I'm pregnant after the regent loses his memory
Chapter 75 Believe Me
During the few days when Yan Sui was in a coma, earth-shaking changes took place outside.
The old King Khan of Daiqin died. I don’t know if it was because of the serious illness that Wuyun Baoyin said, but Yan Sui was sure that Wuyun Baoyin’s risk of coming to Chen Guo to get blood was not sincerely filial to treat his father’s illness—it wasn’t his in the first place. biological father.
Ting Lan escaped from the capital of Chen State and came to the grassland. Because of her beauty and skill, she became the favorite concubine of King Daiqin Khan. She was frightened and gave birth to Wuyun Baoyin prematurely. She was already favored and had a son. For the big concubine.But in the end, delicate flowers cannot withstand the wind and rain on the grassland, and the harem struggle is extremely brutal no matter in the Middle Earth or on the grassland. Ting Lan died before Wu Yunbaoyin grew up and was buried in a foreign country.
Perhaps it was because Ting Lan had mentioned the past to her son in a few words, or perhaps it was because of the nursery rhyme that when Daiqin was preparing to establish diplomatic relations with Jing and Chen, Wuyun Baoyin chose to come to Chen to borrow the convenience of an envoy for her mother. looking for relatives.
Because of this, Wu Yunbaoyin learned of Feng Zhao's existence, and the gossip he was accustomed to since childhood finally swelled in his heart, and he also began to doubt his own life experience.
Yan Sui didn't know how he tracked it down, but Wu Yun Baoyin did not hesitate to venture into the country to take Yan Sui's blood, so he must have the answer in his heart, and it was just a final verification.
Pei Liangfang said that the blood test is not accurate.If the blood is fused, they are blood relatives, and Xu Jia's blood can flow in Yan Sui's body. Could it be that they are also brothers?
But Wu Yunbao heard the news, and all kinds of clues did point to this.
How Wuyun Baoyin defeated his brother to ascend the throne, and how cruel brotherhood was behind it, Yan Sui didn't know.But one thing is certain, now that Wuyun Baoyin is in power, and the grassland has achieved unprecedented unity, it is time for morale to rise.He inherited the territory of the old Khan, and coveted the vast land of the Chen Kingdom - he knew that he was a descendant of the Yan family, on the one hand he tried his best to cover it up and killed anyone who dared to question his background.At the same time, because of his blood, he felt that Chen Guotianxia should belong to him.
Really greedy.
This battle must be fought.
Fight as soon as you fight, Chen Guo has many good soldiers and good generals.The mere barbarians, why not be afraid of them!The shame of humiliating the country and the hatred of the old prince must be avenged!Even if it is the eternal infamy of the brutal killer, Yan Sui will not let Wuyun Baoyin go!
Yan Sui cheered up and took the command in Jiangzhou. He strategized, while Xu Jiashi encouraged the soldiers to protect their families and the country in the barracks.Once Yan Sui's health improves, he can take the child back to Beijing, and it will be more legitimate to give orders.
Now the war is only at the border, and the only borders between Chen State and the grassland are Jingzhou and Anzhou.Among them, Jingzhou was the fiefdom of Gaozong before he came to the throne, but before he took over the feudal domain, Gaozong was established as the crown prince and ascended the throne in the same year.
As the barrier to the north of Chen State, and also considered as the land of Longxing, Jingzhou has always been well equipped with strong troops, strong horses and sufficient food and grass. Therefore, Yan Sui was not too worried, and dispatched troops to Anzhou for reinforcements, so as to prevent the enemy from breaking through from weak points. .
But Yan Sui talked with the ministers about state affairs in the middle of the night, and was about to fall asleep, when a report came suddenly: Jingzhou fell.
Yan Sui was shocked, and hurriedly got up to meet the person who reported the letter, but it was Yan Zhi's grand tutor Zhang Dian.
Zhang Dian hurriedly rushed over, before he could catch his breath, he said, "Your Majesty has heard from Lord Wei that King Yong'an came to Jiangzhou and was responsible for supervising the country, but His Highness left his post without permission. Your Majesty should be punished for Zhou's mistakes. I have the intention to accept the punishment, but I dare not act without your Majesty's summons. Now that I am here, I will leave it to His Majesty to deal with, and I only ask for His Majesty's forgiveness."
Yan Sui didn't have time to listen to his devious probing: "Jing Yun is doing well here, you can go and see for yourself. How is Jingzhou? There is no battle report from the front line, how did you know that Jingzhou fell! Lying about the military situation is a death penalty. !"
Zhang Dian brought a dying lieutenant general who was soaked in blood to Yan Sui: "This man fell in front of the gate of the minister's mansion the night before, saying that the general guarding the city of Jingzhou defected to Dai Qin and surrendered without a fight. Now Jingzhou is completely in the hands of the barbarians." hands."
Yan Sui hurriedly asked the lieutenant general: "Su Ye, who guarded the city, was a general who was heavily used by Emperor Gaozong. He was brave and resourceful. He was loyal to Emperor Gaozong. How could he rebel so easily! What's going on!"
The lieutenant general was killed by breaking through the siege, his internal organs were seriously injured, and it was already the limit to last in front of the emperor. He intermittently said: "Su...Su Ye is a traitor! He killed all the soldiers who resisted the enemy! Anyone who dares to escape will be caught and executed immediately! Your Majesty... save Jingzhou! Save Chen!"
Before Yan Sui even had time to ask for his name, the lieutenant general died of anger.
Yan Sui broke out in a cold sweat.
"Send someone to Jingzhou to check the news!"
Zhang Dian bowed to Yan Sui: "Your Majesty, I would like to be an envoy. If Suye sticks to Jingzhou, I will bring your majesty to commend him for stabilizing the army's morale; if he really surrenders to the enemy, I will persuade him to abandon the dark and turn to the bright, or use this to talk to Dai Qin— ——This battle was a strange one. Daiqin just changed hands, and it was clear that the transition should be done safely, so why go to war? If there is a misunderstanding and conflict, it is best to be appeased. It is not necessary to go to war, and there may be room for change.”
The truth of the war cannot be known to the world.
Yan Sui took a deep look at Zhang Dian. In a place as dangerous as the battlefield, as a civil servant, he was not afraid to take the initiative to ask for orders, probably because of Jingyun.
He is really a good master who is dedicated to his duties and loves life as much as his life.
As for whether to pave the way for Yong'an Wang Liwei or directly use it to help Yong'an Wang take the throne, it is not known.
Yan Sui did not immediately respond to Zhang Dian's plea, but said: "Go and see Jing Yun, he misses Master very much."
After Zhang Dian left, Yan Sui stayed in the study without letting him light the lamp. He sat alone in the armchair in the dark until dawn, until Xu Jiashi came with the morning light, took him into his arms, and tried to beat him up Carry back to the bedroom.
"You're back." Yan Sui said almost at the same time as he stretched out his hand, his voice a little hoarse.
"Did Your Majesty stay up all night, or did I just wake you up?" Xu Jiashi squatted in front of Yan Sui, with his palms on Yan Sui's knees.
"I..." Yan Sui thought for a while, "I rested last night..."
"lie."
Xu Jiashi took off his cloak, and then removed the hard armor. After two years, he put on the military uniform again.It's just that the last time it was a civil strife, this time it's a foreign aggression.In the past few days, he has been busy deploying defenses for Jiangzhou, and has been living in the barracks. Finally, he had the opportunity to return to Yan Sui's side.
"Your Majesty's hands are cold. The battle cannot be finished in two or three days. How can your Majesty work so hard, how can your body bear it? No matter how annoying you are, you have to rest."
Yan Sui lowered his eyes: "Jingzhou is lost."
The person who was urgently sent to Jingzhou did not reply, which is exactly a signal——
Jingzhou has really fallen.
"Victory and defeat are commonplace in military affairs. The barbarians are warlike, so the grasslands have been divided and reunited for many years, and it is always difficult to unify them. Now they are so arrogant that they think that there is no difference between unifying the grasslands and conquering the middle land. .I will take Jingzhou back, Your Majesty's country, I will not give up an inch of land!"
Yan Sui shook his head: "This is not what makes me sad. The local soldiers have not fought in actual combat for many years, and they will be caught off guard if they start a war suddenly. The temporary victory or defeat is nothing. In terms of military strength, a few more Daiqin are not to be feared. I understand. But But Jingzhou, the whole Jingzhou has become Wuyun Baoyin's... Jiashi, I feel like my life is a sad joke..."
The two had always had a tacit understanding, and when it came to this point, Xu Jiashi knew it in his heart, and sighed: "Your Majesty, don't think too much, as long as you take back Jingzhou, smash Wuyun Baoyin's bones and ashes, everything will be over. The past is over."
"No, it won't end, I can't make it through. After all, I still have the blood of that person's sinister scheme." Yan Sui covered his face with his hands, "Jingzhou was his former fiefdom, and Su Ye was also entrusted with important tasks by him, Su Ye To surrender to Wuyun Baoyin without a fight was clearly planned by him many years ago!"
Xu Jiashi looked at Yan Sui, who was out of control, and felt a pain in his heart: "Your Majesty..."
"My father, who I respect and have been ashamed of for 20 years, is so unbearable!" Yan Sui burst into tears, his words choked up, "He clearly doesn't love his mother, but he pretends to be deeply affectionate, making her worry for nothing. He has been infamous for so many years. He pursues longevity and believes in the way of demons, and he also uses his mother as a cover! Even the mother's death is not peaceful! He also broke up the royal brother and his wife. No wonder the royal brother did not let the royal wife into the temple , Dirty! Too dirty! Shameless and immoral people don’t deserve to enjoy the incense with the victims!”
Yan Sui retched, Xu Jiashi felt distressed but didn't interrupt, just silently handed him water and rubbed his back.
These emotions have been accumulated in my heart for too long, and if I don't vent them out, His Majesty will not be able to bear it.
"He doesn't like me, not because I killed my mother, but because my existence reminds him of how weak and despicable he is. How can he blame himself, let alone repent, he can only confess his sins It's all on me! Almost, I'm going to do what he wished, envying the empress's love all my life, and regretting my contempt and self-deprecation for the rest of my life! It's clear that he is the one who is sorry for the empress mother, the Yan family, and the Chen country!"
"Not only does he dislike me, he can't even tolerate the emperor's brother. How can there be a loving father in the whole world who would do such a thing to his son! The emperor's brother and sister-in-law are clearly so loving! The emperor's brother is so respectful and filial to the father! But he still Dissatisfied! In that chaos, he wanted to get rid of not only the uncle, but also the brother! He wanted to eradicate any forces that might be hostile to him, and let his youngest son who knew nothing about his true face take over! It used to be Jing Yun, Now it is Wuyun Baoyin! He needs a son who can maintain his reputation after death! An heir who will sing praises for generations to come! Brother Huang and I are both abandoned sons of his hypocrisy! He has done all kinds of ruthless things , but want to pretend to be a lover! He! How can he be so despicable!"
Yan Sui cried and complained bitterly, almost fainting from crying.
Many fogs in the past, at the price of the death of the old prince, suddenly all became clear.
Why did Xu Jiashi have no foundation in the capital, but he was able to get the token of the East Palace to enter the palace? Yun came to the throne, but let Yan Sui ascend the throne with Xu Jiashi's support; why the emperor brother and his wife died and the tablets were divided into two places... Including, why Jingzhou fell to the enemy before the war started.
Both Xue Huai and Su Ye were important ministers of Gaozong's first dynasty, and they knew the real Emperor Gaozong too well——
He was a ruthless and ruthless person who could even kill his own flesh and blood. During his lifetime, he only had power first, and after his death, he still wanted to leave a good name through the ages.
Knowing the truth, Yan Sui would definitely not embellish Gaozong in the history books, so he is not a "filial son" and is not worthy to continue to be the king.The "loyal ministers" left by Emperor Gaozong turned to Wuyun Baoyin—they knew that he was also Emperor Gaozong's son, although he was now King Daiqin Khan, and even though it was unclear if it was Chen Guo who merged the grassland into the territory, It was still the grasslands that invaded the Chen country, but they just identified the new owner.
Looking back at this life, Yan Sui was really a puppet through and through, always being manipulated.Another example is worthless waste that everyone despises.
First, he was used by his biological father as an excuse to abandon the government because he was obsessed with pills, and then he was deliberately set up by his elder brother who saw through his biological father's schemes... The two fought and died, leaving Yan Sui wandering in the world.Family, close relatives, blood is thicker than water... It's ridiculous.
Xu Jiashi hugged the trembling Yan Sui tightly in his arms: "Even if the whole world abandons His Majesty and is disloyal to His Majesty, I am here. No matter life or death, I will be with Your Majesty, and I will never change my mind."
Yan Sui's eyes were distracted: "But I'm afraid that I will become someone like him... I'm so afraid... What if I change my mind? What if I'm overwhelmed by power and even my closest relatives are regarded as sworn enemies?"
"No, His Majesty is completely different from him."
Yan Sui could clearly see the sincerity on Xu Jiashi's face, he spoke the truth.
But Yan Sui was even more flustered. He didn't doubt Xu Jia's sincerity, but he didn't know himself anymore.
Yan Sui shook his head uncontrollably: "His blood is flowing on my body, it is full of suspicion and suspicion without the slightest sincerity... I doubt Zhang Dian, and it is clear that he just said that he wants to share my worries and go to Jingzhou to quell the chaos, but I control him. I can't help but think that he will cooperate with Su Yeli to deal with me, because he wants Jingyun to be the emperor... I sit on the seat that everyone looks up to, and they all want to pull me down and smash me to pieces, what should I do? Do...I'm afraid, soon, you will start to doubt Jingyun, doubt your cousin and uncle, and even..."
The morning light passed through the window lattice, and Yan Sui looked at Xu Jiashi with red and swollen eyes: "I'm afraid that one day, even you will be suspicious, and even our children will be on guard... That's too scary, I don't want to be such a monster! Jiashi, I don't want to be the emperor anymore, I'm so scared!"
The sun swallows the darkness inch by inch.
Xu Jiashi was silent for a long time, and the fear in Yan Sui's heart surged like a rising tide.
It is said that being with you is like being with a tiger, is Xu Jiashi afraid?Even he started to be afraid of himself?Have you become a monster yourself?
Yan Sui's body and mind were filled with panic, and his teeth chattered uncontrollably. Suddenly, Xu Jiashi stuffed a dagger into his hand.
"What is this for?" Yan Sui was taken aback.
Sunlight filled the entire study room, and the light warmth enveloped the two of them.
Xu Jiashi looked at Yan Sui with scorching eyes: "Your Majesty, the heights are extremely cold, and anyone who sits there will be afraid. There are too many unknowns, and no one can tell what will happen in the future. But you can do it now Kill me, and all worries will be resolved. Or you don’t need to do it yourself, I, Jing Yun, even Yan Ji and King Wu, as long as His Majesty gives an order, they will be willing to end it on their own, and will not pose any threat to His Majesty "Your Majesty, don't be afraid, the power to choose is in your hands."
Yan Sui's hands trembled, and the unsheathed dagger fell to the ground and hit the instep: "No, you can't! I don't want you to die! If you die, I can't live anymore! I won't kill you, and I won't allow you to die. Anyone hurt you!"
"Since this is the case, Your Majesty has nothing to worry about." Xu Jiashi carried the extremely frightened lover back to the bedroom and put him under the quilt. Dear friend, you are completely different from him. He has never dared to admit his fanaticism for power and the fear of losing power all his life. His love and love are hypocritical, and naturally they cannot be eroded by the desire for power. But your majesty dares to say My own fear is actually not scary if I tell it. Since His Majesty will not kill me, I will accompany His Majesty to the last moment of my life. With the experience of being ten years older, I will assist Your Majesty and assist our children to be a benevolent and wise king. Your Majesty, I will not turn you into a monster. Power is a weapon that devours love, but if I give His Majesty enough love, so much that it cannot swallow it, His Majesty will not become a monster."
Yan Sui looked at him with teary eyes.
Xu Jiashi tucked in the quilt for Yan Sui: "Your Majesty, trust me, just like I trust you, okay?"
trust.
Of course loved ones trust each other.
Yan Sui's aching heart suddenly calmed down, and he nodded with tears in his eyes: "I will love you forever!"
Xu Jiashi put a kiss on Yan Sui's red and swollen eyes: "I will love Sui Sui all my life."
The author says:
The old King Khan of Daiqin died. I don’t know if it was because of the serious illness that Wuyun Baoyin said, but Yan Sui was sure that Wuyun Baoyin’s risk of coming to Chen Guo to get blood was not sincerely filial to treat his father’s illness—it wasn’t his in the first place. biological father.
Ting Lan escaped from the capital of Chen State and came to the grassland. Because of her beauty and skill, she became the favorite concubine of King Daiqin Khan. She was frightened and gave birth to Wuyun Baoyin prematurely. She was already favored and had a son. For the big concubine.But in the end, delicate flowers cannot withstand the wind and rain on the grassland, and the harem struggle is extremely brutal no matter in the Middle Earth or on the grassland. Ting Lan died before Wu Yunbaoyin grew up and was buried in a foreign country.
Perhaps it was because Ting Lan had mentioned the past to her son in a few words, or perhaps it was because of the nursery rhyme that when Daiqin was preparing to establish diplomatic relations with Jing and Chen, Wuyun Baoyin chose to come to Chen to borrow the convenience of an envoy for her mother. looking for relatives.
Because of this, Wu Yunbaoyin learned of Feng Zhao's existence, and the gossip he was accustomed to since childhood finally swelled in his heart, and he also began to doubt his own life experience.
Yan Sui didn't know how he tracked it down, but Wu Yun Baoyin did not hesitate to venture into the country to take Yan Sui's blood, so he must have the answer in his heart, and it was just a final verification.
Pei Liangfang said that the blood test is not accurate.If the blood is fused, they are blood relatives, and Xu Jia's blood can flow in Yan Sui's body. Could it be that they are also brothers?
But Wu Yunbao heard the news, and all kinds of clues did point to this.
How Wuyun Baoyin defeated his brother to ascend the throne, and how cruel brotherhood was behind it, Yan Sui didn't know.But one thing is certain, now that Wuyun Baoyin is in power, and the grassland has achieved unprecedented unity, it is time for morale to rise.He inherited the territory of the old Khan, and coveted the vast land of the Chen Kingdom - he knew that he was a descendant of the Yan family, on the one hand he tried his best to cover it up and killed anyone who dared to question his background.At the same time, because of his blood, he felt that Chen Guotianxia should belong to him.
Really greedy.
This battle must be fought.
Fight as soon as you fight, Chen Guo has many good soldiers and good generals.The mere barbarians, why not be afraid of them!The shame of humiliating the country and the hatred of the old prince must be avenged!Even if it is the eternal infamy of the brutal killer, Yan Sui will not let Wuyun Baoyin go!
Yan Sui cheered up and took the command in Jiangzhou. He strategized, while Xu Jiashi encouraged the soldiers to protect their families and the country in the barracks.Once Yan Sui's health improves, he can take the child back to Beijing, and it will be more legitimate to give orders.
Now the war is only at the border, and the only borders between Chen State and the grassland are Jingzhou and Anzhou.Among them, Jingzhou was the fiefdom of Gaozong before he came to the throne, but before he took over the feudal domain, Gaozong was established as the crown prince and ascended the throne in the same year.
As the barrier to the north of Chen State, and also considered as the land of Longxing, Jingzhou has always been well equipped with strong troops, strong horses and sufficient food and grass. Therefore, Yan Sui was not too worried, and dispatched troops to Anzhou for reinforcements, so as to prevent the enemy from breaking through from weak points. .
But Yan Sui talked with the ministers about state affairs in the middle of the night, and was about to fall asleep, when a report came suddenly: Jingzhou fell.
Yan Sui was shocked, and hurriedly got up to meet the person who reported the letter, but it was Yan Zhi's grand tutor Zhang Dian.
Zhang Dian hurriedly rushed over, before he could catch his breath, he said, "Your Majesty has heard from Lord Wei that King Yong'an came to Jiangzhou and was responsible for supervising the country, but His Highness left his post without permission. Your Majesty should be punished for Zhou's mistakes. I have the intention to accept the punishment, but I dare not act without your Majesty's summons. Now that I am here, I will leave it to His Majesty to deal with, and I only ask for His Majesty's forgiveness."
Yan Sui didn't have time to listen to his devious probing: "Jing Yun is doing well here, you can go and see for yourself. How is Jingzhou? There is no battle report from the front line, how did you know that Jingzhou fell! Lying about the military situation is a death penalty. !"
Zhang Dian brought a dying lieutenant general who was soaked in blood to Yan Sui: "This man fell in front of the gate of the minister's mansion the night before, saying that the general guarding the city of Jingzhou defected to Dai Qin and surrendered without a fight. Now Jingzhou is completely in the hands of the barbarians." hands."
Yan Sui hurriedly asked the lieutenant general: "Su Ye, who guarded the city, was a general who was heavily used by Emperor Gaozong. He was brave and resourceful. He was loyal to Emperor Gaozong. How could he rebel so easily! What's going on!"
The lieutenant general was killed by breaking through the siege, his internal organs were seriously injured, and it was already the limit to last in front of the emperor. He intermittently said: "Su...Su Ye is a traitor! He killed all the soldiers who resisted the enemy! Anyone who dares to escape will be caught and executed immediately! Your Majesty... save Jingzhou! Save Chen!"
Before Yan Sui even had time to ask for his name, the lieutenant general died of anger.
Yan Sui broke out in a cold sweat.
"Send someone to Jingzhou to check the news!"
Zhang Dian bowed to Yan Sui: "Your Majesty, I would like to be an envoy. If Suye sticks to Jingzhou, I will bring your majesty to commend him for stabilizing the army's morale; if he really surrenders to the enemy, I will persuade him to abandon the dark and turn to the bright, or use this to talk to Dai Qin— ——This battle was a strange one. Daiqin just changed hands, and it was clear that the transition should be done safely, so why go to war? If there is a misunderstanding and conflict, it is best to be appeased. It is not necessary to go to war, and there may be room for change.”
The truth of the war cannot be known to the world.
Yan Sui took a deep look at Zhang Dian. In a place as dangerous as the battlefield, as a civil servant, he was not afraid to take the initiative to ask for orders, probably because of Jingyun.
He is really a good master who is dedicated to his duties and loves life as much as his life.
As for whether to pave the way for Yong'an Wang Liwei or directly use it to help Yong'an Wang take the throne, it is not known.
Yan Sui did not immediately respond to Zhang Dian's plea, but said: "Go and see Jing Yun, he misses Master very much."
After Zhang Dian left, Yan Sui stayed in the study without letting him light the lamp. He sat alone in the armchair in the dark until dawn, until Xu Jiashi came with the morning light, took him into his arms, and tried to beat him up Carry back to the bedroom.
"You're back." Yan Sui said almost at the same time as he stretched out his hand, his voice a little hoarse.
"Did Your Majesty stay up all night, or did I just wake you up?" Xu Jiashi squatted in front of Yan Sui, with his palms on Yan Sui's knees.
"I..." Yan Sui thought for a while, "I rested last night..."
"lie."
Xu Jiashi took off his cloak, and then removed the hard armor. After two years, he put on the military uniform again.It's just that the last time it was a civil strife, this time it's a foreign aggression.In the past few days, he has been busy deploying defenses for Jiangzhou, and has been living in the barracks. Finally, he had the opportunity to return to Yan Sui's side.
"Your Majesty's hands are cold. The battle cannot be finished in two or three days. How can your Majesty work so hard, how can your body bear it? No matter how annoying you are, you have to rest."
Yan Sui lowered his eyes: "Jingzhou is lost."
The person who was urgently sent to Jingzhou did not reply, which is exactly a signal——
Jingzhou has really fallen.
"Victory and defeat are commonplace in military affairs. The barbarians are warlike, so the grasslands have been divided and reunited for many years, and it is always difficult to unify them. Now they are so arrogant that they think that there is no difference between unifying the grasslands and conquering the middle land. .I will take Jingzhou back, Your Majesty's country, I will not give up an inch of land!"
Yan Sui shook his head: "This is not what makes me sad. The local soldiers have not fought in actual combat for many years, and they will be caught off guard if they start a war suddenly. The temporary victory or defeat is nothing. In terms of military strength, a few more Daiqin are not to be feared. I understand. But But Jingzhou, the whole Jingzhou has become Wuyun Baoyin's... Jiashi, I feel like my life is a sad joke..."
The two had always had a tacit understanding, and when it came to this point, Xu Jiashi knew it in his heart, and sighed: "Your Majesty, don't think too much, as long as you take back Jingzhou, smash Wuyun Baoyin's bones and ashes, everything will be over. The past is over."
"No, it won't end, I can't make it through. After all, I still have the blood of that person's sinister scheme." Yan Sui covered his face with his hands, "Jingzhou was his former fiefdom, and Su Ye was also entrusted with important tasks by him, Su Ye To surrender to Wuyun Baoyin without a fight was clearly planned by him many years ago!"
Xu Jiashi looked at Yan Sui, who was out of control, and felt a pain in his heart: "Your Majesty..."
"My father, who I respect and have been ashamed of for 20 years, is so unbearable!" Yan Sui burst into tears, his words choked up, "He clearly doesn't love his mother, but he pretends to be deeply affectionate, making her worry for nothing. He has been infamous for so many years. He pursues longevity and believes in the way of demons, and he also uses his mother as a cover! Even the mother's death is not peaceful! He also broke up the royal brother and his wife. No wonder the royal brother did not let the royal wife into the temple , Dirty! Too dirty! Shameless and immoral people don’t deserve to enjoy the incense with the victims!”
Yan Sui retched, Xu Jiashi felt distressed but didn't interrupt, just silently handed him water and rubbed his back.
These emotions have been accumulated in my heart for too long, and if I don't vent them out, His Majesty will not be able to bear it.
"He doesn't like me, not because I killed my mother, but because my existence reminds him of how weak and despicable he is. How can he blame himself, let alone repent, he can only confess his sins It's all on me! Almost, I'm going to do what he wished, envying the empress's love all my life, and regretting my contempt and self-deprecation for the rest of my life! It's clear that he is the one who is sorry for the empress mother, the Yan family, and the Chen country!"
"Not only does he dislike me, he can't even tolerate the emperor's brother. How can there be a loving father in the whole world who would do such a thing to his son! The emperor's brother and sister-in-law are clearly so loving! The emperor's brother is so respectful and filial to the father! But he still Dissatisfied! In that chaos, he wanted to get rid of not only the uncle, but also the brother! He wanted to eradicate any forces that might be hostile to him, and let his youngest son who knew nothing about his true face take over! It used to be Jing Yun, Now it is Wuyun Baoyin! He needs a son who can maintain his reputation after death! An heir who will sing praises for generations to come! Brother Huang and I are both abandoned sons of his hypocrisy! He has done all kinds of ruthless things , but want to pretend to be a lover! He! How can he be so despicable!"
Yan Sui cried and complained bitterly, almost fainting from crying.
Many fogs in the past, at the price of the death of the old prince, suddenly all became clear.
Why did Xu Jiashi have no foundation in the capital, but he was able to get the token of the East Palace to enter the palace? Yun came to the throne, but let Yan Sui ascend the throne with Xu Jiashi's support; why the emperor brother and his wife died and the tablets were divided into two places... Including, why Jingzhou fell to the enemy before the war started.
Both Xue Huai and Su Ye were important ministers of Gaozong's first dynasty, and they knew the real Emperor Gaozong too well——
He was a ruthless and ruthless person who could even kill his own flesh and blood. During his lifetime, he only had power first, and after his death, he still wanted to leave a good name through the ages.
Knowing the truth, Yan Sui would definitely not embellish Gaozong in the history books, so he is not a "filial son" and is not worthy to continue to be the king.The "loyal ministers" left by Emperor Gaozong turned to Wuyun Baoyin—they knew that he was also Emperor Gaozong's son, although he was now King Daiqin Khan, and even though it was unclear if it was Chen Guo who merged the grassland into the territory, It was still the grasslands that invaded the Chen country, but they just identified the new owner.
Looking back at this life, Yan Sui was really a puppet through and through, always being manipulated.Another example is worthless waste that everyone despises.
First, he was used by his biological father as an excuse to abandon the government because he was obsessed with pills, and then he was deliberately set up by his elder brother who saw through his biological father's schemes... The two fought and died, leaving Yan Sui wandering in the world.Family, close relatives, blood is thicker than water... It's ridiculous.
Xu Jiashi hugged the trembling Yan Sui tightly in his arms: "Even if the whole world abandons His Majesty and is disloyal to His Majesty, I am here. No matter life or death, I will be with Your Majesty, and I will never change my mind."
Yan Sui's eyes were distracted: "But I'm afraid that I will become someone like him... I'm so afraid... What if I change my mind? What if I'm overwhelmed by power and even my closest relatives are regarded as sworn enemies?"
"No, His Majesty is completely different from him."
Yan Sui could clearly see the sincerity on Xu Jiashi's face, he spoke the truth.
But Yan Sui was even more flustered. He didn't doubt Xu Jia's sincerity, but he didn't know himself anymore.
Yan Sui shook his head uncontrollably: "His blood is flowing on my body, it is full of suspicion and suspicion without the slightest sincerity... I doubt Zhang Dian, and it is clear that he just said that he wants to share my worries and go to Jingzhou to quell the chaos, but I control him. I can't help but think that he will cooperate with Su Yeli to deal with me, because he wants Jingyun to be the emperor... I sit on the seat that everyone looks up to, and they all want to pull me down and smash me to pieces, what should I do? Do...I'm afraid, soon, you will start to doubt Jingyun, doubt your cousin and uncle, and even..."
The morning light passed through the window lattice, and Yan Sui looked at Xu Jiashi with red and swollen eyes: "I'm afraid that one day, even you will be suspicious, and even our children will be on guard... That's too scary, I don't want to be such a monster! Jiashi, I don't want to be the emperor anymore, I'm so scared!"
The sun swallows the darkness inch by inch.
Xu Jiashi was silent for a long time, and the fear in Yan Sui's heart surged like a rising tide.
It is said that being with you is like being with a tiger, is Xu Jiashi afraid?Even he started to be afraid of himself?Have you become a monster yourself?
Yan Sui's body and mind were filled with panic, and his teeth chattered uncontrollably. Suddenly, Xu Jiashi stuffed a dagger into his hand.
"What is this for?" Yan Sui was taken aback.
Sunlight filled the entire study room, and the light warmth enveloped the two of them.
Xu Jiashi looked at Yan Sui with scorching eyes: "Your Majesty, the heights are extremely cold, and anyone who sits there will be afraid. There are too many unknowns, and no one can tell what will happen in the future. But you can do it now Kill me, and all worries will be resolved. Or you don’t need to do it yourself, I, Jing Yun, even Yan Ji and King Wu, as long as His Majesty gives an order, they will be willing to end it on their own, and will not pose any threat to His Majesty "Your Majesty, don't be afraid, the power to choose is in your hands."
Yan Sui's hands trembled, and the unsheathed dagger fell to the ground and hit the instep: "No, you can't! I don't want you to die! If you die, I can't live anymore! I won't kill you, and I won't allow you to die. Anyone hurt you!"
"Since this is the case, Your Majesty has nothing to worry about." Xu Jiashi carried the extremely frightened lover back to the bedroom and put him under the quilt. Dear friend, you are completely different from him. He has never dared to admit his fanaticism for power and the fear of losing power all his life. His love and love are hypocritical, and naturally they cannot be eroded by the desire for power. But your majesty dares to say My own fear is actually not scary if I tell it. Since His Majesty will not kill me, I will accompany His Majesty to the last moment of my life. With the experience of being ten years older, I will assist Your Majesty and assist our children to be a benevolent and wise king. Your Majesty, I will not turn you into a monster. Power is a weapon that devours love, but if I give His Majesty enough love, so much that it cannot swallow it, His Majesty will not become a monster."
Yan Sui looked at him with teary eyes.
Xu Jiashi tucked in the quilt for Yan Sui: "Your Majesty, trust me, just like I trust you, okay?"
trust.
Of course loved ones trust each other.
Yan Sui's aching heart suddenly calmed down, and he nodded with tears in his eyes: "I will love you forever!"
Xu Jiashi put a kiss on Yan Sui's red and swollen eyes: "I will love Sui Sui all my life."
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