Inhabit you as a forest

In April, the flowers bloom to the world one after another, and when the wind blows, it will be a small half rain of petals.

Sheng Qi likes bright flowers the most, as can be seen from her paintings.

Wen Lian expects that those who like Sheng Qi's paintings will yearn for warmth and sunshine, and desire to be close to her like her.

So Sheng Qi's few comments are always kind.

But once we read private messages together, we found that she also received abuse and ridicule.

Those who support her are sincerely supportive, and those who hate her are also sincerely disgusted.

It seems that because she drew a few unsatisfactory paintings, she is heinous, and she should apologize obediently and get out of the circle.

Sheng Qi deleted it calmly. Seeing her frustrated look, she said with a playful smile, "You don't want to waste your emotions on them, do you?"

After this reminder, Wen Lian realized that it was unnecessary.She couldn't ask everyone to like Sheng Qi.

If so, she will feel insecure again.

Lying down with no style or money, Sheng Qi could think about it, "Even my own father doesn't like me and scolds me with harsh words, I can bear it, let alone a netizen whom I have never met."

Ever since Sheng Guangming returned to Province Y, he hasn't found a sense of presence, and Sheng Qi hums a tune at ease every day.

After hearing all her routines at that time, Wen Lian was amazed, with half-truths, half-truths, and sometimes weak and sometimes strong attitude, she won beautifully.

And put an end to future troubles - even if Sheng Guangming did not support them all his life, he never wanted to bring Sheng Qi back to Province Y, and it was impossible to arrange for her what he thought was a good marriage.

The risk is too great, and it is easy to get angry.

Sheng Qi unknowingly blocked his way.

Wen Lian thought to herself that she was also trapped by Sheng Qi a little bit, and there was no way back, so she could only love her wholeheartedly.

She looks pure and delicate, but at the beginning she was able to break up her who only cared about her studies and her mother. Sheng Qi is very capable.

She "condemned" Sheng Qi like this, and Sheng Qi pretended to be shy, "To each other, I am also a straight girl."

Wen Lian let out a "huh".

In addition to eating, drinking and sleeping, the life of the two is to run to the bookstore, watch movies, and stay at home most of the time.With Wen Lian by his side, Sheng Qi became more and more homebound.

After Qingming, Sheng Qi was approached by a very challenging job, as an illustration for a book.

It is said that the author fell in love with her painting style, and because the price was high, Sheng Qi agreed without hesitation.

The things written in the book are more everyday, and she needs to go to life to observe.

So I took advantage of the spring weather and went out a few times.

Coincidentally, April 4 is her birthday.

Wen Lian made an appointment with Wan Yuduo and his girlfriend in advance to drive to a park a little far from home for a picnic.I chose a location by the lake, blowing warm wind on the lawn under the shade of trees, and eating fruits.

From the direct gaps in the leaves, light shines through, onto picnic mats and people lying down.

Wan Yuduo chattered with Wen Lian about the cheating scandal of an older male relative in their family. This kind of thing is a template. The hero and heroine change their careers and personalities.

Sheng Qi was not interested and almost fell asleep.

In the middle of sleeping, someone covered the light on her head. She thought it was Wen Lian's consideration.Until the sound of "It's dawn" exploded in her ears, she opened her eyes helplessly.

Childish ghost, Wen Xuye.

Wen Xu, who hadn't seen him for a long time, brought Wan Yunsi over to join in the fun.

They have activities nearby in the afternoon, and it's not time yet, so the two of them went for a walk in the park.

They seemed to be in a good mood, and they were wearing clothes of the same color.Sheng Qi matched blindly in his heart, the two are also very suitable.

Wen Xu should stop worrying about Cheng Juan, and Wan Yunsi should stop poking at Wen Lian secretly.

She is good at observation, and Wan Yunsi looks at Wen Lian differently from other people.

Sheng Qi was glad that he came back early, otherwise Wen Lian, who was single, would have been targeted by this expert.

Fortunately, Miss Wan still has a bottom line and won't do things like prying corners.

She said that a relative in the family had been interviewed, so she thanked Wen Lian, and this time she avoided mentioning the dinner party.

Regarding this matter, Sheng Qi always felt that this person could talk.

If you have money and ability, you can spend money to enroll in a class, but you can't get any news.It can be said that it took great pains to come here to ask Wen Lian, who was a candidate two years ago, even though he was far away.

Everyone more or less understood her purpose, and so did Wen Lian himself.

When she was looking for reasons to treat guests and was rejected by Wen Lian time and time again, Wan Yunsi knew it.

If it wasn't for meeting him here today, Sheng Qi would have almost forgotten about this person.

While talking, she played with Wen Lian's hand boredly. The two wore the same ring, and some people's eyes were pierced in the sun.

Soon Wan Yunsi proposed to leave.

Sheng Qi continued to sleep soundly.

Going home from a picnic, Han Ruohua cooked a table that night. After eating, the three of them each cut a small cake, and Sheng Qi made a wish.

She is very greedy this year, she is in good health, her job is smooth, her relationship is stable, and she wants everything.

She wanted the best for Wen Lian.

The next day, the activities of the two were at No. [-] Middle School.

On a whim at noon, I gave up all kinds of big meals that I was tired of eating, and went to the newly opened restaurant next to the school to try something new.

The boss is fat and looks kind, with his sleeves rolled up and tattoos on his arms, but he is not scary.

Sheng Qi ordered a beef rice bowl and asked Wen Lian what he wanted to eat. The boss suddenly said, "You two are still together."

Sheng Qi looked at him in surprise and doubt, suddenly recognized him, and said pleasantly, "Wang Zhengyin?"

"You didn't see it, did I change?"

Wang Zhengyin said with emotion: "You two haven't changed at all, you are too thin."

He was comfortable after marriage, and gained more than two laps of weight. If he couldn't lose weight, he simply ignored it.

Just now when two people came in, looking at their demeanor, he thought it was a school teacher, but he didn't know they were old friends until they saw their faces.

Even in flat shoes, Sheng Qi is taller than ordinary girls. He is dressed in casual clothes and a baseball cap. When he smiles, his eyes are crooked, no different from when he was a teenager.

He smiles at everyone and is always in a good mood.

And after Wen Lian didn't wear the school uniform, the shirt and high heels made her more stable and less approachable.

His expression was the same as before, cold and indifferent, and he spoke slowly.

It was lunch time, and the store was very busy, so there was no time to talk to them, so Wang Zhengyin only said that he invited them.

Sheng Qi often invited him to dinner when he was in school, and finally found a chance to have this meal.

At that time, after Sheng Qi left Yujiang, all the contact methods were changed, and the old friends were no longer in contact.

When she came back, she only found Cheng Juan. As for the others, she didn't want to get together again.

After eating, the two greeted each other before leaving.Sheng Qi added contact information to Wang Zhengyin, and agreed to find a place to have dinner next time.

But that was a polite word, Sheng Qi went out of the store and said to Wen Lian: "You don't like me playing with him, and I don't need many friends now."

Wen Lian refused to control her too strictly, "At that time, I wanted you to study with peace of mind, and I was afraid that he would spoil you. Now as long as people don't break the law and discipline, it doesn't matter who you are friends with."

"I remembered that he was the protagonist of our quarrel." Sheng Qi said quietly, pouted his mouth, and before Wen Lian coaxed him, he felt unattractive, so he retracted it.

In the third year of high school, because of Wang Zhengyin's bullying of girls, there was a lot of trouble. Even Wen Lian, who didn't hear anything outside the window, knew about it and hated it very much.

At that time, Sheng Qi didn't draw a clear line with others, and was implicated and scolded like hell.

"After the college entrance examination, I met him the day I filled out my volunteer application." Wen Lian said.

Of course, Wang Zhengyin didn't go to fill in the application form. After he was expelled, he was still hanging out around the school. When he saw Wen Lian that day, he finally dared to go up and speak.

Ever since Sheng Qi left, Wen Lian hadn't had a good look at him. Sometimes when he greeted him jokingly, people would pretend they didn't see him.He is very cold and arrogant, and looks down on such bastards like them.

He doesn't like to curry favor with some top academics, he will be the first in the exam, what's so superior.

If it weren't for Sheng Qi, who would rarely talk to her.

But thinking that it was probably the last time we met at school, he asked Wen Lian how many points he had scored in the test with a good attitude, and praised her sincerely.

"I don't know if Sheng Qi passed the exam. She will really work hard, and she wants to go to college with you."

He recalled with a smile, every time he said a word, a knife was stabbed in Wen Lian's heart.

Wen Lian lowered her eyebrows: "Didn't she tell you?"

"She didn't reply to my messages, and she couldn't get through the phone. She probably disliked us and didn't want to communicate."

Speaking of dislike, he remembered that Wen Lian also disliked him, and felt embarrassed.

"Did Sheng Qi not know about that incident back then?" Afraid that he would not understand, Wen Lian added: "You bullied that girl."

After scolding Sheng Qi away, she guessed that Sheng Qi's innocence was not pretending, she was just too lazy to defend herself.

Wen Lian always wanted to confirm, but didn't dare, so why ask about meaningless things.But today Wang Zhengyin mentioned Sheng Qi, she couldn't control herself.

"She didn't know that her grandma was sick at that time and kept going to the hospital. And with you in charge of her, she didn't play with us very much, but she wanted to study hard, so it was right not to play with us."

Wang Zhengyin chatted in a self-deprecating manner, and he was not ashamed, but frankly admitted.

After finishing speaking, Xueba was silent, as if the metal object in the middle of the bell had fallen off, and he couldn't make a sound no matter what.

The quietness made Wang Zhengyin a little embarrassed, and he didn't want to leave a bad impression. Wang Zhengyin argued: "That incident was impulsive at the time, but it wasn't that we deliberately bullied others. That woman is not good enough, she lives in the dormitory next to my girlfriend, and hit my girl first. Friend. I'm the first one. Later when asked by Sheng Qi, she scolded me again."

The reason why Sheng Qi didn't explain was because he knew that Wen Lian's attack wasn't because of Wang Zhengyin.

If it was for Wang Zhengyin, he should ask first before scolding him no matter what.

But Wen Lian immediately accused her head and face, as if she couldn't wait to convict her.

She knew that Wen Lian didn't want to be with her anymore.

At this time, when Wen Lian told her about the past, she smiled softly for a while without resisting.

He gave a belated explanation: "You scolded me at the time, saying that grandma was sick, and I was still in the mood to go to an Internet cafe, saying that I was heartless. That was wronging me. I went to an Internet cafe once in my third year of high school, so I should ask Wang Zhengyin for clarification. Cause and effect. Although he had a reason, I was determined not to have anything to do with him at that time."

But she indiscriminately vented her anger on Sheng Qi.

"I look like that, I hate it."

Later, during those nights when she suffered from insomnia, she always thought about what kind of expression she had at that time, which probably scared Sheng Qi.

She is ambivalent.

While thinking about sending Sheng Qi away first, there will always be a time when they get back together in the future, maybe mother can pamper her.

On the one hand, I know that I am delusional, and it is impossible.Stress, pain, and the anger that Sheng Qi didn't listen to persuasion to make friends randomly accumulated together, and she said the worst words in her life.

Later she asked herself over and over again, why did that happen?

She never spoke ill of those who isolated her or spread rumors about her because of jealousy or misunderstanding.Why is it that her favorite person has given her countless beautiful and happy people, but she can scold and cry people with "witty words".

do not know.

She has no answer.

This is harder than the last big problem in mathematics.

Is it for herself, or for her mother?

Or was he afraid that Sheng Qi would be entangled, so he simply said nothing all at once?

But at that time, she was obviously unwilling to let Sheng Qi leave completely, and she never thought that Sheng Qi would really leave.

Emotions are the most difficult to study, and emotion experts may not be able to handle all relationships well.

She can't figure it out, and if there are too many things she doesn't understand, she will get sick.

When it was the worst, the drugs made her silent and dull, and she staggered back to No. [-] Middle School.

She made a wish in the building where they lived, and wanted to see Sheng Qi again, after she was completely recovered from her illness.

Perhaps she wished that Sheng Qi would never know that she had been ill.

In Sheng Qi's memory, she can be aloof, boring, deceitful, selfish and indifferent, but she can't be a loser who is overwhelmed by the heavy halo around her.

In order to protect this secret, she told a lot of lies.

On the day she was exposed, she thought it was over, Sheng Qi would never accept her again.

But Sheng Qi's attitude was as if she just had a cold, and it passed away when she recovered, just remember to take precautions next time.

Sheng Guangming scolded her for being mentally ill, and Sheng Qi apologized to her many times.

Wen Lian said: "If you don't care, I don't care."

Sheng Qi replied, "I only care about you."

While Wen Lian was distracted, Sheng Qi also thought of too many things from the past, happy and unhappy.

She pursed her lips, grievances emerged briefly.

The messenger said what he had always wanted to say, "Wen Lian, you can't treat me like that again. You can't scold me, and you can't let me go further. I hold a grudge."

She was angry for a long time.

Wen Lian squeezed her hand suddenly, "I won't."

Her attitude made Sheng Qi chuckle: "Of course I know you won't."

What I said just now was just acting like a baby, as long as Wen Lian is willing to coax her.

She was once a bird with nowhere to live, driven from the familiar woods.Exhausted from flying, I had to circle back again.

Still not daring to stay for long, with the determination to leave at any time.

Until Wen Lian took care of her, she stayed where she was, willing to be her habitat.

Asuka finally returned to the forest. 【End of text】

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