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Ji Chenfeng admits that he doesn't know much about Shen Nanyan, but he can still see the most basic emotions.

It's like Shen Nanyan's thoughts are all written on his face, so there is nothing to doubt.

In the end, this question will only become a matter of whether he wants to say it or not.

But Ji Chenfeng thought about it, and according to Shen Nanyan's personality, he would probably keep it a secret.

In front of him, there is a big gap between everyone and him, many words, even if they haven't said it yet, they don't know how to say it.

Perhaps from the very beginning, Ji Chenfeng already knew that no matter how many memories they have between the two of them, in the face of reality, there is no way for them to come together hand in hand.

There is still so much helplessness between the two people, there is no way to express it.

His heart was once desolate, but he kept telling himself that it couldn't be like this, otherwise, he would become the same person as Shen Nanyan.

Write all the emotions on your face, so that people can understand it at a glance.

Ji Chenfeng doesn't want to be so real in front of Shen Nanyan, he also has a little secret that he wants to protect.

"That's all in the past, don't mention it."

Shen Nanyan thought of the reason why he drank yesterday, and thought it might be just a joke.

It came so suddenly, but he didn't know how to explain it.

Regarding the past, he has chosen to forget it, but the relationship with Lin Yufeng seems to have not been dealt with properly.

Some words, in fact, it would be better to explain clearly.

Just because that person is him, I don't want to become so decisive.

I don't want to hurt that person, and the matter itself will take up a large part of the reason.

If you tell him all these words again, no one knows what the consequences will be.

A lot of time right now is not as simple as it seems. They all know each other that if the window paper is pierced, the relationship between the two will become even more inexplicable.

Maybe that's why Shen Nanyan hesitated and didn't make a decision.

"You say it's a thing of the past, why keep it in your heart and make yourself unhappy."

Ji Chenfeng just doesn't understand what he is struggling with, anyone can see that he is not happy, doesn't it mean he doesn't know?

If he can't feel it, Ji Chenfeng doesn't believe it.

But such a clear thing, why must we persist in going on.

It won't do him any good to do so, and he doesn't know when he started to notice Shen Nanyan's emotions.

But just like this, the feeling in his heart was slowly changing.

There seemed to be many unspeakable connections between her and this person, and she never even thought about what problems would be waiting for him after this.

Just talking, it's hard.

"I know I'm entangled, but there are some problems, it's not good to say it. After thinking about it for so long, I decided it's better to keep it in my heart. Everyone has something they want to do, but my world , has changed from the beginning, so even if I don't want to have such a cognition, it seems impossible."

"I don't know what I need to face, but in the past, I struggled and finally had to give up."

The answer that Shen Nanyan can give Ji Chenfeng is just this. Compared with the previous things, he hopes that his world has never changed.

Or in his world, no matter what happened, he also wanted to have something to do with his own story.

Now it seems that no matter how many things happened, all the stories have been finalized from the very beginning.

Thinking about how to change is just an unrealistic dream.

Since it is a dream, why do you have to keep thinking about it?

Shen Nanyan shook his head, his relief was not really letting go.

Regarding Lin Yufeng's matter, he still couldn't get out of his own cage no matter what.

He didn't know what he wanted at all, and he didn't know the meaning of doing so.

Besides not wanting to hurt him, there should be some other reason.

At that time, they were very young, and they all thought about living their lives in the way they liked best.

But in the blink of an eye, everything changed.

The way back can no longer be found, and those memories that belonged to them have become the past.

What I said earlier, think about it, forget it.

No one knew where their final ending was. Accepting Lin Yufeng was completely impossible for Shen Nanyan, and there was no room for negotiation.

Ji Chenfeng can see a lot of stories from Shen Nanyan's expression, to be honest, he doesn't want to understand, because he knows that it has nothing to do with him.

But obviously, he couldn't see that Shen Nanyan was unhappy.

It's fine if they don't know each other, but now that the two of them are so familiar with each other, they have other thoughts about Shen Nanyan.

Anyway, I can't say it.

Ji Chenfeng stretched out his hand and patted Shen Nanyan's shoulder, "I used to be like you, struggling with how to solve many problems, but later, I didn't care about it. I used to think that everyone I have become happier, but now, when I see you, I can't help but think of myself at that time, and the situation is very similar to a certain extent."

"I can't see others being unhappy. We've known each other for such a long time. Did you help me get out of the memories of the past? How did it happen to you, but you can't get out?"

Ji Chenfeng pursed his lips and smiled, how similar they used to be.

An obsession with family, a choice of love.

But they all met in the same way, which made each other feel uncomfortable in their hearts.

"There are some things that you can't force, and you don't want to read them every day. They will have a great impact on your life. Let yourself go and let nature take its course. Those problems will always be solved."

Ji Chenfeng thought for a while, and there were only so many words that could persuade him.

A little more, it seems that there is none, and he doesn't know what he should say.

It's as if comfort is doing what you want to do, but you don't know how to say it.

Shen Nanyan looked at Ji Chenfeng intently, it seemed to be different from the last time we met.

At that time, he hadn't walked out of his past, he didn't think deeply enough about many issues, he couldn't figure out the meaning of his existence, and he didn't want to have any nostalgia for him in this world.

But now Ji Chenfeng seems to be full of hope for life, and even able to tell him some truths.

Obviously at that time, the way the two of them got along was not the same.

Has it not been long before such a big change has taken place?

Shen Nanyan felt a little unbelievable, but at the same time he knew it was not impossible.

From the conversation with Ji Chenfeng, he realized a fact, that is, Ji Chenfeng is very smart, and he can basically explain many things without saying too much.

Now it seems that there are no signs at all.

In such a short period of time, he found his position and knew what to do.

Shen Nanyan did not expect this, but he is still happy for him.

I have met him several times, but I can only see the sad expression on his face, and his words and deeds are all related to the past.

He never thought that what he said would have such a big impact on him. If he knew, he must have told him all of it a long time ago.

But it seems that it is not too late.

At least now Ji Chenfeng looks more energetic than before. Has his world changed?

I can find words to comfort him, it seems that it is really different.

"The impression you gave me is very different from before. After listening to your words, I also remembered a lot of things."

"Maybe it's because I can't be entangled in the same thing for so long, otherwise, in the end even I don't know what to do."

Shen Nanyan thought for a while, how could he not understand something that was quite simple until now.

At the very beginning, didn't he already understand why?

What exactly is the feeling that lingers in his heart, and what will it look like in the end? Is it still familiar to him?

He didn't know these things, but Ji Chenfeng's words made him understand that if he was unhappy, then what energy would he have to talk about the past.

His world should have been simple, so many things shouldn't have happened.

Thinking about it now, it was just a dream. After waking up from the dream, I realized that everything was different.

All the problems in the past, how many are in front of him, and how many can be solved.

Turning around to look at myself, it really didn't seem like his style to struggle with the same problem for such a long time without any clue.

"The most important thing you should do now is to adjust your state. Don't always be immersed in the past. It's meaningless and a waste of energy."

Shen Nanyan may not have realized what Ji Chenfeng said.

But it was difficult for him to make a choice, so he kept pestering him endlessly.

But he thought, after today, maybe everything will change.

No matter how many problems he had, he doesn't need to know, as long as he is happy, many problems will be solved.

It has been involved for such a long time, and there is no rush at this moment.

Others don't understand him, but he knows it himself.

The guilt towards Lin Yufeng didn't just happen now.

When one day, when he finally let go of his obsession, this matter will be regarded as a turning point.

But Lin Yufeng's stubbornness, when will he figure it out.

Shen Nanyan felt that there were many problems in his body that had not been resolved, and then some problems were presented to him.

After thinking about it for a long time, I still don't quite know what is different in my own world.

Ji Chenfeng's eyes stayed on Shen Nanyan's face all the time, seeing a subtle change in his expression, he guessed that his words woke him up.

It's really difficult, I finally thought of a lot of excuses, just to let Shen Nanyan come out of his own world.

You know, facing this person, there are other thoughts hidden in his heart.

But one day, will he be so embarrassed when he speaks out?

Ji Chenfeng told himself not to think about this problem any more.

Between the two of them, the horoscope has not yet been written. Now that I think about it, it is too early.

But it's not a bad thing to like someone.

For more than 20 years, he seemed to exist just to find him.

In the previous life, there would be no figure of him, and no one would tell him what to do.

But now, earth-shaking changes have taken place. He has never thought of such a situation.

It turned out that the feeling of love turned out to be so beautiful, why hadn't he felt it before.

Ji Chenfeng has lived in vain for more than 20 years, and now he sees where his hope lies.

By the way, I also know that the things that can make Shen Nanyan feel so embarrassed must have something to do with feelings.

In many cases, it is not suitable to say it clearly, but it does not mean that it does not exist.

Ji Chenfeng knew what was going on with the gap between the two of them, so he didn't act so straightforwardly.

If only dreams would come true, that would be great.

He doesn't have to think about so many things, and what's more, he won't feel sad in his heart.

"As long as you figure it out for yourself, I'm not suitable to talk to you anymore. After all, it's all your life, and I'm not suitable to intervene."

"But we met once, I hope you can live a very happy life every day, and don't have a sad face on your face."

Such a simple wish, but I don't know when it will come true.

Sure enough, after listening to Ji Chenfeng's words, Shen Nanyan's smile deepened.

"When it comes to being happy, when has it been so easy? Even if I think about it, I have to be able to really do it."

Shen Nanyan also hopes that his daily life can be as easy as in the phenomenon, but what he sees now is only endless problems waiting for him.

He thought about giving up everything, but he couldn't.

Especially recently, his life has changed a lot.

The person who should leave has already left, so what is he yearning for?

The word "happy" seems to be very simple, but if you think about it carefully, it is not so easy to do it.

After thinking for such a long time, I didn't think clearly about the problem. It turns out that after talking with Ji Chenfeng at this time, I realized that in my own world, I still need a voice to tell him what to do.

In the past, Shen Nanyan was used to making all the decisions by himself, leaving his life under his control.

But now, he suddenly felt that there was nothing wrong with listening to other people's opinions.

With one more person, there will be one more idea. At that time, there may be a better choice.

In his world, many people appeared in a hurry, but how many people turned into their backs in the end, Shen Nanyan didn't remember, and didn't want to recall.

After all, it's all a thing of the past.