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Combining with ceramics, Ge Rui's mood improved and his illness healed faster.

These days, what he looks forward to most every day is the dawn, and he begins to look forward to noon at dawn, because ceramics can be seen at noon.Even if they just watch TV together to pass the time, they don't feel bored. As long as he is by his side and within his field of vision, he feels at ease.

As soon as Tao Tao went back and he was the only one left at home, he began to feel extremely irritable uncontrollably.

Because Tao Tao is as gentle and careful as before, but now he treats Ge Rui more like a child who has made a mistake. This kind of tenderness and care does not come from love, but from the tolerance and kindness in his kind nature , from the deepest part of his heart that has not had time to take back the remaining feelings.

The relationship between him and ceramics can no longer return to the original natural intimacy. Everything that happened once separated them at both ends like a deep ditch, which could not be crossed or crossed. There was always a faint feeling between them. An insoluble gap.

Ge Rui tried very hard to get close to ceramics, but he died down as soon as he showed an uncomfortable expression. He was more afraid of ceramics' resentment and disgust than alienation, so he tried hard to change the status quo, but he was powerless.

A week later, his illness was almost healed. One day, while having lunch together, Ceramics suddenly said, "I won't be able to come from tomorrow."

Ge Rui's hand holding the bowl and chopsticks froze, "Why?"

"The restaurant is quite far from here, and I'm busy with work." Ceramics said lightly.

Ge Rui suddenly lost his appetite, and his expression became a little depressed, but he quickly adjusted and said: "I didn't think so much, you have worked hard these days, so don't come here tomorrow. "

Ceramics is a little surprised.

The long distance and busy work were actually his excuses.He also found that the atmosphere between the two of them had always been very tense. Seeing Ge Rui struggling to find a topic every day, he was tired, and he was also tired.Going on like this is not an option, so he wants to temporarily reduce the number of meetings with Ge Rui, so that they can calm down and relax.

I thought that Ge Rui would be a little unhappy, but I didn't expect him to accept it so readily, and ceramics felt a little inexplicably disappointed.

At eleven o'clock the next morning, when ceramics were preparing to wash rice for cooking, someone rang the doorbell of his house. He went to open the door and saw Ge Rui outside the door. Only then did he realize how unnecessary his loss yesterday was.

"Can I come and eat?" Ge Rui stood at the door, looking at him expectantly with bright eyes.

Okay, if the mountain doesn't come over, I'll go there, right?

Ceramic had a headache and was a little happy, but his face was calm, "Come in."

Ceramics went back to live in his own house, and Ge Rui would go there for a meal almost every day, just like going to Youxi Restaurant back then.

One day, Ceramic couldn't help asking him, "Are you not busy with work?"

Ge Rui took a sip of the delicious crucian carp soup and replied, "It's okay."

After dinner, he took the initiative to wash the dishes, and when Ceramics was clearing the dining table, he heard him talking on the phone in a low voice, "Okay, Miss Jully, I know I made a mistake, don't worry, stop shouting, be careful and get forehead wrinkles... It's not that I'm absent from work for no reason, it's just that I'm not feeling well again... You don't believe that I will show you the doctor's certificate tomorrow..."

Another night, due to the good business of the restaurant, he was late for an hour to get off work. Ceramics was thinking about Ge Rui, so he hurried back and saw no one at the door. Less than 2 minutes after turning on the lights, Ge Rui knocked on the door.

Ceramics asked in surprise: "When did you come here?"

"I just came here." Ge Rui sneezed two or three times after finishing speaking.

Tao Tao touched his coat, which was cold with the night dew.

"When did you come here?" Ceramics subconsciously raised the volume and asked again.

Ge Rui rubbed his nose before telling the truth, "One and a half hours..."

He came here when ceramics were off work.

Ceramics asked again: "Why don't you call me?

Ge Rui looked away and replied after a while: "I'm afraid you will find me annoying."

Ceramic looked at him with complicated emotions, "Come in."

After changing his slippers, Ge Rui saw his haggard face and asked softly, "Are you tired today?"

Ceramics nodded.

"Why don't I cook today?" Ge Rui said.

"You know how to cook?" Ceramics asked suspiciously, he knew that Ge Rui never went to the kitchen, not to mention cooking, he probably didn't even know how to wash rice.

Ge Rui smiled, "Sit down and watch TV and wait to eat."

Half an hour later, he used the ingredients in the ceramics refrigerator to cook three dishes, green pepper twice-cooked pork, boiled green vegetables and hibiscus eggs.The dishes are not very attractive, the twice-cooked pork is still a bit burnt, but the taste is okay, especially the egg with egg, which is steamed tender and smooth, and the salt is just right.

Ceramic was so hungry that he ate two big bowls of rice in one go.

After eating, Ge Rui took the initiative to wash the dishes again.

When he came out of the kitchen, ceramics asked him, "When did you learn to cook?"

"One day, I wanted to eat your cooking. I cooked it myself, but I almost burned the kitchen. Later, I learned the few dishes you often cook from Auntie Clock..." Ge Rui lowered his head and took a tissue. Wiping his wet hands, "Cooking looks simple, but you only know how difficult it is when you cook it yourself. The heat and seasoning must be controlled just right. When to add salt, when to add water and broth, and when to serve... …I failed many times before I made a slightly edible dish. At that time, I felt a sense of accomplishment, and I thought that it would be great if I could make it for you one day..."

Ceramic stared at him blankly, and couldn't help asking: "Ge Rui, why do you like me?"

This is the question that has been bothering him.

If he didn't get a clear answer from Ge Rui himself, he would never be able to truly believe in the affection and love he showed, and he would never be able to face and accept it with a calm and happy mood.

Ge Rui's expression was blank for a moment, "To be honest, I don't know either."

Ceramic was a little disappointed, but he quickly hid it away.

After that, the two watched TV together as usual.

Maybe because he was too tired and the TV show was too hypnotic, Ceramic watched and fell asleep without knowing it, and woke up to find his head resting on Ge Rui's shoulder, and the clock on the wall showed that the time had passed two hours.In other words, in order to allow him to sleep peacefully and comfortably, Ge Rui sat without moving for two hours.

Ceramic's eyes flickered, and when he wanted to say something, Ge Rui spoke first, jumped up from the sofa and said, "If you have anything to say, I'll talk about it later, I'll go to the bathroom first..."

After a while, the sound of the toilet flushing came from the bathroom, and ceramics were a little dumbfounded.

On April [-]th, it was Ceramic's birthday again, but Ge Rui was going to hold a concert in another city, because it was a date scheduled years ago, and the tickets were sold out, so it was impossible to temporarily cancel the concert for Ceramic's birthday .

Ge Rui was very depressed that he could not celebrate his birthday.

Ceramics in turn comforted him, "I'm so old, I don't care about birthdays, and Yingxi and Lu Wei are celebrating for me, so you don't have to worry that I will spend my birthday pitifully alone."

"Next year, the year after... every year after that, I will definitely spend with you." Ge Rui vowed.

Ceramics smiled and said nothing.

The future is too far away, he doesn't want to think about it.

In the evening, Luo Yingxi specially closed the door of the restaurant to celebrate Ceramics' birthday, and carefully arranged the restaurant like a bar, so that the friends and colleagues invited by Ceramics had a good time.

Luo Yingxi asked ceramics cautiously, "Are you reconciled with Ge Rui?"

Ceramics nodded.

"Are you... feel happy now?" Luo Yingxi asked with some uncertainty. When Ge Rui changed his mind and almost everyone persuaded Ceramic to give Ge Rui another chance, that irritable and gloomy Ceramic left a deep impression on her. Psychological shadow, she doesn't want to see him like that again.

Ceramics smiled, "Very good."

"That's good." Luo Yingxi breathed a sigh of relief, then clenched her fists and said, "Although Ge Rui is my male god, if he dares to mess up again, I'm sorry for you, I will definitely chop him up!"

At about 10:30, when ceramics and Luo Yingxi were having a great time playing little bees, Lu Wei, who sang drool-worthy songs with a microphone all night, suddenly called ceramics to the lounge and handed ceramics her mobile phone. He hummed and said, "That fellow Ge Rui begged me and Chang Yu to show you, saying that it was his birthday present for you."

Looking at Ceramics, it turned out that it was the live video of Ge Rui's concert transmitted by Chang Yu using the chat software on his mobile phone.

In the first half of the concert, Ge Rui sang all the hit songs from his previous albums. In the second half, when ceramics watched the video, he sang all the songs from the latest album. In every song, he stared intently at the direction of the camera, and sang extremely earnestly and tenderly.

In the end, amidst a deafening encore sound, he returned in a handsome white casual suit. Contrary to everyone's expectations, he didn't sing any song from any of his albums, but the most popular song "" Happy Birthday" was sung five times in Chinese, Cantonese, English, Japanese, and French.

Immediately after the video ended, Ceramics received a text message from Ge Rui, probably sent immediately after he left the stage.

【Happy birthday, my dearest...】

Ceramic looked at it, the corners of his mouth raised unconsciously.

Lu Wei, who was watching the whole process, exaggeratedly rubbed his arms and said, "It's so gross, I've got goosebumps..."

Ceramics couldn't help retorting, "A person who proposes in public at her boyfriend's birthday party has no right to call others nasty."

"..."

Returning home early in the morning, ceramics thought that Ge Rui would call, but he waited for a long time but didn't get one.

At seven o'clock the next morning, when he was going to go to work, he was shocked to find that Ge Rui's car was just downstairs of his house. He woke up rubbing his eyes at the door of the car the next time, and pressed the switch of the car lock button to open the door.

Ceramics got into the car and saw that his face was pale, and the dark circles and bags under his eyes were particularly serious.You can guess without asking, he rushed back as soon as the concert was over, and arrived downstairs at his house at three or four in the morning, afraid of disturbing his sleep, so he didn't go upstairs to knock on the door, and he didn't call, just waited until now.

Seeing his ghostly appearance, Tao Tao couldn't help but get angry, "Have you had a concert all night, don't you feel tired enough, what are you doing running back in the middle of the night?!"

Ge Rui looked at him and said softly: "I just want to say 'Happy Birthday' to you..."

After singing all night and exhaustion, his voice was already hoarse. Ceramics didn't feel moved at all, but became even angrier, "Okay, you're done talking, go back to sleep."

"I still have something to say..." Ge Rui said quietly, "You asked me why I like you that day, and I've been thinking about this question these days... I've thought it through, now, let me tell you the answer."

Ceramics suddenly fell silent.

"I like you because you have bright eyes, because you cook a lot of delicious things, because you always wait for me to come home at night, because your hair and heart are soft, because you are honest and kind." Kindness, because you gave me the warmth of my family, because your company and existence gave me the courage and strength to live a good life..." Ge Rui said slowly and seriously, "I used to think that this kind of feeling was just a habit. , just pure liking, until you leave, I don't know how important you are to me, and seeing you close to others, I don't know how much I don't want to lose you...Ceramic, I like you, I love you ...Because you are ceramics, unique ceramics in this world..."

Tao Tao turned her eyes away and looked out the window, feeling like crying, but asked awkwardly, "When did you learn to speak so many sweet words?"

Ge Rui hugged him into his arms, stroked his black and soft hair, and said, "I will tell you alone."

The two hugged each other quietly for a while, and the long-lost tenderness flowed in the carriage.

Ge Rui suddenly asked in a muffled voice, "Can I kiss you?"

Ceramic looked at him, saw the suppressed longing in his eyes, nodded hesitantly, and then closed his eyes.

However, he actually still resisted kissing Ge Rui.

Ge Rui leaned over, pressed his neck with one hand, and caressed his right cheek with the other hand. When his lips were about to touch the ceramic, he saw that the eyelashes of the ceramic were trembling. His arms were also held tightly by his two hands, he paused for a while, sighed softly in his heart, finally lifted his chin, and temporarily changed the position of the kiss.