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Because each person stands in a different position, so the role played is also different.

He and Ji Chenfeng are indeed people from two worlds. At the same time, their lives are not related or involved too much, but in a sense, Ji Chenfeng also gave him a lot of inspiration.

When it comes to benefit planning, that's it.

From him, we can see very long-term problems.

It is probably because of this that Shen Nanyan feels comfortable unconsciously when getting along with Ji Chenfeng.

Other people's words won't make him feel this way. What's more, he doesn't know where he should think from.

No matter how many things, put it now, it can be regarded as a kind of mutual understanding.

But today, he seems to feel that he understands a lot of things.

Whether he understood it before or didn't understand it before, he now knows why.

Deep down in his heart, he didn't know what was the most important thing.

It was only after thinking for a long time that I realized that in Shen Nanyan's heart, there were not so many things to worry about.

He was just wondering if there was such a pure land in his own world where he could live quietly without thinking about anything.

He just felt that every day life was very tiring, and he didn't know what to think about. The scenery changed every day, and there was never a moment's rest. What he wanted, would anyone really know?

When Ji Chenfeng was eating, he occasionally raised his eyes to look at Shen Nanyan, and always felt that compared with yesterday, he is much quieter now.

After drinking, people will become different, and it is only now that they are so obvious.

How many things exist in his world, why can't he understand this person.

Earlier, Ji Chenfeng felt that part of the reason why he couldn't understand it was because Shen Nanyan had his own style in doing things, and he had no way to intervene in it.

Their lives are different, and there is no way for two people to sit together and talk about their experiences and other things to share.

All the things he once thought, only at that moment, did he feel that they were fundamentally different.

Ji Chenfeng shook his head, blocking his thoughts.

How could he think so much all of a sudden, obviously in his head, these thoughts should not exist.

Didn't you decide what to do a long time ago?

What is the struggle now, a memory between the two of them?

But even if it is a memory, there are not many things to remember.

The two of them didn't talk to each other for a long time, Shen Nanyan was busy with work, and Ji Chenfeng didn't know what excuse to find to talk to him.

It's not that he can't participate in Shen Nanyan's world, and even Ji Chenfeng doesn't understand what he says in many cases.

How could there be such a difference?

Ji Chenfeng filled Shen Nanyan's cup with milk again, with a smile on his face all the time, but he didn't know what to say.

The atmosphere at this moment seems to be not good for anything.

He didn't know what he should do, so there was nothing wrong with just quietly looking at Shen Nanyan.

It is not always possible to get close contact with him. When the right time, place and people are needed, he can't always do it at the same time.

Before meeting Shen Nanyan, Ji Chenfeng's life remained the same, he rarely went out, and in his spare time he would go out to buy some vegetables and snacks, and then stay at home.

When you are not coding, swipe the latest TV series and watch variety shows.

In short, he rarely steps out of this door.

How wonderful the outside world is seems to have nothing to do with him.

He wants to do something meaningful in his own world.

At least he has to bring enough expenses to his life to make him feel a little bit more peaceful in his heart.

Most of the time, Ji Chenfeng was thinking, fortunately, he still has a small house, otherwise he would not know where he should sleep when life becomes difficult.

It looks like a joke, but he has always lived in such a world and has not come out for a long time.

In his eyes, there are many things that a person can do, but he can't.

Since the last of his relatives left, his life has undergone earth-shaking changes, and he can't get back the feeling he had at the beginning.

It's like some things, no matter what, it's impossible to go back to the past.

And Ji Chenfeng understood all of these, he just didn't say it out, and he didn't want to cause so much trouble for himself.

Since when did his world collapse, and now it is still in ruins.

The appearance of Shen Nanyan can't save him everything. If the desolation will continue forever, he doesn't even know what kind of life attitude he should use to face himself in front of him.

During this period of time, too many things have indeed happened. He thought about it for a long time, but he couldn't get it right.

In Ji Chenfeng's world, he doesn't need many people to accompany him, because even if he is alone, he will endure all the loneliness and loneliness.

These have long been turned into a habit, and there will be no other surprises.

Shen Nanyan put down the fork, stared at Ji Chenfeng for a while, then smiled, and slowly opened his mouth and said, "I thought you were very similar to a friend of mine before, but now I find that you seem to be more mature than him. Be smart."

Shen Nanyan didn't know where this feeling came from, but from Ji Chenfeng, he could get a kind of strength, a feeling that he didn't know how to speak.

What was right in front of him, he didn't even need to think about it, as if everything was preordained a long time ago.

He is just walking on a path that has never changed. As long as he steps on it, he can know how to go next.

Before, he never had this illusion, but now, something has changed inadvertently.

In the long time of the years, how many memories can be left for him.

Shen Nanyan seems to have never studied this issue carefully, but the truth is farther away than he thought.

Many problems, before they were brought up, no one knew how to solve them, but when they were put on the surface, they realized that they were actually very simple, but they had never thought about them.

Those past events were nothing to him.

Shen Nanyan almost forgot about his past.

In this piece of world, he still has a place, which is already the best reward for him.

As for many of the remaining things, he didn't need to know how to do them.

I think the scenery is still the same, but I may not be able to wait for the original person.

Shen Nanyan pursed his lips and smiled, from Ji Chenfeng's body, he couldn't see his past.

But he can clearly know that the bond between this person in front of him and himself will last a long, long time.

"Is it really that similar? They all say that I have a public face. Every time I go out, many people will always mistake me, which is very distressing."

Hearing this, Shen Nanyan looked very surprised, looked at Ji Chenfeng carefully for a while, and then said, "I'm not talking about your looks, but your personalities are similar in some aspects. However, you are a very discerning How can someone admit your mistake to a person who is not dead?"

Then Shen Nanyan thought about it, and probably knew the reason. "It is estimated that someone wants to strike up a conversation with you, but they don't know what to say, so the best way is to admit the wrong person."

In many stories, this is the beginning.

What a reliable trick to admit the wrong person.

He is used to many, but very few succeed.

Ji Chenfeng listened to Shen Nanyan's analysis in a daze, "I can't, I have nothing to strike up a conversation with."

Shen Nanyan didn't speak, but he slandered in his heart, I'm afraid you don't know how good-looking you are, let alone a woman, even a man will be tempted when he sees it.

If he said this, he didn't know whether he would be kicked out by Ji Chenfeng directly.

But he is not so reckless, when he is a guest at other people's house, he dares to say anything.

"In the past, I always thought that there are so many ways for two people to come together in this world, why should I choose such a clumsy way, but then I realized that the most stupid thing may seem to be most effective."

"No matter how disdainful it is in my eyes, it will still be used in the same way when it comes to others."

Shen Nanyan had many questions in his heart, but in the end he didn't choose to ask them.

Those problems in my heart should not be brought to Ji Chenfeng, let alone affect his life.

Everyone's world is independent and has nothing to do with him.

For some questions that he can't understand, it's good for him to know it himself, and there is no need for others to talk about it.

Shen Nanyan is still carrying the shadow of the past, he seems to have no way to get out of the past story, this is not a challenge for him.

Only he himself knows exactly what position those memories belonging to the past occupy in his life.

It is indeed better to say these things.

But the current situation doesn't seem to allow him to have too many thoughts.

A long time ago, he thought about all the endings, but in the end he still remembered what Lin Yufeng said, "No matter how wonderful your past is, it is the past."

Life has to go on, you can't live in the memory forever, you still have to come out after all.

At that time, Lin Yufeng also thought that he would wait until Shen Nanyan, but in the end, he suddenly understood that some people, if they missed it, they would miss it.

Their relationship has not changed since they were young, how could there be such a big difference now.

So some things have been doomed from the very beginning, no matter how they change, they cannot escape the doomed result.

Shen Nanyan thought about it, this is the problem between the two of them, no matter how to solve it, it is already deeply rooted.

Too much familiarity can also become a problem.

Shen Nanyan's heart is like this, and he didn't think about it a long time ago.

But now, after what happened to Qin Zhifeng, Shen Nanyan feels that there are some problems, and he still needs to think about it, otherwise, no one knows when and what kind of things will happen.

No matter how many stories there are, if nothing is said, the relationship between him and Lin Yufeng will not be that kind of result.

It can only be seen now that the story between Shen Nanyan and Lin Yufeng does not know when it will end.

Even though my heart has been lonely for a long time, I still yearned for that ocean.

In his heart, he felt different about Lin Yufeng, after all, he was someone who had been with him for so long.

In the blink of an eye, everything changed.

Right and wrong, there is a lot of disturbance, all of which have completely changed their appearance inadvertently.

So when it comes to many things, why do you have to be so clear about it? As it is now, it seems that there is nothing wrong with it.

Shen Nanyan had already seen all this clearly, if he had changed it, he might not have found so many reasons in himself.

It's just that after so many things happened, he suddenly understood a lot of things. It turned out that no matter what he did, there would always be someone by his side who would silently accompany him.

And this love, he can't afford it.

Can't give him any response, let alone tell him what he wants.

How many problems were not shown at the beginning.

But at this moment, there were so many thoughts in his heart.

Even after giving him so many changes, I still think that it is the most correct to have my own opinion.

Everything that used to be, maybe that's all there is to it.

Because he couldn't find a way, let alone treat everything that happened in the past as if it never happened.

"I don't know why I told you so much today. I drank alcohol yesterday, so I didn't say much."

Ji Chenfeng shook his head, even if Shen Nanyan said something, he would not tell him.

He didn't want to say a lot of things.

It's like my own secret, buried in my heart forever, not to be spoken out.

"That's good, I'm most afraid of the impact on you. I like to drink occasionally, but I don't know what I will say after drinking. So I have been avoiding that thing by myself, but sometimes, it is to control No way."

Ji Chenfeng thought for a while, and finally asked the words in his heart, "Is there something in your heart?"

Shen Nanyan leaned back and found a comfortable position, "It's a little bit, but it's much better after drinking, there's no big problem, I'll let go of what should be let go, I said it's a thing of the past, and I don't It should be so clear, shouldn't it?"

After a night of rest, the mood seems to have recovered a lot.

For the things between, there will not be so much nostalgia.

Memories belonging to the past always remind people of the past stories inadvertently.

"That's good. I saw you drinking, and thought that something big happened. It's fine, it's fine."