fall in love with a mentor

"Ah, you're so young, only 34 years old!" Sister Zhang Na's exclamation finally brought Jiaxi back from the terrible memories to the even more terrible reality.

"Yes, yes, the position is only a teaching assistant, but he will definitely be promoted in the future. His resume is very good. During his study, he even published five jacs!"

"Ah, you graduated from a prestigious American university!" The beauties continued their nympho, although they had already started to apply for other tutors to find their own way out, but now with Junyi's face, they have made up their minds to stay.

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Jiaxi's brain has blocked all the intrusion of voices, rubbed his eyes, pinned the last unrealistic fantasy on his eyes, looked at his name intently, JohnJunyiShaw, read it again, JohnJunyiShaw!Sure enough, God does not want to take care of me!It was really him!God, you wouldn't do this to me, would you?After 30 years of following the rules and carefully living, even if I am a homosexual, and I have kept my body like a jade for ten years, I should set up a chastity memorial archway, but in the end I let myself lose my life!What should I do?Thinking of what happened on the beach that night, I couldn't help breathing disorderedly and blushing.How can we meet in this situation?Let the mentor know that he is gay, and, moreover, he has a field fight on the beach with a man he has known for seven days, and the object of the field fight is his mentor!God, you punish me with such things!Just kill me!

What was originally thought to be a romantic encounter turned into a catastrophe in the end!

"Jiaxi, are you okay?" Seeing Jiaxi who was sliding down the table and slowly sitting on the carpet, Senior Brother Chen Ke asked worriedly, "You look so red and then pale!"

Raising her hands to cover her embarrassing face, and avoiding everyone's probing eyes, Jiaxi supported the table and stood up with difficulty. If she didn't dare to face it, run away!Let's escape first, the so-called 36 plan is the best!After making up his mind, he said to Chen Ke, "Brother, please ask me to take a leave of absence during lunch, I'm really uncomfortable."

"Uh, are you okay?"

Jiaxi waved her hands weakly and began to pack her things.Back home in a daze with her weak body, Jia Xi fell headfirst on the bed.How did things get to this point?Is there something wrong?Looking back, everything was provoked by that man. First, he ran to strike up a conversation by taking pictures, then forced himself to have a meal, then tricked himself into drinking, and then pretended to be caring, let himself relax, and then invited himself to have sex, so every step of the way, With all the subtleties, I finally let myself lose my sense of proportion, and developed to the point where it was out of control!No matter how you look at it, you are at best an accomplice, and you are being tempted.But Li Jiaxi, this is the time to test your will. God put that shameless man in front of you and set a hurdle for you, but you failed to cross it!Don't be ashamed!

Is it irreversible to make a mistake once?

Painful introspection, Jiaxi rubbed her hair vigorously, the more she thought about it, the more hopeless she was, her whole body became extremely hot.Turn on the air conditioner, adjust the temperature to 20 degrees, and let the cold wind blow against you.

Maybe he wouldn't recognize himself if he changed his clothes?Isn't it often the case in novels, because a different pair of glasses, or a woman disguised as a man will be regarded as another person?

Is such a thing possible in reality?Besides, I have been with him for seven or eight days, and he has looked at my whole body, so there is no reason why I can't recognize him, right?

So just pretend to be sick?

But the ugly daughter-in-law still wants to see her in-laws!What's more, if you don't work, you don't get paid. You can't drink the northwest wind like this, right?

Or drop out of school?It would be even worse if the classmates found out that they were gay.

It took three months to pass the TOEFL while working and reviewing. There is no reason to give up like this, right?Besides, the family still relies on scholarships to support them, so how can they just leave at will!

Ah, change tutors!He shouldn't be so wicked as to publicize his own scandal, right?

As far as his character is concerned, he might still regard that kind of incident as his glorious history, it is definitely possible, that pervert with bad character!If he wants to bring up the old things again, he can't avoid it no matter what!

Jiaxi lay on the bed heartbroken and thought about it, but couldn't think of a countermeasure for the aftermath.As soon as one voice proposes, another voice immediately opposes it.In the end, the mind was filled with the sound of two voices fighting, and it was chaos.

In the end, rubbing her aching head, Jia Xi could only come to the conclusion that she was such a useless man!He neither has the courage to face everything that happened, nor has the courage to admit that he is gay, nor does he have the mind to tolerate other people's views, nor does he have the wisdom to look past everything.So after living to be 30 years old, he is still so useless. He is neither sophisticated nor talented, but also cowardly and cowardly.

He was about to fall asleep in a daze, and was disturbed by the ringing of the phone again. He looked at his watch and it was past two o'clock.The dinner should be over, right?The call was from Senior Brother Chen Ke.Could it be that Xiao Junyi had already discovered that Li Jiaxi was Li Jia, so he specially asked his senior brother to call him over?In front of so many people, it would be embarrassing.

He picked up the phone in fear, but lowered his voice and asked calmly, "Brother, what's the matter?"

"Ah, Li Jiaxi, are you feeling better?"

"No, it's nothing. No... still uncomfortable." After instinctively answering, he immediately thought of the subtlety of the situation, and immediately changed his words and called it sick.

"Oh, if it doesn't work, you should go to the hospital."

"Ah, I think I'll be fine after a day or two of rest." He breathed a sigh of relief and at the same time left room for his answer, paving the way for further absenteeism.

"Ah, it's a pity that you didn't come. The instructor is a good person, humorous, and very approachable, although he is dressed up..."

"Hehe, what a pity!" Jia Xi dumbly repeated the words of her senior brother, but Jun Yi's appearance in a floral shirt and fashionable shorts appeared in her mind. Could it be that he went to meet everyone in his traveling outfit?You are also a mentor after all, you should pay attention to the appearance of the city, okay?But with that person's thick skin, it is estimated that he will not care about the students' eyes at all, and maybe he will take pleasure in it!It is absolutely possible.It is that person's bad taste to swagger through the market in front of everyone's astonished eyes!

"Senior brother, what's the matter?" Jiaxi didn't want to talk about Junyi anymore, because she knew a lot about that man than her senior brother.

"Ah, by the way, the instructor said that there will be a meeting at ten o'clock tomorrow morning. He hopes that we can talk about our own project (project) and understand our progress. In addition, let us take a look at his project (project) and choose one that we feel comfortable with. According to the direction of interest, he will assign us new projects later.”

"Oh, it's a meeting." He muttered in frustration, and it seemed that he couldn't do anything if he wanted to avoid it. "Did he say how long everyone was going to talk?"

"He said he played by himself!"

Play by yourself, this is really like his character. "Okay, thank you brother for notifying me."

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☆, meet on a narrow road

After hanging up the phone, Jiaxi turned on the computer and called up her project.He really hasn't done much this year.After coming to Nanyang Technological University, I chose this tutor because I wanted to do something at the intersection of chemistry and biology.I was originally a biology student, but when I was looking for a job, I did chemical synthesis. I worked for four years and accumulated a lot of work experience, but I can’t say that it is multi-system, and I learned it by myself.And the biological aspect is almost forgotten, so I feel that I am half-baked in every aspect.I chose a project that combines chemistry and biology because I hope to integrate my previous experience with what I learned in college.But I didn't expect to learn anything.He is working on metal anti-cancer drugs. His former supervisor found him a co-supervisor (co-supervisor) in biology, but the two supervisors are basically very busy, and they can't see each other for ten and a half months. If you want to meet, you have to write an email to make an appointment in advance, and sometimes the tutor often ignores the email when it is sent.Jiaxi is the kind of person who is not sociable, so she basically has no communication with the two mentors.In chemistry, I tried to design more than a dozen compounds, but because the biological side is not my own laboratory, and I don’t know how to operate aseptically, it’s impossible to start without someone bringing it, so the biological activity test has been dragging on. The co-supervisor is just a name, but actually does not help Jiaxi.Jiaxi had communicated with her mentor many times, hoping that he could urge the other party to arrange for a senior to lead her to do it, but the mentor never kept her promise.

If there is no biological activity result, these things made by oneself are useless at all, right?Jiaxi sighed helplessly.After all, I am not the kind of very creative person, so it is still too difficult to think about the project by myself.Call out all the data of the previous chemical part, open it and do PPT.Although there is not much content, but I feel restless, and my mind is distracted while doing it.From time to time, Xiao Junyi's expressive face popped up on the screen, smiling, helpless, leisurely, bitter, happy, tricky, funny, pretending to be good, and so on.Jiaxi couldn't help sighing, it's only seven days, it's just a moment in the 30 years I've lived, yet it left such a deep impression that I can't even forget it.

Putting his hand on his forehead, closing his eyes and taking a rest, the soft and provocative voice suddenly popped out in his mind, "Jia, I want to hug you!" I thought I didn't remember all the details of that night, but it turned out that it was just hidden in the depths of my memory. It's just a known corner.The scene that was originally infinitely sweet and warm, but now thinking about it, I feel terrible!I was such a shameless and unscrupulous person, Jun Yi must think so, right?After being teased a little by him, she lost her size, trembling in his arms, and jjj under his body.The look of tears streaming down his face, the look of fragility and helplessness, all fell into his keen eyes.

After tossing and tossing until after seven o'clock, I finally finished the ppt.But the official language here is English, both class and report are in English, although Jun Yi is Chinese, he will definitely use English in meetings, and my spoken English is really bad, so there is no problem listening, it is my turn Speaking, a simple sentence also takes a lot of effort.I had no choice but to write down the speech and memorize it by heart.For the first time, there was no way to catch him.

"As a student, you are stupid enough. If you are really my student, I will give you a hard push!" Once again, a handsome and wicked smile flashed in front of his eyes!

As if wanting to drive away the disgusting phantom, Jiaxi waved the draft in her hand in disgust, and recited it all over again.

I'm so hungry I don't feel it anymore.I dug out a bag of instant noodles from the cabinet and cooked them, and continued to prepare for tomorrow's presentation (speech), and took a look at the reaction mechanism by the way, in case he asked a sudden question.Judging by the bad character of that person, there is a possibility of improvisation.There is also the possibility of making things difficult for the new students!I don't want to be a victim.

I studied until twelve o’clock before I fell asleep, but in the middle of the night I felt hot all over, woke up from the cold, turned off the air conditioner, put on the quilt, tossed and turned until dawn, and found that I was actually sick.He who never turned on the air conditioner to sleep, was so irritable last night that he caught a cold in the end.Sneezing, Jiaxi got up, thinking that this was good, so that he couldn't blame himself for being absent yesterday.

Jiaxi walked into the conference room with the mood of putting everything to death and reviving, and turned a deaf ear to the compliments from the girls around him.He has already reached this point, and he can only hold the boat to the bridge and wait and see the change. Because his body is feverish, hot and cold, it also limits the development of his mind, and it is difficult to think about it like a powerful and unconstrained style.There are eight people in the lab, so sitting in a corner without being noticed is out of the question.

"Don't look at me, don't look at me, don't look at me!" Hearing the footsteps of sandals dragging on the ground, Jiaxi lowered her head and prayed as if chanting a spell. At this time, he really hoped that he had special powers , know invisibility or something.

"Good morning (good morning!)" Jiaxi heard the familiar gentle voice greet in English, and the tone was relaxed and casual, "Well, who was absent from yesterday's diner? Self-introdouce first, please. (Well, I didn't arrive for dinner yesterday Classmates, let me introduce myself first?)”

Jia Xi slowly raised her head, and her eyes met like this. Although she was prepared, she couldn't help being stunned when she saw the other party's smile froze on her face.It's still the same face, but it looks very academic just because of a pair of rimless glasses. It gives people a completely different feeling, rigorous and elegant, and full of talent. If I hadn't read his name earlier, maybe he would really know Think it's someone different, at least his twin brother.Looking further down, people are surprised, the clothes are still the same fancy, short sleeves decorated with red petals, paired with dark green shorts, it's really spring!The contrast effect created by this outfit and that pair of glasses can definitely double the rate of turning heads!

How could such a half-assed person be a teacher?Jiaxi once again thought about this issue beyond her usual cognition, and in the end she could only accept the conclusion that academics have nothing to do with character and aesthetics!

"Let you introduce yourself!" The senior brother Chen Ke next to him elbowed Jiaxi, and Jiaxi recovered from her wild thoughts, and hurriedly stood up and said, "I'mLiJiaxi, from China, nowismyfirstyear. Li Jiaxi, from China, is in the first grade now.)" Jiaxi saw Jun Yi's face flashed an imperceptible smile when he heard his name.Is it laughing that I lied to him, or I have already realized that it is not my real name, and I have no time to distinguish it.Sitting down in a panic, Junyi has already started introducing himself, introducing himself to Jiaxi alone, "I'mXiaoJunyi, EnglishnameJohn, callmeJohnny. (My name is Xiao Junyi, English name is John, you can call me Johnny)" Junyi They quickly returned to normal, and after a few simple opening remarks, they began to let everyone talk about their projects in turn.

The author has something to say: I missed one before, messed up the order, and reposted, sorry

☆、Impression change