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Ceramic sat in the living room and waited for an hour, Ge Rui finally came back.

Seeing him sitting in the living room, he asked in surprise, "Why are you up?"

Ceramics did not let go of every trace of expression on his face.

I don't know if Ge Rui's acting skills are too good or his psychological quality is excellent, but there is no look of guilty conscience on his face.

If ceramics hadn't made such a phone call, he would really have thought that he was just going out for an ordinary trip, and he would never have thought about meeting his ex-boyfriend.

"Where have you been?" Tao Tao hugged the pillow, trying to make her tone calm and natural.

Ge Rui poured himself a glass of water, "Pu Yanyao encountered a little trouble, call me, and I will help him deal with it."

"What's the trouble?"

"It's his privacy, it's not convenient for me to tell you." Ge Rui touched his face and said with a smile, "I didn't do anything to apologize to you, don't make such an expression."

"What's wrong with me?" Ceramic bit her lip.

"I'm about to cry..."

"I do not have!"

Ge Rui patted him on the shoulder, "Okay, okay, you didn't, good boy, it's getting late, go upstairs and sleep."

His coaxing tone and whitewashing made Ceramic feel frustrated again.

After going upstairs, the two hugged each other and lay on the bed. Tao Tao endured and endured, and couldn't help asking: "Why did he call you when he was in trouble?"

"I happened to know the person who troubled him, and he had nothing to do, so he called me." Ge Rui replied lightly.

"I called you, you know?"

Ge Rui was stunned for a moment, and soon returned to the expression of entering the arena, "Yes, I saw the caller ID."

"Why didn't you call me back, do you know how worried I am about you?" Ceramic complained a little aggrieved.

Ge Rui grabbed his hand and kissed the back of his hand, "I'm sorry, I thought I'd go home soon, so I didn't call you back, next time I will definitely call back as soon as possible."

Ceramic looked into his eyes and was silent for a while, then asked again: "How long have you been with him?"

"Almost a year."

"You like him very much?"

Ge Rui rubbed the space between his brows wearily, "It's over with him, and the past is long gone, let's not talk about it, okay?"

Ceramics didn't speak anymore.

The warmth before Ge Rui left was gone, Ge Rui obviously returned to his pillow, he was still in his arms, but suddenly there was a feeling that the world was far away.He was not in the mood to share with Goree that dream he had repeated twice.

After Qi Luo drugged the ceramics, Ge Rui said very harsh words to Qi Luo, even Cheng Jingyuan was angered by him, and he didn't go to his shop for more than half a year.Lu Wei once said that Ge Rui is a ruthless person. When he is together, he can be very pampered. Once separated, he will be more ruthless than anyone else. It is definitely not something he will do to miss his old lover. Qi Luo's incident proves it his words.

It is also an ex-boyfriend, but Pu Yanyao can summon Ge Rui in the middle of the night with a phone call. His influence on Ge Rui can be seen to be extraordinary.

The uneasiness that ceramics has been trying to ignore swept over like a tidal wave, and he was afraid, so he tried his best to make Ge Rui unable to leave him.He shifted his focus from work back to Ge Rui, and prepared delicious food for him in different ways, wishing he could grow into a fat man overnight, so that no one would like him and rob him.All the requests he made of him in bed, no matter how shy he was, he would unreservedly cooperate with, and he wanted to please Goree and make him fall in love with him.

He tried his best to treat Ge Rui well, praying day and night that Ge Rui would not get tired of him.

He loved so humblely that sometimes he would feel tired when he dreamed back at midnight.

But he didn't dare to let go, he was afraid that if he was not careful, Ge Rui's heart would leave him.

Chang Yu noticed something wrong with him before Ge Rui.

Because ceramics were afraid that Ge Rui would feel that he was entangled tightly, ceramics did not call him when he did not go home in the middle of the night, but called Chang Yu and asked him about Ge Rui's whereabouts.

Once or twice, Chang Yu didn't take it seriously. The more times he saw the problem, he said, "Is there something wrong with you and Ge Rui recently? Didn't he report his itinerary to you?"

Of course Ge Rui would say hello, ceramics believed that he would not lie, but he couldn't help doubting, couldn't help checking, from Chang Yu's answers again and again, he was sure that Ge Rui did not lie to himself, he really went to work, went to socializing, not with Pu Yanyao.

"Brother Chang Yu, do you think I'm ridiculous?" He asked dejectedly.

Chang Yu sighed lightly, "Is something wrong?"

"No, I'm just upset..."

Chang Yu laughed twice, "It's normal to feel uneasy when you're with a heartthrob, but you have to learn to adjust your mood, you can't go on like this forever, it's not good for you or him."

"I tried to persuade myself that too, but... maybe the process of me and Ge Rui being together was too dramatic, and he is a high-ranking Uranus superstar, while I'm just an ordinary person who couldn't be more ordinary. The gap between us is heavenly. Big, no matter how you look at it, you are not a person of the same world... I am very happy that he likes me and is with me, but I don't know what he is looking for in me. Everything that happened this year is like The beautiful dream I conjured up by myself, if it is a dream, I will always wake up one day from the dream..."

"Does Goree make you feel insecure?"

"It's because I have no self-confidence. Sometimes I can feel that he likes me, but I don't think he is in love with me. Even if there is a little bit, it is definitely not one percent of my love for him. I always love him." I feel that one day he will tire of me and leave me... This feeling is even stronger after Pu Yanyao appeared..."

That feeling is like going back to the time when I was told that I had terminal liver cancer. I knew that I would die soon, but I didn’t know when it would be. I could only wait for that day in fear and despair, and wanted to give myself a good time. And reluctant to end like this.

"Brother Chang Yu, did Ge Rui love anyone before?"

What does he look like when he falls in love with someone? Is he as calm and cool as when he is with him?

Chang Yu didn't answer, but just sighed, "Ceramic, Ge Rui...no matter what happened before, it's all in the past. Be patient and give him more time. You have to believe that you treat him differently." of."

Two days later, Ceramics went to visit Ge Rui's dance studio without saying hello, but unexpectedly saw Pu Yanyao's figure from the crack of the closed door.Startled, he subconsciously hid behind the door.

Through a door, he clearly heard Pu Yanyao say coldly: "Let me tell you the truth, I want to use your connections to fight again in the entertainment industry. As a thank you, you can see me anytime, and we can be like the past." Same."

It took a while before Ge Rui's light voice came, "Can it really be the same as before? Do you still love me?"

His words were like a sharp sword, piercing Ceramic's chest in an instant, and he covered his mouth with a pale face.

Pu Yanyao continued coldly: "It doesn't matter if I love you or not, why don't we just start over?"

"I have ceramics..."

Pu Yanyao sneered mockingly, "What's so good about him, he's just a kid, I wonder why you are with him, do you really like him?"

Ceramics waited for a long time, but Ge Rui didn't speak.

He didn't listen any more, and left quietly with red eyes.