Summer of Fireflies

It is a complex and inexplicable hatred.

"What did you say? Bai Lan's trap?" I widened my eyes in shock for a moment, not understanding why Senior Luo Hua's death would be related to Bai Lan.

"Don't you know?" The boy said mockingly, "My idiot brother made a bet with Bai Lan that if you go to the appointment, Bai Lan will leave you, that's why my brother fell into Bai Lan's trap so stupidly. After a pause, he suddenly sneered at me: "You know what? My stupid brother gave up the chance to escape to save his life in order to wait for you, but he has been waiting for you... until you come to the appointment, The others are already dead. Do you think my brother is really stupid to the point of hopelessness?"

"Let's go, if it weren't for the fact that you are my brother's favorite woman... Hmph."

Slowly lowering the little hand holding my collar, he turned his back with a cold snort, disdainful to take another look at my stunned expression.

I don't know how I got out of the morgue, let alone how I got out of the hospital gate. When I came to my senses, I was already standing on a crowded street, full of strange people and strange buildings , When crossing the sidewalk, the car horn sounded, and I almost got hit by a car in a daze. I looked up at the red light on the opposite side and couldn't help but sweat.

In fact, I really don’t want to believe what the boy said, but I can’t help but doubt Bai Lan rationally, as if I tend to believe Bai Lan emotionally, but I don’t want to believe Bai Lan’s character intellectually. I squatted on the ground and went crazy , wandering in the tug of war between belief and unbelief messed up his head.

Calm down, calm down, please calm down, I patted my cheek and tried to get my head back to a rational state, thinking about what happened yesterday, and thinking about what Bai Lan did yesterday, maybe I can find some evidence to prove that he His innocence may not be known.

Morning of July 7th: Senior Luo Hua sent a text message to meet in the afternoon;

I showed the text message to Bai Lan, Bai Lan half-jokingly said that senior Luo Hua wanted to confess to me, and then he asked me if I would go to the appointment;

I replied: I should go.

Noon: Passing by a flower shop on the way home from class, Bai Lan said that he wanted to buy flowers for his "old friend". The identity of the "old friend" was unknown, but Bai Lan said that I knew that "old friend

PS: What Bai Lan sent was a bouquet of white chrysanthemums.

Before leaving the flower shop, Bai Lan saw the April [-]th birthday flowers.

He asked me the flower language of my birthday flower on April [-]. I asked him if he wanted to buy flowers, but Bai Lan finally pulled me away, so the pot of "Gentlemen and Ladies" flowers was not bought.

Afternoon: I went to the Bailan department to find him, and wanted to give him a surprise, but unexpectedly saw him kissing an Italian woman.

When I was disappointed, I didn't have the courage to step forward to ask questions, so I skipped class, took my easel and paints, and went to the square to draw and listen to Amu playing shamisen.

In the evening, senior Luo Hua sent a blank text message. I remembered the agreement with the senior, so I went to the park with the easel on my back, but found no one along the way.

After arriving in AD, I entered the park anxiously and saw many corpses lying in a pool of blood on the ground. I ran away for a few steps and turned back to look for the whereabouts of senior Luo Hua.

Finally, when I found Senior Luo Hua, Senior Luo Hua's breath was so weak that he was on the verge of dying. I accidentally heard the senior's confession to me.

... I don't need to give examples for the following things.

These messages seem ordinary, but there is actually a dark thread that connects the whole thing that day, and the text message sent to me by senior Luo Hua should be the cause of the whole thing, but I can't find a way to connect Bai Lan The common ground connected with Senior Luo Hua.

Wait, the common ground... The common ground between Bai Lan and Senior Luo Hua... I suddenly stood up and ran to the flower shop I visited on the 14th.

The suspicion that emerged was like a snowball rolling in my mind, I shook my head, unable to hide the inexplicable panic in my heart, praying that the truth is not what I guessed... the more I don’t think about it My heart became more and more frightened, and when I finally ran to the door of the flower shop out of breath, the white pot of April [-]th birthday flowers in the room was still placed there untouched.

I bowed to the florist: "Hello, I want to check the information of the person my boyfriend Bai Lan sent flowers to yesterday." I came here with Bai Lan yesterday, and the florist still has a little impression of me and Bai Lan... No, it should be said that he was impressed by Bai Lan's unique appearance and voice.

I skipped row after row of information on the computer, and my eyes were firmly fixed on the name of the person Bai Lan sent: Luohua Bailongie.

What Bai Lan said is true, Senior Luo Hua is indeed someone I know.

Out of the entrance of the flower shop, I raised my hand to block the hot light falling on my head. The misty sunlight made me feel dazed for a while. Afterwards, the long nails dug into the flesh, leaving a lot of marks. I smiled mockingly at the blue sky. I wanted to prove Bai Lan's innocence, but I didn't expect it to have the opposite effect.

Before leaving the flower shop, I asked the flower shop staff about the flower language of the birthday flower on April [-].

The clerk told me that saying "gentlemen and ladies" is actually a very treacherous flower.During the flowering season, it emits a strong smell. Once flies are attracted to land on the flowers, the flowers will close immediately. While the flies are struggling inside, they will naturally complete the work of pollinating.This is clever but cunning.Therefore, the flower language of birthday flowers on April [-] is: "fraud".

Its meaning is self-evident.

That is to say, whether it is the death of Senior Luo Hua, or my encounter with Bai Lan, and my feelings for him, they may have been shrouded in the fraud of the birthday flower on April [-] from the beginning to the end. In the game, I still don't know it.

The white chrysanthemums are used to worship the dead. The reason why Bailan gave the white chrysanthemums to Senior Luo Hua, an "old friend", shows that he had already anticipated the death of Senior Luo Hua from that moment.

In other words, Bai Lan and Senior Luo Hua are actually "old acquaintances", and they should also be "old acquaintances" with a high hatred value.

On the day I met Bai Lan, he happened to be hunted down by the enemy. Senior Luo Hua advised me to leave Bai Lan, and finally the senior died of a gunshot wound in the battle.

Luo Hua once told me that Bai Lan is not an ordinary person. At that time, I had vaguely guessed that Bai Lan might be related to the Mafia, and Luo Hua, who knew Bai Lan’s identity, might also be related to the Mafia, so I can assume that Bai Lan The grievances with senior Luo Hua should come from the grievances between mafia families. I have no interest in these grievances, but I can't understand why these grievances are inexplicably entangled with me.

On the afternoon of July 7th, I went to find Bai Lan, but saw him kissing another woman. I thought Bai Lan must have done it on purpose, to show me on purpose, to stimulate me, so that I would not have any extra emotions to go to the park for an appointment. If I go, I will only witness the death of Senior Luo Hua with my own eyes in the end.

Then I thought of what Luo Hua’s younger brother Tong Hua had said to me, and I can make the following guess: In order to let Bai Lan leave me, senior Luo Hua chose to abide by the agreement with me at the end of the battle instead of He chose to flee, which resulted in his death from serious injuries.I "just happened" to see Bai Lan's "betrayal" of me before I went to the appointment. I was so depressed that I forgot to go to the appointment. When I remembered, the person who was waiting for me was already dying in the park.

So while I was emotionally depressed because of Bailan's "betrayal", another person waiting for me was exhausted due to the prolonged battle, and in the end, he could not escape his death.

This is a very simple chess game. The chess player Bai Lan just took advantage of Senior Luo Hua's feelings for me and my feelings for him, so he didn't do anything, but easily killed a human life while talking and laughing, The process is as simple as deleting programs in the computer.

Comparing with the light blue sky, I think my face must be as pale as paper at this moment. In fact, I should have known how terrifying and dangerous Bai Lan is.When getting along, it is easy to be deceived by Bai Lan's coquettish childishness and his rascal attributes. When you realize Bai Lan's essence, you may have been used by him so that there is no emotional scum left.

This person Bai Lan... is simply terrible!

And it is such a terrible person who made me meet him and fall in love with him. If even the first encounter was planned in the chess game early in the morning, then, after I met him, I would treat him Isn't the derived relationship the biggest cold joke in the world?

It's fine if it's just cheating my feelings, but he also made me bear a person's life, and the person who died may love me more than his life.

In other words, if Bai Lan is the mastermind behind the whole incident, then I am the indirect executioner who killed Senior Luo Hua's chance to escape.

The heart was so heavy that it was hard to breathe for a moment.

It was as if someone had poured a basin of icy cold water from head to toe. It was a sunny and hot summer, but I only felt that my whole body was bitingly cold.

Suddenly I wanted to run up to him and ask him: Have you ever fallen in love with me?

My two feet ran wildly on the sidewalk uncontrollably. The hot wind blew across my cheeks, making my eyes blurred. I suspected that some wind and sand had blown into my eyes. I rubbed my eyes and wiped the inside of my eyes. Wipe off all the liquid. Before I get the answer, I don't think I can cry, otherwise it will be too shameful.

When I stood in front of Bai Lan panting, she was sitting on the sofa looking up at me with a smile on her face, as if he knew I would come