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Lin Yufeng didn't want to fall asleep, because he wouldn't have such a real feeling when he was asleep.

It took him so long to choose to forget in order to have the best ending with Shen Nanyan.

Before that, it was not that he hadn't thought about these right and wrong.

But in the end, he would rather bear this alone, not letting them understand, let alone knowing what they should do with each other in the remaining time.

In other words, if it had been clear long ago, it would not be as embarrassing as it is today.

"You don't know, so you can express your feelings and do what you like. But I am different. I have not forgotten many things in the past in my heart, so for me, even if I look at you like this, That's the best ending for me."

"I have never thought about what will happen next, let alone what is left between me and me."

"I don't even know what the scenery in my eyes will look like."

"Looking at you is like seeing everything."

In Lin Yufeng's heart, he has long stopped thinking about so many things. For him, many decisions, once spoken, will not be taken back.

It's even more so if that person is Shen Nanyan. Many things may not be best to be done clearly.

What is quietly kept in my heart is the future that has never changed.

Even though he was given so many opportunities, the results didn't change that much, did they?

After choosing this path, he can clearly understand that the past is his most precious memory.

When Shen Nanyan woke up the next day, he was sleeping on his own bed. Lin Yufeng didn't know when he went back.

There is porridge that has been cooked in the pot, and it is still warm.

Shen Nanyan remembered that he drank a lot of wine last night. He didn't remember the reason clearly, but he still vaguely remembered that a lot of things happened recently, and he never came forward to do anything about what happened on Weibo. What clarification.

What he said to Lu Qing still applies.

In his opinion, it is a real thing, why should he explain it if he can.

Isn't it true?

He doesn't need to deny it, even if it's not the back view, but his front face, so what?

There are so many right and wrong in this world, it doesn't make sense to look at other people's faces even if you like someone, isn't it?

His life has always been decided by himself, and others should not try to meddle in his choices.

Likes are never something he can control, and when they meet, they will be together.

He used to spend such a long time just to prove one thing.

Having experienced many obstacles, being able to stand here has proved that he has thought clearly. It was just right and wrong, but whenever he thinks about these things that may happen, he will feel that in his life, he doesn't have to remember so clearly.

Shen Nanyan rubbed his temples, as expected, he hadn't drank for a long time.

Now I still feel a headache when I drink it, but the most terrible thing is to take Lin Yufeng to drink with me in the middle of the night.

I don't know if he will feel that this matter is here again, and nothing will change if he throws it away. Otherwise, he really doesn't know how to speak.

Even Shen Nanyan didn't know what he was thinking. Knowing that Lin Yufeng was not good at drinking, he dragged him over.

It's really boring to drink alone.

Whether it was before or now, the person who was by my side was always him, without any changes.

He always felt that those pasts that belonged to him really didn't have any particularly deep memories.

You know, even at the very beginning, he was given a lot of opportunities, but when he actually did it, too many accidents would happen, he would not just give up thinking about it, he would go all the way, and his choice , has never changed.

He knew very well in his heart that although emotional matters were not the whole of his life, they still occupied a very important position.

In the past, Shen Nanyan was definitely the one who put feelings first, but later, too many things happened, and he was already discouraged.

I don't know what I want, and I'm not sure what I will leave to myself in the end.

After going back and forth like this, he just didn't want to think clearly about what was left after the so-called right and wrong.

After Shen Nanyan had breakfast, he picked up his phone and looked at it, only to realize that he didn't have to go to work today.

When he was thinking about whether to go to Ji Chenfeng, his mobile phone showed that a strange text message came in.

Originally, Shen Nanyan had always left these text messages to fend for themselves, but he remembered this number.

If anyone else could make waves in Shen Nanyan's heart, that person could only be Qin Zhifeng.

Once loved, these four words are enough.

If he didn't know this number, he would definitely not pay attention to what was said in it.

Now, looking at the address above, and meeting with Lai, he actually doesn't know what to do.

In the past, he thought that there would no longer be any interaction with Qin Zhifeng.

The two of them, no matter how much karma there is, or love and hatred, that is the past.

When he decided to be with Ji Chenfeng, he had already recognized it clearly, and Qin Zhifeng had become a memory, that is, the kind that no matter how much he said, he would never go back to the past.

For the first time in my life, I wasn't sure what I was doing.

He was very sure that there would be no more ties with Qin Zhifeng, and the two of them would never be together again.

But Shen Nanyan didn't know what Qin Zhifeng meant when he said these words.

He definitely wanted to meet this face.

Whether it's for the past, or the friendship in the past, in the final analysis, many things that happened have nothing to do with him.

He had thought that Qin Zhifeng came to find him more likely to be held accountable.

Escape is never the solution to things, he knows better than anyone that what he really has to face is not just that simple.

Qin Zhifeng himself is not simple.

Since he chose to come back and appear in front of him, it proved that he had already thought it through.

No matter what the final decision is, he seems to have nothing to do but accept it. Since he can't change it, he can only do what he thinks is right as he is now, and don't leave him any chance, let alone let himself be overwhelmed.

Since it's nothing to do with this journey, why bother to care so much.

After thinking about it, Shen Nanyan felt that it was wrong to avoid it.

From the very beginning, he knew better than anyone else that the grievances and grievances between him and Qin Zhifeng would be calculated one day sooner or later.

Shen Nanyan sat on the sofa to calm down his emotions, always feeling that the visitor was not kind.

He forgot how to say a sentence, but it will definitely not be the situation in front of him.

He is not a young man ignorant of the world, he has already seen it clearly.

The reason why the words were not spoken out was to save face for each other.

How determined Qin Zhifeng was when he left, how much Shen Nanyan doesn't want to see him now.

Earlier, it was already decided that there would be no more interaction with him, and it was not good for others or for oneself.

Shen Nanyan sat on the sofa for a long time, so long that he didn't even know what was left.

He used to be really desperate, and there will no longer be much intersection or much right and wrong between him and Qin Zhifeng.

They used to spend such a long time just thinking that even if they were separated, they would not miss each other anymore, or what was left, in his eyes, there was not much right and wrong in itself.

Whether it was the past or the present after many years, it is no longer important to him.

The story they want is far from over.

I thought that adding you in this right and wrong would always leave some traces for him, even if he couldn't find anything, at least he wouldn't become very passive.

But it wasn't until now that Shen Nanyan realized that those past events, as far as he was concerned, he would really ignore everything.

No matter how much you think about it, it shouldn't be the situation in front of you.

No matter how much you think about it, it doesn't matter.

What he sees is the scene of ten thousand years. For him, even if it is not the best thing, what can be left is not the past.

They are all understanding that nothing will be left behind.

"I really don't know what you should do is the best. I used to think that no matter how many things happened, in my opinion, there will be no less connection at the beginning of life. But why did you show up at this time, I am not sure for the first time, what should I do, is the best ending between us."

Shen Nanyan thought for a long time, but he still couldn't find out what the past that belonged to him and Qin Zhifeng had become.

Originally, these words should have been saved until then.

Now that the fate is over, don't they all understand the moment they turn around?

In this life, I am afraid that it will be difficult to get together again.

Because even if they met, they didn't know what to say.

Shen Nanyan himself is a very introverted person, if you ask him to take the initiative to tell what happened back then, that would be impossible.

He has already said that no matter what kind of feelings he has, as far as he is concerned, it will not affect his current life, let alone bring him anything.

It would be a bit embarrassing for Shen Nanyan to say that he has let go of the past.

However, since he has already told Ji Chenfeng that he will forget all the past things, he will definitely do what he says, but he needs some time. After all, Zeng Jin's memory is too deep, and he should just ignore it like this If so, it seems somewhat impossible.

What's more, no one knows what he thought at the time except himself.

In the first so much time, the decisions he made were nothing more than that, no matter what, he didn't research a definite solution.

Shen Nanyan saw the time approaching little by little, but he was the one who messed up a little bit first.

Shen Nanyan looked at the weather outside and felt that he was approaching the truth, but it didn't seem to represent anything.

Especially at the very beginning, he seemed to have seen that those memories were the past that he never let go of, and he said many things, and now he can be so clear without worrying about it, because these things have never changed However, that's why people have to be cautious.

I always feel that there are many things, but for him, there is not much kindness.

He also thought that those stories that belonged to him were far from seeing a result, and Qin Zhifeng's return was obviously not a good thing for Shen Nanyan.

He has tried his best to avoid it, but he still can't let go of his insistence.

Sometimes, he asked himself more than once what he really cares about.

Qin Zhifeng's decision back then was still his regret of not being able to be with him.

Thinking about it, he had not been able to wait until the end, and he already had his own judgment.

Even so, Shen Nanyan still left.

No matter what kind of words he would say after meeting Qin Zhifeng, he was already prepared in his heart.

The place where Qin Zhifeng made an appointment was in a coffee shop.

To be honest, Shen Nanyan's impression of these places was limited to talking about things.

As for the others, I don't really care much.

When I was still in college, I came here with Qin Zhifeng several times. At that time, we hadn't separated yet, and many things hadn't changed in any way.

Shen Nanyan clearly understood what he wanted.

If there were no such changes, the two people should have come together as written in the script, instead of being separated from each other.

Just thinking about it now, it still doesn't make any sense.

No matter how well-prepared, in front of Qin Zhifeng, he might still be that high-spirited young man.

The past few years have been a trial for him.

Shen Nanyan has already understood a lot of truths. It's not that he doesn't want to think about these things, but that he doesn't have a better time.

For him, it has never been an easy task to figure out everything.

Qin Zhifeng did this, but it proved one thing, he didn't care about everything.

Otherwise, when something happened, how could he find himself so quickly.

It's Shen Nanyan's fault. After so many years, he has never changed his phone number.

No wonder Qin Zhifeng could find him easily, it turned out that everything happened here.

For a moment just now, I was completely affected by these words, and didn't seriously think about why.

Now it seems that it is not an accident in itself.

After everything has been calculated, come prepared.

After all, he did not misjudge this person. For him, there is no one who cannot be used in this world, and there is nothing that cannot be used.

In his eyes, thousands of landscapes are all for me, and there has never been any change.