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Song Ruowei was standing in front of the tombstone and worshiping, but he didn't notice them.

Ye Yue stood not far behind him and waited, and Li Yuebo stood behind Ye Yue.

Song Ruowei was thin and thin, but his back didn't look depressed or sad. Ye Yue even felt that the back was no different from the back of Song Ruowei who they saw walking in front when they went out to play every day.

It's like... It seems that he didn't come to worship, he just went out to play with his friends in an ordinary way.

Ye Yue was a little confused for a moment, and couldn't help but looked up at Li Yuebo, but when he looked up, he found that Li Yuebo was staring at him intently, without giving Song Ruowei any attention.

Seeing Ye Yue raised his head, Li Yuebo lowered his head and kissed his face.

Ye Yue had to think about it by himself.

The Shanlin Cemetery is quiet, because standing at the highest point, the whole cemetery can be seen when you turn your head. Rows and rows of bluestone steps are arranged neatly and extend alternately, like every one of them. Strangers who have an inexplicable relationship somewhere.

Song Ruowei turned around after worshiping and saw Ye Yue, his eyes widened immediately, and he trotted over: "Why are you here?"

After speaking, without waiting for Ye Yue to answer, he added on his own: "No one in your two families has an accident, right? I'll leave Zangdong Town for half a day, it won't happen, even if I bury it immediately, it won't be so fast..."

There really wasn't any particularly sad look on his face.

Ye Yue kicked him lightly: "Come to worship Zhao Mingrui."

Song Ruowei stared even wider.

Ye Yue ignored him, and pulled Li Yuebo towards Zhao Mingrui's tombstone.

On the tombstone is a photo of Zhao Mingrui when he was young. His eyes are clear but his face is still immature. He is a good-looking boy.

Li Yuebo put the flowers in front of the tomb, and bowed to the tombstone with Ye Yue.

Song Ruowei chuckled beside him: "A Rui is most afraid of someone bowing to him."

Ye Yue bent over but still didn't straighten up, tilting his head and shouting at Song Ruowei in a low voice: "Then you didn't know to tell me earlier?"

Because his head was tilted, his forehead hair was also tilted away due to the influence of gravity, revealing his small but full forehead.

Song Ruowei looked at her friend's pretty face with a little bit of sullenness, and bent her eyes back: "But Ah Rui also likes to watch me tease you, Ye Jiaojiao."

The dialogue was smooth and natural, as if Zhao Mingrui had seen them get along thousands of times.

Ye Yue turned his head back again, that's right, Song Ruowei said a lot about Zangdong Town in their letter, presumably Zhao Mingrui is already familiar with the way he and Song Ruowei get along.

Straightening up, Ye Yue looked at the photo of the boy on the tombstone, and whispered hello in his heart.

It seems that without him and Li Yuebo remembering, Song Ruowei will not forget Zhao Mingrui.

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The three sat down in front of Zhao Mingrui's grave.

The wind was calm, and without waiting for his friend to ask, Song Ruowei spontaneously told the truth about his version:

In the second grade, Song Ruowei went to Sang City to take music class. Because the whole class was full of senior students, he was not only young, but also came from other places, and he was also a transfer student, so he was always lonely.

He wants to go back to Zangdong Town every weekend to take classes, but in order to become an excellent composer, he must take music lessons.

Song Ruowei insisted on taking a few classes in such a painful way.

In another class, he was late because of traffic jams, but the teacher adjusted the seats of the whole class. When he went to the classroom, the teacher was not there, so he stood at the door of the classroom not knowing where to sit.

"You know how timid I was when I was young, Ye Jiaojiao," Song Ruowei said, "I really wanted to go home at that time, all of them were sitting on their seats and reading books, and I was the only one standing at the door , I kept looking and watching, but no one paid attention to me, and I didn't dare to ask. At that time, I felt that I was the most pitiful person in the whole world."

Just when he was so pitiful that he was about to turn around and go home crying, Zhao Minghan came and he was also late.

Zhao Minghan wasn't afraid of being late at all. Seeing that the teacher wasn't there, he asked the students in the first row.

This seems to be the case when I was a student. It's not intentional to make things difficult for others. It's just that few people dare to take the initiative to speak up, but once asked, they will tell them carefully.The classmate said that the teacher said that he was going to play a rhythm game in this class, so he adjusted the seats and told Teacher Zhao Minghan the rules for arranging seats.

"Then Zhao Minghan turned his head and asked me!" Song Ruowei grabbed Ye Yue's hand, "He asked me if I could find a seat, I shook my head, and he laughed, and reached out to ask if he could hold me, and I gave it to him." He led, and he took my hand and walked through the rows of classmates, and sent me to my seat."

Children's love is so simple, so many years have passed, Song Ruowei's eyes are still shining when talking about this matter.

"Then what happened to Ah Rui?" Ye Yue asked.

Song Ruowei continued.

With the incident of finding a seat, the music class is no longer difficult. Song Ruowei goes to the music class very happily every week because she can see Zhao Minghan.

But the Zhao Minghan he wanted to see never came to class, and it was always another "Zhao Minghan" who came to class.

Another time when I didn't get the Zhao Minghan I wanted to meet in class, Song Ruowei couldn't help asking, and then I met A Rui.

Ah Rui is very smart. When he asked Song Ruowei how he could distinguish between the two brothers, Song Ruowei hesitated, and Ah Rui guessed that Song Ruowei liked his brother.

Song Ruowei blushed immediately.

A Rui also blushed.

Although Ah Rui is older than Song Ruowei, but because he often doesn't go out, his temper is simpler than anyone else.

With a shared secret, the two children have a friendship that quickly grows.

Ah Rui encouraged Song Ruowei to confess his love, but Song Ruowei didn't dare, because Zhao Minghan didn't seem to be different to him and didn't talk much.Sometimes he came to class without even talking to Song Ruowei.

That great holding hands to find a seat may not be worth mentioning to Zhao Minghan, only Song Ruowei regards it as a treasure.

Song Ruowei continued to take music lessons like this, and was very happy every week.If it was Zhao Minghan who came, he would sneak a look at Zhao Minghan; if it was A Rui who came, he would play with A Rui.

Song Ruowei asked Ah Rui why the two brothers came to class in turn. Ah Rui said that it was because he was sick and his family didn't allow him to go out. His brother let him out secretly, and begged Song Ruowei not to tell others, saying If it is found out, not only will he be strictly watched, but his brother will also be beaten.

Song Ruowei didn't tell anyone, including Ye Yue.

When Song Ruowei asked Ah Rui what his illness was, Ah Rui kept silent, only saying that it was a bad illness anyway, and begged him not to ask his brother, Song Ruowei agreed.

The three of them continued their music lessons in such a wonderful and balanced manner.

Then there's the fantastic correspondence event.

Ah Rui suddenly said that he could not come to school because of his illness, and Song Ruowei said he would go to see him, but Ah Rui said that if Song Ruowei went, his parents would find out, and he and his brother were finished.

You can't understand a child's thinking. Faced with this problem, he and A Rui didn't bother to say anything at the time, so just pretend to go to see Zhao Minghan and see A Rui along the way.

No one mentioned it.

Song Ruowei later grew up and thought about it on his own. He didn't mention it because he "liked it". Because he liked it, he didn't dare to go to Zhao Minghan.As for why A Rui didn't mention it, it may be because A Rui understood him strangely at that time, and A Rui was very smart.

So facing this question, Song Ruowei, who was falling into old-fashioned romantic fantasies at the time, said, "Then I will write to you."

Ah Rui clapped his hands all at once, saying yes, and suggested that Song Ruowei simply write a letter to his brother in the name of writing to him. Ah Rui said that he had a way to ask his brother to write the letter for him.

Song Ruowei immediately agreed, and felt that he was worthy of the smart Ah Rui.

He was only in the second grade of elementary school at that time, and his liking for Zhao Minghan was actually very simple. He just thought that he could talk to Zhao Minghan, and he could talk to Zhao Minghan in a letter without having to face to face.

He didn't mind at all that this letter would be read by Ah Rui, because he simply wanted to talk to Zhao Minghan and talk about some interesting things about Zangdong Town, and he was willing to share these things with Ah Rui.

Ah Rui made a detailed plan and made various promises with him. He said that as long as he kept writing and writing, his brother would definitely like him.

Ah Rui also encouraged him to confess to his brother in the letter, but Song Ruowei still didn't dare, so Ah Rui said that when you can't help it, you can say it. It's not very embarrassing, Ah Rui said that my brother disagreed, so I didn't tell him that the letter was addressed to him, and I pretended to agree, so that you wouldn't lose face.

Song Ruowei clapped her hands again and said that she was indeed the smart Ah Rui.

In the end, it was agreed that if Song Ruowei really couldn't help confessing, if Ah Rui agreed, the reply letter would be folded five times, and if Zhao Minghan agreed, the reply letter would only be folded in half once.

Ah Rui also said that he would help him watch his brother closely, and if he found out that his brother fell in love with him first, Ah Rui would definitely help him to let his brother confess first.

Ah Rui seemed certain that his brother would fall in love with him.

Not only did he like it, but he and A Rui also made other promises, such as death.

Ah Rui said that if he died first, and Song Ruowei and his brother hadn't confessed to each other, then he would have to work hard on his own.

Song Ruowei cried and asked him if he could not die, Ah Rui told him not to cry, saying that he must die, he was already very happy to know such a friend before he died, and to be able to help his friend Happy.

Really, Ah Rui emphasized it many times, saying that he has been being taken care of and troubled others all the time. He never thought that he could help his friends before he died, so he can leave with a smile.

Ah Rui said that he would know exactly when he was going to die due to his illness, and that there would be three folded horizontal lines on the letter to Song Ruowei. If Song Ruowei saw three horizontal folded lines when he received the letter, it meant that He is going to leave with a smile. If he wants to see him in the future, he will come to the highest cemetery in Sang City a week after receiving the reply. Be happy, because the disease is very painful and ugly in the end. He is gone. Relieved, so be happy for him.

Song Ruowei didn't quite understand what liberation was at that time, so he agreed to his friend ignorantly.

Ah Rui also didn't want him to attend his funeral. Firstly, the fact that he went out secretly should not be exposed, and secondly, his final appearance after his illness was really unattractive. Ah Rui hoped that he would remember that he was a good-looking person.

A Rui also doesn't want him to check his illness, and he doesn't want him to tell others about him, because A Rui said that everyone who knows what disease he has will only sympathize with him. It's not that sympathy is bad, but that A Rui Enough with sympathy.

Song Ruowei could only understand a small part of what A Rui said. Sometimes he felt that A Rui was very similar to Yueyue, and he always understood a lot of truths. It took him a long time to understand these truths, but the person involved didn't want to understand them.

In short, although Song Ruowei didn't understand, he agreed and remembered it firmly.

Ah Rui always thought about things in detail, and they also agreed on whether to tell his brother the truth in the end. Song Ruowei listened to Ah Rui, and Ah Rui only said no, without giving a reason.

The two agreed that Song Ruowei would start writing letters one by one like this. Every time he wrote a letter, he would fold the lower left corner of the letter paper twice, which was to say "A Rui, hello, this letter is also about for you."

In the replies received, there were creases at the beginning, which told him that "this letter is all about A Rui".

Gradually, there were no creases in the letter, and Song Ruowei knew that the letter was all about Zhao Minghan.

It's absurd to think about this kind of thing now, but he and A Rui were too young when they started doing it, and they didn't fully understand what was wrong in this kind of behavior.

Children have the most clear love, but they don't know if their way of chasing love is right.

I've been writing like that for years.

One day Song Ruowei received a reply letter with three horizontal lines.

He was 12 years old at that time, and he firmly remembered all the promises he made with A Rui, so he didn't tell anyone, and just hid himself and cried secretly all night.

Then a week later, he skipped school and went to Sang City alone.In the past, he didn't even dare to ask his classmates where his seat was, but he found the highest cemetery in Sang City all the way. He didn't cry, he had to be happy.

He also knew to bring his mobile phone and told his brother that he was in Sang City, otherwise the Song family would go crazy that day.

Then he wrote to Zhao Minghan to confess.

Because he promised Ah Rui that he would continue to work hard, and he thought that he was suffering so much, and Zhao Minghan must be suffering even more. If he confessed successfully, they could at least cry together.He promised Ah Rui not to tell Zhao Minghan the truth, so he didn't dare tell Zhao Minghan that he already knew that Ah Rui was gone.

That was the most disturbing week for him. He had already lost a friend, and if Zhao Minghan rejected him, he would lose another person he liked.

Fortunately, Zhao Minghan wrote back to him and confessed.

Song Ruowei was happy while waiting for Zhao Minghan to tell him about A Rui, but Zhao Minghan didn't mention it, and Song Ruowei didn't dare to ask, he thought maybe Zhao Minghan had made some agreement with A Rui.

He was only 12 years old.His mind was full of innocent liking, so Zhao Minghan didn't mention it, and he didn't think there was anything, anyway, he knew it all.

Song Ruowei's patience in this matter is surprisingly good, he thought that he would talk about A Rui with Zhao Minghan one day, maybe at their wedding, after all, they got together because of A Rui .

Then came the engagement, and Zhao Minghan's gradual indifference, and finally the current dissolution of the engagement.

"Have you ever thought that maybe Zhao Minghan thought you liked A Rui." Ye Yue asked him.

Because he held two versions of the truth, Ye Yue asked tentatively.

Song Ruowei shook her head, taking it for granted, "It was Zhao Minghan who wrote the day I confessed."

"You have always written about Zhao Minghan."

"...Zhao Minghan can't pretend to be 'A Rui' to deceive people," Song Ruowei said, "and why did he pretend to be 'A Rui' to promise me? Ah Rui is gone."

Ye Yue was dumbfounded.

Because your likes are not only mixed with the unknown "A Rui", but also suddenly heavy family business.

Like a good candy falling on the ground covered in ashes, the boy's clear love was cast under the shadow of reality.

I don't know whether I should eat this candy or not, and I don't know how to be self-contained with this shadowy liking.

Song Ruowei was only 12 years old at the time, and Zhao Minghan was only [-] years old when he was two years older. They were not the protagonist "Li Yuebo", and they were not endowed with the absolute ability to face the world.

They like it too early.

"Did Zhao Minghan tell you the question you asked?" Song Ruowei had an amazing intuition in this regard.

Before Ye Yue could answer, Song Ruowei continued on his own: "I know why he agreed to me, because of Mrs. Zhao."

Song Ruowei made a smile that was uglier than crying: "Our Song family did it. It was our Song family from the beginning to the end. My brother told me two days ago, it was because of me."

"So it's not important anymore, Yueyue," Song Ruowei said, "I'll forget him. I'll let him go."

He also learned things he didn't want to know.

The cemetery was quiet, and Zhao Mingrui's eyes were still clear in the photo.

In the blue sky, a few tits circled out and circled twice before falling back into the cedar forest.

Candy stained with ashes can't be picked up and eaten again.

There is no need for Ye Yue and Li Yuebo to remember, Song Ruowei will not forget Zhao Mingrui, he chooses to forget Zhao Minghan.