen'er hesitated for a moment, and still listened to Papa Jin. She is indeed not in a good condition now. Mama Jin's condition has stabilized for the time being. She should go home to tidy up and come back the next day to take care of her.

When we came to the parking lot of the hospital, Minister Gao was already waiting. Jin Zhener greeted him politely, then opened the car door and got in.

Not long after Jin Zhener left, a black car drove out slowly.

"Go back directly." Quan Zhilong was sitting in the back row, with the infusion tube still inserted in his arm, and the expression on his face could not be seen clearly in the night.

A week later, Mother Kim's illness had completely stabilized, and Jin Zhener repeatedly told her the matters that need attention in the near future, and then reluctantly left South Korea.

Quan Zhilong was silent for a while, put away the mobile phone in his hand, stared at the flowers on the table and couldn't help being stunned.

Jin Zhen'er came back and left again, coming quietly and leaving no trace.

In fact, the current him has lost the obsession with her in the past. Perhaps it is more appropriate to describe it as paranoid. Whether Jin Zhener will go or stay, he is bearish. Anyway, the reason has nothing to do with him, and there is nothing to care about. .

He didn't care at all.

Time is always so hasty. In the winter of 2012, the first snow was earlier than in previous years, and it was white at a glance.

At the end of this year, because of work, Cui Lizhu went to the United States temporarily, and took time to ask Jin Zhener out for afternoon tea.

"Why didn't you go back this year?"

"At the end of the recent semester, the school was a bit busy, anyway, it was only a few days, so I just stayed." Jin Zhener explained.

"Hey, I almost forgot, but it's better to be busy." Cui Lizhu approached Jin Zhener with a mysterious face, "Lina and the others are discussing the matter of getting engaged, do you know?"

"Ah... this, I only heard about it recently. I have already prepared the gift, and I will send it when the time is fixed."

The two chatted for a while, Cui Lizhu rushed to the company because of work, and Jin Zhener went back to school after sitting for a while.

Cui Lizhu's INS is not public, only friends she knows are added. The photo of her and Jin Zhener today was uploaded to her INS, and there were several comments soon.

Quan Zhilong also saw it.

To be reasonable, he didn't pay attention to it on purpose, but what can he do with this kind of news sent up?

Jin Zhener hasn't changed much. Her long black hair was dyed maroon now, and it was cut short until it reached her shoulders. She wore light makeup, her eyes were bent, and she was smiling. She looked pretty good. .Life is very nourishing, definitely much happier than in Korea.

Quan Zhilong suddenly remembered the search terms he saw in the morning. He often searched his own name in order to find out the recent attention.He accidentally saw the connection degree that popped up after his name, the second of which was "Quan Zhilong's girlfriend", out of gossip, he clicked in, and the first related link was Suwon, whom he had been having scandals with recently, and the second was The second is the old topic as always, the woman he didn't catch up with, Jin Zhen'er.

He was a little unhappy, the first one had always belonged to Jin Zhener.

Quan Zhilong closed his laptop, flicked his slippers, and lay down on the bed. Tilting his head, he saw the photo frame on the bedside table, which was his young self.

The teeth have not been straightened, the canine teeth are still obvious, the hair has not been carefully taken care of by the stylist, and it looks a bit messy, and the plain face is much greener than it is now.

This is how I was when I was young.

And Jin Zhener is the one who witnessed his youthful years.Once he thought of the past, he couldn't help but think of her.

"...Tut tsk tsk, it really is idle." Quan Zhilong complained angrily about his disappointment, covered everything with a quilt, he believed that one day, when he thought of her, he would become calm.

If only reality could go as planned.

Kim Jin Ah passed away.

在2013年，7月23日，14点17分。

Half a month later, the plane accident was completely concluded.

At her funeral, Quan Zhilong ignored the reporters and fans guarding outside, and walked straight towards the cemetery in silence.

First of all, send her favorite flowers, white ones, just in line with the environment of the cemetery, blending black and white.

——It’s so suitable!

Quan Zhilong clenched his fists and clenched his teeth, his eyes under the sunglasses were bloodshot.

He still didn't believe it, and she just left.How could she, how could she just leave like this...

……

The funeral was over, people left one after another, Quan Zhilong looked coldly at Han Changshi who came to pay his respects.

Han Changshi, who just got married some time ago, didn't look like a newlywed groom at all, he was extremely haggard.

Quan Zhilong suddenly thought about it, this man he had been deeply jealous of was nothing more than that.From the beginning to the end, Quan Zhilong only cared about Jin Zhener alone. As early as when they were dating or they broke up, he should go directly to grab it and grab it back without any scruples.

It's a pity that life didn't know it earlier, and it was always at the last moment that he realized what he really wanted.

Quan Zhilong wants Jin Zhener to live well, as long as she lives.

"...Even if the person next to her is not you?"

Quan Zhilong raised his head, but there was no one around him.

"...The person she loves was not you when she was there, and it wasn't you when she left."

The next moment, Quan Zhilong saw a woman wearing a black hanbok with a strange face. He was sure that he had never seen this person before, "... who are you?"

……

"...Rebirth is an incredible thing." Quan Shiyan said in a long and slow tone. Her story was almost finished. As for the ending, it was up to Jin Zhener to choose.

Jin Zhener raised her throat, dry and hoarse, "...can I see him?"

Quan Shiyan looked at Jin Zhener quietly, as if she was appraising the authenticity of her tone, and then said, "He has always been by your side."

When Jin Zhener returned home, he just turned on the light when he heard a familiar voice.

"Where did you go? I didn't answer the phone." Quan Zhilong walked towards her in two or three steps, his voice could not hide his worry.

Jin Zhener didn't speak, she stretched out her arms to hold him tightly, and buried her whole body in Quan Zhilong's arms.

Quan Zhilong didn't know what to say, thought something happened to her, so he stretched out his arms to hug her back and said, "What's wrong? What happened?"

Jin Zhener shook her head, raised her face slightly, and said with a smile, "It's nothing, I just miss you."

"Oh, what's the matter today," Quan Zhilong couldn't help laughing, and took the initiative to hug her tightly, "Actually, I miss you too."

Jin Jiner admits that she is selfish, the person she likes is not Quan Zhilong in that story, but this Quan Zhilong in front of her, who loves her wholeheartedly.

In his life, she always came too late, now the future is still very long, she will always be there.

Quan Zhilong hugged Jin Zhen'er and gently sniffed her hair.Through the window, the people outside the window waved to him, as if saying goodbye.Quan Zhilong raised the corner of his mouth and showed a satisfied smile, his brows were full of happiness.

For the rest of my life, please give me your advice.

The author has something to say: it is basically over, and there are some follow-ups and extra episodes that will be officially over.

You can understand it as parallel time and space, in different time and space, different things happen.

Miss J in my writing, the person I fall in love with in the end is Mr. G in my writing, not three-dimensional.

PS to answer the previous question

Why did Mr. G ask Jeon Se-yeon here?

Answer: The person who asked this question is not Mr. G in this time and space

Hmm... can it also be understood as soul or something?

Anyway, my brain is so big, rebirth is a very fantastic thing, I hope you don't pay too much attention to it.