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Stomach problems caused extreme weakness and the rain almost turned into pneumonia. Ge Rui became seriously ill and was in a coma in the hospital for a day and a night. He woke up in a daze the next morning.

The rain outside the window has stopped and the sun is shining brightly.The ward was warm and golden, and the dazzling floating light passed over the ceramic head and face guarding the bed. He closed his eyes and fell into a shallow sleep tiredly.

Ge Rui moved the hand holding him, and he woke up with a start.

Ge Rui's mind was dizzy, and his sanity was not clear, but he subconsciously grasped Ceramic's hand that was about to be pulled from his palm, looked at him with misty eyes and asked, "You...are Ceramic?"

"Yes."

"Am I dreaming?"

"……no."

Ge Rui was still in a daze, and he grinned for a while, thinking of why the smile disappeared so quickly, he looked at Ceramic and asked nervously, "Aren't you leaving?"

Ceramic sighed in his heart, "I'm not leaving."

Ge Rui frowned, "Aren't you lying to me?"

"No."

"I woke up, are you still there?"

"exist……"

"you promise?"

"I promise."

"No, you have to swear..." Ge Rui acted like a child.

Ceramics had never seen him like this before, so he coaxed helplessly: "Okay, I swear."

Only then did Ge Rui feel relieved and fell asleep again.

In the evening, when he finally fully woke up, the ward was still covered with golden warm sunlight, but the person beside the bed was gone, and the room was empty, with no one there.

He sat up from the bed, covering his face with his hands in frustration.

Are you dreaming again?

With the sound of the toilet flushing, the door of the bathroom in the ward suddenly opened.

Ge Rui stared blankly at Ceramic, wiped the water off his hands with a paper towel, and came out from inside.

"Are you awake?" Tao Tao walked over, stretched out his right hand to touch his head, then touched his own, and said to himself, "It doesn't seem to be hot..."

His hands were still a little wet, with a touch of coolness, touching Ge Rui's skin, which made him feel very comfortable when he was weak. It was this coolness that made him sure that the person in front of him was real.

Ge Rui was still staring at him blankly.

"What's wrong?" Ceramic asked.

Ge Rui didn't answer, and quietly turned around and lay with his back facing him, his shoulders trembling slightly.

Seeing her like this, and remembering how he fell asleep in the ambulance last night and kept crying, Ceramic's heart became sore again.

The scene was a bit embarrassing, he didn't know what to say, so he said, "I'll call the doctor..."

"Don't go..." Ge Rui suddenly sat up from the bed, pulled him to sit on the edge of the bed, hugged him from behind, put his chin on his shoulder and neck, and locked him firmly in his arms, "You I swore I would not leave!"

It turned out that I was not sleepy, remember what happened last night?

Tao Tao: "I just went to call the doctor..."

"Don't go! You can't leave my sight!" Ge Rui said domineeringly.

Ceramics was angry and funny, "Can you be reasonable."

"I don't care! You swore it!" Goree said, and suddenly coughed heavily.

Ceramics can't help it, "Okay, okay, I won't leave, don't get excited."

Under his comfort and self-restraint, Ge Rui's emotions gradually calmed down, but his arms around Ceramic were like iron hoops, and he refused to let go no matter what.

Ceramic had no choice but to relax her body and let him hold her.

Neither of them spoke, only heard each other's breathing and heartbeat.

After a long time, until Ceramic was a little sleepy, Ge Rui buried his face on his back and said in a muffled voice, "Thank you, Ceramic, thank you..."

Ceramics have mixed flavors, but they still don't speak.

Ge Rui slowly and gently pressed a kiss on his neck, which was exposed in the air.

Ceramic's body shook.

Although he had already made a decision to give Ge Rui another chance, but they had been separated for nearly a year, and they had been estranged for too long. For Ge Rui's sudden intimacy, he inevitably felt a little awkward and resisted.

Fortunately, Ge Rui didn't do anything else, but still hugged him.

At this moment, his stomach growled, the sound was so loud that it made people stunned.Ge Rui has never been so unimpressive in front of ceramics, embarrassed and ashamed.

Ceramic couldn't help laughing, "You haven't eaten all day, I'll go out and buy you something to eat."

"No, just order takeaway." Ge Rui said stubbornly.

Ceramics convinced him, "It's up to you."

It wasn't until the doctors and nurses came in that Ge Rui reluctantly let go of his arms holding Ceramic.

When the doctor examined him and the nurse gave him an injection, his eyes kept staring at Ceramic without blinking, as if he was afraid that if he didn't pay attention, he would run away.

Ceramics are both funny and sad.

The doctor said that Ge Rui was fine, but it was better to stay in the hospital for a few more days to recuperate his body, but Ge Rui refused to be hospitalized any more and insisted on going home.

Ceramics asked: "Is it uncomfortable to live in the hospital?"

"No." Ge Rui looked at him heavily and said, "There are too many people in the hospital, so I can't hug you casually."

"..."

Tao Tao thought that Ge Rui was going back to his villa in the middle of the mountain, but he asked the taxi driver to drive the car to his apartment in the north of the city."That villa gave you bad memories and I'm going to sell it," he said.

Ceramic looked away from the window, not knowing what to say.

Back at Ge Rui’s apartment, ceramics cooked porridge for him. It was already past eight o’clock, and it was pitch black outside. He was about to say goodbye to Ge Rui, but Ge Rui took his hand, although he didn’t tell him not to leave. After saying those three words, his reluctant expression fully expressed his inner begging.

Ceramics pretended not to see it and insisted on going back to her home.

Ge Rui was afraid that he would be disgusted, so he didn't dare to force him anymore, picked up the car key and said, "I'll see you off."

"No, I'll take a taxi and go back by myself. You should have a good rest," Tao Tao said.

"it is good……"

The doctor explained that Ge Rui can only eat some liquid food to nourish his stomach these days. The next day, Ge Rui used this reason to call Ceramics early in the morning and said pitifully that he had finished his porridge and wanted to eat his porridge.

Tao Tao was too lazy to expose his pathetic behavior, and said: "I have to go to work today, and I don't have time to go to your house. I cooked it in the restaurant and asked the delivery boy to deliver it to you."

In fact, he wanted to think about how he and Ge Rui would get along in the future, and he didn't want to meet Ge Rui very much recently.

Ge Rui sensitively guessed his thoughts from his slightly cold tone. After waking up, the ecstasy of regaining his lost gradually cooled down. He calmed down for a while, and said: "Ceramic, I know you need time, I will wait for you .If during this period, you go back on your word and don't want to be with me anymore, I will respect your choice... But if you think it over clearly and are willing to give me another chance, I will definitely not let you regret it..."

"Okay, I'll think about it."

After almost a week, Tao went to see him at Ge Rui’s house again. Ge Rui was very happy, but he also had self-knowledge. Tao Tao’s concern at this time did not mean anything. It will take a long time and unremitting efforts for him to accept himself again sincerely.

After eating the sweet potato porridge cooked in ceramics, he seemed to be in a good mood. Ge Rui asked him to stay for an afternoon rest, and after waking up, he made dinner for him before going back. He said with great expectation: "I want to eat your cooking tonight." Noodles."

Ceramics opened their mouths to refuse.

Today is different from the past, even if he is not staying overnight at Gorey's house, but just taking a lunch break, he still feels uncomfortable.

"Don't worry, I... You finally gave me another chance, I won't do anything to you." Ge Rui whispered, "Even if I have a wicked heart, I don't have that courage. I have that courage now. I don't even have the stamina..."

His appearance was so funny that Ceramic couldn't help but burst out laughing.

Ge Rui also laughed.

The atmosphere was finally a little less awkward.

Ceramics stayed in the end.

He slept in the guest room, and Ge Rui slept in the master bedroom. Originally, Ge Rui wanted him to sleep in the master bedroom and went to the guest room by himself, but ceramics didn't want him, so he gave up.

The bedding in the guest room that hasn't been used for a long time has a smell, and the bed is a little too soft. In addition, too many things have happened recently. Although Ceramic is very tired and sleepy, he tosses and turns and cannot sleep.

After tossing for about half an hour, he suddenly heard slight footsteps outside, his body froze, and he quickly closed his eyes.

The door was unlocked, Ge Rui turned the handle and walked in.

Tao Tao closed his eyes and slowed down his breathing, pretending to be asleep, his senses became extremely sharp, and he clearly felt that Ge Rui was standing by the bed and was always looking at him.

Then, he bent down and gently stroked his face, his eyebrows, eyebrows, then nose, lips and chin, as if confirming that he was real through such touching and touching.

I don't know how long it took before he gently closed the door and left.

Hearing the sound of footsteps in the distance, Ceramics opened his eyes and stared blankly at the ceiling.

If it is said that the moment Ge Rui fell ill, he promised him not to leave, but decided to give him another chance only because of his heartache and soft heart.Then, at this moment, when he really felt Ge Rui's careful attention to him, he really decided to try to forgive him and start anew with him.