Inhabit you as a forest

Huddle together to keep warm and comfort each other, after all, we cannot let go easily.

Sheng Qi knew the trouble after experiencing it, and asked Wen Lian worriedly: "Did your mother ever touch you because of our affairs?"

"No." Her mother never did it.

"That's good."

Sheng Qi heaved a sigh of relief, Han Ruohua's self-cultivation and pampering for his daughter stood there, Sheng Guangming couldn't match it.

"Maybe it's because..."

When Wen Lian cast Sheng Qi's searching eyes on her, he finished the sentence with a self-deprecating smile: "I never persisted."

At the beginning, she didn't even dare to say a word of resistance. Her mother asked her to leave Shengqi, and she did so.

How could it be possible to be beaten?Sheng Qi's joke was right, she is Ma Bao.

When it came to the past, Sheng Qi was speechless, and she wanted to comfort Wen Lian that it was okay.Don't blame her at that time, they were too young to resist.

But somehow, couldn't open his mouth.

In the few months with Wen Lian, the degree of happiness almost offset the melancholy of the past few years, but can they disappear?

No.

"You still blame me now?"

Wen Lian asked her softly, her eyes rippling slowly like a river under the moonlight.

Taking advantage of Sheng Qi's silence, she added, "If I were you, I would feel unbalanced when I was beaten today."

Thinking in another way, doesn't Sheng Qi blame her?

"I'm not unbalanced. This is something I have to go through. It has nothing to do with you. Let's not talk about it. I'm so tired and want to lie down."

Sheng Qi didn't want to talk about it in detail, he couldn't explain why these things happened.

If suffering is the expression of perseverance, Wen Lian would have already scored full marks.

But Wen Lian was inexplicably stubborn tonight and didn't move, "What if I want to talk?"

The ghosts hidden in my heart seem to have disappeared, but they are still there, not dead, not fleeing, this is an indisputable fact.

After thinking about it, Sheng Qi still didn't answer her words, but raised a new question, "If your mother always disagrees and firmly opposes it, will you still consider staying with me?"

Wen Lian didn't answer, just looked at her, she smiled at Wen Lian gently, not harshly.

"If she repents later, doesn't like me, and uses her own body or life to force you to marry, will you fight her?"

Her tone was gentle, but her questions were sharp.

Perhaps these two questions have never been considered before, Wen Lian lowered her eyes, thinking seriously.

Sheng Qi didn't want her to be like this, so he raised her chin and asked her to continue looking at him.Let her know she's not asking.

"Ningning, there are some questions that are unnecessary to ask and think about. They are useless except to make us more entangled. You know that what I want to do most now is to be with you. I know that you really want to be with me for a long time now. , aren't these enough?"

How can they insist that there is no shadow in their hearts, that they will be unwavering in the face of changes, and that ordinary people should be perfect and strong.

Although Sheng Qi needed it, she was unwilling to be greedy, and she couldn't make it difficult for Wen Lian to promise her because of a non-existent assumption.

She couldn't do it, and neither could Wen Lian.

She understood, "But when I saw your father making things difficult for you, I couldn't help but feel distressed, and I couldn't control my thoughts."

She would just be thinking wildly, looking with a magnifying glass for the cracks in the shell after they hugged each other, worried that the wind would blow in.

"Don't worry, this is the last time, so I'll pay him back. Even if it's for you, I won't let anyone beat me at will."

Her tolerance for Sheng Guangming, only this time, is considered filial piety.

In her low standard for others, Sheng Guangming is not bad, he has fulfilled his duty without letting himself starve to death.

She was scolded and slapped when she came out of the closet, but she felt more at ease.She didn't aim at calming Sheng Guang with her words.

Sheng Guangming didn't look for her for a few days, and after hearing Yu Tao's report, he went back to the countryside.

He was very disapproving of Sheng Qi's matter, and his aunt made him think about it, so he unhappily asked if Yu Tao wanted to be with a man, would she think about it.

Sheng Qi laughed, so good at asking Boss Sheng, she was curious: "What did Auntie say?"

Yu Tao didn't want to talk, but couldn't help Sheng Qi to ask, "My mother said, then she had hanged herself. She asked your father if he wanted to hang himself. Anyway, this matter can't be changed. Either accept it or die."

Real and funny, Sheng Qi laughed bitterly for a while, and finally felt sad.

Indeed, the family easily tolerated her and called Sheng Guangming back, because they had nothing to do with them, and they didn't care whether Sheng Qi liked men or women.

But he felt ridiculous and worried about trouble, so he had to tip off the news to prove his innocence.

When Sheng Qi heard this, he didn't bother to care about Sheng Guangming any more, just let him do whatever he wanted.

She and Wen Lian's life is still the same as usual. They usually live a two-person world. On weekends, they go to Han Ruohua's for dinner, and Wen Lian will stay for one night.

After school started, Han Ruohua was very busy and rarely contacted Wen Lian. It seemed that after a year, she was very relieved that the two of them lived outside.

When they arrived at her place on Saturday morning, Sheng Qi and the two saw that her face was not good, and they were trying to cheer up.

Wen Lian didn't let her cook and went into the kitchen by herself.

Sheng Qi accompanied her to rest on the sofa, and asked her if she was too tired recently.

Han Ruohua said that there are some, maybe he is too old to do what he wants.

She smiled bitterly.

Yes, no matter how well-maintained Han Ruohua is, how temperamental she is, how well she dresses, she is over 50 years old after all.

She is also the head teacher, so there are too many chores, and it is inevitable that she will not have enough energy.

Sheng Qi advised her to rest more and put school affairs aside, and she agreed.

"As long as you two are well now, I'll be at ease, don't worry about me, I know it well."

Han Ruohua learned from Wen Lian that Sheng Qi's father was back, and also guessed the general situation: "Your father is not satisfied with your affairs?"

"Well, he knew it too suddenly, and he was unhappy. Just leave him alone, I don't care if he is satisfied or not."

Sheng Qi didn't want Han Ruohua to know, but he was afraid that she would worry.

But Wen Lian had another consideration, and felt that her mother had to know, maybe it could help them later.

"You can't ignore him. In the hearts of parents, it's not your own children who are wrong, but outsiders."

Han Ruohua reminded this sentence.

The overtones made Sheng Qi frown: "Are you afraid that he will bully Wen Lian?"

"I don't know your father, but things won't pass because of cooling down. Your family, you have to solve it. Otherwise, Lining will worry about it, and I'm worried too."

Han Ruohua can understand how much parents don't want their children to be different, and they have worked so hard to raise them, but they really want to watch her go on a difficult road.

She had no choice, Ning Ning was determined, so she settled on Sheng Qi.

In addition, Ningning is psychologically fragile, so she can no longer be forced to do unhappy things. As a mother, she pays more attention to the child's health than secular ideas.

But how could Sheng Qi's father accept it when he first learned about it, even if he had two children.

If you can't, you can't accept it.

She was very afraid that Ningning would suffer because of this, and she couldn't care about anything else, so she told Sheng Qi her thoughts frankly.

There is no problem with Ningning, she can't enjoy it with peace of mind, she has to sort out her side as well, so that people can feel at ease.

What Han Ruohua said made sense.

She was worried about her daughter, and she handled the matter too casually, as if she wanted to avoid it.

So she planned to ask Sheng Guangming out to talk again, but Sheng Guangming never gave her an answer, and she didn't know what he was busy with these days.

Sheng Qi asked Yu Tao to keep an eye on him to prevent him from causing trouble.But Yu Tao can only go through his mother, if his aunt and the others don't tell, Sheng Qi won't be able to understand.

Recently Wen Lian went home after get off work every night to have dinner with her mother.

This was discussed with Sheng Qi. They all felt that Han Ruohua was too tired and seemed in a normal mood. It might be better for Wen Lian to accompany her.

Sheng Qi occasionally accompanied her back to eat together, but not every day, the mother and daughter needed their own private space.

Wen Lian got home from get off work that day, stewed the soup, and started cooking.

Her mother felt sorry for her, so she didn't have to come every day, but went home to eat with Xiao Sheng.

Wen Lian said, "No, I can see her every day."

The implication is that coming here to cook is only for this period of time.

Han Ruohua was relieved but at the same time felt lonely, "I said I am in good health, and I don't need you to take care of me."

"I didn't take care of it, I just cooked a meal." Wen Lian corrected seriously.

After eating and clearing up, Wen Lian told her mother the two questions Sheng Qi asked her that day.

Han Ruohua was very anxious when he heard this, "Why did you two quarrel so well?"

"We didn't quarrel. She didn't ask me until we were talking that night, and she wasn't angry." Wen Lian explained to her.

Han Ruohua looked at her daughter with "nothing to do with you" eyes and sighed.Fool, are you still not angry after asking this, you are holding back in your heart.

"How did you answer her?" Han Ruohua asked.

"I didn't speak."

Wen Lian said lightly, "Because I haven't considered these two things, I think I may not be able to do what she wants to hear. If I answer rashly, I may lie, and I don't want to lie."

"..."

Han Ruohua has always taught her to be sincere and not to lie.But I didn't expect her to go to this point in a relationship, and she would rather keep silent than give an answer randomly.

"Am I not doing well enough?" Wen Lian saw the complexity in her mother's heart, as if her ranking had dropped.

"Ningning, what she said are all hypotheses, they don't really exist, but they scare her. She must have thought about it many times in her heart before asking you." Han Ruohua helped her analyze it.

"Well, I know." Sheng Qi was afraid of many things, but she just didn't say anything.

"So, Mom thinks you shouldn't be silent at that time. Since she needs it, you should comfort her so that she doesn't have to worry so much."

True or false, sometimes it doesn't matter, what matters is the attitude.If you don't even give your attitude, even if you tell the truth, others will not be happy.

"But I was silent and let her down, right?"

In the past few days, Wen Lian has felt that she has made a wrong question.

Sheng Qi didn't treat her badly, but no matter how dull she was, she could tell that Sheng Qi was unhappy.

She thought it was because of Sheng Qi's father, but now that she thought about it, it was also because of her.

"It's going to be long in the future, talk to her well in the future."

Han Ruohua suggested that, after all, she can only consider what Sheng Qi needs from the perspective of interpersonal relationships, and she cannot be sure of Xiaonian's true thoughts.

"Mom, do you know why I'm telling you?"

She will naturally have a long life with Sheng Qi, and she will make up for what she did wrong, but telling her mother the details of the chat with Sheng Qi does not mean that she came to ask her mother to help her fall in love because she is her mother's treasure.

How could Han Ruohua not understand, "You are reminding me that since Xiao Sheng is worried that I will interfere in your affairs again, you want me to do it to make her feel more at ease, right?"

The biggest obstacle to the two problems is her, and Xiao Sheng suspects that Ning Ning dares to be with her because he indulges her.

I also suspect that Ningning is not firm, afraid that she will take Ningning away again.

So Lemon told herself.

Her silly daughter is emotionally sincere, and such thoughts will only move Sheng Qi.

But because of this, she is not very happy: "I can give her a guarantee and do things that make her feel at ease. But can she convince her father, can her father give you a guarantee?"

"I believe she can." Wen Lian said lightly.

In her heart, Sheng Qi is omnipotent, as long as she puts her mind to it, Sheng Qi can accomplish anything.

Han Ruohua said no more.

Sheng Qi was busy with the construction schedule today, so he probably didn't have time to come over, so Wen Lian didn't ask her to pick it up.

Han Ruohua planned to take her home, but Wen Lian declined, and just stopped on the way, brightly lit, so she wasn't worried about bad guys.

Han Ruohua saw that she was determined, so he didn't argue with her, fearing that she would get annoyed again.

Under the dense surveillance, there will naturally be no bad guys, but there will be people you don't want to see.

When she walked back, she saw a middle-aged man downstairs. He was not a resident and could not go up.

He doesn't look like Sheng Qi, but Wen Lian recognized him because Sheng Qi showed her a family photo.

He is tall and thin, with a straight face, but his eyes seem to be scattered elsewhere.

Wen Lian took the initiative to ask, "Are you looking for Sheng Qi?"

Sheng Guangming guessed who she was: "I'm looking for you."