not sad planet

Liang Shu stood in the airport terminal, looking at the hurried passengers around him in a daze.Instead of his work uniform, he was wearing a light gray windbreaker, which was obviously not something he would wear in summer.So he clearly knew that he was dreaming.

He hadn't had a dream for a long time.This was the first time I had a dream after becoming a dog, but the content of the dream seemed familiar.

In the dream, he has no self-awareness, and all reactions of the body are not controlled by himself, as if he is just a bystander.

It seems that there is no clear time node, and no specific reason, he just came here.

If it's not for work, there can only be one reason.

I remember that the last time I came to the waiting room to wait for the plane, it was to find Yu Ling who had lost contact with the wind power project for a while.Could it be that he dreamed about that time?

Holding the newly printed boarding pass in his hand, he saw the city where Yu Ling is currently located in the destination column.

He stared blankly at the destination and thought about it for a while, a few images flashed in his mind, and the experience in the dream flashed across his eyes and gradually became clearer.

People sometimes have the same dream repeatedly. In the dream, he wants to go to the sea alone.

For a long time after the breakup, Liang Shu didn't feel any fluctuations in his heart, he was neither sad nor sad, just as numb as a walking dead.

At first, he didn't think it was a pity for the two to break up. When a relationship came to an end, there would always be one reason or another. It wasn't caused by someone's unilateral mistake. He tried to struggle, but it didn't seem to change anything.

If you keep it as it is and spend your time whitewashing it, sooner or later, you will find that the person you love has become hateful in the eyes of the other party, and Liang Shu doesn't want to see that day.

Every stage has its regrets at every stage.His biggest regret at that time was that he didn't go to see the sea, and spent so long doing strategy for nothing.The regret at the moment may extend to a long time later, so he took a week off to go to the sea on the grounds that his father died and went home to attend the funeral, which happened to be a change of mood.

The transparent glass of the terminal building is light blue, with a cold light, and you can see the planes taking off and landing outside the window.Liang Shu suddenly remembered that the day he first met Yu Ling was also at the airport.He didn't like the job of airport ground handling at all. If it wasn't for making money, he wouldn't do it. But many times later, he would be grateful that this job allowed him to meet Yu Ling.

He has long been familiar with local routes and some special attractions. After spending a week at the beach, he almost checked in all the interesting places nearby.

It is not a wise choice to visit the sea in this season. The sea water is cold and you can’t get your feet down at all. Walking casually on the beach seems to be blown off by the cold and violent sea breeze.

On a cloudy day, the sea is gray and white as far as the eye can see, tall buildings cast shadows on the yellow-brown sand, and there is a layer of thin ice washed up on the coast, which is not beautiful at all, unlike anything he has seen before.

The only advantage is probably that there are fewer people.Not even a person can be seen on the beach, this sea seems to belong to him alone.

He took the ferry to the last stop of the trip - a small island in the sea.When I got on the boat, I found out that although the tourist season has passed, there are still many passengers on board, and most of them should be locals.

The sea was calm and there was no jolt on the hull.Staring at the sea water for a long time, you will feel dizzy, the sea surface gradually forms a vortex, as if it will be swallowed by the vortex at any time, Liang Shu understands that this is just an illusion.

There is nothing to do on the island, and there are many tourist souvenir shops as soon as you come up.Liang Shu saw a black conch in a shop, the surface was polished very smooth, and it felt good to the touch.

Yu Ling has a comic called "Undersea Volcano", in which the main character has a black conch hanging around his neck.He thought it was a coincidence, so he bought it, even though the color of the conch looked like it was artificially dyed.

Going up along the winding road, buildings appear from time to time on both sides of the road, including ordinary houses and single-family villas.

The walls of the villa are covered with unnamed flowers of beam trees. He is a little surprised, will the flowers bloom so lushly in winter?

Passing by a small courtyard, the courtyard door is open, and there is an easel in the gazebo next to the garden, a very familiar picture.

Liang Shu suddenly froze in place.

In the small yard, there was a man taking a nap on a recliner. He was covered with a coat and had a pair of long legs. He had a familiar figure, but his face could not be seen clearly. It seemed that there was a puppy lying at his feet, but it didn't seem to be there.

Liang Shu closed his eyes, then slowly opened them again. At such a short distance, with his 5.0 eyesight, he still couldn't see clearly.

Beginning to be unable to distinguish between dreams and reality, perhaps the boundary between illusion and reality is not clear at all, and all conditioned things are like dreams and bubbles, like dew and electricity.

Or is it time travel?When did he travel to this time, the past or the future?

He remembered that Yu Ling had drawn such a theme in his comics, wormholes could travel through time and space, through time cracks, from the past to the future.

But there are no wormholes that appear out of thin air, and there is no flying rental house.

"Yu Ling." Liang Shu called out.

The man was motionless, still in a deep sleep, and he couldn't see his appearance clearly, but if he was Yu Ling, he might be frowning in his sleep.

He is a little thinner than before. He used to be thin, but because of his large frame, he looks particularly obvious. Now he is a little skinny.

It should have been a long time since we separated, longer than three years.It turned out that his life was no better than mine.

Liang Shu walked over calmly.

Walking to his side, the man seemed to notice something, and moved his fingers slightly. There was a small black mole in the center of the back of his hand, which was not obvious, and he needed to get very close to see it.

Liang Shu rarely paid attention to these details before, and he didn't pay too much attention when he saw it. He never told Yu Ling that the little mole was very beautiful, and he always felt that there were still many things he hadn't told him.Noticing that the sockets of his eyes were moist, he blinked vigorously to blink back the tears, so the tears did not fall in the end.

He was standing next to Yu Ling, but there seemed to be a layer of things in between, so he couldn't see clearly.

"I'm dreaming..." He heard Yu Ling muttering to himself, "How could that be?"

The sound of the endless loop of waves and Yu Ling's voice was next to his ears, the voice was dull, revealing the unhappiness of being woken up.

Yu Ling sat up straight, moved his stiff neck, and looked up at the sky, as if he didn't see him.

Liang Shu also raised his face.

Destiny is like clouds of various shapes floating in the sky, swaying with the wind, erratic, and may be blown away in the next second.The details put together from the fragments are no longer profound, but Yu Ling's tone of voice still makes him feel nostalgic.

How can I prove that I have been here before, but I can't engrave a visit here in his heart.

If it's a dream, fine.

"Goodbye." He said softly to Yu Ling.

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All conditioned dharmas are like dreams and bubbles, like dew and electricity. --"Diamond Sutra"

It's normal if you don't understand this chapter, it's written in a hazy way, so you can understand it anyway