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Ji Chenfeng is a contented person, he was like this before he met Shen Nanyan, but now, there is a little difference.

The feeling in my heart has changed a lot, and it is no longer the same as before, with no desires and no desires.

On the contrary, it is a new challenge for him to have someone he wants to cherish and protect.

In my life, I have always been alone, and now another man has appeared, what a novelty.

Even he didn't understand, and the two of them hadn't known each other for a long time, how could they be so easily moved and fell in love.

Many questions that I have thought about before have to change the answers.

In the past, Ji Chenfeng would choose to give in in the face of feelings and avoid them unconsciously, because he felt that he did not have the qualifications or capital.

Shen Nanyan is the only one who wants him not to care about these things.

Even if you know that you can't do it, you have to try it, even if it's a moth to the flame.

But after thinking about it, what can I give Shen Nanyan, a stable life?

No, with his current meager income, it's okay to support himself, but if there is another person, it will be difficult.

What's more, Shen Nanyan is a person who pursues the ultimate in life.

Looking at his little house, Ji Chenfeng really felt powerless.

Facing such an outstanding person as Shen Nanyan, even if he has a lot of feelings, he can't express it.

The reason why I didn't directly express my feelings is probably because of these relationships.

No matter how many issues he considered at that time, now, he doesn't want to worry about it.

Even so, he should have his demeanor.

Before meeting Shen Nanyan, his life was monotonous and boring, except for coding and updating, there was almost no other fun left.

But now, being affected by him, he has begun to lose Cavin, but wants more.

Ji Chenfeng doesn't know whether this is a good thing or a bad thing. Compared with him, his life is simply unsightly, and he didn't think there was anything wrong with it before.

Only now did he discover the problem, but he didn't have the ability to solve it.

Naturally, it is impossible to see that after this, there is any development between the two people.

There are too many things that he wants to care about, and he always feels that there must be some major changes in his own world in order to completely change his life.

But whether he can wait is still unknown.

I always feel that I am different, the most special one, but I can't tell what it is.

Ji Chenfeng has been waiting for an opportunity, waiting for an opportunity for him to stand up and make decisions for himself.

If I didn't pursue it before, I wouldn't care about so many things.

Now that I have someone I like, I can no longer live as wantonly as I did back then.

All questions, and even every word spoken, must be carefully considered.

It turned out that this was him, no matter where he went, he had an inescapable responsibility.

Ji Chenfeng didn't want things to turn out like this, but if he could know how to let go, he wouldn't torture himself like this.

I don't know why I like it, but it is an inexplicable fate.

From the beginning to the present, I have kept all the past in my heart, and I dare not forget even a single word.

It turns out that in this world, there is still a person who can make him so attached to him. Until now, he still feels that he is by his side and has never gone far.

Shen Nanyan is the only one he can't avoid in his whole life. It's just because he met that he felt that feelings can bring him so many inexplicable feelings.

No matter how realistic his writing was, he never felt such a feeling.

Now, let's figure out what's going on.

With this thought, there is no need to explain it. What he wants, in the end, is an unspeakable nostalgia.

Until now, I have never regretted meeting Shen Nanyan.

Deep affection is companionship.

He knew that Shen Nanyan needed someone by his side to listen to all his joys and sorrows.

Because he has no contact with this circle, his eyes can be so clear.

I didn't try my best to pass the baptism of society, and I don't understand so many intrigues, so I can become like this, and I don't care about anything.

It's an indifferent attitude towards anything.

This look in the world is doomed to entangle Ji Chenfeng and Shen Nanyan.

He never thought that there would be so many stories between him and him. Ji Chenfeng sat in front of his computer, but didn't know what to write.

When the finger touches the keyboard, it will unconsciously bring the male protagonist into his appearance.

Everyone's fantasies are satisfied, but it is not clear how much time is left for them to contact unscrupulously.

Is the ending in the story suitable for them?

Ji Chenfeng never needs to know what he should go through.

He thought that as long as he became the last story where he wanted, then he would understand why he wanted so much, and now all the problems were in front of him, and he didn't seem to know what kind of story he should use. way to change all this.

Everything that happened before, until now, still wants to be a dream.

The world Ji Chenfeng imagined is not that simple.

He only thought that as long as he ensured that there was no problem with his relationship, he would not need to care so much.

But now, he finally understands one thing, it's not just a matter of thinking like this.

Even though Shen Nanyan didn't say anything, in her heart, she always wanted more.

In the beginning, I didn’t need to be nostalgic, thinking that I could go far away like this, but now after getting in touch with it, I can understand that what is right and wrong is not important, the most important thing is to live happily.

The things he comes into contact with don't need to be that simple, but the most important thing is this, he can do whatever he wants.

Ji Chenfeng didn't know what it would be like in the end, but in his heart, there was always something to think about.

Otherwise, what else could there be.

Ji Chenfeng doesn't want to understand, nor does he want to understand, the relationship with Shen Nanyan won't just end like this.

There are always some people that you have to face, and there are always some things that you need to think about clearly. Don't wait until all the problems can't be solved before you speak them out.

In that case, you will not give yourself a chance, nor will you give the future a chance.

Even the most stupid people know that the sooner they solve it, the less danger there will be.

Shen Nanyan himself is not dangerous, but the version he brought to Ji Chenfeng is somewhat different.

He didn't think about the results of those things before, but now, they can all understand why they did these things, and even have such results.

What he was looking forward to was definitely more than that. Maybe when he didn't say it, it would make people feel a little curious, but once he made it clear, there would be no so many surprises.

He always needs to know what is the most suitable for him. So many relationships before, even the methods, all exist in his heart.

A person's persistence, in the end, will definitely bring him some vision.

What Ji Chenfeng firmly believes is the same. He feels that his life has changed from nothing at the beginning to what it is now, and a period of time has passed.

After seeing Shen Nanyan, he became more sure of his mind.

No matter how many stories there are, at least he can wait until the end. No one will come to tell him the story in his heart.

It is basically impossible to use time to calm his inner thoughts.

For some people, meeting means everything.

Shen Nanyan is that kind of person, if he hadn't appeared, he wouldn't have become like this.

But right now, they both understand that they can't get back to the past, let alone what kind of stories will happen in the future.

He didn't know how much room for maneuver there would be between going around and going around.

I just thought, at the end, someone must stand up, so that this matter can be resolved.

Don't care about the wind and rain, there will always be someone who will accompany you through this journey.

Ji Chenfeng gave up the idea of ​​continuing to type, turned around and lay down on the bed. Since Shen Nanyan left, this place has not been touched, as if it still has his residual warmth.

Lying here, I will think of many things.

When they chatted for the first time, or even met for the first time, Shen Nanyan acted like a gentleman.

It is rare to see a person as perfect as him, even if there was a crack in his relationship, so what, as long as time is enough, it can still be made up.

There is no need to be attached to the past.

Let go, certainly not important.

Given some time, you can always understand what the attachment in your heart is for.

After thinking about so many things, he was able to understand that after that, they didn't know how to change everything.

Whether the result was the same as what he thought, he was never afraid that Shen Nanyan didn't know these things, for him, he didn't intend to say it.

Not to mention whether the timing is right or not, even if it is said, the relationship between the two of them will not change much for a while.

There was only a thin line between friends and strangers, he didn't want to make such a bet, and he didn't want to give Shen Nanyan any other chance to disappear from his sight.

From the moment I recognized him, I never wanted to leave him again.

Knowing that there are a lot of things waiting for him, he still thinks that after solving them, he can do his own things. This is the best way, isn't it?

But Shen Nanyan didn't know all of these.

In his heart, the relationship with Ji Chenfeng is just an ordinary relationship.

Maybe they are getting closer, but what can that mean.

They were just strangers, and then they met, and they thought it was easy to chat. If this can prove the future, then his Shen Nanyan's life is really ordinary.

I met Ji Chenfeng before because he thought this person was very interesting, and when talking to him, he didn't need to deliberately hide anything.

The story he thought about had no ending, and when others asked him, he could say that he didn't care about anything.

Looking at his smile, I feel very satisfied, and I don't even need to ask more questions.

Don't know why, this happens.

Their acquaintance was an accident, the most beautiful accident.

If I hadn't known Ji Chenfeng, when I was sad, no one would accompany me out for a drink, and I wouldn't ask anything.

It is rare to meet such a caring person. He is the first and probably the last person in his life.

Not everyone can treat him so well. He felt an unusual smell from Ji Chenfeng, and of course he knew it, but excessive dependence, otherwise it would not bring him any benefit.

He has never been a person who likes to rely on others, but with Ji Chenfeng, he likes to pretend to be weak.

Looking at his expression, I found it very interesting, because no matter how many things happened, he could speak them out without any scruples.

He really likes this feeling so much, after passing the days of bondage, he understands what is most important to him.

After this, no one knows what other relationship there will be between them.

But right now, he just wants to live according to his own will, no matter what he faces, he can smile.

He has never experienced what it feels like. He always said what to do in the past for everything.

Now the last past, he doesn't know, but he can understand, at least he has to do far more than that.

Lin Yufeng's words are correct, people live to be happy, his past has been stained, and there is no emotion to speak of.

Now, like starting over, he had to determine what he wanted.

If he can know such a story, then only he knows best.

In the distant past, he could know what is the best ending of the story, but now, it is not necessary to resolve everything.

What can be understood may not be able to figure it out.

The most important thing is that he must determine what his original intention is, and he has thought about it for so long, so he just let it go without reason.

Once upon a time, he could follow his heart.

After experiencing so many things, there is no such feeling as before.

No matter what, you should let it go.

It's all over, turn a new page, and there will be traces of him.

In other people's mouth, he doesn't have so much past, but now, there is always the end of the story that has something to do with him.

It has always been that way.

He thought that everything was predestined, but now he realized that no one owes anyone, he can still live according to his own wishes, regardless of the reason.

After a lot of things, he can understand that he can't give Lin Yufeng's feelings, but he doesn't want to delay him.

That's why they took advantage of the time when both of them were awake to explain everything clearly.

This is the best solution, there is no need to say more.

In the years to come, they will have to face it. It doesn't mean that he chooses to turn a blind eye, so it can be treated as if these things never happened.

His persistence will eventually bring him good results instead of harm.

Lin Yufeng should also understand, otherwise, he would not agree so easily.

The past and the past are not suitable for the two of them.

Without memories, there is no harm.

When he chose to do this, he had already anticipated all the consequences, but he had no choice.