The sensor lights on the corridor lit up one by one as they walked.
Ye Yue didn't speak in Li Yuebo's arms, but hugged him tightly, like a child who was lost and found again.
Li Yuebo hugged him tightly silently, stroking his back gently with his hands.
Li Yuebo didn't ask anything, he knew that since Ye Yue was waiting for him, he must tell him.Sure enough, as soon as he went up to the second floor, Ye Yue asked him to go to the study.
The lights in the study were not turned on, only the computer screen on the desk was dimly lit.Li Yuebo turned on the light and walked over with the man in his arms.
On the computer screen was Zhao Minghan's long reply:
Ye Yue: Hello.
After thinking about it again and again, I decided to write this email, not to justify myself, I know that my despicableness and mistakes cannot be justified, but I just hope to tell you the truth so that you can help Ruowei forget "Zhao Minghan" faster.
I have a twin brother named Zhao Mingrui.Ah Rui suffers from a rare pheromone disease and was not allowed to go out since he was a child.
He didn't have any symptoms in the early stage of this disease, and he looked no different from ordinary people. In addition, when I was young, I didn't understand this disease deeply, so I would let him out whenever Ah Rui begged me. My parents found out that as soon as Ah Rui went out, I would hide in his room instead of him.
Because we are twins and Mom and Dad are constantly working, this game has remained undiscovered for years.
Ah Rui is very obedient and smart. He never wanders around when he goes out. He just goes to school and shares his class notes and "memory of the day" with me when he comes back. We have never been in trouble.
In the fourth grade, Ah Rui begged me to sign up for a weekend music class.I’m not interested in music. It’s probably Ah Rui who goes to the class. Fortunately, that class only teaches music theory, and I can get away with it purely by memorizing. Therefore, even if Ah Rui can no longer go to class due to his illness, I can replace him. Keep the lesson going.
Ruowei came to our class in the middle of the first semester. This kind of interest class does not have too strict restrictions on the age of students.
A Rui came back from class that day and told me with bright eyes that there was a little guy in the class. Ruowei was in the second grade of elementary school at that time, and he could indeed be called a "little guy" in our class.
Perhaps it is because he has always been regarded as his "brother" at home, and because of his illness, he has always been in the position of "being taken care of", so A Rui has obviously paid attention to Ruowei, a child who is younger than him.
I have been encouraging him to contact Ruowei, but he never did.
Because of Ah Rui's attention, occasionally I would pay extra attention to this "little guy" when I went to class.
I even pretended to be Ah Rui and went to chat with Ruowei a few times, hoping that the next time Ah Rui was in class, I could talk to his favorite "little guy".
They really talked, Ah Rui was very happy every time he came back from class, he would tell me in detail what he and Ruowei did together today.
When the music class started next semester, Ah Rui's illness suddenly became serious.I took all the music lessons.
One day after class, Ruowei found me, handed me a letter, and asked me to pass it on to A Rui.
It turns out that he has always been able to distinguish me from Ah Rui, and he is the first person who can distinguish us.
I took the letter back, and Ah Rui couldn't see clearly at that time, so I had to read it to him.
Ruowei wrote "Zhao Minghan" at the beginning of the letter. Ah Rui always used my name when he went out. I asked him why he didn't tell Ruowei his real name. If you write a letter, write my name, just in case the letter is discovered by your parents, at least your parents will not wonder why A Rui received a letter from a stranger, so that I will not be implicated.
I also wrote the reply letter, A Rui dictated it, and I wrote it on behalf of him.At that time, Ah Rui's condition had just deteriorated and he was still unstable, so his reply letters were often unstable, but as soon as he had the energy, he would urge me to help him reply to Ruowei's letter.
After the letter is written, I will bring the letter to Ruowei when I go to class next week.Ah Rui and Ruowei seem to have an inexplicable agreement. If Ruowei never asked about Ah Rui's illness, I can't go into details.
In the second year, Ah Rui's illness stabilized, and he replied on time.
In this way, week after week, letter by letter, they wrote a thick stack back and forth, and I was involved in the whole process.
Ruowei's letter has always been very happy. He said a lot about Zangdong Town in the letter. A Rui is very happy every time he receives a letter. We like Zangdong Town very much. We also know you, Li Yuebo, and Zhou Manman and Deng Lu.
I also clearly know all Ruowei's preferences, he is so lively and cute, and brings great bright colors to our lives.
It may be because I feel that the life of being sick in bed is really boring, so A Rui always asks me to write about me in the reply.
The music class came to an end, A Rui and Ruowei exchanged mailing addresses and phone numbers in the letter, and they still communicated with each other, and I was still in the middle.
In the Spring Festival of the third year when Ah Rui and Ruowei communicated, Ah Rui begged me to buy a gift for Ruowei to send, and I also added a gift and sent it to Ruowei.
Ruowei returned two gifts, we were very happy that year.
In the fourth year, Ah Rui's illness worsened again. One day he woke up from a drowsy sleep and said lonely that the only voices in the whole house were me and him. Impulsively, I called Ruowei.
Ruowei seemed very pleasantly surprised, and talked a lot with joy, and I was still in the middle, talking more than Ah Rui.
In the sixth year of correspondence, that is, five years ago, Ah Rui's illness entered the final stage.
He was completely changed at that time, pheromone disease is a terrible disease, Ah Rui, who was supposed to be as tall and healthy as me, shrank into a tiny body under this disease.
We all know his time is numbered.
When the ghostwriter replied to Ruowei again, I asked Ah Rui if he wanted to tell Ruowei that he liked him.
I know, Ah Rui likes Ruowei.
Ah Rui was completely blind at that time, he closed his eyes, and seemed to want to shake his head, but he couldn't shake his head at that time, and he only had enough strength to shake his fingers.
He also asked me in a low voice, "Brother, am I ugly now?"
I said no.
Ah Rui said that I lied to him, and he said that he had secretly checked, and all patients with pheromone complications ended up with the same ugly appearance, and he must be the same now.
I have no excuse.
But I understand him, if I were Ah Rui, I would not tell Ruowei that I like him, I am not qualified.
When ghostwriting for the last time, Ah Rui asked me if I liked Ruowei.
Of course I do.
No one would dislike Ruowei.
Ah Rui couldn't speak much at that time, he laughed intermittently on the hospital bed, and begged me to confess to Ruowei.
I know he's really happy for me, just as I'm really sad for him.
Ah Rui walked away with a smile.
Before leaving, I only asked me one thing, to make Ruowei forget him.
He said that if Ruowei remembered him, he would definitely check what kind of illness he had. He would rather be forgotten than Ruowei see his last ugly appearance.
I agreed to him, we are always very concerned about whether we look good in front of the one we love, so I didn't inform Ruowei about A Rui's funeral.
I plan to confess to Ruowei later.
But Ruowei's confession came first, and it was still for "Zhao Minghan".And that letter was found by my mother and father.
At that time, Zhao's enterprise was in a financial crisis. My father said that if there was a relationship like the Song family, at least they could use it to attract part of the investment from the bank.
I told my parents that I am not "Zhao Minghan" in the letter, but that "Zhao Minghan" in the letter is A Rui.
I told the whole truth, I said that I also like Ruowei.
My father said it was just right and urged me to write back quickly.
I asked if I could confess my love in the name of the real Zhao Minghan, but my father said it was not safe, if Wei Wei didn't like me, it would be a complete ruin of the heaven-sent opportunity to save the Zhao family.
My father and mother prayed to me.
I'm not like your Li Yuebo in Ruowei's mouth. I don't know how to do business, and I don't make money.
So I compromised and wrote back, saying that I like it too, in the name of "Zhao Minghan".
The moment I picked up the pen, I knew that I was not qualified.
My actual appearance is much uglier than Ah Rui, and I have no right to like Ruowei anymore.
I don't know how my father works. The Zhao family seems to have gotten a sum of money, but it's not enough. Ruowei wrote letters one by one, and the family begged me to continue to reply.
I continued vilely.
Because I was the ghostwriter all the time, and because I kept talking about me in the letters, Ruowei didn't notice it.
I made a copy of every letter, I burned the original to Ah Rui, and kept the copy for myself.I know how despicable and shameless I am, but I can't help but secretly keep a copy.
If you don't think I deserve it please email me back and I'll burn it.
Ruowei and I are engaged, still in the name of "Zhao Minghan".I was afraid that Ruowei would find out and face Ruowei, so I left the country.
With the help of the Song family, the Zhao family stabilized, and the company of the Dongzang Chamber of Commerce also got involved. I will always remember what I owe you.
These years, my academic research is not bad. I have evaluated that even if the Zhao family goes bankrupt again, I will be able to support my parents, and I can still have some money left over to pay back the Song family and the Dongzang Chamber of Commerce. I may have to trouble you to allow me Sorry for the installment payment.
So I began to slowly alienate Ruowei.
One is that I can't tarnish him any more because he is so ugly, and the other is that I promised Ah Rui to make Ruowei forget him.
There is nothing like the natural estrangement of "exotic love" to make people forget each other, so I gradually stopped answering Ruowei's calls and refused his gifts. I think he will gradually get used to forgetting us after a long time.
I didn't expect that the resignation event would hurt Ruowei so much, and I sincerely thank you for your help to Ruowei, but the biggest pain has passed, and Ruowei will eventually forget about Ah Rui, and will eventually stay away from me, a dirty and despicable person , he deserves better people, and there will be better people.
As for the gifts I bought secretly, the meals and cakes I made secretly, I beg you to allow me, I promise I won’t bother Ruowei, I won’t let him know half of it, I just can’t help it, I know I’m not qualified, It's just that the despicable can't restrain the instinct of love.
All my life I shall live in this hopeless love, and this is the punishment I deserve for my despicability.After all the debts are paid off, I will go to Ah Rui to make amends.
The above is the whole truth, thank you for your patience to see this, I implore you to help Ruowei get out as soon as possible, I wish Ruowei and you all the best from now on.
Zhao Minghan.
·
The moonlight was faint, and the eucalyptus stood upright in the yard. The night wind blew up and gently shook the leaves of the eucalyptus, bringing a unique aroma.
The investigative agency is quite right, a gentleman is a gentleman with deep affection.
Because he is gentleman enough, he judges himself strictly; because he is affectionate enough, hopeless love is the best self-punishment.
Ye Yue sobbed a little, the alcohol magnified his emotions, he nestled in Li Yuebo's arms and watched it again, couldn't help crying again.
Li Yuebo wiped away his tears for him. He didn't quite agree with Zhao Minghan's approach, and he didn't quite understand it. All his principles and persistence can be summed up in two words - Ye Yue.
He didn't know Ye Yue's "dream" before, and he was too young. At first, Li Yuebo thought that Ye Yue didn't like him.
So he started planning since he was a child, planning carefully bit by bit.
He figured out Ye Yue's preferences little by little, and satisfied all of Ye Yue's preferences little by little, carefully constructing a unique intimacy.
But the young Li Yuebo knew better than anyone else that the intimacy that made him crazy was a castle in the air, it was floating, and it didn't even have a foundation, let alone talk about being solid.
Because all the things he provided are not necessary for Ye Yue, if there is, he is happy, if not, he can make do with it.
Li Yuebo still remembers that when he was ten years old, he went to Zhancheng on a business trip with his father's people, but the road happened to be blocked by heavy snow, and he was trapped in Zhancheng for three days.
For three days, he was in a state of anxiety, worrying about what would happen to his Ye Yue every day. After all, he was responsible for dressing and eating all by himself.
When he rushed back to Zangdong Town anxiously, he found a good Ye Yue.He will dress himself, go to school by himself, and arrange a poker game for his grandma. He even eats the pork rib soup that Mrs. Zhang cooks, which he dislikes most, which is soft and rotten garlic.
At that moment Li Yuebo felt endless panic.
Li Yuebo is a person who has been recognized by everyone since he was born, but only Li Yuebo knows that he doesn't care about others at all, he just wants to lock someone up and monopolize him.
But he knew that his Ye Yue didn't like being locked up, and he couldn't bear him to cry.
So the young Li Yuebo carefully wove a complicated and exquisite cage in an attempt to lock his spirit.
Before the age of ten, Li Yuebo thought he had succeeded.After all, all the children in Zangdong Town know to do their own things, and Li Yuebo does Ye Yue's things.
But the moment Zhancheng came back, Li Yuebo knew that Ye Yue didn't necessarily want him to do all this.He thought the cage that could lock the elves was actually vulnerable.
Everyone in Zangdong Town said that Ye Yue was pampered by him. At that moment, Li Yuebo realized that he was the one who had been pampered all the time. Ye Yue pampered him and let him arrange everything.
Ten-year-old Li Yuebo asked seriously later, Ye Yue's answer was also very simple, he even didn't take it seriously: "Huh? I thought you liked it, if you don't want to do it, just tell me."
You see, Ye Yue really didn't care about everything he gave, and even allowed him to take it back at any time.
So how can you like it?
At that time, they did not communicate with each other about the dream of Ye Yue's long death, so Li Yuebo didn't understand why Ye Yue, who obviously relied on him for everything, could live well by himself.
He just felt endless panic.
Those were the days when Li Yuebo felt the most insecure.He was once afraid that Ye Yue would approach other alphas, including Deng Lu.
But even in such panic days, Li Yuebo never considered the issue of qualifications, and never considered the issue of style.He only knew that it was his person, and he wanted it, and tried his best to get it.
There is only one reason why he didn't take drastic measures - he didn't want Ye Yue to cry.Not out of any gentlemanly thing.
Maybe he's just a born scumbag.The reason why he still has a character recognized by others is because he got Ye Yue.If he didn't get it, he didn't even know what he would do.
Li Yuebo never cared about being a gentleman, being mature and prudent. For Ye Yue, it doesn't matter if he is a dog. This is the most sincere thought in his heart.
Because it was too dark, he was very careful not to expose it to Ye Yue. Zhao Minghan said it rightly. Everyone cares about whether they look good in front of the one they love. Li Yuebo doesn't have to be beautiful, but He can't be hideous.
He can't scare his Ye Yue, especially after knowing the dream of his long death, he can't.
But he also admits that when it comes to loving Ye Yue, he is absolutely despicable by nature.He can die without Ye Yue, but it is absolutely impossible to live without Ye Yue.
So Li Yuebo was not touched by this email. He couldn't empathize with Zhao Minghan, and he didn't even understand it.
But his Ye Yue was crying, and drank alcohol because of it.
So Li Yuebo's heart ached.
He kissed Ye Yue's eyes over and over again, with pity in his voice: "Don't cry, don't cry..."
There were tears in Ye Yue's eyes. In fact, he could do this kind of thing before, but it seems that people will become more fragile after being hurt by others.
There are many things in life that hurt with delay.
It's like he sprained his ankle a few days ago, and he didn't feel any pain at that time, but today he found that his ankle was bruised, and the pain was delayed.
When he made a decision before, when he was abandoned by Li Yuebo and lived his life with the memories of Li Yuebo, he didn't feel any pain.
It was only after seeing Zhao Minghan's life today that I felt a kind of dense pain with a delay.
The most painful emotion that had been lurking deep in his heart and carefully hidden by him was completely triggered by Zhao Minghan's email. Coupled with the catalysis of alcohol, everything turned into surging tears. In the kiss, big ones flowed out.
He asked Li Yuebo to carry him to his studio.The conductor Li Yuebo opened a small wooden box hidden under the white canvas.
He likes to be quiet when he paints, and Li Yuebo doesn't often come to his studio, so Li Yuebo is still a little strange to the studio.
But Li Yuebo is very familiar with this small wooden box.
It was a fashion luggage box that he used to travel with his father when he was a child. After returning from Zhancheng at the age of ten, he felt that the box was not enough to hold it, and he also felt that it was a bit worn out, so he threw it away.
He didn't expect Ye Yue to pick it up and preserve it so well.
At the age when he felt the most insecure, when he was the most panicked when Ye Yue didn't like him, Ye Yue secretly picked up the small wooden box he didn't want.
Li Yuebo felt that his eyes were also hot.
He opened the small wooden box.
Ye Yue's drunkenness has completely come up, and he stopped crying, but the end of his eyes are still red after crying, and the light in his eyes is moist.
People who are already good enough on weekdays seem to be even better when drunk.
He watched Li Yuebo open the small wooden box, and his voice was soft and crying after being drunk: "My..."
Li Yuebo asked him: "What's yours?"
Ye Yue's tears flowed down again, his mouth was flattened, and the sad look he saw on Li Yuebo's face when he just came back tonight: "My...you don't want me anymore, I want to take me with you." Let's go..."
Li Yuebo gave another series of delicate kisses.
He knew that Ye Yue fell into the panic of being abandoned for no reason, so he kept repeating in a low voice while kissing his tears: "I want you forever, always want you..."
Ye Yue was soothed by him, and laughed again with tears in his eyes, crying and laughing at the same time, and even had a little snot bubble.
Li Yuebo took the paper and gently wiped it off for him, and then twisted the paper on his nose. They were used to doing this kind of thing, so Li Yuebo took the paper and touched it, even when he was drunk, Ye Mo would still be happy. Yue also spontaneously blew.
The studio is near the backyard, and directly below is the garage. The red crabapple that was planted when I was six years old and now has gone crazy is protruding over it lawlessly, emitting a fragrance quietly through the window glass.
Li Yuebo flipped through the contents of the small wooden box.
He recognized some, some he didn't recognize, he asked if he didn't recognize, and Ye Yuewo answered obediently in his arms.
It's just that the more he asked and the more answers he got, the hoarse Li Yuebo's voice became.
Most of the things he recognizes are things that can be understood at a glance, such as the draft calculations he wrote casually, the stubs of the gifts he bought, the air tickets, and even some inexplicable packaging shells, dried flower specimens...
Most of them are unrecognizable, such as what looks like down feathers and hair in a transparent bag?Some kind of fiber... These unrecognizable things take up most of the wooden box.
All items are individually packed in small bags, and each bag is numbered.
At first, Li Yuebo asked Ye Yue one by one with the bag, and then he found a small thick picture album at the bottom of the box.
It is very thick, with a picture and a short note on it, corresponding to each number:
No. 1: On February [-]th, Ali gave me a paw, and Li Yuebo beat it and pulled out a handful of hair (it was shedding), and Ali came back the next day , and meowing next to Li Yuebo, I can't figure it out.
The accompanying painting is a q-version villain holding another villain in one hand and a cat by the back of the neck in the other.
No. 2: On February 21, I slept too late last night, and when Li Yuebo called me to wake up early, I plucked out two of his hairs.
The accompanying painting is two small people hugging each other, one of them is holding the hair of the other with his eyes closed.
Number 3: On March [-]st, Li Yuebo kissed me when the plane landed.
The accompanying painting is two villains hugging and kissing together. The painting here is colorful, and the sky outside the airplane window is very blue.
Number 4: On March [-]th, wearing couple outfits with Li Yuebo.
The accompanying painting is two villains, one tall and one short, dressed exactly the same.
Number 5: On March [-]th, Li Yuebo gave me a lecture. Once I answered correctly, he kissed me once, and once I answered incorrectly, he kissed me twice.
There are two accompanying paintings, the first one is a villain hugging another villain and giving a lecture, the second one is two people kissing each other, and the test paper on the desk in front of them is drawn in great detail. A bright red "x".
Number 6: On March [-]th, when planting trees, Li Yuebo took all the things and smiled at me standing under the steps.I need to remember to water our tree tomorrow.
The accompanying picture shows two people looking at each other and smiling across the steps, and the villain standing at the bottom of the steps is holding a tree planting tool in his hand.
……
It's such a thick book that it can't be finished in one night.
Li Yuebo's face was also wet, and Ye Yue reached out to flip through the album to the end, his face was still faintly drunk: "Li Yuebo, don't be sad, I drew you beautifully..."
The last page is a full-body portrait of Li Yuebo.
It is a very realistic painting method, that is, laymen often exclaim "this painting is as beautiful as a photo".
Exactly like the photo.
He did draw him beautifully, too.
The hair is one by one, and the slightest folds on the clothes have been handled with great care. His eyes have taken on his usual coldness, not the softness that he only had when he looked at Ye Yue.
There is no number for this painting, but only seven short words on the side: Li Yuebo, my favorite.
Li Yuebo's sexy Adam's apple slid up and down, and a kind of swollen and stagnant late-night air suddenly filled his throat. He swallowed out of thin air, and briefly suppressed the air before asking: "Why? Want to hide these secretly?"
The voice has become hoarse.
The moon was also curious about this question, and secretly stopped at the window outside the painting, pricking up its ears to listen.
Ye Yue opened his eyes and looked at him, with a hazy drunkenness on his small face. He was already very drunk, so he blinked a few times seriously and slowly, and still stretched out his hands to hold Li Yuebo's face: "You Don't move around."
Then put his face on it, and replied sadly with his mouth flattened: "Because the ending is that you don't love me anymore, so you have to remember these moments when you loved me, for a long, long time..."
Drunkness made his body go soft, his hand holding his face slid down weakly, and his head fell on Li Yuebo's chest again: "I thought I would be the same as Zhao Minghan...after you didn't want me...hide and secretly Love you……"
So he cries.
He felt that he and Zhao Minghan had reached the same goal by different routes.
Like a lonely traveler in the endless desert, when he meets another human being, he can't help but burst into tears.
Li Yuebo's throat is no longer swollen and suffocated, he seems to be choked by someone, and he can't even pronounce it.
Ye Yue was still not satisfied, and cried softly in his arms: "Li Yuebo, who hurts so much...I know better than anyone that you will not want me in the future...I want to live peacefully...It hurts..."
So he cries.
Because I lived in peaceful despair for a long time, I understand Zhao Minghan's pain better. Because I have been drenched in the rain, I can't help but feel sorry for him when I see others being drenched again.
Li Yuebo kissed him over and over again.
It was late at night, and Li Yuebo carried him to wash up.
Ye Yue's consciousness is completely unconscious, but the habits he has developed in the past 18 years have allowed him to cooperate with Li Yuebo without any hindrance.
Li Yuebo hugged him together, and his legs spontaneously wrapped around Li Yuebo's waist, and his face, which was flushed from crying earlier, rubbed against Li Yuebo's chest affectionately.
When Li Yuebo was holding him to take a bath, he obediently asked Li Yuebo to take off his clothes, then wash his face and hair...
He has long practiced Li Yuebo's ability to do whatever he wants on him, and he still sleeps soundly.
The moon came out again, shining quietly on them.
·
When I woke up the next day, it was almost noon.
Li Yuebo didn't go to the project site, took his notebook and leaned against the head of the bed to handle his work. Seeing that he woke up, he put the notebook aside, bent down and kissed him on the forehead.
"I'll take you to wash up?" Li Yuebo said.
Ye Yue blinked, the memory of last night came back, and the roots of his ears turned red: "I will go by myself."
Li Yuebo pinched his ears, said hello, and asked him what he wanted for breakfast, and then listed a bunch of nutritious breakfasts to choose from.
The summer sun had already reached half the height of the bedroom wall.
Ye Yue jumped up from the bed, rushed into the bathroom, and said casually.The sound of water from the faucet rang, and Ye Yue's voice came out again: "Li Yuebo, be normal!"
Li Yuebo chuckled lightly.
How could it be normal? Since last night, he has been wishing to pluck all the clouds in the sky for his Ye Yue.
For breakfast, under Ye Yue's resistance, he chose the most plain seafood porridge.
While watching him eat, Li Yuebo said casually: "I chose the Zhang family for the Fengquanshan project."
Ye Yue was scooping up a spoonful of porridge, and when he heard this, he even forgot to put the porridge in his mouth, and said to him foolishly: "I didn't say that last night..."
Li Yuebo's eyes flickered, and he suppressed the deepness in his eyes calmly. He fed the porridge into his mouth with his hand, and then naturally lowered his head to lick the rice grains that were accidentally left at the corner of his mouth.
Ye Yue's ears were reddish again.
Li Yuebo swallowed the rice, and continued: "It wasn't last night, I was working on this before, but I just finished it during the day yesterday."
Ye Yue was still in a daze, he was really surprised that Li Yuebo chose the Chen family in the original book.
Seeing that he was stunned, Li Yuebo snatched the spoon from his hand, scooped it up himself and fed him while saying in a flat tone, "Didn't you say that you don't want me to work with Chen Chen?" The so-called "wind" threat.
This answer made Ye Yue's heart tremble slightly, Li Yuebo really considered all his words seriously.
"I'm just saying that, if work really requires it, it's not impossible," Ye Yue was fed a mouthful of porridge by him, and said slowly while eating, "You can't mess around with work, Li Yuebo, you The Chen family was clearly chosen before..."
Li Yuebo took another spoonful of porridge, and waited for him to finish eating before delivering a new spoonful.
It was bright daylight in the dining room, and Li Yuebo still spoke calmly while sitting there, and he didn't even ask him what he had for breakfast when he came seriously: "It's easier to choose the Chen family, but it doesn't matter to the Zhang family, there is no difference."
Li Yuebo has never been a person who talks nonsense, since he really thinks it doesn't matter which one he chooses, Ye Yue is relieved.
Li Yuebo fed him the whole bowl of porridge spoon by spoon.
·
In the afternoon, Chen Chen came to the door, along with Uncle Deng who was very concerned about who the project partner was at the wedding banquet.
Chen Chen held his favorite sour fruit in his hand.
Ye Yue welcomed them in.Li Yuebo went to the construction site, his grandma went next door to play cards, and he was the only one at home.
In the living room, Ye Yue had just served the tea, but Chen Chen didn't even take a sip, and was about to bow to him when he stood up. The smile that was always bright before now seemed very far-fetched: "If it's because I did something wrong, I'd like to Apologize and make corrections in time, Fengquanshan project also asks you to make Brother Bo think again."
Ye Yue avoided his bow: "You haven't done anything wrong, and I can't interfere with Li Yuebo's work."
Fifth Uncle Deng pulled Chen Chen up, and said in a kind tone, "Yuezi, don't think that Uncle is bothering you. It is true that Bozai's change of partner was a sudden change recently. We old guys only thought of you after much deliberation. If it's really because of some disagreement with the Chen family boy, let's talk it out and don't let personal matters affect the affairs of everyone in the chamber of commerce."
The last sentence is a bit heavy.
Ye Yue shook his head: "I haven't."
Uncle Deng sighed, with a reproachful expression on his face for the first time: "Although we all believe in Bozai, the Fengquanshan project is not a joke. Even if he chooses the Zhang family, he can control it. You can't bear to see your Pozai so tired." Uncle came to you not because of any entanglements between Uncle and the Chen family, nor on behalf of Uncle alone, it is indeed more beneficial to choose the Chen family."
Ye Yue didn't say a word.
A chickadee chirped outside the window instead of his answer.
Chen Chen pleaded again: "If it was because my sudden intrusion into Fengming Mountain displeased you, I solemnly apologize. I did go there with the intention of making friends with you, but it was only because the Chen family desperately needed this project. , so I..." Ye Yue interrupted him: "It's okay, I know. But I really can't interfere with Li Yuebo's work."
How could there be a sudden coincidence in such a remote place like Fengming Mountain? Only Song Ruowei and Zhou Manman would believe this.
He said that he wanted to make friends with him, but he always behaved very popular with others throughout the party. There were only two meetings left, and he happened to show his professional expertise to the fullest every time.
There has never been a shortage of professionals around Li Yuebo, but even when Deng Lu was working with Li Yuebo, when he went to visit Li Yuebo, he never saw Deng Lu come to talk to Li Yuebo about work, and Ye Yue asked about it. After passing Deng Lu, Deng Lu rolled her eyes and said, who doesn't know that if there is no big thing when you are here, it is best not to bother Brother Bo.
Everyone knew about it, how could he always bump into Chen Chen?
It's not that Ye Yue doesn't understand, after all, what he is best at is reading people's faces.It's just that at that time he always thought that Chen Chen was the protagonist and everything should follow him, so he didn't do anything but cry sadly.
Without Zhou Yu's vigilance, he would probably still believe in the plot of the original book, allowing himself to sink into the inferiority panic that he is not as good as Chen Chen...Of course, he is still inferior and panicky now, but he will move forward.
In the yard, the chickadee gracefully spread its wings and jumped into the blue sky lightly.
Chen Chen and Uncle Deng also left together.
·
The days are normal again.
Ye Yueguan Zhao Minghan asked for the address of Zhao Mingrui's cemetery, and went to sacrifice it.
Zhao Minghan asked him why, and Ye Yue said that since Zhao Mingrui is destined to be forgotten by Song Ruowei, let him remember him, so that the total number of people who will remember him in this world will remain the same.
After sending the email, he denied himself again. No, it’s not that the total amount remains the same, it’s that there is one more. Li Yuebo will remember it with him.
Zhao Minghan sent him the address.
On the way to visit the tomb, Zhou Yu sent a message saying that Zhao Minghan had suddenly added a new research topic—omega levels and emotional health.
Ye Yue's eyes were hot, Li Yuebo touched his face and asked what's wrong.
Ye Yue handed him the phone. This time, Li Yuebo understood Zhao Minghan——when I can’t love him as an individual, then I love his group. When the light of scientific research is fortunate enough to shine on the group, my love will always have a Two fell on someone I love.
He is indeed a gentleman with deep affection.
The scenery outside the car window flashed by, resembling the hastily ended love of the two brothers of the Zhao family.Ye Yue nestled quietly in Li Yuebo's arms. After drinking, his mood became much more stable, and now he only had a little regret in his heart.
Zhao Mingrui was buried at the highest place of Shanlin Cemetery in Sang City. Zhao Minghan said that Ah Rui hadn't seen much of the world before his death, so he had to be at the highest place for him to look at after his death.
It's not Qingming, there is no one in the cemetery, and the straight and lush fir trees stand like pacesetters under the blue sky.
Ye Yue was led by Li Yuebo to climb up the steps step by step. After the cedar tree blocking his view was removed, he saw Song Ruowei who should not have appeared here—in front of Zhao Mingrui's tomb.
For a moment, Ye Yue felt sensitively that maybe he regretted Zhao Minghan earlier.
Ye Yue didn't speak in Li Yuebo's arms, but hugged him tightly, like a child who was lost and found again.
Li Yuebo hugged him tightly silently, stroking his back gently with his hands.
Li Yuebo didn't ask anything, he knew that since Ye Yue was waiting for him, he must tell him.Sure enough, as soon as he went up to the second floor, Ye Yue asked him to go to the study.
The lights in the study were not turned on, only the computer screen on the desk was dimly lit.Li Yuebo turned on the light and walked over with the man in his arms.
On the computer screen was Zhao Minghan's long reply:
Ye Yue: Hello.
After thinking about it again and again, I decided to write this email, not to justify myself, I know that my despicableness and mistakes cannot be justified, but I just hope to tell you the truth so that you can help Ruowei forget "Zhao Minghan" faster.
I have a twin brother named Zhao Mingrui.Ah Rui suffers from a rare pheromone disease and was not allowed to go out since he was a child.
He didn't have any symptoms in the early stage of this disease, and he looked no different from ordinary people. In addition, when I was young, I didn't understand this disease deeply, so I would let him out whenever Ah Rui begged me. My parents found out that as soon as Ah Rui went out, I would hide in his room instead of him.
Because we are twins and Mom and Dad are constantly working, this game has remained undiscovered for years.
Ah Rui is very obedient and smart. He never wanders around when he goes out. He just goes to school and shares his class notes and "memory of the day" with me when he comes back. We have never been in trouble.
In the fourth grade, Ah Rui begged me to sign up for a weekend music class.I’m not interested in music. It’s probably Ah Rui who goes to the class. Fortunately, that class only teaches music theory, and I can get away with it purely by memorizing. Therefore, even if Ah Rui can no longer go to class due to his illness, I can replace him. Keep the lesson going.
Ruowei came to our class in the middle of the first semester. This kind of interest class does not have too strict restrictions on the age of students.
A Rui came back from class that day and told me with bright eyes that there was a little guy in the class. Ruowei was in the second grade of elementary school at that time, and he could indeed be called a "little guy" in our class.
Perhaps it is because he has always been regarded as his "brother" at home, and because of his illness, he has always been in the position of "being taken care of", so A Rui has obviously paid attention to Ruowei, a child who is younger than him.
I have been encouraging him to contact Ruowei, but he never did.
Because of Ah Rui's attention, occasionally I would pay extra attention to this "little guy" when I went to class.
I even pretended to be Ah Rui and went to chat with Ruowei a few times, hoping that the next time Ah Rui was in class, I could talk to his favorite "little guy".
They really talked, Ah Rui was very happy every time he came back from class, he would tell me in detail what he and Ruowei did together today.
When the music class started next semester, Ah Rui's illness suddenly became serious.I took all the music lessons.
One day after class, Ruowei found me, handed me a letter, and asked me to pass it on to A Rui.
It turns out that he has always been able to distinguish me from Ah Rui, and he is the first person who can distinguish us.
I took the letter back, and Ah Rui couldn't see clearly at that time, so I had to read it to him.
Ruowei wrote "Zhao Minghan" at the beginning of the letter. Ah Rui always used my name when he went out. I asked him why he didn't tell Ruowei his real name. If you write a letter, write my name, just in case the letter is discovered by your parents, at least your parents will not wonder why A Rui received a letter from a stranger, so that I will not be implicated.
I also wrote the reply letter, A Rui dictated it, and I wrote it on behalf of him.At that time, Ah Rui's condition had just deteriorated and he was still unstable, so his reply letters were often unstable, but as soon as he had the energy, he would urge me to help him reply to Ruowei's letter.
After the letter is written, I will bring the letter to Ruowei when I go to class next week.Ah Rui and Ruowei seem to have an inexplicable agreement. If Ruowei never asked about Ah Rui's illness, I can't go into details.
In the second year, Ah Rui's illness stabilized, and he replied on time.
In this way, week after week, letter by letter, they wrote a thick stack back and forth, and I was involved in the whole process.
Ruowei's letter has always been very happy. He said a lot about Zangdong Town in the letter. A Rui is very happy every time he receives a letter. We like Zangdong Town very much. We also know you, Li Yuebo, and Zhou Manman and Deng Lu.
I also clearly know all Ruowei's preferences, he is so lively and cute, and brings great bright colors to our lives.
It may be because I feel that the life of being sick in bed is really boring, so A Rui always asks me to write about me in the reply.
The music class came to an end, A Rui and Ruowei exchanged mailing addresses and phone numbers in the letter, and they still communicated with each other, and I was still in the middle.
In the Spring Festival of the third year when Ah Rui and Ruowei communicated, Ah Rui begged me to buy a gift for Ruowei to send, and I also added a gift and sent it to Ruowei.
Ruowei returned two gifts, we were very happy that year.
In the fourth year, Ah Rui's illness worsened again. One day he woke up from a drowsy sleep and said lonely that the only voices in the whole house were me and him. Impulsively, I called Ruowei.
Ruowei seemed very pleasantly surprised, and talked a lot with joy, and I was still in the middle, talking more than Ah Rui.
In the sixth year of correspondence, that is, five years ago, Ah Rui's illness entered the final stage.
He was completely changed at that time, pheromone disease is a terrible disease, Ah Rui, who was supposed to be as tall and healthy as me, shrank into a tiny body under this disease.
We all know his time is numbered.
When the ghostwriter replied to Ruowei again, I asked Ah Rui if he wanted to tell Ruowei that he liked him.
I know, Ah Rui likes Ruowei.
Ah Rui was completely blind at that time, he closed his eyes, and seemed to want to shake his head, but he couldn't shake his head at that time, and he only had enough strength to shake his fingers.
He also asked me in a low voice, "Brother, am I ugly now?"
I said no.
Ah Rui said that I lied to him, and he said that he had secretly checked, and all patients with pheromone complications ended up with the same ugly appearance, and he must be the same now.
I have no excuse.
But I understand him, if I were Ah Rui, I would not tell Ruowei that I like him, I am not qualified.
When ghostwriting for the last time, Ah Rui asked me if I liked Ruowei.
Of course I do.
No one would dislike Ruowei.
Ah Rui couldn't speak much at that time, he laughed intermittently on the hospital bed, and begged me to confess to Ruowei.
I know he's really happy for me, just as I'm really sad for him.
Ah Rui walked away with a smile.
Before leaving, I only asked me one thing, to make Ruowei forget him.
He said that if Ruowei remembered him, he would definitely check what kind of illness he had. He would rather be forgotten than Ruowei see his last ugly appearance.
I agreed to him, we are always very concerned about whether we look good in front of the one we love, so I didn't inform Ruowei about A Rui's funeral.
I plan to confess to Ruowei later.
But Ruowei's confession came first, and it was still for "Zhao Minghan".And that letter was found by my mother and father.
At that time, Zhao's enterprise was in a financial crisis. My father said that if there was a relationship like the Song family, at least they could use it to attract part of the investment from the bank.
I told my parents that I am not "Zhao Minghan" in the letter, but that "Zhao Minghan" in the letter is A Rui.
I told the whole truth, I said that I also like Ruowei.
My father said it was just right and urged me to write back quickly.
I asked if I could confess my love in the name of the real Zhao Minghan, but my father said it was not safe, if Wei Wei didn't like me, it would be a complete ruin of the heaven-sent opportunity to save the Zhao family.
My father and mother prayed to me.
I'm not like your Li Yuebo in Ruowei's mouth. I don't know how to do business, and I don't make money.
So I compromised and wrote back, saying that I like it too, in the name of "Zhao Minghan".
The moment I picked up the pen, I knew that I was not qualified.
My actual appearance is much uglier than Ah Rui, and I have no right to like Ruowei anymore.
I don't know how my father works. The Zhao family seems to have gotten a sum of money, but it's not enough. Ruowei wrote letters one by one, and the family begged me to continue to reply.
I continued vilely.
Because I was the ghostwriter all the time, and because I kept talking about me in the letters, Ruowei didn't notice it.
I made a copy of every letter, I burned the original to Ah Rui, and kept the copy for myself.I know how despicable and shameless I am, but I can't help but secretly keep a copy.
If you don't think I deserve it please email me back and I'll burn it.
Ruowei and I are engaged, still in the name of "Zhao Minghan".I was afraid that Ruowei would find out and face Ruowei, so I left the country.
With the help of the Song family, the Zhao family stabilized, and the company of the Dongzang Chamber of Commerce also got involved. I will always remember what I owe you.
These years, my academic research is not bad. I have evaluated that even if the Zhao family goes bankrupt again, I will be able to support my parents, and I can still have some money left over to pay back the Song family and the Dongzang Chamber of Commerce. I may have to trouble you to allow me Sorry for the installment payment.
So I began to slowly alienate Ruowei.
One is that I can't tarnish him any more because he is so ugly, and the other is that I promised Ah Rui to make Ruowei forget him.
There is nothing like the natural estrangement of "exotic love" to make people forget each other, so I gradually stopped answering Ruowei's calls and refused his gifts. I think he will gradually get used to forgetting us after a long time.
I didn't expect that the resignation event would hurt Ruowei so much, and I sincerely thank you for your help to Ruowei, but the biggest pain has passed, and Ruowei will eventually forget about Ah Rui, and will eventually stay away from me, a dirty and despicable person , he deserves better people, and there will be better people.
As for the gifts I bought secretly, the meals and cakes I made secretly, I beg you to allow me, I promise I won’t bother Ruowei, I won’t let him know half of it, I just can’t help it, I know I’m not qualified, It's just that the despicable can't restrain the instinct of love.
All my life I shall live in this hopeless love, and this is the punishment I deserve for my despicability.After all the debts are paid off, I will go to Ah Rui to make amends.
The above is the whole truth, thank you for your patience to see this, I implore you to help Ruowei get out as soon as possible, I wish Ruowei and you all the best from now on.
Zhao Minghan.
·
The moonlight was faint, and the eucalyptus stood upright in the yard. The night wind blew up and gently shook the leaves of the eucalyptus, bringing a unique aroma.
The investigative agency is quite right, a gentleman is a gentleman with deep affection.
Because he is gentleman enough, he judges himself strictly; because he is affectionate enough, hopeless love is the best self-punishment.
Ye Yue sobbed a little, the alcohol magnified his emotions, he nestled in Li Yuebo's arms and watched it again, couldn't help crying again.
Li Yuebo wiped away his tears for him. He didn't quite agree with Zhao Minghan's approach, and he didn't quite understand it. All his principles and persistence can be summed up in two words - Ye Yue.
He didn't know Ye Yue's "dream" before, and he was too young. At first, Li Yuebo thought that Ye Yue didn't like him.
So he started planning since he was a child, planning carefully bit by bit.
He figured out Ye Yue's preferences little by little, and satisfied all of Ye Yue's preferences little by little, carefully constructing a unique intimacy.
But the young Li Yuebo knew better than anyone else that the intimacy that made him crazy was a castle in the air, it was floating, and it didn't even have a foundation, let alone talk about being solid.
Because all the things he provided are not necessary for Ye Yue, if there is, he is happy, if not, he can make do with it.
Li Yuebo still remembers that when he was ten years old, he went to Zhancheng on a business trip with his father's people, but the road happened to be blocked by heavy snow, and he was trapped in Zhancheng for three days.
For three days, he was in a state of anxiety, worrying about what would happen to his Ye Yue every day. After all, he was responsible for dressing and eating all by himself.
When he rushed back to Zangdong Town anxiously, he found a good Ye Yue.He will dress himself, go to school by himself, and arrange a poker game for his grandma. He even eats the pork rib soup that Mrs. Zhang cooks, which he dislikes most, which is soft and rotten garlic.
At that moment Li Yuebo felt endless panic.
Li Yuebo is a person who has been recognized by everyone since he was born, but only Li Yuebo knows that he doesn't care about others at all, he just wants to lock someone up and monopolize him.
But he knew that his Ye Yue didn't like being locked up, and he couldn't bear him to cry.
So the young Li Yuebo carefully wove a complicated and exquisite cage in an attempt to lock his spirit.
Before the age of ten, Li Yuebo thought he had succeeded.After all, all the children in Zangdong Town know to do their own things, and Li Yuebo does Ye Yue's things.
But the moment Zhancheng came back, Li Yuebo knew that Ye Yue didn't necessarily want him to do all this.He thought the cage that could lock the elves was actually vulnerable.
Everyone in Zangdong Town said that Ye Yue was pampered by him. At that moment, Li Yuebo realized that he was the one who had been pampered all the time. Ye Yue pampered him and let him arrange everything.
Ten-year-old Li Yuebo asked seriously later, Ye Yue's answer was also very simple, he even didn't take it seriously: "Huh? I thought you liked it, if you don't want to do it, just tell me."
You see, Ye Yue really didn't care about everything he gave, and even allowed him to take it back at any time.
So how can you like it?
At that time, they did not communicate with each other about the dream of Ye Yue's long death, so Li Yuebo didn't understand why Ye Yue, who obviously relied on him for everything, could live well by himself.
He just felt endless panic.
Those were the days when Li Yuebo felt the most insecure.He was once afraid that Ye Yue would approach other alphas, including Deng Lu.
But even in such panic days, Li Yuebo never considered the issue of qualifications, and never considered the issue of style.He only knew that it was his person, and he wanted it, and tried his best to get it.
There is only one reason why he didn't take drastic measures - he didn't want Ye Yue to cry.Not out of any gentlemanly thing.
Maybe he's just a born scumbag.The reason why he still has a character recognized by others is because he got Ye Yue.If he didn't get it, he didn't even know what he would do.
Li Yuebo never cared about being a gentleman, being mature and prudent. For Ye Yue, it doesn't matter if he is a dog. This is the most sincere thought in his heart.
Because it was too dark, he was very careful not to expose it to Ye Yue. Zhao Minghan said it rightly. Everyone cares about whether they look good in front of the one they love. Li Yuebo doesn't have to be beautiful, but He can't be hideous.
He can't scare his Ye Yue, especially after knowing the dream of his long death, he can't.
But he also admits that when it comes to loving Ye Yue, he is absolutely despicable by nature.He can die without Ye Yue, but it is absolutely impossible to live without Ye Yue.
So Li Yuebo was not touched by this email. He couldn't empathize with Zhao Minghan, and he didn't even understand it.
But his Ye Yue was crying, and drank alcohol because of it.
So Li Yuebo's heart ached.
He kissed Ye Yue's eyes over and over again, with pity in his voice: "Don't cry, don't cry..."
There were tears in Ye Yue's eyes. In fact, he could do this kind of thing before, but it seems that people will become more fragile after being hurt by others.
There are many things in life that hurt with delay.
It's like he sprained his ankle a few days ago, and he didn't feel any pain at that time, but today he found that his ankle was bruised, and the pain was delayed.
When he made a decision before, when he was abandoned by Li Yuebo and lived his life with the memories of Li Yuebo, he didn't feel any pain.
It was only after seeing Zhao Minghan's life today that I felt a kind of dense pain with a delay.
The most painful emotion that had been lurking deep in his heart and carefully hidden by him was completely triggered by Zhao Minghan's email. Coupled with the catalysis of alcohol, everything turned into surging tears. In the kiss, big ones flowed out.
He asked Li Yuebo to carry him to his studio.The conductor Li Yuebo opened a small wooden box hidden under the white canvas.
He likes to be quiet when he paints, and Li Yuebo doesn't often come to his studio, so Li Yuebo is still a little strange to the studio.
But Li Yuebo is very familiar with this small wooden box.
It was a fashion luggage box that he used to travel with his father when he was a child. After returning from Zhancheng at the age of ten, he felt that the box was not enough to hold it, and he also felt that it was a bit worn out, so he threw it away.
He didn't expect Ye Yue to pick it up and preserve it so well.
At the age when he felt the most insecure, when he was the most panicked when Ye Yue didn't like him, Ye Yue secretly picked up the small wooden box he didn't want.
Li Yuebo felt that his eyes were also hot.
He opened the small wooden box.
Ye Yue's drunkenness has completely come up, and he stopped crying, but the end of his eyes are still red after crying, and the light in his eyes is moist.
People who are already good enough on weekdays seem to be even better when drunk.
He watched Li Yuebo open the small wooden box, and his voice was soft and crying after being drunk: "My..."
Li Yuebo asked him: "What's yours?"
Ye Yue's tears flowed down again, his mouth was flattened, and the sad look he saw on Li Yuebo's face when he just came back tonight: "My...you don't want me anymore, I want to take me with you." Let's go..."
Li Yuebo gave another series of delicate kisses.
He knew that Ye Yue fell into the panic of being abandoned for no reason, so he kept repeating in a low voice while kissing his tears: "I want you forever, always want you..."
Ye Yue was soothed by him, and laughed again with tears in his eyes, crying and laughing at the same time, and even had a little snot bubble.
Li Yuebo took the paper and gently wiped it off for him, and then twisted the paper on his nose. They were used to doing this kind of thing, so Li Yuebo took the paper and touched it, even when he was drunk, Ye Mo would still be happy. Yue also spontaneously blew.
The studio is near the backyard, and directly below is the garage. The red crabapple that was planted when I was six years old and now has gone crazy is protruding over it lawlessly, emitting a fragrance quietly through the window glass.
Li Yuebo flipped through the contents of the small wooden box.
He recognized some, some he didn't recognize, he asked if he didn't recognize, and Ye Yuewo answered obediently in his arms.
It's just that the more he asked and the more answers he got, the hoarse Li Yuebo's voice became.
Most of the things he recognizes are things that can be understood at a glance, such as the draft calculations he wrote casually, the stubs of the gifts he bought, the air tickets, and even some inexplicable packaging shells, dried flower specimens...
Most of them are unrecognizable, such as what looks like down feathers and hair in a transparent bag?Some kind of fiber... These unrecognizable things take up most of the wooden box.
All items are individually packed in small bags, and each bag is numbered.
At first, Li Yuebo asked Ye Yue one by one with the bag, and then he found a small thick picture album at the bottom of the box.
It is very thick, with a picture and a short note on it, corresponding to each number:
No. 1: On February [-]th, Ali gave me a paw, and Li Yuebo beat it and pulled out a handful of hair (it was shedding), and Ali came back the next day , and meowing next to Li Yuebo, I can't figure it out.
The accompanying painting is a q-version villain holding another villain in one hand and a cat by the back of the neck in the other.
No. 2: On February 21, I slept too late last night, and when Li Yuebo called me to wake up early, I plucked out two of his hairs.
The accompanying painting is two small people hugging each other, one of them is holding the hair of the other with his eyes closed.
Number 3: On March [-]st, Li Yuebo kissed me when the plane landed.
The accompanying painting is two villains hugging and kissing together. The painting here is colorful, and the sky outside the airplane window is very blue.
Number 4: On March [-]th, wearing couple outfits with Li Yuebo.
The accompanying painting is two villains, one tall and one short, dressed exactly the same.
Number 5: On March [-]th, Li Yuebo gave me a lecture. Once I answered correctly, he kissed me once, and once I answered incorrectly, he kissed me twice.
There are two accompanying paintings, the first one is a villain hugging another villain and giving a lecture, the second one is two people kissing each other, and the test paper on the desk in front of them is drawn in great detail. A bright red "x".
Number 6: On March [-]th, when planting trees, Li Yuebo took all the things and smiled at me standing under the steps.I need to remember to water our tree tomorrow.
The accompanying picture shows two people looking at each other and smiling across the steps, and the villain standing at the bottom of the steps is holding a tree planting tool in his hand.
……
It's such a thick book that it can't be finished in one night.
Li Yuebo's face was also wet, and Ye Yue reached out to flip through the album to the end, his face was still faintly drunk: "Li Yuebo, don't be sad, I drew you beautifully..."
The last page is a full-body portrait of Li Yuebo.
It is a very realistic painting method, that is, laymen often exclaim "this painting is as beautiful as a photo".
Exactly like the photo.
He did draw him beautifully, too.
The hair is one by one, and the slightest folds on the clothes have been handled with great care. His eyes have taken on his usual coldness, not the softness that he only had when he looked at Ye Yue.
There is no number for this painting, but only seven short words on the side: Li Yuebo, my favorite.
Li Yuebo's sexy Adam's apple slid up and down, and a kind of swollen and stagnant late-night air suddenly filled his throat. He swallowed out of thin air, and briefly suppressed the air before asking: "Why? Want to hide these secretly?"
The voice has become hoarse.
The moon was also curious about this question, and secretly stopped at the window outside the painting, pricking up its ears to listen.
Ye Yue opened his eyes and looked at him, with a hazy drunkenness on his small face. He was already very drunk, so he blinked a few times seriously and slowly, and still stretched out his hands to hold Li Yuebo's face: "You Don't move around."
Then put his face on it, and replied sadly with his mouth flattened: "Because the ending is that you don't love me anymore, so you have to remember these moments when you loved me, for a long, long time..."
Drunkness made his body go soft, his hand holding his face slid down weakly, and his head fell on Li Yuebo's chest again: "I thought I would be the same as Zhao Minghan...after you didn't want me...hide and secretly Love you……"
So he cries.
He felt that he and Zhao Minghan had reached the same goal by different routes.
Like a lonely traveler in the endless desert, when he meets another human being, he can't help but burst into tears.
Li Yuebo's throat is no longer swollen and suffocated, he seems to be choked by someone, and he can't even pronounce it.
Ye Yue was still not satisfied, and cried softly in his arms: "Li Yuebo, who hurts so much...I know better than anyone that you will not want me in the future...I want to live peacefully...It hurts..."
So he cries.
Because I lived in peaceful despair for a long time, I understand Zhao Minghan's pain better. Because I have been drenched in the rain, I can't help but feel sorry for him when I see others being drenched again.
Li Yuebo kissed him over and over again.
It was late at night, and Li Yuebo carried him to wash up.
Ye Yue's consciousness is completely unconscious, but the habits he has developed in the past 18 years have allowed him to cooperate with Li Yuebo without any hindrance.
Li Yuebo hugged him together, and his legs spontaneously wrapped around Li Yuebo's waist, and his face, which was flushed from crying earlier, rubbed against Li Yuebo's chest affectionately.
When Li Yuebo was holding him to take a bath, he obediently asked Li Yuebo to take off his clothes, then wash his face and hair...
He has long practiced Li Yuebo's ability to do whatever he wants on him, and he still sleeps soundly.
The moon came out again, shining quietly on them.
·
When I woke up the next day, it was almost noon.
Li Yuebo didn't go to the project site, took his notebook and leaned against the head of the bed to handle his work. Seeing that he woke up, he put the notebook aside, bent down and kissed him on the forehead.
"I'll take you to wash up?" Li Yuebo said.
Ye Yue blinked, the memory of last night came back, and the roots of his ears turned red: "I will go by myself."
Li Yuebo pinched his ears, said hello, and asked him what he wanted for breakfast, and then listed a bunch of nutritious breakfasts to choose from.
The summer sun had already reached half the height of the bedroom wall.
Ye Yue jumped up from the bed, rushed into the bathroom, and said casually.The sound of water from the faucet rang, and Ye Yue's voice came out again: "Li Yuebo, be normal!"
Li Yuebo chuckled lightly.
How could it be normal? Since last night, he has been wishing to pluck all the clouds in the sky for his Ye Yue.
For breakfast, under Ye Yue's resistance, he chose the most plain seafood porridge.
While watching him eat, Li Yuebo said casually: "I chose the Zhang family for the Fengquanshan project."
Ye Yue was scooping up a spoonful of porridge, and when he heard this, he even forgot to put the porridge in his mouth, and said to him foolishly: "I didn't say that last night..."
Li Yuebo's eyes flickered, and he suppressed the deepness in his eyes calmly. He fed the porridge into his mouth with his hand, and then naturally lowered his head to lick the rice grains that were accidentally left at the corner of his mouth.
Ye Yue's ears were reddish again.
Li Yuebo swallowed the rice, and continued: "It wasn't last night, I was working on this before, but I just finished it during the day yesterday."
Ye Yue was still in a daze, he was really surprised that Li Yuebo chose the Chen family in the original book.
Seeing that he was stunned, Li Yuebo snatched the spoon from his hand, scooped it up himself and fed him while saying in a flat tone, "Didn't you say that you don't want me to work with Chen Chen?" The so-called "wind" threat.
This answer made Ye Yue's heart tremble slightly, Li Yuebo really considered all his words seriously.
"I'm just saying that, if work really requires it, it's not impossible," Ye Yue was fed a mouthful of porridge by him, and said slowly while eating, "You can't mess around with work, Li Yuebo, you The Chen family was clearly chosen before..."
Li Yuebo took another spoonful of porridge, and waited for him to finish eating before delivering a new spoonful.
It was bright daylight in the dining room, and Li Yuebo still spoke calmly while sitting there, and he didn't even ask him what he had for breakfast when he came seriously: "It's easier to choose the Chen family, but it doesn't matter to the Zhang family, there is no difference."
Li Yuebo has never been a person who talks nonsense, since he really thinks it doesn't matter which one he chooses, Ye Yue is relieved.
Li Yuebo fed him the whole bowl of porridge spoon by spoon.
·
In the afternoon, Chen Chen came to the door, along with Uncle Deng who was very concerned about who the project partner was at the wedding banquet.
Chen Chen held his favorite sour fruit in his hand.
Ye Yue welcomed them in.Li Yuebo went to the construction site, his grandma went next door to play cards, and he was the only one at home.
In the living room, Ye Yue had just served the tea, but Chen Chen didn't even take a sip, and was about to bow to him when he stood up. The smile that was always bright before now seemed very far-fetched: "If it's because I did something wrong, I'd like to Apologize and make corrections in time, Fengquanshan project also asks you to make Brother Bo think again."
Ye Yue avoided his bow: "You haven't done anything wrong, and I can't interfere with Li Yuebo's work."
Fifth Uncle Deng pulled Chen Chen up, and said in a kind tone, "Yuezi, don't think that Uncle is bothering you. It is true that Bozai's change of partner was a sudden change recently. We old guys only thought of you after much deliberation. If it's really because of some disagreement with the Chen family boy, let's talk it out and don't let personal matters affect the affairs of everyone in the chamber of commerce."
The last sentence is a bit heavy.
Ye Yue shook his head: "I haven't."
Uncle Deng sighed, with a reproachful expression on his face for the first time: "Although we all believe in Bozai, the Fengquanshan project is not a joke. Even if he chooses the Zhang family, he can control it. You can't bear to see your Pozai so tired." Uncle came to you not because of any entanglements between Uncle and the Chen family, nor on behalf of Uncle alone, it is indeed more beneficial to choose the Chen family."
Ye Yue didn't say a word.
A chickadee chirped outside the window instead of his answer.
Chen Chen pleaded again: "If it was because my sudden intrusion into Fengming Mountain displeased you, I solemnly apologize. I did go there with the intention of making friends with you, but it was only because the Chen family desperately needed this project. , so I..." Ye Yue interrupted him: "It's okay, I know. But I really can't interfere with Li Yuebo's work."
How could there be a sudden coincidence in such a remote place like Fengming Mountain? Only Song Ruowei and Zhou Manman would believe this.
He said that he wanted to make friends with him, but he always behaved very popular with others throughout the party. There were only two meetings left, and he happened to show his professional expertise to the fullest every time.
There has never been a shortage of professionals around Li Yuebo, but even when Deng Lu was working with Li Yuebo, when he went to visit Li Yuebo, he never saw Deng Lu come to talk to Li Yuebo about work, and Ye Yue asked about it. After passing Deng Lu, Deng Lu rolled her eyes and said, who doesn't know that if there is no big thing when you are here, it is best not to bother Brother Bo.
Everyone knew about it, how could he always bump into Chen Chen?
It's not that Ye Yue doesn't understand, after all, what he is best at is reading people's faces.It's just that at that time he always thought that Chen Chen was the protagonist and everything should follow him, so he didn't do anything but cry sadly.
Without Zhou Yu's vigilance, he would probably still believe in the plot of the original book, allowing himself to sink into the inferiority panic that he is not as good as Chen Chen...Of course, he is still inferior and panicky now, but he will move forward.
In the yard, the chickadee gracefully spread its wings and jumped into the blue sky lightly.
Chen Chen and Uncle Deng also left together.
·
The days are normal again.
Ye Yueguan Zhao Minghan asked for the address of Zhao Mingrui's cemetery, and went to sacrifice it.
Zhao Minghan asked him why, and Ye Yue said that since Zhao Mingrui is destined to be forgotten by Song Ruowei, let him remember him, so that the total number of people who will remember him in this world will remain the same.
After sending the email, he denied himself again. No, it’s not that the total amount remains the same, it’s that there is one more. Li Yuebo will remember it with him.
Zhao Minghan sent him the address.
On the way to visit the tomb, Zhou Yu sent a message saying that Zhao Minghan had suddenly added a new research topic—omega levels and emotional health.
Ye Yue's eyes were hot, Li Yuebo touched his face and asked what's wrong.
Ye Yue handed him the phone. This time, Li Yuebo understood Zhao Minghan——when I can’t love him as an individual, then I love his group. When the light of scientific research is fortunate enough to shine on the group, my love will always have a Two fell on someone I love.
He is indeed a gentleman with deep affection.
The scenery outside the car window flashed by, resembling the hastily ended love of the two brothers of the Zhao family.Ye Yue nestled quietly in Li Yuebo's arms. After drinking, his mood became much more stable, and now he only had a little regret in his heart.
Zhao Mingrui was buried at the highest place of Shanlin Cemetery in Sang City. Zhao Minghan said that Ah Rui hadn't seen much of the world before his death, so he had to be at the highest place for him to look at after his death.
It's not Qingming, there is no one in the cemetery, and the straight and lush fir trees stand like pacesetters under the blue sky.
Ye Yue was led by Li Yuebo to climb up the steps step by step. After the cedar tree blocking his view was removed, he saw Song Ruowei who should not have appeared here—in front of Zhao Mingrui's tomb.
For a moment, Ye Yue felt sensitively that maybe he regretted Zhao Minghan earlier.
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