not sad planet

When this question was asked, Yu Ling suddenly leaned over.

Liang Shu was sitting across from him, leaning on the back of the chair again. The distance between them was a little far, but Liang Shu felt oppressed instantly, and Yu Ling seemed to be pressing him.

Liang Shu subconsciously tilted his face back.

What if Yu Ling said that he was not gay before?

Liang Shu shook his head.

... It seems that there is nothing to do.

"No, it's not." He shrugged his shoulders pretending to be indifferent, "What are you being weird about?"

"Well, it's because of my bad tone," Yu Ling looked at him and admitted frankly, "I still haven't gotten over the temper of the phone call just now."

In the past when the two quarreled, Liang Shu would always be so angry that he would jump, but Yu Ling was always emotionally stable and rarely lost control.

But that person was able to touch Yu Ling's emotions.

This realization made Liang Shu even more uncomfortable.

He silently cleaned up the mess on the dining table, and put the bowls and chopsticks into the sink.

Turning around and coming back, I found that Yu Ling had dumped all the sweet and sour pork ribs on the plate into the trash can.

"Why did you throw it away? You can still eat it after heating it up tomorrow, there's so much left over!" Liang Shu didn't have time to stop him, looked at the trash can distressedly, and scolded: "What a waste!"

"You didn't eat a single bite," Yu Ling said.

He bypassed Liang Shu and walked to Lingling's snack cabinet, took dog food and fed it to the dog.

"Can't I save it for tomorrow?" Liang Shu followed behind him.

"Put it in the refrigerator overnight, and the taste will change. The dishes are always the best when they are just served." Yu Ling squatted on the ground, carelessly teasing the puppy. His trousers tugged.

Liang Shu stood in place for a moment.

I don't know if it's my illusion, but I always feel that there is something in his words.

Yu Ling didn't look up, and his tone was very casual, "You can't do it tomorrow if you want to eat."

Liang Shu lowered his head and let out an "oh".

Sometimes, Liang Shu felt that Yu Ling and him were separated by an invisible glass cover, which seemed very close, but never really touched him.

He is always like this, always dissociated from things, always so indifferent.

Misunderstandings don't matter, doubts don't matter, quarrels don't matter, if we really want to break up, doesn't he care?

The fire in Liang Shu's heart flared up again.

He turned around and went to the bedroom, took out his mobile phone, and put on another coat.

Yu Ling heard the movement, stopped teasing the dog, leaned over, picked up the bell and stood up.

Glancing at Liang Shu, this posture was about to go out, "You want to go out? We happened to be walking the dog together."

"I want to be alone for a while." Liang Shu said.

Yu Ling touched the restless puppy in his arms, and asked lightly, "What are you doing?"

"I didn't make a fuss," Liang Shu felt unhappy, but he didn't want to quarrel with Yu Ling over this kind of thing, "Can you let me calm down?"

After he finished speaking, he added: "I'm sorry."

Yu Ling frowned: "What are you apologizing for?"

Liang Shu lowered his head and didn't look at him.

Yu Ling stared at his hair twirling and looked at him quietly for a few seconds, "Okay."

"What time will you be back?"

Leave me alone.Liang Shu really wanted to say that.

After a few seconds of stalemate, he finally said with a bit of twist: "Let's talk about it."

"What time?" Yu Ling asked again.

"..." Liang Shu glanced at the time, and compromised, "Before ten o'clock."

The community they lived in was in a good location, and the back door was next to a bustling commercial street.

Liang Shu walked out the back door and wandered aimlessly on the street.

The night wind in November was icy and biting, and there were not many people on the street.

After walking for a while, his hands and feet became numb from the cold, so he walked into a Starbucks that was open by the roadside. There was no one in the store, and the heating temperature was comfortable, which dispelled the chill just now.

Drinking coffee at night may cause insomnia. Even if you don't drink coffee, you will probably not be able to sleep tonight.

Liang Shu thought for a while, ordered a cup of black tea latte, and sat down at a seat by the window.

On the opposite table sat a young man wearing glasses. There was a laptop computer on the table. The screen blocked the lower half of his face. The only thing he could hear was the soothing soft music in the store and the sound of his fingers typing on the keyboard.

While typing, he suddenly raised his head and glanced at Liang Shu.

Liang Shu didn't notice, he just kept his head down and swiped his phone.I brushed and brushed, but I couldn't find anything interesting.

After reading the submissions sent by the emotional marketing account for a while, I can actually see my shadow in it.It's no different from those girls who are sensitive, inferior, and worry about gains and losses in love.

But he has been with Yu Ling for five years, and the period of passionate love has long passed.

One post said: I feel that my boyfriend is very cold, doesn't care about her, doesn't take the initiative to talk to her about anything, rarely has intimate physical contact, and is not very enthusiastic in bed, and often feels that he doesn't like me.But he is very kind to himself, buys cosmetics, clothes and bags for himself, and is always unconditionally satisfied in terms of material...

This submission is very long, click on the picture, and the submission takes up the entire screen. Liang Shu didn't have the patience to read it, so he closed it after reading the first few lines.

The comment area is very exciting, netizens have everything to say and express their views one after another.

The comment that was pushed to the top said: If you don't feel like it, you don't really like it.

Some people also said: The contributor is not sober, it is obvious that he is still enjoying it after being PUA.

Some netizens speculated: If you are not very enthusiastic in bed, do you need to look at andrology?There is also a possibility that your boyfriend is so indifferent to you, he may be gay, buying you something just to tie you down, be careful of being cheated into marriage.

Liang Shu wanted to laugh a little at first, thinking that it would be better to read less emotional postings, because there is no good self-substitution in this.He could always feel Yu Ling's concern for him.

However, seeing that netizen's guess, watching and watching, the smile suddenly froze.

Liang Shu pondered, there were a lot of intimate contacts, but Yu Ling didn't seem to be very enthusiastic in bed, and he didn't feel that he was incapable...

Is it because Yu Ling is heterosexual that you don't like having sex with him?

He knew that he shouldn't think so, but once he fell into the vicious circle of thinking, it was difficult to break free.

"Liang Shu?"

Liang Shu, who was thinking wildly, heard someone calling his name, looked up and found a man wearing glasses standing beside him at some point.

It was the man sitting on the opposite table just now, Liang Shu looked at him suspiciously.

"Hello, I'm Qin Jiarong." The man smiled gently at him.

Qin Jiarong?

Liang Shu searched in his memory, oh, it's the HR of the internet education company.Liang Shu had never met him, but he had seen his resume.

But I've only seen a photo once, can I recognize this?I have a good memory.

Liang Shu was stunned, and replied a little strangely: "Oh, hello."

Qin Jiarong didn't mind his estrangement, and asked with a smile, "Do you live near here too?"

"Yes..." Liang Shu didn't know what to say.

"There is a power outage in our community," Qin Jiarong pointed to the computer, "I still have work to do."

Hitting workers is not easy.

"Oh, so," Liang Shu twitched his lips politely, and had no intention of continuing the conversation with him, "Then you should be busy, I have to leave beforehand."

When I got home, the study room was already lit.

"I'm back." Liang Shu called to the study.

As expected, there was no answer. When Yu Ling devoted himself to drawing cartoons, he often couldn't hear Liang Shu's words, or ignored his words.

He had no choice but to go to the bathroom to take a shower.

After taking a shower, Liang Shu slipped into Yu Ling's arms silently covered in moisture.

Looking at the screen, Yu Ling was not drawing comics, but was looking at work documents. Liang Shu couldn't understand the dense text and data.

"What's wrong?" Yu Ling's attention was still on the computer screen.

"Do it?"

"You will be on the morning shift tomorrow." Yu Ling rubbed his half-dry hair, "Why didn't you blow it dry?"

Liang Shu got off Yu Ling's lap, and snorted coldly, "Do you not want to have sex with me at all?"

Yu Ling used to be like this often, every time Liang Shu would stalk Yu Ling, he would put down the pen in his hand when he was pestering Yu Ling, and half hugged and half hugged him and went to bed.

But today he felt that it was quite boring.

"You dry your hair first." Yu Ling said.

Liang Shu dried his hair and didn't go to the study or the master bedroom, but went to the second bedroom next door.

There is also a large double bed in the second bedroom, the wall behind the head of the bed is brightly colored abstract lines, white translucent window screens are hung in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, and a wooden round table and two small sofas are in front of the windows.

The color of the whole room is the dark blue of the night sky, and the roof is full of stars, which cannot be seen during the day, but can only be seen when the lights are turned off at night.It was Yu Ling who painted them one by one with special waterproof fluorescent paint, when Liang Shu celebrated his birthday the year before last.

Once before going to bed, Liang Shu lay on the bed and mentioned his childhood. He said that he lived in a county town with little light pollution and clean air. On summer nights, after quarreling with his father, he would often sneak up on the roof by himself. look at the stars.

Later, Yu Ling installed a starry ceiling in the master bedroom. It has a sense of atmosphere at night, but it is very tasteless. When it is not lit, the roof is full of light holes, densely packed, which affects the appearance. After a long time, it will make you dizzy. .Who would have thought of this when it was installed, and it was disassembled after a few days before it was fresh.

Yu Ling was too lazy to bother with the master bedroom, so he rearranged the next bedroom.

Lying on the bed with the lights off at night, the whole person is plunged into darkness, and can directly see the glowing stars, which are the brightest colors in Liang Shu's sleep.

Recalling the happy things in the past, Liang Shu's heart gradually calmed down a lot. He decided not to think about those unhappy things anymore, otherwise he will suffer from insomnia tonight.

There was only a thin quilt on the bed in the second bedroom, and it was winter, Liang Shu didn't want to catch a cold.

He lay on the bed for a while, unwilling to move, finally resigned to his fate, got out of bed slowly, and sneaked to the master bedroom to hug the thick quilt.

He took out a quilt from the cabinet, bent down to pick it up, turned around and bumped into a hug.

"What are you doing with the quilt?" Yu Ling's face was a little dark.

"I, I'm going to sleep in the second bedroom." Liang Shu subconsciously took a step aside, trying to distance himself from him.

After he finished speaking, Yu Ling went straight to the door and kicked the door shut.

"Boom -" a sound.The door frame seemed to be shaking.

"What are you doing?" Liang Shu was taken aback by the sound of the door closing without warning.

"I still want to ask you," Yu Ling said coldly, "Blowing the cold wind outside has blown your mind silly?"

"You're so stupid." Liang Shu heard this, and was not angry, "Can't I go to the second bedroom to sleep?"

When the stars were just painted, Liang Shu often took Yu Ling to sleep in the second bedroom. Sometimes he came back too late from get off work, so in order not to wake up Yu Ling, who was not sleeping well, he would choose to go to the second bedroom.

Yu Ling's answer was to grab the quilt from his arms and throw it on the bed.

"Leave me alone!" Liang Shu said angrily, "I'm going to sleep in the second bedroom, and you don't want to see me anyway."

Yu Ling wondered: "When did I say I don't want to see you anymore?"

"You said you didn't want to have sex with me."

"I didn't say that either," Yu Ling smiled incredulously, "Don't let yourself go."

Seeing that Yu Ling could still laugh, Liang Shu immediately became even more angry, so angry that he almost wanted to fight him.

Yu Ling pressed his shoulder with one hand, Liang Shu was no match for him in strength, but he was still trying to struggle, muttering to leave me alone.

Now Yu Ling lost all patience, picked up the tie that he hadn't had time to hang up on the bed, directly tied Liang Shu's wrist two or three times, and pushed him down on the bed.

"Why are you crazy?" Liang Shu was in a hurry, desperately trying to stand up, but his hands were tied and his thighs were pressed up by Yu Ling's knees, so he couldn't find a strong support point.

"What do you think?" Yu Ling was unmoved, and slowly began to undress.

"Release me!"

"You said what you want to do." Immediately afterwards, his hands moved on Liang Shu's body, and Liang Shu's pajamas were easily torn off.

His hands continued to move down, he was too familiar with every inch of Liang Shu's body, Liang Shu couldn't bear such teasing at all, his voice softened uncontrollably, and he discussed with him: "Then you loosen me first. Do you want to go? Let go first, and I will..."

"I suggest you keep your mouth shut."

There was warmth between the lips, Yu Ling bowed his head and kissed her.

This time it was more aggressive than ever before.

Until the end, Liang Shu's legs could hardly close together.

Having sex won't solve the problem once and for all, but it can temporarily empty the mind from thinking about anything else.

I didn't know how many times I did it in one night, Liang Shu was almost collapsed, and he was a little delirious.

Before his consciousness disappeared, he heard Yu Ling close to his ear, asking in a hoarse voice: "Do you still think I don't like men?"

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There will be another chapter at this point tomorrow, and TT the day after tomorrow