To my dear Miss J [Korean]

——Jin/Jiang/Wen/Study/City/Individual/Home/Shou/Fa——

"...What happened next?" Jin Zhener couldn't help asking her.

"Later..." Quan Shiyan paused for a while before raising her head, looking straight into Jin Zhener's eyes, the smile on her face faded a little, "There is no later, because there is no beginning, so It’s not even over.”

......

The appearance of Quan Shiyan, or the appearance of the name "Quan Zhilong", did not have any further impact on Jin Zhener's life. The day after attending the wedding, she brought Jin Xuanna back to the the United States.

The news that Quan Shiyan went to find Jin Zhener was soon known by Quan Zhilong. His first reaction was to be very angry, but besides being angry, he was inevitably filled with curiosity that he shouldn't have.

"Really, that's all." Quan Shiyan had repeated the conversation between the two of them several times.

Quan Zhilong didn't seem to be satisfied with the result, he was silent for a while, the expression on his face couldn't tell whether he was in a good mood or bad, he stretched out his hand and patted Quan Shiyan's hair, his tone changed from his usual casual, appearing A little serious, "Shiyan, don't bother her anymore."

Quan Shiyan was stunned for a moment, lowered her head as if apologizing, and replied, "I'm sorry."

"Go and rest, this incident... just act as if nothing happened."

"Um......"

--balcony

Quan Zhilong took out a cigarette that he hadn't touched for a long time, and he was still a little uncomfortable with the first puff. After a few chokes, he gradually got used to the smell of cigarettes.

Spicy, bitter.

Quan Zhilong couldn't help wondering why he was addicted to such things in the past.

After barely smoking half a cigarette, Quan Zhilong finally extinguished the cigarette in his hand.

For some reason, when he heard that Jin Zhener had not forgotten him, Quan Zhilong admitted that there was a momentary touch in his heart, but after this touch, there was a boundless emptiness in his heart.He is no longer himself when he was young, and he no longer has the courage to disregard any vision. Maybe this is the good and bad brought about by the years. When he becomes mature, he also loses the confidence to put all his eggs in one basket.Quan Zhilong clearly knew that even now, there would be no possibility between them, but in other words, he couldn't even think about it from a distance for someone he could never get?

He just thinks about it and won't bother her, really.

Jeon Ji-yong...do you love Kim Jin Ah?

Quan Zhilong didn't want to use the word "love" to describe his love for Jin Jiner, although he didn't know how to describe it, just hearing the name would make him unable to help but look sideways.

Everyone around him told him that this was not love, it was just his unwillingness to make trouble.

"Not reconciled" is really a universal answer.

What should he do if his "unwillingness" turns into paranoia?

He still hasn't been able to find the answer.

To be realistic, he has to obey his old age. No matter how young his mentality is, he must admit that he is already old, and love or love is no longer suitable for talking about.

"...you're doing well, aren't you?"

— Ten years later

"Mom, I've been waiting for you for a long time." Jin Xuanna hugged Jin Zhener's arm coquettishly.

"How old are the children." Although Jin Zhener said so, she didn't push her away, and obviously accepted her daughter's closeness.

"I don't care, you have to pamper me." Only in front of Jin Zhener, Jin Xuanna, who has always been a strong woman, has a childish side.

"Yes." Jin Zhener could only shake his head helplessly.

Son-in-law Pei, who was holding the child at the side, just smiled, knowing without thinking how excited Jin Xuanna would be if Jin Zhener stayed.

After graduating from university, Jin Xuanna did not choose to stay in the United States. Instead, she returned to her father in Korea. Except for occasional trips to the United States to visit her mother, she spent most of her time living in Korea. This stay lasted for six or seven years. Married and had children of her own.

After dinner, Jin Xuanna sat next to Jin Jiner, and Jin Jiner next to her was lovingly teasing the grandson in her arms.Jin Xuanna hesitated for a while, and then tentatively said, "You, why don't you stay here."

Jin Zhen'er paused for a moment, then shook his head, "Forget it, I'm used to it."

Jin Xuanna was a little anxious, and quickly persuaded, "Mom, look, Min'er is still so young, and I don't understand anything. I don't know what to do if you're not here. Just treat it as helping me and stay?"

Jin Zhener laughed when she heard the words, and knew to use the child as an excuse, "You."

"I don't care, I'll take it as if you agreed, son, kiss your grandma!" Jin Xuanna carried out the thick-skinned principle to the end.

The little grandson in Jin Zhener's arms seemed to understand what her mother meant, and sent a sticky kiss.

Just like this, Jin Zhener finally agreed to stay in Korea.

Later, Jin Zhener thought about it, and she agreed to stay in South Korea not only because of her family, but also because she felt a little tired. After staying in the United States for so many years, she could not find a sense of belonging, and occasionally She will miss her hometown. After Jin Xuanna left her side, this situation became more and more obvious. This time, she also wanted to stay.

Jin Zhener rejected the proposal to live with her daughter and son-in-law, arranged for someone to clean the old house in Cheongdam-dong carefully, and moved in with the luggage that was not heavy at all.

A very delicate small loft, located in the center of the community, the surrounding greenery is very good, and there is a raft corridor, walking on the road in summer does not feel hot.

This is the place where Jin Zhener used to live when she was a student. Unfortunately, after so many years, this is no longer the familiar appearance in her memory.

"Ma'am, it's ready." The woman who spoke had curly brown hair, a pair of green eyes, and spoke fluent English. The deep crow's feet in the corners of her eyes showed her age. Josie, the nursing aunt next to Zhen'er.

Jin Zhener nodded slightly, gathered the shawl on her shoulders, and walked towards the open door with gentle steps.

The daughter and son-in-law would often bring their grandchildren over for a meal, and Jin Zhener gradually became familiar with the neighbors around her. Occasionally, she would have a tea party in the yard of her home, and her friends would often come to visit and have a good time together. Talk about some household chores, although the days are plain and simple, they are warm and happy.

One afternoon, Jin Zhener was sitting on a small chair in the corridor chatting with several neighbors in the community, when he suddenly mentioned the owner of the house next to Jin Zhener.

"I remember that house was bought very early."

"It's been many years. I heard about it when I moved here."

"I don't seem to have seen the owner of the house, it's the maid who comes to clean every time."

Jin Zhener listened for a while, and then set her eyes on the house not far away. She has been back to Korea for nearly a month, and she has never seen her neighbor who lives next door. It must be an unoccupied house.

Another month later, Jin Zhener, who went out for a walk, returned home, only to find that the door next door was open.

Just when Jin Zhener was considering whether to say hello, two or three people suddenly came out of the door.

"Mr. Quan, don't worry, our company will arrange someone to come and clean it every other day...Mr. Quan?"

This is strictly speaking, the first meeting between two people after 30 years.

On weekdays, Quan Zhilong, who always regarded himself as calm and mature, showed the uneasiness and restraint of a young boy in front of Jin Zhener.

Jin Zhen'er was also taken aback for a moment, but she wasn't worried at all, just like treating an old friend she hasn't seen for many years, she greeted with a smile, "Long time no see."

Seeing her smile, Quan Zhilong gradually calmed down in his heart for some reason, and he smiled back in a gentlemanly manner, with a natural and gentle tone, "Long time no see."

Later, the two chatted about the past days, those years that were almost forgotten, whether it was joys or sorrows, separation or reunion, at this time the words were calm, no one would have guessed that it was so vigorous , Those past events of being young and frivolous, now thinking about it, I still feel a little unbelievable.

Jeon Ji-yong becomes Kim Jin-ah's new neighbor.

Maybe in fairy tales, there will be new stories between them, but reality is reality.

Jin Zhener knew in her heart that all this was not accidental, and some things did not need to be said clearly, the two of them tacitly did not talk about these topics, just like old friends, chatting about the peace of each other's lives, this is a kind of tacit understanding that has nothing to do with Fengyue.

At the end of his life, Quan Zhilong sat by the hospital bed, his voice was hoarse and deep, which was actually not pleasant.

"You said, if there is an if, that would be great."

Jin Zhener smiled slightly, and opened his mouth as if he wanted to say something.

With trembling hands, Quan Zhilong lowered his head and approached her.

As his breathing became slower and slower, his clenched hand gradually became cold.

In the end, Quan Zhilong still did not wait for Jin Zhener's answer.

Quan Zhilong thought about it carefully, if so, he would know her in advance before those people appeared, and then stick to her shamelessly, the kind that he couldn't drive away no matter how hard he tried, and wouldn't leave even a single step.He will not do those stupid things again, will not make her sad, and will not let her face inexplicable harshness alone.He will protect her and care for her well, take her to see her favorite stage play, eat her favorite ice cream with her, and will definitely stay by her side when running at night, ready to hand water and towels at any time. ...give her everything he can, as long as she wants it.

......

If so, that would be great.

The author has something to say: it's almost over, don't lose the anti-theft.