Deer in the forest
Chapter 55 "The other half" can no longer be someone else
Because of Lin Shen's look, Li Jibai finally let go.Let the M countryman triumphantly lead people into the car, kick the accelerator and roar away, and he doesn't see the meaning of driving slowly when the road is difficult.
"Ming, am I cooperating well?" Sean drove with one hand, and the other hand was a little excited to pull Lin Shen's scarf, "It's hot in the car, take it off, or you'll get sick if you sweat all over."
Lin Shen quickly stretched his neck to escape, and loosened the scarf himself.
"That person is your ex-boyfriend, right? It looks like he wants to keep pestering you! Fortunately, I found out that something was wrong, so I took you away." Sean had a clear mind and continued to chatter, "Your ex is quite handsome, It seems to be quite rich, but I am not bad, when he comes to pester you again, you will use me as a shield first."
He talked for a while, only to realize that Lin Shen was not in a good mood.
"Ming, are you unhappy?" Sean was a little embarrassed.
"No," Lin Shen smiled sincerely, "Sean, thank you for helping me out today. That person...you don't need to pay attention to him when you see him in the future. I have nothing to do with him."
Sean nodded knowingly.
Lin Shen considered his words and decided to go straight to the point: "I have no plans to fall in love now, nor will I in the future. Sean, don't waste your time on me, it's pointless."
"Are you never going to fall in love?" Sean was startled by Lin Shen's words, "You can't be alone forever! You think about it again, maybe your significant other, your true destiny, is also on the way On the way to meet you!"
"I don't know how to be with one person, and I don't have the ability to love another person." In the past, Lin Shen may have imagined that there is a person who loves each other, who can go home together, travel together, and do things he likes together, but This, too, exists only in fantasy.It would be very difficult for him to think about such a person.
"During this period of my own life, I found that being alone is the most comfortable. Maybe, this kind of life is more suitable for me."
Or to put it another way that he doesn't want to admit, he can't imagine his other half being replaced by anyone-Li Jibai once appeared in the position of that "other half", but he did what the "other half" shouldn't bring. The destruction and blow of the "other half", which should be part of the sweet love, has become a bloody love story.But even so, after Li Jibai ruined the sweetness and warmth of that "other half", Lin Shen still couldn't replace anyone else.
Li Jibai is not the "other half", and the "other half" can no longer be someone else.
Sean was depressed. Although he didn't know each other for a long time, he felt that Lin Shen was a tightly closed clam, with a smooth and soft surface, and no one could pry open what was inside.
But he also had to admit that it was this kind of Lin Shen, mysterious and indifferent yet radiant, that attracted his attention and made him unable to extricate himself.Maybe no matter how hard I work, I can enjoy the tender beauty in the clam all to myself!
Naturally, Lin Shen didn't know about the vicissitudes in Sean's heart, and it was inexplicable to see him depressed for a while and then excited again.Anyway, after making it clear, Lin Shen felt relieved.
His relaxed mood came to an abrupt end when the car drove into the garden of Lu Qingchen's house.
Lu Qingchen ran out with a pair of rabbit slippers on his feet and a rabbit hat on his head.
Behind him stood Shen Junhuai and Li Jibai on the eaves of the porch.
"A Ming," Lu Qingchen rushed over like a gust of wind, with a faint woody fragrance, blushing, and explained anxiously, "Well, why Bai came suddenly just now, I can't stop it! Tyrannosaurus rex doesn't know What a fuss, I suddenly said that I can't go on a business trip, and I want to entertain my friends at home."
"A Ming," Lu Qingchen whispered in his ear, "Don't be afraid, I'll be with you, why dare not do anything to you."
It's awkward for a party of three to become five people.
Lu Qingchen served the grilled lemon chicken and steak, and put the blueberry pie brought by Lin Shen on a beautiful plate covered with blue graffiti. Colorful sparkling wine was placed on the table, and the meal was announced.
Lu Qingchen, Sean and Lin Shen sat on one side of the table, opposite to the other two.Lin Shen felt uncomfortable under the scorching gaze on the other side. He clenched the chopsticks tightly in his hands, paused, and put down the chopsticks to get water.Li Jibai immediately handed over the water glass next to him and put it in Lin Shen's hand, without saying a word, just staring at the person in front of him.
Sean rolled his eyes, Shen Junhuai was at ease, and Lu Qingchen snorted angrily.
Helpless, these two have lived together for too many years, and the tacit understanding and understanding in daily life has been deeply rooted in the bone marrow. Every move of Lin Shen can be seen by Li Jibai first. , Lin Shen had nowhere to go.
"Wow, Ming, your baked pie is amazing." Sean praised from the bottom of his heart after eating the last piece of blueberry pie in his hand.Li Jibai's eyes followed Sean's hand, shuttled between the plates, and when he heard Lin Shen say, "Eat more if you like it", his eyes darkened.
Sean's hand reached out again, but this time it missed.Li Jibai pressed the four fingers of his right hand on the edge of the plate, and calmly dragged the plate in front of him before the opposite hand reached over.Then he used a fork to fork one piece and put it on Shen Junhuai's plate, and put the last piece on his own plate as if no one was there.
"Senior brother, Ah Shen's blueberry pie is delicious, try it." Li Jibai said, showing off a little, "The strawberry pie he made before is also delicious, and it relieves pressure after eating."
Shen Junhuai replied very cooperatively: "Really? You have to try it."
Lin Shen said lightly: "I don't like strawberry pie, and I won't make it in the future."
The last time they made strawberry pie was at the villa. They were in a cold war. Before the reception started, Lin Shen took the initiative to ask for peace and made up his mind that as long as Li Jibai was happy, he would do anything.All the love and tolerance carried by that plate of burnt and crispy strawberry pie were shattered all over the floor after the reception started, after Li Jibai left him behind.
Li Jibai obviously thought of something, he was stunned for a moment when he heard Lin Shen's words.He raised his eyes to see Lin Shen's peaceful eyebrows, and the man said indifferently, "If Brother Shen wants to eat, I can make more blueberry pie next time."He squeezed the knife and fork tightly in his hand, looked at the piece of sweet blueberry pie in front of him, his vision gradually blurred, the light in his eyes shattered and gushed out, and with deep remorse, he repeatedly stabbed himself to the point of blood.
Seeing the atmosphere getting more and more embarrassing, Shen Junhuai finally came out to make a rescue after being cast aside by Lu Qingchen for the third time.
He coughed slightly first, and under Lu Qingchen's expectant eyes, he talked about the progress of the latest research topic of nanotechnology and its significance to future scientific research, and listed several on-site cases, extending from nanometer to quantum Mechanics, the Big Bang and world history, and finally back to philosophy and theology.
Final summary statement: "From life to death is a process from a strong observer to a weak observer and then to a non-observer. He does not exist when you observe, and exists when you do not observe. Therefore, death is not necessarily death. , Life is not necessarily life, it’s just a different form.”
Lu Qingchen's embarrassing hair was bristled.
Shen Jun glanced at the two sitting opposite each other meaningfully, and changed the topic: "So, life is like a dream, and it would be too wasteful to wait until the end of life in the subjective sense, only to find that you are still stuck in place."
Lu Qingchen kicked him under the table and muttered "You can shut up".
Shen Junhuai scolded lightly: "Am I wrong? I just don't want them to waste time like this, until they die without understanding that life is short and love is precious."
Lu Qingchen supported his forehead, forked a piece of beef and stuffed it into Shen Junhuai's mouth.
After a meal was finally finished, Lu Qingchen proposed to take everyone to the entertainment room to play.The entertainment room is located on the first floor of Lujia, where singing, playing cards, fitness, billiards, cinema, everything you expect to find is enough for a dozen people to play for a whole day.
Lin Shen didn't want to spoil the fun, but he really couldn't stand Li Jibai's staring eyes, so he pulled Lu Qingchen into a corner and whispered: "I'm going back first, we'll meet again next time."
Lu Qingchen is also a big headache. Originally, everyone planned to stay here this time. It was freezing outside, so the three of them sat around the stove and had a happy weekend.Who would have thought that Li Jibai came to disrupt the situation, and Shen Junhuai was frank on the surface, but in fact he was helping his junior brother overtly and secretly.
"Alright, let Sean take you back, we will meet again next time." Lu Qingchen said.
"No, I'll go back by myself. I made it clear to Sean on the way here, we can't, don't waste his time."
Regret appeared on Lu Qingchen's face, but Lin Shen's expression was firm. Now is not a good time to persuade him, so he had to respect his friend's opinion.He took out a car key and handed it to Lin Shen secretly: "Drive my car back, be careful on the road. When you leave, they will leave." After thinking for a while, he ordered, "The road is difficult, you drive Slow down. Don’t be like that, you drove the car like a rocket when you came here just now, and almost smashed the door of my house.”
Lin Shen took the key, and it was difficult to take a taxi without a bus at this time, so he had to do this.He just wanted to leave quickly, and without further words, he got up and walked towards the basement.In the distance, Sean was being dragged by Shen Junhuai to speak, Lin Shen glanced but did not see Li Jibai, and quickly walked into the basement.
Unlocking and opening the door, before Lin Shen bent over to get into the car, he was grabbed by a force and slammed backwards into a hard chest.
Before he had time to react, he was dragged into a car next to him with the door open.Li Jibai got into the car and locked it, all his movements were done in one go.The huge off-road vehicle was like a closed black house, trapping Lin Shen on the passenger side.
"I'll take you back." He took a deep breath and looked at the steering wheel in front of him awkwardly, "You...don't ignore me."
He watched Lin Shen get into Sean's car, furious, and took a shortcut all the way to Lu Qingchen's house, and then watched Lin Shen and that M countryman come in talking and laughing, with a mouthful of old blood in his chest .If Shen Junhuai hadn't signaled him to stay calm, maybe he would have put that Sean in a bag, stuffed it into the car, pulled him out and thrown him on the road.
But what really made him angry was Lin Shen's attitude of turning a blind eye to him.It is said that the greatest revenge on people is indifference, which is really true.Li Jibai finally tasted what it was like to be completely ignored by the one he loves, and couldn't find a chance to vent all night.So, how could he let Lin Shen leave so easily.
But when he really trapped people in the car, seeing Lin Shen's flash of vigilance and panic just now, a sense of grievance suddenly surged in his heart. dare.
"Ah Shen, you, can you just ignore that person, he has bad intentions for you, can't you see it?" Li Jibai endured the overwhelming jealousy and tried his best to look calm and gentle.
"This kind of artist's private life is chaotic. If he is passionate about you, he may sell you. You are here alone and unfamiliar with the place. What should you do if something happens?"
He paused, turned his head to look at Lin Shen, "If I hadn't flown back overnight, would you have stayed alone with him at the senior brother's house? Ah Shen, I can't stay close to you, I don't want you something."
"His private life is chaotic, and he has bad intentions towards me." Lin Shen's jaw line was tense, outlining a cold straight line, and the emotions that had been suppressed all night finally broke out, "So what?"
There was no joy or anger in the watery eyes, and he sneered after a long time, "At most, it will be like this now, trap me in the car or a certain room forcefully, hit me whenever I want, hit me whenever I want, wait My value is drained, and then kill me!"
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Some of Shen Junhuai's remarks about life and death refer to Da Liu's "Spherical Lightning"
"Ming, am I cooperating well?" Sean drove with one hand, and the other hand was a little excited to pull Lin Shen's scarf, "It's hot in the car, take it off, or you'll get sick if you sweat all over."
Lin Shen quickly stretched his neck to escape, and loosened the scarf himself.
"That person is your ex-boyfriend, right? It looks like he wants to keep pestering you! Fortunately, I found out that something was wrong, so I took you away." Sean had a clear mind and continued to chatter, "Your ex is quite handsome, It seems to be quite rich, but I am not bad, when he comes to pester you again, you will use me as a shield first."
He talked for a while, only to realize that Lin Shen was not in a good mood.
"Ming, are you unhappy?" Sean was a little embarrassed.
"No," Lin Shen smiled sincerely, "Sean, thank you for helping me out today. That person...you don't need to pay attention to him when you see him in the future. I have nothing to do with him."
Sean nodded knowingly.
Lin Shen considered his words and decided to go straight to the point: "I have no plans to fall in love now, nor will I in the future. Sean, don't waste your time on me, it's pointless."
"Are you never going to fall in love?" Sean was startled by Lin Shen's words, "You can't be alone forever! You think about it again, maybe your significant other, your true destiny, is also on the way On the way to meet you!"
"I don't know how to be with one person, and I don't have the ability to love another person." In the past, Lin Shen may have imagined that there is a person who loves each other, who can go home together, travel together, and do things he likes together, but This, too, exists only in fantasy.It would be very difficult for him to think about such a person.
"During this period of my own life, I found that being alone is the most comfortable. Maybe, this kind of life is more suitable for me."
Or to put it another way that he doesn't want to admit, he can't imagine his other half being replaced by anyone-Li Jibai once appeared in the position of that "other half", but he did what the "other half" shouldn't bring. The destruction and blow of the "other half", which should be part of the sweet love, has become a bloody love story.But even so, after Li Jibai ruined the sweetness and warmth of that "other half", Lin Shen still couldn't replace anyone else.
Li Jibai is not the "other half", and the "other half" can no longer be someone else.
Sean was depressed. Although he didn't know each other for a long time, he felt that Lin Shen was a tightly closed clam, with a smooth and soft surface, and no one could pry open what was inside.
But he also had to admit that it was this kind of Lin Shen, mysterious and indifferent yet radiant, that attracted his attention and made him unable to extricate himself.Maybe no matter how hard I work, I can enjoy the tender beauty in the clam all to myself!
Naturally, Lin Shen didn't know about the vicissitudes in Sean's heart, and it was inexplicable to see him depressed for a while and then excited again.Anyway, after making it clear, Lin Shen felt relieved.
His relaxed mood came to an abrupt end when the car drove into the garden of Lu Qingchen's house.
Lu Qingchen ran out with a pair of rabbit slippers on his feet and a rabbit hat on his head.
Behind him stood Shen Junhuai and Li Jibai on the eaves of the porch.
"A Ming," Lu Qingchen rushed over like a gust of wind, with a faint woody fragrance, blushing, and explained anxiously, "Well, why Bai came suddenly just now, I can't stop it! Tyrannosaurus rex doesn't know What a fuss, I suddenly said that I can't go on a business trip, and I want to entertain my friends at home."
"A Ming," Lu Qingchen whispered in his ear, "Don't be afraid, I'll be with you, why dare not do anything to you."
It's awkward for a party of three to become five people.
Lu Qingchen served the grilled lemon chicken and steak, and put the blueberry pie brought by Lin Shen on a beautiful plate covered with blue graffiti. Colorful sparkling wine was placed on the table, and the meal was announced.
Lu Qingchen, Sean and Lin Shen sat on one side of the table, opposite to the other two.Lin Shen felt uncomfortable under the scorching gaze on the other side. He clenched the chopsticks tightly in his hands, paused, and put down the chopsticks to get water.Li Jibai immediately handed over the water glass next to him and put it in Lin Shen's hand, without saying a word, just staring at the person in front of him.
Sean rolled his eyes, Shen Junhuai was at ease, and Lu Qingchen snorted angrily.
Helpless, these two have lived together for too many years, and the tacit understanding and understanding in daily life has been deeply rooted in the bone marrow. Every move of Lin Shen can be seen by Li Jibai first. , Lin Shen had nowhere to go.
"Wow, Ming, your baked pie is amazing." Sean praised from the bottom of his heart after eating the last piece of blueberry pie in his hand.Li Jibai's eyes followed Sean's hand, shuttled between the plates, and when he heard Lin Shen say, "Eat more if you like it", his eyes darkened.
Sean's hand reached out again, but this time it missed.Li Jibai pressed the four fingers of his right hand on the edge of the plate, and calmly dragged the plate in front of him before the opposite hand reached over.Then he used a fork to fork one piece and put it on Shen Junhuai's plate, and put the last piece on his own plate as if no one was there.
"Senior brother, Ah Shen's blueberry pie is delicious, try it." Li Jibai said, showing off a little, "The strawberry pie he made before is also delicious, and it relieves pressure after eating."
Shen Junhuai replied very cooperatively: "Really? You have to try it."
Lin Shen said lightly: "I don't like strawberry pie, and I won't make it in the future."
The last time they made strawberry pie was at the villa. They were in a cold war. Before the reception started, Lin Shen took the initiative to ask for peace and made up his mind that as long as Li Jibai was happy, he would do anything.All the love and tolerance carried by that plate of burnt and crispy strawberry pie were shattered all over the floor after the reception started, after Li Jibai left him behind.
Li Jibai obviously thought of something, he was stunned for a moment when he heard Lin Shen's words.He raised his eyes to see Lin Shen's peaceful eyebrows, and the man said indifferently, "If Brother Shen wants to eat, I can make more blueberry pie next time."He squeezed the knife and fork tightly in his hand, looked at the piece of sweet blueberry pie in front of him, his vision gradually blurred, the light in his eyes shattered and gushed out, and with deep remorse, he repeatedly stabbed himself to the point of blood.
Seeing the atmosphere getting more and more embarrassing, Shen Junhuai finally came out to make a rescue after being cast aside by Lu Qingchen for the third time.
He coughed slightly first, and under Lu Qingchen's expectant eyes, he talked about the progress of the latest research topic of nanotechnology and its significance to future scientific research, and listed several on-site cases, extending from nanometer to quantum Mechanics, the Big Bang and world history, and finally back to philosophy and theology.
Final summary statement: "From life to death is a process from a strong observer to a weak observer and then to a non-observer. He does not exist when you observe, and exists when you do not observe. Therefore, death is not necessarily death. , Life is not necessarily life, it’s just a different form.”
Lu Qingchen's embarrassing hair was bristled.
Shen Jun glanced at the two sitting opposite each other meaningfully, and changed the topic: "So, life is like a dream, and it would be too wasteful to wait until the end of life in the subjective sense, only to find that you are still stuck in place."
Lu Qingchen kicked him under the table and muttered "You can shut up".
Shen Junhuai scolded lightly: "Am I wrong? I just don't want them to waste time like this, until they die without understanding that life is short and love is precious."
Lu Qingchen supported his forehead, forked a piece of beef and stuffed it into Shen Junhuai's mouth.
After a meal was finally finished, Lu Qingchen proposed to take everyone to the entertainment room to play.The entertainment room is located on the first floor of Lujia, where singing, playing cards, fitness, billiards, cinema, everything you expect to find is enough for a dozen people to play for a whole day.
Lin Shen didn't want to spoil the fun, but he really couldn't stand Li Jibai's staring eyes, so he pulled Lu Qingchen into a corner and whispered: "I'm going back first, we'll meet again next time."
Lu Qingchen is also a big headache. Originally, everyone planned to stay here this time. It was freezing outside, so the three of them sat around the stove and had a happy weekend.Who would have thought that Li Jibai came to disrupt the situation, and Shen Junhuai was frank on the surface, but in fact he was helping his junior brother overtly and secretly.
"Alright, let Sean take you back, we will meet again next time." Lu Qingchen said.
"No, I'll go back by myself. I made it clear to Sean on the way here, we can't, don't waste his time."
Regret appeared on Lu Qingchen's face, but Lin Shen's expression was firm. Now is not a good time to persuade him, so he had to respect his friend's opinion.He took out a car key and handed it to Lin Shen secretly: "Drive my car back, be careful on the road. When you leave, they will leave." After thinking for a while, he ordered, "The road is difficult, you drive Slow down. Don’t be like that, you drove the car like a rocket when you came here just now, and almost smashed the door of my house.”
Lin Shen took the key, and it was difficult to take a taxi without a bus at this time, so he had to do this.He just wanted to leave quickly, and without further words, he got up and walked towards the basement.In the distance, Sean was being dragged by Shen Junhuai to speak, Lin Shen glanced but did not see Li Jibai, and quickly walked into the basement.
Unlocking and opening the door, before Lin Shen bent over to get into the car, he was grabbed by a force and slammed backwards into a hard chest.
Before he had time to react, he was dragged into a car next to him with the door open.Li Jibai got into the car and locked it, all his movements were done in one go.The huge off-road vehicle was like a closed black house, trapping Lin Shen on the passenger side.
"I'll take you back." He took a deep breath and looked at the steering wheel in front of him awkwardly, "You...don't ignore me."
He watched Lin Shen get into Sean's car, furious, and took a shortcut all the way to Lu Qingchen's house, and then watched Lin Shen and that M countryman come in talking and laughing, with a mouthful of old blood in his chest .If Shen Junhuai hadn't signaled him to stay calm, maybe he would have put that Sean in a bag, stuffed it into the car, pulled him out and thrown him on the road.
But what really made him angry was Lin Shen's attitude of turning a blind eye to him.It is said that the greatest revenge on people is indifference, which is really true.Li Jibai finally tasted what it was like to be completely ignored by the one he loves, and couldn't find a chance to vent all night.So, how could he let Lin Shen leave so easily.
But when he really trapped people in the car, seeing Lin Shen's flash of vigilance and panic just now, a sense of grievance suddenly surged in his heart. dare.
"Ah Shen, you, can you just ignore that person, he has bad intentions for you, can't you see it?" Li Jibai endured the overwhelming jealousy and tried his best to look calm and gentle.
"This kind of artist's private life is chaotic. If he is passionate about you, he may sell you. You are here alone and unfamiliar with the place. What should you do if something happens?"
He paused, turned his head to look at Lin Shen, "If I hadn't flown back overnight, would you have stayed alone with him at the senior brother's house? Ah Shen, I can't stay close to you, I don't want you something."
"His private life is chaotic, and he has bad intentions towards me." Lin Shen's jaw line was tense, outlining a cold straight line, and the emotions that had been suppressed all night finally broke out, "So what?"
There was no joy or anger in the watery eyes, and he sneered after a long time, "At most, it will be like this now, trap me in the car or a certain room forcefully, hit me whenever I want, hit me whenever I want, wait My value is drained, and then kill me!"
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Some of Shen Junhuai's remarks about life and death refer to Da Liu's "Spherical Lightning"
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