Ecstasy Lyrics

Ge Rui is one year older than Ceramics. He is 17 years old this year. Ye Xing has become popular all over the country less than half a year after his debut. The five members are all handsome and talented young people. Ge Rui is not only the lead singer, but also took the first album Songwriting for all songs on the album.

This is the album's title song "Last Night's Star" with beautiful melody, simple and affectionate lyrics, and it topped the music charts within two weeks. You can hear this song everywhere when you walk on the street. , almost everyone can sing.

last night's stars

disturb my mind

that person last night

kissed my lips

……

Listening to Luo Yingxi singing a lot, and learning ceramics, I can't help humming a few words when I'm alone.

Luo Yingxi is obsessed with Ge Rui. She plays Ye Xing's songs on her Walkman from morning to night, and buys countless posters, stickers, bookmarks, and even those magazines with Ge Rui on the cover. Don't let it go, as long as you see it, you must buy it, and study his various gossip with a hundred times more energy than studying.During the summer vacation of the second semester of high school, she secretly took out the lucky money she had saved in the winter and flew to Beijing to attend Ye Xing's fan club without telling her parents.

Her parents were furious when they found out, and transferred her to a private middle school with a strong academic style and strict management in Lin City in her sophomore year of high school. They planned to send her to study abroad after graduating from high school.

The day before she left happened to be her birthday, and her friends held a party for her. She cried miserably, and left a gift for each friend, telling everyone not to forget her.

Ceramics received Yexing's tapes and CDs. Although he usually didn't say anything, Luo Yingxi could tell that he also liked this band very much.But what she didn't know was that ceramics didn't have a walkman or a repeater, and there was no VCD at home. He couldn't listen to tapes and CDs. He was too thin-skinned to ask his classmates to borrow them.

In the last semester of the second year of high school, he participated in the provincial chemistry competition and won the first prize. The school awarded him 200 yuan. He gritted his teeth and did not hand over the money to his cousin, nor did he tell him about the award. Bought a walkman.

Unexpectedly, within two days of buying it, the truth was revealed. The uncle was very angry, beat him up, and then sold the Walkman he bought, and even sold the tapes and CDs that Luo Yingxi gave him. thrown into the stove.

Listening to the beeping sound of firewood burning in the stove, Ceramic's heart felt ashamed. For the first time, he hated his cousin so much. Why did he want to deprive him of his only happiness.

He stopped talking to his cousin, and went back to his room to read and sleep as soon as he got home and finished eating.The cousin was furious, and beat him almost every day, "Damn boy, his wings have grown hard, don't you, how dare you show me face!"

In order to make him learn to be good, the cousin also took away the quilt from his room, and did not cook his food every day, but only gave him rice.

It was already severe winter at that time, ceramics was cold and hungry every day, and the whole person was dizzy.He knew that as long as he gave in once, his uncle would calm down and he would feel better, but when he thought of the tapes and CDs he had brutally burned, he just didn't want to bow his head.For him, it was not only a gift from his only friend Luo Yingxi, but also his only dream.

Unsurprisingly, he fell ill. He had a high fever of [-] degrees and almost burned his brain. The uncle shed tears, "Why are you so stubborn, I'm afraid of you..."

He bought back the sold Walkman and Yexing's tapes and CDs.

Listening to Ge Rui's singing, ceramics showed a happy smile like regaining a treasure.

It's a pity that this smile didn't last long. The next day, my cousin was hit by a big truck and died on the way to the hospital carrying soup to see him. His only family was gone like this.

When he was kneeling in the mourning hall in filial piety, he heard the distant relatives who came to express their condolences whisper, "It really is a disaster... Fortunately, he was not adopted at the beginning..."

Ceramic remained motionless, weeping silently.

In the following days, Luo Yingxi didn't talk at school, and she didn't eat with her cousin when she got home. He was the only one left in the world of ceramics.He repeats eating, going to class, doing homework, washing, and sleeping every day. If the teacher doesn't ask questions, he can never say a word for a day, and he will never see a smile on his face.

Passing through day after day numbly, he knew that even if he died at this moment, no one would feel sad.

He thought that his life was at its lowest point, but he was wrong.In the second semester of the second year of high school, three boys with good family background and bad character were transferred to the class. His nightmare began. They tried their best to tease and humiliate him. He lived in shock and fear every day.The teachers and classmates didn't dare to offend the three rich and powerful young masters, and they all pretended indifferently that they didn't know that ceramics were being bullied by them.

Every day was so painful, Tao Tao had the idea of ​​self-extrication more than once, he thought, die, and he will no longer have to endure any torture.But when he thought of his parents who gave birth to him and his cousin who raised him, he couldn't do anything to himself.Even for them, he has to live well.

The only consolation is Goree's singing, those love songs and rock music, which accompany him through the days and nights.

It was a long and difficult year and a half, and I finally made it to the end of the college entrance examination. Ceramics rewarded myself and bought a photobook of Ge Rui. A solo album and the first overseas photobook.

A few days after the college entrance examination, the three sons traveled abroad together. It is said that they, like Luo Yingxi, also went abroad to study after the college entrance examination.

Ceramics breathed a sigh of relief, the nightmare was finally coming to an end.When filling out his volunteer application, he wrote all the universities in the north. The teacher advised him to be conservative and fill in the province. Tao refused. He wanted to leave here and go to the farthest place. Unless it was tomb-sweeping, he never wanted to come back.

In the end, he was admitted by his first choice, C University, with the best grades in the city.

The cousin left a grocery store and a bungalow for Ceramics, as well as a deposit of nearly 1 yuan.The money he got from selling the house and selling the grocery store, plus the 1 yuan deposit, barely covered his four-year college tuition and living expenses.

He didn't dare to spend money recklessly. He found a job as a food delivery worker in a restaurant during the summer vacation. He rode the motorcycle provided by the restaurant every day in the city and was exposed to the sun. His whole body became darker and his body became stronger.

Although the work is tiring, ceramics are very happy, not only because they learned how to ride a motorcycle, but also because the chef in the restaurant is very nice. He saw that ceramics was interested in cooking, and taught him some simple cooking skills when he was free.In the past, my cousin was busy looking at the grocery store, and Ceramics learned to cook by himself when he was very young. Now he has been taught by the chef, and the food he makes is even more delicious.The owner of the restaurant kept giving him thumbs up after eating the dishes he made, saying that if he didn't want to go to school, he could go to his restaurant as an apprentice, and he was guaranteed to be a chef within two years.

Ceramics smiled and said nothing.He likes to cook, but he has studied for so many years, not to be a chef.

It was finally the first day of the university, and God gave ceramics a grand gift.

Ge Rui was in the same school as him!

Standing at the school gate dragging his suitcase, seeing Ge Rui approached by a group of boys, Ceramic froze in place, his eyes widened.

"Tsk, Ge Rui, you boy can be both male and female..." A boy next to Ge Rui looked at the dumbfounded ceramics, bumped Ge Rui with his elbow, and said with a smile.

Ge Rui followed his gaze towards ceramics, raised his hand and waved at him, showing a bright smile and saying, "Hi~"

Ceramic pointed his right index finger at the tip of his nose and looked around in disbelief. After confirming that he was greeting him, his eyes widened instantly, as if he had seen a ghost.

Ge Rui and his group were amused by his stupidity.

Embarrassed and excited, Ceramic quickly squatted down and opened the suitcase, took out a small notebook and a pen, rushed to Ge Rui desperately, looked at him with big eyes without blinking, and said nervously: "Please, please Sign me up..."

Ge Rui looked at him, took the pen and paper and asked while signing, "Are you a freshman too?"

"Yeah!" The ceramic chick nodded like pecking at rice, smelling the fresh smell of Ge Rui, he was so nervous that he didn't dare to breathe.

"What is your name?"

"ceramics……"

"Ceramics? How do you write it?" Ge Rui asked casually.

"Ceramic pottery, ceramic porcelain..."

After ceramics finished speaking, they realized that it was as if they hadn’t said anything. Just as they were about to explain it again, Ge Rui showed a clear expression, and smiled, “This name is really fragile, heh, be careful, don’t break yourself.”

After saying this, he returned the pen and paper to Ceramics, and walked towards the school gate with his friends.

Ceramic stared blankly at his back, listening to their distant conversation.

"Ah Rui, let's go dancing tonight, there is a new bar in the west of the city, it seems very good~"

"Another day, I've been very busy recently."

"Come on, sister Jully clearly said that you haven't made any announcements these days, you're so busy!"

"Let's be honest, do you have a new love again? You ungrateful thing!"

"Fuck you! How dare you say that I'm ungrateful for sex, who was the one who let me down last time?"

……

Because of Ge Rui, ceramics are looking forward to the upcoming college students.However, it has been two months since the start of school, and he has not seen Ge Rui once on campus, and he has been busy promoting and signing his new solo album.

When I saw him again, at the school sports meeting in November, Ge Rui participated in the men's 3000-meter long-distance race on behalf of his department.Wearing a dark blue sweatshirt of his endorsement brand and a pair of white sneakers, he still has the long maroon hair on the album cover, and he is running on the maroon runway with a vigorous figure.

Almost all the girls and teachers from the whole school appeared on the sports field. Girls from other schools, nearby residents, and clerks from various stores also watched the news, and everyone shouted Ge Rui's name to cheer for him.

The scene was as lively as a concert.

Ceramic sat on the stand, looking at the man who was as dazzling as the sun.

He didn't know if other people had the same symptoms as him when they fell in love with someone. He was always in an inexplicably good mood, and couldn't help but smile all the time.His knowledge of Ge Rui was limited to Luo Yingxi's description and various news in newspapers and magazines. He had only met him twice in real life, so he fell in love with him out of nowhere.

There is a person living in my heart, with thoughts and concerns, ceramics will never feel empty again.Even if that person is never possible with himself, he will not be sad and sad.

He watched him from afar, listened to his old songs and new songs, watched him become more and more popular, more and more popular, and more and more scandals... Never thought of getting close, never expected to get it.As long as he can see him on TV or on campus, he is satisfied.

During the four years of college, the happiest day for ceramics was the New Year's Eve of the sophomore year.

Everyone gathered in the fountain square to wait for the arrival of the new year. With the countdown to the last number on the large LED screen in the square, there was a bang, and dazzling fireworks burst into the dark night sky instantly. People around hugged each other and wished each other a new year hapiness.

Ceramic was pushed to a corner by the crowd, and when he was about to go back to the dormitory, someone suddenly hugged him tightly with open arms, and whispered in his ear with a smile: "Happy New Year~"

That voice, ceramics would never mistake it anyway, was Ge Rui.

He froze for a moment, raised his head, Ge Rui had already let go of him and turned around to hug someone else.

That night, ceramics suffered from insomnia.

No matter whether he opened his eyes or closed them, his mind was full of Ge Rui's face.

Ge Rui, do you know that I like you very much.