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It was the first time for Shen Ziyu to hear from Jiang Shangying that he said so many questions about his identity, because he used to talk more directly to Chu Yihan.

He almost suppressed such complaints in his heart and would not speak out, because in his opinion, even if he did, the current situation would not change.

Now it should be really stimulated by Chu Yihan's affairs, that's why he said such words.

But for Jiang Shangying, no matter what happened, his identity has become a fixed number that cannot be changed.

He wanted to give up, but he still had to think about those people standing behind him.

He has never been alone, he still has so many brothers to care about, and he is definitely not the one who can do whatever he wants, without caring about any results, without asking any reasons.

A few years ago, he could still do what he wanted because he didn't find anything he liked.

He also doesn't have to face so many choices now, this kind of right and wrong in the entertainment industry probably suits him.

Getting used to swords and swords, going to the entertainment industry is simply a trivial matter, not worth mentioning.

Now that I have left the entertainment circle, I realize that no matter which path I take, it is probably not very easy to walk.

He used to think that he was very powerful and could stand alone, but now that so many things have happened, he realized that he is not omnipotent.

"Your identity, in the final analysis, has also helped you a lot. Even if you don't like it, you shouldn't be so resentful."

Shen Ziyu felt that Jiang Shangying's thinking was a bit weird, and it was the first time he heard that he was paranoid about letting go of everything and ignoring everything.

He was afraid that it was not his way of doing things, and he didn't know what stimulated him, so he insisted on doing this.

Doesn't he know that it's counterproductive?

"You probably can't understand the torment in my heart. I used to be a person with dreams, and I also wanted to do what I like, but because of my identity, I don't have that freedom. Maybe anytime, anywhere, I will Bringing a lot of trouble to others. You know, I never want to do this, and I don’t want to change because of myself. For most people, as long as they live happily and be happy, but for me Say no."

"I really want to live according to my own will, but what awaits me is always something I don't want to face."

Jiang Shangying is also very distressed in her heart, but since there is no solution, there is no other choice but to bear all this all the time, isn't it?

He didn't know this truth.

"Are you pushing yourself too hard?"

Shen Ziyu and Jiang Shangying were born in different families, so they couldn't empathize with him.

But every time it came out of his mouth, it seemed so sad, as if there was nothing that could help him.

Watching him struggling in the swamp, but unable to lend a helping hand.

And his path has been going on for many years.

It's not that I didn't think about giving up, and I also thought about it, and I don't care about anything.

But there was another voice in his heart, telling him that if he made such a choice, he would regret it.

Therefore, no matter how much Jiang Shangying didn't like it, she still accepted everything later.

His greatest helplessness was that when he was young, he had no room to struggle, otherwise he wouldn't be as passive as he is now, and everything seemed to be stained by himself.

After describing it, it was placed in front of him again.

"Do you know? In the past few days when Chu Yihan left, I have been thinking, if I can stop it now, will everything not happen now. His parents will not die, he You don’t have to bear so much alone.”

He has thought about this question more than once, but it is in the past tense after all, and he will not know the answer until he goes back there.

"I think it was caused by you pushing yourself too hard. Although Chu Yihan left, he didn't say anything wrong with you. He chose to leave, maybe to escape. When facing you, he might He thinks of many things that he shouldn't think about, and at this moment, he can't be distracted, he still has other things to do, and he probably wants to talk to you seriously after this matter is over."

Shen Ziyu didn't know the truth of the matter, and he was just guessing.

If you guessed right, it was a coincidence.

Guess wrong, there is nothing to do.

There are some little secrets in everyone's heart, which have never been said.

Behind these secrets, perhaps there is still a terrifying conspiracy waiting for him. In any case, it is not the time to give up casually.

"I don't want to think so much anymore. Whether he is willing to tell me or not, in short, I will not let this opportunity go. It doesn't matter to me what he wants to do. I just want to Help him, that's all. Even if he disagrees, I will do it. The Li organization was able to kill his parents quietly without leaving any clues. The case has not been solved for so many years, presumably There are still some skills."

"What happened back then can never be repeated. If I can't determine his location, I can't send someone to protect him. Before, you always said that I was so self-willed that I didn't care about it, and it didn't matter to me if anything happened to me. When I really When you want to take care of yourself, you all start to wonder what you are thinking in your heart."

Jiang Shangying will not tolerate this happening. You must know that in his world, there is no such thing as failure, and there is no such thing as others not needing his help, so he just doesn't care about anything.

In his world, he used to be a person who wanted the wind to get the wind, and the rain to get the rain.

In the face of this kind of thing, how could he back down, it was his choice to face up to the difficulties.

In the face of the truth, everyone has the right to speak. Although he is not the person involved, his relationship is always somewhat subtle.

This was something that even Shen Ziyu couldn't explain clearly. It seemed that this person was not as scheming as he imagined.

But when it comes to doing things, it is indeed old-fashioned, and it is impossible to think.

"The best thing you can do is to wait until he thinks about it, and then he will take the initiative to find you. When I knew him, he was the kind who buried everything in his heart. I will say it after I figure it out. You have to believe that he is not the kind of person who doesn't distinguish between right and wrong. He also has many thoughts in his heart, but what he finally decides must be the best. "

Shen Ziyu is only relying on his understanding of Chu Yihan, if there is any right or wrong, he still can't do that much.

It's not the roundworm in Chu Yihan's stomach, I don't know what he is thinking now.

But no matter what, looking at Jiang Shangying's current state, if he doesn't persuade him, he might come up with something.

"But what's the benefit of him avoiding me?"

Jiang Shangying's voice gradually weakened, he didn't want to take care of so many things, if possible, he was willing to give up all of this and seek justice for Chu Yihan.

Was it his choice to push himself away?

"Even if it's not good, you don't have to bear so much pressure."

On one side are his unfamiliar parents, and on the other side is his best brother.

Although the two seem to have nothing to do with each other, but in terms of comparison, the blood relationship may be better, and it is the deceased parents.

No matter how powerful he is, Jiang Shangying, it is impossible to fight with the dead.

After much deliberation, he was not the best choice.

"I thought no matter what, he would still say hello to me. Now it seems that he has made up his mind to leave so quietly, but it doesn't matter. Anyway, I have sent someone to investigate. I think he will come soon. There should be a result. He thought he could hide somewhere. The place is so small that I don't need to waste my thoughts. I can already find it. It just took some time, which is nothing to me. "

Jiang Shangying muttered to himself, but Shen Ziyu could hear it clearly.

If it weren't for him to have something on his body, maybe he would go out for a good drink with Jiang Shangying. There is nothing that one drink can't solve. If there is, it will be two meals.

In short, he definitely wouldn't let this person be so decadent that he didn't know what he was doing.

In his current existence, the whole person doesn't know what he is doing or what he is doing.

Maybe deep in his heart, he has already made a choice, and what's more, he understands it better than anyone else.

"In any case, this is the path I chose at the beginning. No matter how difficult it is, I will go on. You have to believe in me, I can persevere."

This was Jiang Shangying's favorite sentence when she was a child.

Facing anything, he can have enough courage to meet it.

It's just that when I get older, I may have too many things to worry about, and I no longer have the courage I had before.

Before doing anything, you have to think and linger.

The only thing he doesn't care about is profit. He has never been short of money, and in his opinion, problems that can be solved with money are not considered problems.

He doesn't mind squandering, as long as everything is developing in the direction he expected, then it doesn't matter.

It takes a lot of thought to recover from the beginning of everything.

In his opinion, the focus is not on these, but in his heart, there are more important things.

How could he let go so easily when his brother was involved.

"You were like this when you were young. Even when you grow up, it doesn't seem to have changed much. Sometimes, I really don't know what to say about you. I believe in your ability and never doubted you It’s just that on some issues, if you are too persistent, that is not a good thing, and it will make your originally rational mind become unclear.”

Jiang Shangying's attitude was almost paranoid. What should not have come out of his mouth, now it seems that there is no better choice at all.

What exactly is he going to do, only he himself understands.

"I might as well tell you that there was a time when I hoped that what you could present was a perfect person. But unfortunately, you didn't do it, and I couldn't do it myself. It's because of what I thought Too much, if you care too much, you will have weaknesses. Once a person has a weakness, he will become the target of others' attacks. I don't want this to happen. But for me, it seems to be difficult to complete. After all I found her, she is the ultimate meaning of my life, and losing her is the loss of the whole world."

The person Shen Ziyu mentioned was naturally Li Jinyuan.

From the time we met, this name is often on his lips, within a few words, it must be inseparable.

"I still remember what happened when you were injured last time. At that time, you had a weakness. You felt sorry for him, but you knew in your heart that there are many things that are completely beyond your control You thought it was right, but in his opinion, it was not worth mentioning at all. You always thought that I didn't know about that incident back then, but maybe, I was the one who saw it most clearly. There are many times, Giving up does not mean failure, it may be another kind of new beginning.”

Jiang Shangying understood that the reason why she couldn't understand it was because she was thinking too much.

But it has become a habit, how to change it.

The reason why he has been living so tired all this time is not that it has nothing to do with this.

"You know better than me, but you don't want to believe it yourself."

Shen Ziyu and Jiang Shangying talked about these issues a lot today. If it weren't for someone who knew him too well, he wouldn't be able to understand why he said these things.

How does everything come to an end.

"I don't want to remember those things, but it turns out that I can't let go of my heart at all. How much strength is needed to forget that unforgettable love. If she doesn't like me, it's fine. Love, and mutual torture. What kind of feeling is that, you may not understand, my heart will hurt. When facing him, it will also hurt. I take her as everything, but she At this time, we marked the end of our love with our own hands."

"What I want is a love that can be devoted to each other, not in the same bed, and I have to be on guard when she will stab me."

Even though the world is far apart, he never gave up.

But in the end, the result was not what he wanted.

Probably this is the most helpless thing. No matter how many things happened, there are still many things in his heart that he can't let go of.

"You have to try to give up your own ideas, maybe you will get more."

When Shen Ziyu reached the end, there was only this sentence to say.

He has seen Jiang Shangying's stubbornness before.