Inhabit you as a forest

In early spring, the wind is cold, and it is even worse at night, and there is a thin mist in private.The lights of the car pierced the hazy field of vision and shone straight into the traffic, and the sound of the horn blew short and fast past the ears.

The street signs with white letters on a blue background, the zebra crossing where pedestrians pass by under the green light, and the street vendors use warm fireworks to soothe their stomachs after working overtime.The fruits are sweet and juicy, the flowers are delicate and beautiful, and there are brand new pens and beautifully designed notebooks in the stationery store...

In the current situation, Wen Lian and Sheng Qi would stop and take a closer look when passing by hand in hand.

Sometimes she writes in a diary, and sometimes Sheng Qi draws. In most cases, they are just bystanders.

Since the appointment, Wen Lian has been silently waiting for Xia Tian.

She can imagine that in summer they wear skirts or casual shorts, slippers, sandals, and canvas shoes are casual, walking on this street after dinner.

Counting the stars, blowing the evening breeze, yawning lazily, asking what to eat tomorrow.

She yearns for the life with Sheng Qi too much, it's slow and leisurely.

Speechless all the way, she took a seat in the small teahouse. After asking Sheng Guangming, she ordered and sat down.

This table is at the corner of the store and against the wall. There are not many customers during this time period, so it is suitable for them to talk.Wen Lian replied with a few messages, probably to appease her mother and Sheng Qi, and then stopped looking at her phone.

The electronic products were placed by the table against the wall, and he looked at Sheng Guangming intently to show respect.

In Sheng Guangming's eyes, Wen Lian's demeanor, conversation, manner, polite and quiet, is a well-behaved child.

It is very different from Sheng Qi, even when Sheng Qi is obedient, he looks like a bird that will flutter at any time, which makes people worry.It's even more different from Xu Tongtong, the youngest daughter is another failure of his.

Sheng Guangming's personality is not cheerful. When he was young, he was reticent, unable to speak, and often offended people.

But the two children are not like him.They don't look the same, and they don't have the same personality.

The first joy of being a father was in the hospital. The relatives who came to see me said "the child is like you".At that time, I couldn't tell whether it was like or not, but I was still happy to hear it.

Later, I couldn't hear this anymore. They were all much like their mothers.He was secretly unhappy.

That day when Sheng Qi talked back to him, after being slapped by her, the way he looked at him was simply a replica of her mother.

Even though Sheng Qi had never met her mother, and even though he hadn't seen that woman for more than 20 years, they were so similar that he was terrified and angry.

"What do you want from me?"

Wen Lian took the initiative to speak. She usually doesn't talk much, but after working for two years, she has to learn the social skills she should have.

"Don't you know?" Sheng Guangming asked resentfully, with a bad tone, in order to act as a deterrent.

Wen Lian nodded calmly, "Since you asked that, I understand. But it's useless for you to talk to me, I won't listen, and even if I break up with Sheng Qi, she will still find girls to fall in love with."

She stated her attitude directly.

In this regard, her mother is more sober than Sheng Guangming.

Back then, Han Ruohua didn't make things difficult for Sheng Qi, he just made things difficult for his daughter and asked her to handle matters with Sheng Qi by herself.

But Wen Lian didn't know that Han Ruohua regretted this to this day, and she felt that this was a major reason why her daughter was forced to collapse.If she solves it herself, Wen Lian doesn't feel too much guilt, so maybe she will let it go.

Sheng Guangming was annoyed by her reckless attitude, she put aside the politeness temporarily, and her narrow and thin face looked ugly.

"Even if Sheng Qi finds another one, he won't find another psychopath." He said sarcastically to Wen Lian.

Although it looks good now, who is not a decent person outside.

These words were sharp, like ice slag on the face, making Wen Lian's quiet eyes tremble slightly.Her expression was tense, finally showing the panic she should have when encountering things at her age.

But she forced herself to be calm, and she had the strength to support her, so she continued to look at Sheng Guangming.

Fearing that she would be curious or refused to admit it, Sheng Guangming explained patiently: "Find your mother's colleagues and your relatives for a meal, put some gifts, and if you want to know, you can learn about it."

So that's the case.

Her suspension of school cannot be hidden from her mother's colleagues and relatives at home.Yujiang is so big, one can tell ten people, if you really want to ask, you can find out, knowing that the reason is related to spiritual aspects.

"What other people say may not be true." Wen Lian told him.

"I don't care if it's true or not. Where there is no wind, there is no wave. You are more or less abnormal. Sheng Qi is also abnormal. I don't want to see you two messing around. She will know in the future that I am thinking about her."

Sheng Guangming's speech was not pleasant, but what he wanted was for Wen Lian to find it unpleasant.

Taking ten thousand steps back, one hundred thousand steps back, he doesn't care that he becomes a laughing stock, or that Sheng Qi is pointed at by others.

He can openly accept that his daughter finds a woman instead of resisting it with conservative thinking.

But even if he retreated to this point, he would still disagree, because Sheng Qi would regret it sooner or later.

Although Sheng Qi's thinking is radical, she was right about one thing, marriage can only guarantee very limited things.But she still doesn't understand that marriage is a legal existence, and it can be kept to a certain extent.

And this relationship, under the general environment, in a small city like Yujiang, if it is gone, it will be gone. Who will guarantee it?

Sheng Qi has no worries about food and drink now, so he can clamor that she doesn't need protection.

Because her father is not dead, her younger sister is still close to her now, and the relatives on Yujiang's side treat her well.The family is stable.

She can still earn some money, and the economy is stable.

These two are enough for most people to live comfortably.

So she looks for excitement, using this unacceptable love to enrich her life and attract the attention of her family.

But what about the future?Tongtong has her own family, can she still take care of her, come and play whenever she wants?If he severed ties with her, how good would Yu Jiang's relatives who "betrayed" her treat her?

She has an unstable job and no investment mind. She has no car or house, and there are always times when she is short of money.

When you are in your twenties, you love to come and go. If you can’t change this one, what will happen in another 20 years?

This woman doesn't want her anymore, or she is bored, how is she going to live?

She must have never thought about so many questions, she thought they would make it to the end.And this idea is childish.

Wen Lian didn't agree with what he said just now, and even scorned, "I think it can be seen from your beating her that you don't love her that much, and you are more for yourself."

"It's only natural for parents to beat their children. Although I don't usually beat my children, it doesn't mean that it is wrong to do so."

Her mother is a teacher, and educated people probably don't beat their children. Sheng Guangming can understand how strange she is.

"That's not right." Wen Lian shook her head, but she didn't want to be reasonable anymore. She could see that this person was unreasonable.

Sheng Guangming didn't want to waste time with her on this matter. It's so late, he can't delay talking for too long.

When the tea was served, he didn't intend to move, "You and your mother both have decent jobs, why can't you think about doing something dishonorable?"

"It's because you can't think about it." Wen Lian said concisely.

"I can't think about it. I can't let you be with Sheng Qi. I will talk about her on Sheng Qi's side. I hope you will also realize it on your side. I am a businessman. I don't have much ink, but I can treat a few people. Not difficult."

He smiled slightly amid Wen Lian's doubts, and his specially grown beard looked like a black beetle, which would jump onto the table at any time.

"If you pester Shengqi, I'll go to your unit and your mother's school to make trouble. Let your colleagues and students know that you are gay. I don't live in Yujiang, and I'm not afraid of losing face. Anyway, the two of you together are enough for me. It’s embarrassing, I’m willing to let it go. Besides, I don’t even need to show up, and I can let you live in rumors. Add fuel and vinegar, spread some things, you are busy explaining.”

Sheng Qi may not be able to do anything about it, but it's too easy to deal with people like them.

Wen Lian had only seen such a low-level method in books.Literature is literature, life is life, she can tell the difference.

But after the drama invaded her life, she was caught off guard and couldn't ignore it.

At worst, she resigns and finds another job, or changes city life with Sheng Qi.But her mother can't. Her mother loves education and loves her students even more.

Her mother valued face the most, if she was destroyed, she might not be able to accept it.

Seeing the fear on her face, Sheng Guangming felt relieved, served tea and uncovered, "Think about it carefully."

After a long silence, after Sheng Guangming took two sips of tea, Wen Lian said, "Sheng Qi won't be happy if you're like this, she will be in more pain than us. Our matter should be resolved internally, why use the method of letting people watch the show? "

"Grandma Sheng Qi is dead, and her heartless mother is probably dead long ago. Now I am left. I am his own father, and I am the one who raised her. Who will she look for after she turns against me? Look for your mother and daughter Ah? I'm not afraid that she will hate me, and I'm not afraid of losing a daughter, I have two. Why use the method of watching a play? Because it works."

The more Sheng Guangming talked, the more complacent he became. In his eyes, Wen Lian was not aggressive. She didn't even dare to speak when he threatened him a little.

Wen Lian couldn't talk to him about the topic just now. She really couldn't say that there was nothing she could do when a scholar met a soldier.It is false to say that you are not afraid, but what can you do if you are afraid.

"You once promised Sheng Qi that if she was admitted to No. [-] Middle School, you would take her to Province Y for summer vacation. Do you remember this?"

Sheng Guangming frowned, but she didn't expect her to talk about something else, and shook her head angrily: "I forgot about that, but there is nothing good in Province Y, spending the summer vacation there is worse than staying at home, I definitely won't take her there."

"But you promised, and she has been disappointed for a long time. You are not a qualified father, and everything you said tonight proves this. So I hope that in the future, you will stop saying that you are good for her. You have not done it for her. "

Wen Lian got up after speaking, "As for your words, we will discuss it after we go back, and we will talk about it next time."

Sheng Guangming frowned, wanting to say that he didn't agree with her to go back to discuss and let her think about it, not to delay her time.

But Wen Lian turned over the mobile phone on the table, and the page of the voice call was just the time they sat down and started chatting.

"Well, I'm going back now, you don't need to pick me up." Wen Lian hung up the voice.Taking things and preparing to leave, seeing Sheng Guangming staring at her with an ugly face, he smiled lightly, "See you next time."

When she entered the community, she saw Sheng Qi who was running to pick her up, still wearing slippers, in a hurry.

She was helpless, but it was expected.

In order to hear the conversation clearly, Sheng Qi didn't intend to move, and she wasn't in the mood.

Seeing Wen Lian, Sheng Qi first read all her expressions, and then apologized, "I'm sorry, I didn't handle it well, and I let you meet that kind of person."

Han Ruohua was right in reminding Sheng Guangming that he went too far and called Wen Lian crazy and said she had a problem.She wanted to curse at that time.

"He is him, you are you, don't apologize for him." Wen Lian took her by the arm and walked back.

But that was her father. If it wasn't for her, Wen Lian's world would never have been so miserable in her entire life.

Feelings of guilt and anger overwhelmed Sheng Qi, and she suddenly lost the courage to speak.

Because Sheng Qi was quiet, it was easier for Wen Lian to organize his thoughts, and he seldom talked along the way.

When she got home, she saw Sheng Qi's red eyes. Although she didn't shed tears, she was struggling pitifully.

Feeling tensed, Wen Lian thought about what Sheng Guangming said just now, and it must be uncomfortable for a daughter to hear.

So she shook off the worry in her heart, and coaxed Sheng Qi patiently: "He's not good, so don't cry for him. His words are not worth your tears. When you cry, it's me who loves you."

Sheng Qi shook her head, it wasn't because of those words, she already knew those words.

"Wen Lian, I will find a way, and I will solve this matter as soon as possible. I can definitely do it. Can you, don't be frightened by his words for the time being, and don't rush to get rid of me?"

She was very aggrieved when she asked, because she was too aware of how powerful the tricks were.

If Han Ruohua knew, he would definitely let Wen Lian leave immediately.

If she can't handle it well, she doesn't expect Wen Lian to give up everything for her, she just wants Wen Lian to be stable and don't make a decision too hastily.

Wen Lian froze for a moment, only to realize that Sheng Qi wanted to cry because of this.

She didn't speak, Sheng Qi's heart became cold again, he was afraid and wronged.

But before she could continue to think about it badly, Wen Lian hugged her into her arms and strangled her tightly. .

"You often say I'm stupid, but I don't think you're smart."

Wen Lian murmured one sentence at a time.

"How can I bear it?"

"No matter how afraid I am, I can't bear it."

"Qiqi, I want to be brave for you once."