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Ceramics didn't know how he got home.

He finally took a day off. He originally planned to go out to have a delicious dinner with Ge Rui, and then go to the movies together. They haven't dated for a long time, and they haven't made love for more than a week. He even went to the dance studio. On the way to the supermarket to buy a TT.

Recalling the extremely shy self looking around at the supermarket and those peachy fantasies and longings, Ceramics felt like a cold joke. When he passed a trash can, he threw all the things he bought in the supermarket into it.

When he got home, he lay on the sofa in the living room, didn't even eat dinner, his head was blank, he couldn't sleep, and he didn't want to move, he just lay there until after nine o'clock in the evening.

At ten o'clock, Goree came back.

Ceramics sat up from the sofa, pretended to rub his eyes, and hadn't figured out what attitude to use to face Ge Rui. Whether to pretend that nothing happened or to ask him what happened to Pu Yanyao, Ge Rui spoke to him .

He stood in front of him, looked at him with a guilty expression and said, "I'm sorry, Tao, let's break up."

Ceramics suddenly opened his eyes wide, and asked incredulously, "What did you say?"

"Let's break up." Ge Rui repeated, with clear words.

Ceramic could no longer pretend not to hear him clearly.He heard clearly, but he didn't understand Ge Rui's meaning at all.

what did he say?

separate?

Ge Rui's face in front of him suddenly became extremely strange, ceramics looked at him blankly, like someone he had never known before.

After a while, Ceramics came back to his senses a little. He didn't look at Ge Rui again, but stared blankly at the new coffee table he and Ge Rui went to the mall to buy last month, and asked in an erratic voice, "Why?"

His mind was in chaos, and his heart kept falling, straight into the bottomless abyss.

Ge Rui's voice came to his ears vaguely through a layer of glass, and he said, "I don't want to lie to you, I got back together with Pu Yanyao."

"Didn't you say that the two of you are over? Didn't you say that there is no possibility of you getting back together..." Tao Tao murmured, his expression still blank.

"I once let him down on me, I thought there was no chance for us, and I didn't expect him to want to start over with me..."

Ceramic raised his head abruptly, staring at Ge Rui's eyes without blinking.

Ge Rui couldn't meet his gaze, "I know I've treated you too much, I..."

"You also know that you are too much?!" Ceramic Ceramic's tears finally couldn't help falling down, and he roared out of control, "He wants to start again, so you start again with him?! Ge Rui , What do you think of me?! Are you pity me when you are with me, or do you treat me as a pastime when you are bored?! Now the Lord wants to come back to you, the game between us is over, I should give way obediently ,Yeah?!"

Seeing his chest rising and falling, Ge Rui was having difficulty breathing, so he quickly took out a few pieces of paper and handed them to him, persuading him, "Don't be so excited..."

Ceramics slapped his hands away angrily.

There was a crisp sound, both of them were a little stunned, and looked at Ge Rui's hand at the same time, the back of his hand was red from the beating of ceramics.

Ceramic sadly finds that she still feels distressed at this moment.

While the two were facing each other in silence, someone came in from the garden, leaned lazily by the gate and said to Ge Rui, "Isn't it alright?"

Pu, Yan, Yao...

Ceramic looked over with a deadpan face, and saw a suitcase at his feet.

Ceramics turned back slowly, looking at Ge Rui.

Ge Rui looked away, and said softly, "I'm sorry."

sorry……

He has said these three words before, but Ceramics has only fully realized the powerful lethality of these three words today.It was more powerful than any weapon, and it hit his heart quickly and accurately, knocking him down in an instant.

All the sweetness in the past and the bit of self-confidence that was cultivated with great difficulty, because of these three words, were all shattered.

As for Pu Yanyao, he is even more powerful, without saying a single word, he has already humiliated him into the dust.

Ceramics thought mockingly, if the trouble continued, he would really be a joke.

He quickly rushed up to the second floor, and quickly packed the clothes and some personal items he brought over. It was a small luggage bag when he came, and it was the same when he left.

It's just that the mood is very different.

He didn't want to stay for a second in this villa that once brought him so much joy but now made him almost breathless.

When passing by Ge Rui, Ge Rui suddenly reached out and grabbed his wrist.

"Ceramics..." He whispered his name with a sigh.

Ceramic's eyelashes trembled slightly, and the fist clutching the luggage bag was unconsciously clenched.

He held his breath, tensed all over, but only waited for Ge Rui to say, "It's hard to get a taxi at night, I'll see you off."

Ceramics broke away from his hand in despair, "No need."

When he went out, he glanced at Pu Yanyao. Pu Yanyao's expression was indifferent, with a touch of pity in his eyes.

Such an expression made Ceramic even more embarrassed.

He almost ran out of Ge Rui's house at the speed of a [-]-meter sprint.

He was running like a lunatic along the side of the flower bed in Mid-Levels Drive with his luggage bag.It wasn't until he ran down the hill that he slowed down, dragging his heavy legs like lead, and walked forward blankly.

It was already past ten o'clock in the evening, and the surroundings were pitch black, with no vehicles or pedestrians, only the dim yellow street lights to accompany him.

When he came out, he didn't change his clothes or shoes. He was only wearing a thin coat and cotton slippers on his feet. He walked on the empty road, feeling unspeakably miserable.

The cold and dry night wind blew on his face, and his tear-stained cheeks felt hot and painful.

Ge Rui was still tender and affectionate to him half a month ago, why did he propose to break up without warning in the blink of an eye?

Is all this a dream?Ceramics asked himself.

Another voice replied coldly, no, this is not a dream, he really doesn't want you anymore.

He doesn't want you anymore.

He doesn't want you anymore-

Thinking back to this sentence in his mind, Ceramic's chest felt as if it was about to explode. He crouched on the side of the road emotionally, wrapped his arms around his knees, buried his face in his arms, and cried loudly.

He is sure that Ge Rui likes him, and he is trying to make him like him more and fall in love with him slowly.

They have always been so good, so sweet.

Even if Ge Rui would tire of him one day, he thought that would be in the future.

He thought they had a long way to go.

However, Ge Rui declared "gameover" to him so quickly, and he refused to give him even a little room to buffer his acceptance. He simply killed him with a neat move, making him completely give up.

He is so ruthless.

As expected, he was just like what Lu Wei said, when they are together, they can pamper them in every way, but once they are separated, they will turn their faces and be ruthless.

Chang Yu said that ceramics are special to Ge Rui, but he was wrong.

Only Pu Yanyao is special.

Ceramics didn't know how long she had been crying. After a few thunderclaps, it suddenly rained.

The bean-sized raindrops fell on his face and body, causing him some pain, but how could this pain compare to the pain in his heart.

Thinking of the dream he had repeated twice, he felt extremely ironic.

Are dreams really the other way around?

It rained harder and harder.

God, are you crying for my ridiculous love too?

ended.

It's all over...

Ge Rui stood by the floor-to-ceiling window, looking out the window at the torrential rain, while talking on the phone with Zheng Yiwei, "Did you see him?"

Not knowing what the other party said, Ge Rui began to pace irritably, "I'm sorry to disturb Zheng Tianwang's rest time, but who told you that your house is the closest to mine, even if I owe you once, you should find him quickly..."

After hanging up the phone, Ge Rui continued to stare out the window in a daze.

Pu Yanyao changed into pajamas, walked up to him with a cup of hot tea, and said with a sneer, "Everyone is gone, why pretend to be a lover."

Ge Rui turned his head and looked at him, "Is it interesting for you to come here and torture him like this?"

"It's so interesting." Pu Yanyao took a sip of tea, "I don't seem to be the only one tormenting him."

"What exactly do you want?" Ge Rui frowned slightly.

"I want to start over with you." Pu Yanyao smiled, "What, you regret it? Don't you want to see me?"

Ge Rui looked at his face with a complicated expression, and closed his eyes tiredly, "It's getting late, go to sleep."