A long time ago, Ji Chenfeng made a plan for himself. In his world, he doesn't need to live a wonderful life.

Whether it is a plain past life, or some achievements, it will not have much influence in my heart.

But now, he found that after Shen Nanyan appeared, he had to plan everything, and he had to pay attention not to have any problems in the middle, otherwise everything between him and Shen Nanyan would be ruined.

And this was the last result he wanted to see.

After preparing for so long, it was not to say goodbye to him, but to have such a result with him at this time.

In the future, even if we meet each other, there is no need to feel uncomfortable.

Ji Chenfeng thought about this idea for a long time. He didn't sleep well on the ground last night, but now lying on the bed, he didn't feel any sleepiness. I don't know if it was influenced by Shen Nanyan, or there were other reasons. In short, the current situation He is very different from before, and he is no longer someone who can fall asleep while lying on the bed.

There are a lot of things hidden in my heart, and they are all on my body. Before there is any solution, I probably can only do this, and there will not be too many changes.

Many times, Ji Chenfeng also felt very embarrassed about himself, his life should have been peaceful.

If it hadn't been broken, there wouldn't have been any changes, but since it had already been changed, there shouldn't be so much to worry about.

Even though the years have given him so many hardships, he still has nothing in the end.

He doesn't mind that many people have appeared in his life, but not all of them can be remembered for a long time. This is the difference, and there is no way to change it.

He knows that no matter how long the matter is, he will not know what he wants until the end.

The inner persistence is for better development in the future.

Through Shen Nanyan's incident, he understood a truth. In the past, he underestimated himself, but now he doesn't know where to start.

Facing such an excellent person is simply a dream in his life. I don't know when it started, and I started to look forward to this dream so that I wouldn't wake up.

People who toss and turn and can't sleep will feel that dawn is a kind of torture.

Before he had figured out what attitude he should have to face the new day, the sun had long been hanging high, and it was already impossible to deny anything.

Compared to Ji Chenfeng's anxiety, Shen Nanyan's mood went beyond a lot.

Remembering that he drank too much wine yesterday and didn't seem to pay, he patted himself on the head fiercely, how could he let Ji Chenfeng pay for him because of his waywardness.

So Shen Nanyan picked up the phone, thought for a while, and transferred a sum of money to Ji Chenfeng.

Ji Chenfeng, who was already bored, heard the ringing of the mobile phone and felt it out from under the pillow. Seeing that Shen Nanyan had transferred him a huge sum of money, he was a little confused, and directly typed a bunch of question marks.

"I drank too much yesterday's drink, and the waiter said that you paid in advance, so I simply transferred it to you."

"No rejection allowed."

Shen Nanyan's domineering tone almost made Ji Chenfeng have the urge to ask many questions.

I have never met a person who can talk about paying back the money so confidently.

But he seems to like this kind of thing very much, otherwise, he must be polite with Shen Nanyan for a while.

Whether he will accept the money in the end is another reason, but it will definitely waste a lot of time on this.

But after thinking about it, Ji Chenfeng typed a few words, "You gave too much."

Shen Nanyan looked at the phone, and calmly typed a few words, "It's okay, there will always be a next time."

Looking at these words, Ji Chenfeng was a little confused, what does this mean? It means that Shen Nanyan will drink too much.

The way this man speaks is really straightforward.

I have never seen how many thoughts he can have before, but now, he can be considered to have seen it. In the past, no one would talk to him like this, and no one would take the initiative to mention his own thoughts to him. past.

Shen Nanyan's appearance was an accident, but it healed all the scars in his heart inadvertently.

Faced with such a person, he always couldn't get angry.

Shen Nanyan didn't have much interest in anything. Lin Yufeng once said that his indifference was the best way to protect himself.

Shen Nanyan was leaning on the chair with his mobile phone in his hand, having nothing to do, he clicked on Ji Chenfeng's circle of friends.

Just like him himself, there is not much movement in the circle of friends, it's just some parents who are short-sighted, but the writing style can still be seen.

Shen Nanyan is not that interested in spying on other people's secrets, but Ji Chenfeng is different, even his past is no longer a secret, let alone these dynamics can't be seen.

Shen Nanyan suddenly put down his phone, walked to the French window, and looked at the prosperous scene outside.

In the past, he yearned to live the most free life, but in the end, he succumbed to reality.

He majored in publishing, which had nothing to do with his interests, but for his dreams, but in the end, he still felt that those stories that belonged to him had not been realized.

It took several years to get to today.

If he gave up something, he shouldn't be able to do it.

But it seems impossible to watch certain things happen.

He had thought about it before, and after he stopped thinking about it, what he did was nothing, but then he gave himself a definition, life must go on.

It is absolutely impossible for his life to stop here, and he still wants to move towards a bigger goal. If he chooses to retreat like this, then what else is left for him.

Lin Yufeng said that he is not a person who can arrange everything clearly, and there are many things in his heart that will affect him.

Especially after certain things, Shen Nanyan also felt it.

Whether it's what happened to him or what didn't happen to him, it will be presented to him in the end.

Since it will be like this sooner or later, it is better to make it clear as soon as possible.

It's good to keep it in my heart, I will get sick, and I can't express my affection.

In short, it was not a good choice for Lin Yufeng, but Shen Nanyan was different.

He can't be sure of his own mind, and he doesn't know what to do. He just thinks that every step in life needs enough courage to make him feel that he will face interesting things next.

Shen Nanyan likes to challenge different things, as long as it doesn't require him to waste a lot of energy, it's fine.

On the contrary, it would be better if he was obsessed with the same thing.

Shen Nanyan's persistence can still be seen by all.

He remembers everything in the past clearly. Even if he doesn't know what to do, he will prepare in advance. This is an idea of ​​his own. No matter how long it takes, he always makes the same choice.

But before that, he thought about it for a long time, but he never understood what other thoughts he could have at the end.

He was powerless to care about what had happened, and there was nothing he could do to redeem it.

But just today, he understood a lot of truths, not all people can change his heart, since he meets them, he should cherish them all the more, no matter what method he uses.

It's okay to be shameless.

Compared to Qin Zhifeng, Ji Chenfeng gave him a lot of inspiration.

I can learn a lot of truths from him, just like when I was in college, I can easily get inspiration from others.

It has been a few years since I entered the society, and I am no longer the boy I was before, and I have become more comfortable in doing things, and I can find many solutions without haste.

This kind of thing is what he likes most.

If it weren't for this, Shen Nanyan wouldn't have waited until now.

Now it seems that all the problems were not formed overnight, but were doomed from the very beginning.

No matter how hard you struggle, you can't beat the past.

What exactly is the result he wants, even he himself does not know.

I just feel that such words can make my heart feel more kind.

His world has also come this way, and it is not different when I think about it.

If he wants to live a happier life, he must recognize this reality. Not all problems can be done as he wants.

Shen Nanyan thought about it, no matter how capable he was, he couldn't just let it go easily.

Thinking of those years, it really gave him a lot of memories, even if it was not good, it represented the road he had traveled.

Shen Nanyan always thinks about the past, it is a little bit more to remember, as long as it is not too sad, there is nothing wrong with keeping it in his head.

Although his brain capacity is not large, after pretending these things, there is room for him to pretend to be something else.

It's just that the place in my heart is still empty.

He still hasn't been able to find someone who can fill the gap in his life, and he hasn't met anyone who suits his heart. It may still take some time.

No matter how unwilling you are, you shouldn't use this method to decide your future.

Shen Nanyan gave himself a chance, but he didn't know if there would be any changes in the next time.

But he had to give himself a chance. Only when all the problems were resolved would he know how he should go next.

There are still many things that Shen Nanyan is uncertain about, and he has no experience in many issues.

So although waiting alone cannot solve all the problems, at least it will make my heart feel relieved.

After all, Shen Nanyan can be regarded as a successful person. His feelings don't have so many people's attention, so he should make his life better.

He didn't care about the rough life before, but now, it's different.

For the first time, I want to make my existence have a little meaning.

Questions that have never been studied before, but now it is time to understand, and only after waiting for an absolute opportunity can I tell myself not to talk too much, otherwise it will be wrong to do anything.

And what he wanted was definitely not like this, even if he didn't say what he wanted in his heart, he shouldn't wait for him in this way.

Shen Nanyan doesn't know what Ji Chenfeng's loneliness is, because he has never experienced that there is a Ji Chenfeng by his side at any time, who can understand all his thoughts, and even know what is in his heart.

It is because of him that everything becomes easier.

Shen Nanyan doesn't even need to care so much, because there will always be someone to solve everything for him.

The scenery outside was no different from usual, perhaps because Shen Nanyan had already gotten used to the relationship.

Looking at these, there will be no problem.

After thinking for a long time, Shen Nanyan felt that those stories, and how much he thought in his heart, were too deep and not suitable for him.

And he has experienced so much in order to be able to understand what is all the persistence in his heart.

After Lin Yufeng left Shen Nanyan's office, he stood outside for a while. The current Shen Nanyan was different from the one he knew.

Whether it is from the character or the way of speaking, it seems that there has been a big change from before.

Lin Yufeng didn't know what happened in the middle of this, but after thinking about it, the person who could irritate him is no longer here, so he really shouldn't worry too much.

Lin Yufeng knew that his thoughts were a little weird, but who made him Shen Nanyan's best friend.

If it weren't for this, he was afraid that because of his inattention, Shen Nanyan's mood would change and he wouldn't know at all.

What I fear most is the sudden change in the world, and I can't keep up with his rhythm. This is a very sad thing for Lin Yufeng.

He waited for so long before, just to make sure whether Shen Nanyan's condition is good or not.

Not to mention that the publishing house has so many things waiting for him, just so many things can make Shen Nanyan's world become desolate.

Shen Nanyan's life, from knowing nothing to now knowing a lot, has indeed had a great influence on him.

The challenges that I have never had in my life are so obvious at this time.

No matter what kind of right and wrong, as long as it does not affect his decision, there will be no big problem.

Lin Yufeng didn't stand for a long time, so he chose to go back to the place where he should be, and that was his place. It's really not a good idea to always rely on Shen Nanyan's place, although he didn't think so much.

Shen Nanyan also had a grand blueprint in his heart, but it was slowly worn away by him inadvertently.

If he can't find what he once wanted, then he will never understand where his original heart is.

Behind so many stories, what he was trying to hide did not seem to have the best effect.

In fact, even if he knows it, he may not understand it, because there are always some problems that make him feel that he should not make wild guesses, but he cannot ignore the problems these things bring to him.

There are always many things that he cannot escape.

No matter what, you have to face it, why let so many burdens still exist in your heart.

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