fall in love with a mentor

After getting off the boat, the bright sunshine of Singapore made people unable to open their eyes. He raised his head from between his fingers and looked at the clear sky. Jiaxi took a deep breath of the air with the smell of waves. At the very least, the pace of walking is much lighter.

In the end, he didn't know how he felt about that man named Xiao Junyi. Everything that happened that night seemed to be a repeat of nine years ago, without leaving any new traces in his heart.At the moment when his mind was confused, he regarded Junyi as the shadow of Mu, and relived the tenderness before parting nine years ago.But thanks to him, the story nine years ago finally ended that night, and Jiaxi felt that she had stepped out of the shadows and could live with another mood.

"Being with you is like a different person."

"Are you saying I brought you back to life?"

"Reborn a ghost, I'm not dead!"

"You will be reborn as a ghost after you die! But to put it another way, it's called reborn!"

"Bullshit!"

"So I let you find your true nature?"

Recalling the conversation at the beach that day, Jiaxi chewed on Junyi's words, "Have you found your true nature?" Maybe this is true.That man has a special ability, the ability to make people forget.Whether he is angry or happy, he will make people get carried away and completely get rid of all the shackles.So during the period of living on this island with Junyi, Jiaxi completely indulged herself and found a completely different self.Unfamiliar environment and unfamiliar faces have cut off all ties with the past. This is just a place outside the trajectory of life. It seems that there is no need to worry about anything, and you don’t need to care about anything. Be the most authentic self.

After returning to Singapore, Jiaxi rested at home for another day before coming to school.Although there is still nothing to do before the new professor arrives, it is still necessary to sort out the previous data, refresh the basic knowledge, and leave a good impression on the new tutor.As long as you find it yourself, there are always things you can't finish.Although I don't have much interest in academics, since I have chosen chemistry as my career, this is the foundation of my life.Although Jiaxi came to Singapore because of Mu, she didn't come to study with the mentality of soy sauce.I have been looking forward to it in my heart, after finishing the Phd, I can go to a higher level, but the previous tutor obviously severely discouraged such enthusiasm.After a long period of depression, I finally accepted the fact that phd is actually equivalent to soy sauce.I can only read as much as I can every day, and make some progress so that I can feel more at ease.

When I came to the office with my notebook in my arms, I passed by familiar people along the way, and I was not used to saying hello first.Growing up in the doting of his parents, as the only boy in the family, Jiaxi was carefully protected and raised, and all possible harmful factors were kept out of contact by his parents.The doting love of their parents has always been a cage for Jiaxi. They are ignorant and just act according to their instincts, and never consider Jiaxi's feelings.Until junior high school, when Jiaxi went to play at the home of a classmate who was farther away, her parents had to accompany her.At that time, he had already ignorantly understood the importance of independence to a boy, and his parents would only embarrass himself, but it was impossible to let his parents understand his thoughts anyway, so Jiaxi had no choice but to decline the invitations of all his classmates, and alienated him from then on. all the friends.He has been living alone for a long time. It was not until he left the sight of his parents in college that he began to find his friendship with difficulty. At that time, Mu was the first to break into his world.After half a year, Mu's departure threw him into the abyss of loneliness again.It’s not that Jia Xi is so difficult to get along with. He seems to have no airs and is willing to help others. He is not hesitant to reach out when others need help, but he never shares his thoughts with others, nor does he hang out with everyone The team went to eat.Therefore, it often appears to be alone, and it is difficult to get along with being misunderstood.

Already accustomed to such a quiet, self-centered life, Jiaxi doesn't want to change anything.Even if he has let go of the past, it doesn't mean he wants to change his character.

Sitting down at the desk on the farthest side, Jiaxi reached out and touched the desk, and it was covered with a thin layer of dust. She laughed at herself, even making soy sauce by herself seemed unqualified.

As soon as he turned on the computer, Chen Ke, the senior brother next to him, came over to say hello.Brother Chen Ke is a small Chinese, because they sit close to each other and are in the same laboratory, Jia Xi is still familiar with him.Senior brother Chen Ke seemed to understand that his unintentional indifference was just shyness in communicating with others, so he would take the initiative to talk to Jiaxi every time.For the few Singaporeans in the laboratory, Jiaxi could hardly even pronounce her name.Although there is no language barrier, there is still a tacit understanding in the laboratory. People from the two nationalities each occupy half of the laboratory.

"Li Jiaxi, the new tutor invited us to dinner at noon today, did you see the email?" Chen Ke said.

"Huh? Not yet." Jiaxi was taken aback. She originally said she would only come next month, but she didn't expect to arrive at the end of the month.Said hastily turned on the computer.He seldom logs in to the school mailbox, just because the former professors basically let them go. There will not be an email for several months, and Jiaxi gradually slacks up and doesn't bother to log in every day.

"Hey, come and take a look! You're so handsome!" Before Jiaxi could call out the email, the senior sisters in front suddenly let out exaggerated screams.

"What's wrong?" Senior Brother Chen Ke asked.

"Come and take a look, our new boss is so handsome." Senior sister Zhang Na turned her head with a star-eyed nympho expression and waved.

"Really? Are your eyesight okay?" Although Senior Brother Chen Ke expressed doubts about the eyesight of the girls, he leaned over and said, "You uploaded the information to the school's website so quickly?"

Jia Xi had nothing to do with those nympho beauties, but since she is a new boss, it's better to get acquainted.Walking forward, his eyes fell from the gap between the people to the computer screen, and he was stunned for an instant.Xiao Junyi's handsome face was smiling at him through the computer screen, his golden curly long hair looked so dazzling, and the rimless glasses filtered out the original wildness in his eyes, leaving only wisdom, rigor and talent.

God!You won't play this kind of joke with me, will you?Jiaxi felt the darkness before her eyes, that man could be her mentor?Got it wrong?That man looks like he is only 27 or [-] years old, and he also looks so ignorant, he often makes some silly jokes brazenly, and looking at the colorful clothes, no matter how you look at it, he is a boring person The playboy of the game life, how could he get along with such a rigorous science as chemistry!God, please forgive me!Although I am also an art lover, I am confident and have some imagination, but even if I think about it, I can't think that that person is a chemistry tutor!

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