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Little K got Ling Feiyang's order and went directly to the airport to stop Jin Xiping.

But I didn't see him in person, I just saw his subordinates, and passed a few messages on the phone.

When Little K told Ling Feiyang what Jin Xiping meant, the latter just nodded slightly, as if everything was within his expectations.

"Boss, have you already guessed it?"

Ling Feiyang smiled, played with the phone, and looked into the distance.

"His suspicion is so heavy, it is impossible to agree so easily. Even if I lure him with benefits, he will think about it before agreeing to meet me. But if this matter is concerned, don't be in a hurry. Irritability can't be overwhelmed." Tofu, you have been with me for so long, don't you still know my style of doing things?"

Ling Feiyang has always been safe in doing things.

This is also the reason why the higher-ups always trust him with tasks, because Ling Feiyang can make a decisive decision, quickly judge the situation in front of him, and never make a better choice.

After he graduated, he started working as an undercover agent directly.

Over the years, he has changed countless identities, and the only one he has retained until now is the identity of the mafia boss.

Especially under such circumstances, many big fish can be caught.

He has done a lot of meritorious service, and his secret base has already been filled with many medals.

That was the gift he was going to give to Gu Ansen, as a surprise for reunion after years of separation.

The agreement between the two of them at that time has always been in his heart, and he has never forgotten it.

He also thought that when the right time came, he would tell Gu Ansen the whole story, and he would never hide it like this again.

Otherwise, he doesn't know how many things he will have to face next.

He didn't know when he would be in danger.

In countless dark nights, his thoughts followed him like a shadow, and he couldn't let go of them at all.

Regarding Gu Ansen, he really couldn't do nothing about it.

If you had never met, you would not have so many difficult choices.

But time cannot turn back, and they cannot go back to the past.

He also couldn't choose to avoid Gu Ansen, and he couldn't stop his thoughts, so he was like this, torturing each other while reading.

"Boss, why do you say you are doing this, why don't you just tell him clearly?"

"I want to too, but I can't do that now, you don't know, I have too much involuntary control."

"Not everything can be resolved as well as I think. I have missed him for too long. I have no way to tell him everything. It's like the way he looks at me, it hasn't changed since the beginning."

Ling Feiyang has too much helplessness, he doesn't know what to do is the best.

I originally thought that if this was the case, I could keep all the stories in my heart, and that would be fine.

But no, every time he saw Gu Ansen's gaze, his heart would ache.

Talking about letting go is nothing more than self-deception.

"I have also tried to comfort myself, but I still can't do it. I thought that as long as I don't see him, I can forget what happened during this period, but I can't do it when I ask myself."

Ling Feiyang leaned back and leaned on the sofa.

"I can only do what I can to help him as much as I can. If I can help him in this way, I have no regrets. As for when we can recognize each other, that is Just keep waiting."

"Even if I say it now, he won't believe it. In his heart, I'm afraid I've already been in a position where I can't recover."

In the abyss, if he takes a wrong step, he will lose his head.

What Gu Ansen thinks of him is actually not important.

Because Ling Feiyang has long understood that he cannot tell his secret.

He didn't know how long he would have to endure the torment, but seeing Gu Ansen happy, he was happier than anyone else.

"Okay, don't mention this matter in the future. We still have a lot of things to do, so don't keep discussing this issue."

"Besides, that's not your concern."

Ling Feiyang knew that little K had been with him for a long time, and he knew many things.

But Ling Feiyang didn't want to be around him, and there was another person who mentioned Gu Ansen anytime and anywhere.

For whatever reason, he didn't want to.

Even though everything was in front of him, the feeling in his heart would not lie.

The persistence in his heart is the idea that he has never given up.

"I will make an appointment with Jin Xiping to meet again in the future. I have basically understood what he means. Since I want to do it, I might as well make a big fuss. Anyway, I am a person who is not afraid of anything. Man, no matter how many things happen in the future, I won't care. I just want him to be safe, and this is my bottom line."

Ling Feiyang is not very attached to everything, but sometimes, he insists on his own ideas, and he thinks that this can make his heart feel better.

No matter what is waiting for him after this, he can take it all.

When I decided to do this in the first place, I was doomed to have no way out.

His beliefs, as well as his heart, insisted on doing so.

So he felt that those little secrets in his heart would one day be impossible to hide.

There have been times when he was very simple-minded before, but it is definitely not now.

Giving up that feeling of struggling is much better than it is now.

The past is like smoke, blowing away with the wind, he doesn't know when he will be able to be himself again.

But if you keep going like this, there should be a day when the clouds will clear up and the fog will clear.

He didn't know what was left in his own world.

Whether all his insistence was a joke or something, it was completely unclear.

In Ling Feiyang's heart, he only knew that he could not give up.

Gu Ansen was still looking for his traces, so he didn't understand. At this time, he flinched.

He promised Gu Ansen that one day, he would fulfill his wish.

And Ling Feiyang's biggest wish is to be so strong that even if one day, the two of them stand side by side in front of everyone, no one will question them, let alone their relationship.

This is what he thought in his heart, and he had such a firm belief since he was a child.

Even today, he has been thinking about whether he was right or wrong in doing so.

But Ling Feiyang knew very well in his heart that his persistence would one day lead him to find his own direction.

When that time comes, he doesn't want anyone to stop him.

From the very beginning, Ling Feiyang has been very aware of all this.

Gu Ansen's misunderstanding of him was very deep.

It is not enough to explain clearly in a few words, nor is it possible to make him understand in a short time, why he has been silent for so many years.

He didn't just wait for an opportunity, but because he had something in his heart, he came to this point.

In the year he left, Ling Feiyang knew that it would not be so easy to see Gu Ansen after that.

Thinking about it now, it’s been 15 years since I was a kid.

Gu Ansen's appearance is not much different from when he was a child, but there is a bit of sharpness between his brows.

Probably because of being a policeman, he has another kind of temperament.

They are still insisting on the dream they decided to realize when they were young, and no one has ever given up.

There was never any doubt about the vow they made together at that time.

Ling Feiyang knew how difficult Gu Ansen's journey was. When he saw him, he was moved with compassion and wanted to tell him everything.

But at the last moment, he still chose to keep silent.

He said it and ruined everything.

The future of the two, including their hard work for so long.

Ling Feiyang himself has nothing to do with it, but he doesn't want to ruin Gu Ansen.

At the critical moment, he suppressed his emotions and told him that he should not be impulsive.

There is still a long way for them to go in the future, and it is absolutely impossible for him to have any problems at this time.

Otherwise, when the whole thing is revealed, how will he explain it to save everything.

Fortunately, Gu Ansen didn't doubt these things. What he thought was different from Ling Feiyang was not conspiring with each other, and that was the reason.

At the beginning, Ling Feiyang really didn't care that much.

But now the situation is different, the nature of the work between the two of them determines that they cannot be together as they wish.

What's more, even meeting has become a luxury.

Ling Feiyang knew that their choices were not wrong, but in terms of time, he really didn't know what to do.

It was a good thing, but after so many factors were mixed in, it would restrain them instead.

Every step you take next is particularly important.

He didn't dare to make a choice easily, for he was afraid that a single decision of his would cause any trouble.

Ling Feiyang has been on the road of being an undercover agent for a long time, and he doesn't care what is facing him.

But Gu Ansen was different, he was fine, Ling Feiyang didn't want to involve this person.

Since he lived a good life before meeting him, why bother him.

When he came back, he just wanted to see him again and make sure he was safe, and that was enough.

I never thought about it so much, but now, what should have happened has happened, and what shouldn't have happened has also happened.

What kind of impression was left in Gu Ansen's heart, he was a little unclear.

But Ling Feiyang clearly remembered that Gu Ansen looked at him, he was a little desperate, and he didn't know whether Gu Ansen would still believe him when he spoke again.

But now, he has no choice.

There is no other way but to continue to make mistakes.

Ling Feiyang has tried his best to suppress all this.

But the ending of the story is not written by him.

He is not the final decision-maker, and he does not know what will happen.

Once, the thing he thought about the most was, if Gu Ansen knew his identity, what kind of words would be waiting for him.

Ling Feiyang can imagine the general situation.

Now that time is passing faster and faster, the two of them still have a lot of contact time, and they won't stay where they are forever.

For Ling Feiyang, everything he participated in was just to make sure that Gu Ansen was safe.

He admitted that he was emotional and said that the overall situation was the most important thing, but he still insisted on his own opinion.

Ling Feiyang is such a person who knows it's wrong to do so, but still puts all his eggs in one basket.

The more he didn't know what he couldn't do, he was always on his own way, doing different things. At that time, Ling Feiyang considered many things, and finally chose what he thought was right.

No matter what happens, as long as the feeling in my heart remains the same, then this feeling will not change.

Regarding Gu Ansen, he still has a lot to say.

How can the longing for such a long time be finished in a few words.

Ling Feiyang remembered Gu Ansen's birthday, and at the risk of risking it, he also wanted to send him a birthday cake.

The one who said he would celebrate his birthday with him at the beginning, has not fulfilled his promise after so many years of separation.

Now that I finally saw it, how could I still watch it helplessly.

Ling Feiyang is not a heartless person, on the contrary, he is deeply affectionate.

For so many years, there is only one Gu Ansen who misses me so much.

No matter what time I think about it, when I can't bear the pain of lovesickness, I take out the photos and look at them.

But no matter what, it was not the time to meet each other, the timing was wrong, and the scene was wrong.

In front of the enemy, saying nothing is not the time to think about these things. Ling Feiyang feels that there are many times when he is selfish.

He never considered these matters from Gu Ansen's point of view, he just blindly imposed his own thoughts on Gu Ansen, knowing that it was wrong to do so, but he still did it.

He has been very domineering since he was a child, and even now, he still hasn't changed much.

If Gu Ansen really knew, it was not clear whether it was good or bad.

After so many years, Ling Feiyang was a little uncertain about what to say.

He never doubted Gu Ansen's feelings.

There has been no change for several years, on the contrary, he himself has no idea what he is doing.

That persistence, why until now, there is still no change.

How many times has Ling Feiyang wanted to stop being so attached to the past with Gu Ansen, maybe he will reciprocate and wait for the result at all.

But he couldn't say such cruel words.

He really knows too much how much love and hatred this person has poured into himself.

Ling Feiyang couldn't bear to tell him such words at all, and he didn't want to cut off his last thoughts. Maybe it would be difficult at the beginning.

But it's a matter of time, so I don't care so much.

Because no matter what, in the end, they will meet after all.It may take a long time, but as long as you keep waiting, isn't it enough?