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Since Shen Nanyan knew this person, it's not that he didn't notice his thoughts.

However, many things cannot be let go without being aware of them.

At the very beginning, Shen Nanyan never cared about these things, but later on, he seemed to be able to see it all of a sudden.

Even if all the things, at the end, even if there is no feeling in my heart, but the thoughts in my heart may never have a chance to speak out.

Later, when the fate was over, they broke up and never thought of anything. It was not until he met Ji Chenfeng that Shen Nanyan felt the meaning of life.

For the first time, he felt that even if Qin Zhifeng came back, nothing would change.

In Shen Nanyan's eyes, Qin Zhifeng had already left, and when he came back, he would become a very strange person.

No matter what they experienced together at the beginning, or what they did, in the end, they were all calm.

When Qin Zhifeng came, Shen Nanyan almost finished his cup of coffee.

"Why didn't you wait for me to come and move first?"

Shen Nanyan didn't even raise his head, and started to say, "Otherwise, shall I wait for you?"

"Long time no see, you have changed a lot."

Qin Zhifeng took off his sunglasses and sat down opposite Shen Nanyan.

"People will change. I am no longer the young and ignorant boy I was back then."

When Shen Nanyan saw Qin Zhifeng again, he had a feeling that he couldn't tell what to do.

In the past, he really felt that there were too many grievances and entanglements with this person. Later, when he met some people and saw some things, he gradually understood.

What he is obsessed with may not necessarily be a good thing, and there is nothing wrong with letting go of it earlier.

Now, he has thought clearly, let go of his past, that is to make himself feel better.

"How have you been all these years?"

The expression on Qin Zhifeng's face didn't change much, and when he said these words, he didn't feel any emotion.

He didn't have much vicissitudes of time on his body. He used to think that at that time, he always did whatever he wanted to do.

Many opportunities are won by himself.

This step-by-step climb is very difficult, and he has lost his mind in the process of walking.

He didn't know what was left, but he knew that this relationship would never return to the past no matter what.

As for the current relationship, whether it is far or not, whether it is close or not.

Qin Zhifeng's impression of Shen Nanyan has always been very good. As for why he separated at the beginning, it was really because Shen Nanyan didn't help him climb up, so he kicked him away.

But now, he regrets it.

No one will treat him like Shen Nanyan used to, and serve him wholeheartedly.

No matter when, there will always be such a figure, waiting for him.

It's just that the previous relationship just fell apart.

To say I regret it is true.

He doesn't want to do those things, it's true

"My good and bad, haven't you already seen it?"

Shen Nanyan's calm expression just happened to irritate Qin Zhifeng.

When they parted, Shen Nanyan's eyes were very painful.

Qin Zhifeng always remembered that he was always wondering if he really did something wrong.

But everything has already happened, and there is no room for it to start again.

So he knew that Shen Nanyan, a person with clear love and hate, would not let the same thing happen again.Since then, he has understood that what he misses is his whole life, and there is never anything superfluous.

Qin Zhifeng saw the photos on Weibo, and he has been waiting for Shen Nanyan to come out and say something.

He thought that in this way, it would be logical to go back to the past with him.

But when they met today, he realized that the strangeness was actually between him and Shen Nanyan.

"I always thought that your life would be better without me."

"After all, I hurt you back then. I have always been very sorry for this matter. I don't know how to explain it to you."

"At that time, I felt that the relationship between us had come to an end."

"But in the past few years, I have seriously thought about it. No matter when it is, you are the softness in my heart that I am always unwilling to give up."

Qin Zhifeng didn't know why, but after seeing Shen Nanyan, he would say these words.

He felt that there were only two roads before him. No matter when it happened, there was no room for maneuver in many things.

After he said these words, he might feel better in his heart.

No matter what he thought before, he really had to be careful on the road ahead.

Only in this way can we live more clearly.

When he can't see the future, he will never know how many things are left in his heart.

"No matter how clearly you think about it, it's useless. The past is the past. You and I can't go back to the past, let alone change any other relationship."

"You know, as a person, since I have decided on something, I will never look back."

"What's more, I now have a better choice."

Shen Nanyan never minded telling Qin Zhifeng of Ji Chenfeng's existence, the two of them were not old enemies.

Some things, speaking out, will make him more happy.

That's right, Shen Nanyan wanted revenge on Qin Zhifeng.

I just want him to see that even without him in his life, it is still the same and will continue.

Those decadent years have passed, although many things can't go back to the past.

But there was still time to say a few words. He did treat Qin Zhifeng differently, but that was a thing of the past.

Now, he doesn't have much dislike for this person, let alone like him.

I came to see him just to clarify everything about the past.

There is really no past between him and him.

If it was those years, he might have thought everything through, just to make him understand.

"Have a better choice, what do you mean?"

Qin Zhifeng smiled with some unknown meaning, and the smile on the corner of his mouth was unpredictable.

His understanding of Shen Nanyan is indeed different from back then.

In the past, the two of them talked about everything without any gaps.

But now they are completely in two different worlds, it seems that Qin Zhifeng has found a lot of topics, but Shen Nanyan seems to have bumped into the south wall.

In a word, he couldn't understand this person at all.

What kind of changes have happened to Shen Nanyan in the past few years, he still can't figure it out now, but what he sees in his eyes is completely different.

Qin Zhifeng just stared at Shen Nanyan so firmly, he thought he understood enough.

But Shen Nanyan, who was in front of him, was unmoved.

Qin Zhifeng's words no longer carried so much weight in his heart.

"It's not the same now. I already have someone I like, and the position in my heart is no longer you."

There is no need for Shen Nanyan to hide it from Qin Zhifeng, only when he speaks out can he be more clear.

He himself is the kind of person who doesn't care much about everything. This time, it's completely different.

"Xiao Yan, you know, my thoughts for you don't need you to be less."

"At the beginning, it was my mistake and I chose the wrong path, but why didn't you give me a chance?"

"There is such an unforgettable past between you and me. After I don't want to let go, if you blame me for coming back later, it doesn't matter how you blame me."

"I can change it, and I can make it up to you."

If Qin Zhifeng's words were placed at the moment they broke up, maybe Shen Nanyan would turn around without hesitation.

He would keep this person's name firmly in his heart, but he didn't.

When the two separated, they didn't look back at each other.

Since then, everything has changed.

Talking a lot, can't go back to the past, many things, there is no way to start again.

No matter how many things Qin Zhifeng did, it would be useless to Shen Nanyan.

In fact, he knows better than anyone else what kind of words are useful and what kind of words are useless.

Speaking of which, since Qin Zhifeng left, many right and wrong will no longer involve this person.

"Do you think we can go back to the past?"

"The love that has been missed, how can I go back to the past, no matter how much you do, what is the meaning to me?"

Shen Nan looked up and drank all the remaining coffee in the cup.

The bitterness of the coffee was just right for his current mood.

All the misses may be for a better future.

He used to think that he understood very well, but now, there is indeed no chance of turning back.

He could see that there was indeed regret in Qin Zhifeng's eyes.

Just now, not then.

The relationship between the two of them is not the same as it was back then.

"Xiao Yan, did I not speak clearly enough?"

"I like you very much, then and now."

"I'm back. I came back this time to find you. If you give me another chance, I promise I will treat you well."

Shen Nanyan suddenly laughed, he looked into Qin Zhifeng's eyes.

"Is it because I use it again now? Or is there some wishful thinking in your heart?"

"I'm not the original me, but you are still the original you."

"All you think about is taking advantage of yourself. How have you ever been sincere to someone?"

"Ask yourself, what are you thinking in your heart, do you dare to tell the truth in front of me?"

"You dare not, because your thoughts have never been known."

For the first time, Shen Nanyan felt that he could see so clearly.

Like Qin Zhifeng, he has been pretending to be confused for so many years, but only at this moment, he is so clear-headed.

When Shen Nanyan passed by, he was also a person who would not be surprised by favor or humiliation. He would not be so concerned about everything. It was not because he was not clear about what Qin Zhifeng did back then.

I just chose to stand on the sidelines all the time, because I like it, so I can ignore all his shortcomings.

Even at that time, many people were trying to persuade Shen Nanyan that Qin Zhifeng was not his beloved.

If he likes it, thousands of people in this world are waiting for him.

But at that time, Shen Nanyan had taken a fancy to Qin Zhifeng, and no one else could do it except him.

But between the two of them, there is no ending.

It was as if after thinking about it so much, he found that there was no past between the two of them.

The intersection between the two of them, like many things, was placed in front of him.

"Xiao Yan, after so many years, do you think I am such a person in your heart?"

"Isn't it?"

Shen Nanyan thought about the past before continuing, "In your eyes, everyone can be your stepping stone, but you never let go of anyone who can be used?"

"It's not that I didn't know before. It's just that the relationship between the two of us was very deep at that time. I didn't think about it that much. Although I thought it was not a good thing to stand by and watch, I never tried to stop it."

"Do you know why?"

"I think that if you like it, you must tolerate everything, so even if I know what I think about you, I haven't said it so clearly."

Shen Nanyan was unwilling to speak so clearly, he hoped that Qin Zhifeng could understand.

There are many things that can be done and many things that cannot be done.

People can't live so blindly, just like after finding the goal, they know what they should do.

Qin Zhifeng was different, he remembered by the way, there were so many times when he didn't have such a deep understanding of this person.

Even though they have been together for so many years, his every move seems to be wearing a disguise.

He always felt that when it comes to talking about this, it really doesn't matter how much he talks about.

Qin Zhifeng just didn't give up, he came here today, to put it bluntly, for Shen Nanyan.

He didn't care about what happened in the past, and he didn't feel that it had much to do with his heart.

After recognizing this fact, he already knew that no matter how much time has passed, the right and wrong in his eyes have never changed.

If he knew, he might not have thought so clearly at all.

It's just that at that time, Shen Nanyan didn't see himself clearly, let alone what he was thinking in his heart.

Just taking advantage of today's opportunity to say everything clearly is the best way, other than that, he doesn't want to do anything.

He thought he saw it clearly enough, and what's more, he understood a lot of the past.

Regarding the past, he didn't mention a word, just wanted to give up.

No matter how much Qin Zhifeng said, it would not pose much threat to him.

"Xiao Yan, isn't what I said obvious enough?"

"I can see that you still have feelings for me, and you haven't really let go."

"Since you haven't let go, in my heart, I have the thought of making up for the past."

"Why can't the two of us start over?"

"You and I will face all difficulties together."