I'm pregnant after the regent loses his memory

Short words take a long time to understand and digest——

Xu Min is Xu Jiashi's cousin and the daughter of the old prince, so Yan Suijing calls her sister.

But Yan Ji said that even without Xu Jiashi, Xu Min is Yan Sui's older sister.

Xu Min himself also said that he is not qualified to give the old prince a funeral...

So whose daughter is she?

The answer is obvious.

Yan Sui's body was shaking a little, Xu Jiashi supported his arms, his body was also as stiff as dead wood.

One place solves the problem and then all the joints are opened up, as if a vortex suddenly appeared on the calm water surface, sweeping and swallowing everything.

The truth is about to come out.

Yan Ji and Xu Min looked at each other: "Back then, I found out that my father mobilized his confidants to leave Beijing secretly, even I didn't know it. This has never happened before, so I followed him, but found that the target was you. The people around you and Hu Lai are loyal masters, almost fighting to the death to protect your life, but the people my father sent were also ordered to die, and both sides lost in the battle. I didn't understand at the time, I had never had any communication, why did my father I will kill you, is there a misunderstanding? For the sake of harmony between the Yan and Xu families, I rescued you. You were so frightened and your mind was damaged. Although I am sorry, I think this may not be God's arrangement to prevent the two families from tearing apart Disgraceful. But not long after, the chaos broke out. My father and even King Zheng’s lineage were slaughtered, and even my unborn child was not spared. I finally knew the whole truth... Maybe it was the father for his daughter Revenge, or maybe it was premeditated... That chaos was aimed at us, but the instigator played with fire..."

Yan Ji's words completely shattered Yan Sui's last illusion.

Xu Min... is actually the daughter of the emperor?The daughter of the father and the princess of Zhou?

But the old prince and princess are so loving.The emperor father and the queen mother are the gods and couples who are envied all over the world.

Xu Min and Xu Jiashi were born in the same year, the same month and the same day, and they are two months younger than Yan Xu, which means that when the mother was pregnant with the emperor's brother, the father...

Will the princess be voluntary?

Before the old prince died, he said sorry to the princess.

So it was the father who forced Princess Zhou.

why?

Why is this so?

The father and emperor loved his mother so much, he didn't care about his birth, he married her as his wife, and left the harem empty for her. Even though he had no children for many years, he didn't have the intention of taking concubines.After the death of the mother, the father also lost half of his life. He prayed to the gods and Buddha all the year round, hoping to summon the soul and meet the mother again.

If not for love, why so?

But if you really love deeply, why would there be someone else?

Yan Sui suddenly guessed where the bones of Princess Zhou were.

Although the imperial mausoleum is vast, can it really accommodate three people?

Humiliation, this is complete humiliation.

No matter for the queen mother or the princess of Zhou, it is true.

As the ugly truth is revealed, the good old days are turned into falsehoods.

The memory is quickly recalled, and almost all cognitions are overturned, and the true and false are intertwined, which seems absurd and ridiculous.

Yan Sui has always believed that her elder brother, who is ten years older than herself, has a perfect life: loving parents, noble background...I am a villain who accidentally broke into the happy life of a family of three. Without myself, my elder brother will continue to live a smooth life and become an eternal name Mingjun.With Yan Xu in front, Yan Sui, who succeeds him, is destined to be the successor to Chen Guohong's great foundation, living under the shadow of Yan Xu with guilt all his life.

But even though he blames himself and feels inferior, Yan Sui still works hard to live, yearning for the faithful and passionate love of his parents, and regards it as the spiritual pillar to survive the difficult years.And thankful for God's blessing, he and Xu Jiashi are in love with each other, and now they have another child, both sons and daughters.He finally has a happy family: loving parents, lovely children... just like parents.

But that's not true.

Parents are not that loving, father and emperor lied to mother and queen, and everyone in the world!

Enough to make the world envious of a couple vows forever is actually full of lies and betrayal, affectionate love can be staged, no matter how good the acting is fake.

Even this is false, so what else is true!

If the true love that I have always envied and longed for is so unbearable, is it also illusory that I get now?

The truth is cruel, will love turn into hatred?Or, in the face of raging hatred, love is vulnerable.

Yan Sui turned his head stiffly to look at Xu Jiashi, but the other party looked at each other and looked away at the same time.

Yan Sui was dizzy in front of his eyes, and couldn't stand upright because of the intense pain. He covered his abdomen, but he couldn't tell if it was a headache or abdominal pain. He just felt that he couldn't hear the sound when he watched Yan Ji's lips open and close, and looked at Xu Jia's expression. With pale eyes and complicated eyes, she looked at Xu Jiashi's sister—no, her own sister's eyes were red and swollen.

The world is spinning, and all the cruel truths are shaken up and down.

Yan Sui raised his hand and saw that his hand was scarlet, and then fell into a deep sleep.

He had a long dream.

In the dream, the ancestor stayed with him all the time. He didn't want to talk, so the ancestor kept silent, sitting beside him, holding the sole of the shoe, which was half the size of a palm, with a layered sole, which looked very durable.

Time is annihilated in silence, but pain will not, it will only accumulate gradually until it is unbearable and explodes.

Yan Sui choked with sobs and his voice was hoarse: "Ancestor, you have been looking at your descendants, will you be very disappointed?"

The old ancestor bit off the cotton thread and pinned a large needle on his snow-white hair: "My dear grandson, you are my favorite child. The grievances of the previous generation have nothing to do with you."

Yan Sui shook his head violently, tears splashing: "I feel that my background is extremely unbearable. The father betrayed the queen mother and forced the princess of Zhou. Why did he do this? No one in the emperor's third palace and sixth courtyard will object, but he insists on leaving the harem empty. , but since you can’t be loyal, why do you pretend to be affectionate? The queen mother is envied by all the women in the world, but she is also envied by them, and she has been accused by the courtiers and nobles all her life! It is a waste of fame!"

Yan Sui almost roared angrily. He vented the emotions he had accumulated for a long time. The ancestor looked at him silently and pitifully, allowing him to vent.

"It's fake, it's all fake. Does the queen mother know the truth?" Yan Sui closed her eyes and shed two lines of tears, "Should have known, right? Otherwise, she wouldn't have allowed my uncle to fake death before giving birth to me. She knows the sincerity of an emperor." How limited is it, no matter how good the acting is, there will always be times when the show will show its flaws, and there will be a day when the show will end. And once he doesn't want to act anymore, recalling the time when he acted against his heart, how much he was pampered, How cruel and vicious it would be at that time. The queen mother broke up her lovers and sent her uncle back to Bozhou to protect them. And she herself had to continue acting. Knowing that what she got was not true, she had to pretend she didn't know it. It's really sad The queen mother also knows Xu Min, right? Seeing her, how do you feel in your heart?"

"Sister, I suddenly have an older sister. I have always felt lonely. Now that I have more relatives, why can't I be happy? I long for brotherhood, but it's too much at once."

"I remembered that Xue Huai said before he died that I was not the only one left in the Yan family. At that time, I was panicked and didn't have time to think about it. Later, I felt that Xue Huai felt that I was not worthy of being a king, and wanted to support Jingyun. Later, I thought it was He is involved in the lineage of King Zheng, and only now do we know..."

Yan Sui smiled wryly, his eyes were scarlet and almost shed blood tears: "Why did Wuyun Baoyin take my blood? He wanted blood to test his relatives, right? Xu Min is the daughter of the emperor, born to Princess Zhou, and Ting Lan and Princess Zhou They look so similar, so Wuyun Baoyin is also the son of the emperor, right? Haha, the courtiers always say that the descendants of Gaozong are weak, and hope that I will expand the harem as soon as possible to make the royal family prosperous. Where is the weakness? The emperor has many children: Yan Xu , Xu Min, Yan Sui, Wuyun Baoyin...and..."

Yan Sui choked up, his heart throbbed violently, every word he uttered was like Ling Chi: "And Yan Zhi."

The old ancestor looked at him with pity: "You guessed it?"

"If it wasn't for this step, I would never dare to imagine that my nephew is actually not the son of the emperor, but my younger brother. In fact, there are traces to follow. There are too many clues. I was too dull in the past. "

"Back then, the imperial father personally selected the crown princess for the imperial brother. All the people chose her. The royal wife's family background was not outstanding, and her temperament was too gentle. She didn't have the momentum that a concubine should have, but the imperial father still chose her, just because of her appearance. Brother and sister-in-law love each other, but they are buried differently after death. The imperial brother will not let Jingyun inherit the throne, and Jingyun herself is determined not to become the successor. She would rather be the son-in-law of a fisherman than the emperor. I also find it dirty, even the blood that is flowing on my body! How can someone even bully his own son's wife! Is he still human!"

Yan Sui beat his heart hard, hissing like the roar of a trapped animal.

The old ancestor hurriedly hugged Yan Sui, and patted his back like comforting a baby: "He is him, you are you. A good grandson is not dirty, and a good grandson is the best child in the world... The mistakes made by the predecessors, you Don’t do it again, it’s fine? You are different from him, you are loyal to your lover, you love your children, it’s different, you are different..."

"My love..." Yan Sui broke down in tears and murmured, "But...but I can't face Jia Shi anymore...Father and even his brothers can kill them all. If the old prince hadn't escaped by feigning death early, I'm afraid that back then... Wu Yun Baoyin killed the old prince, and I want to flatten the grassland to avenge the old prince, but after all, Wuyun Baoyin should be named Yan... The Yan family owes the Xu family too much...he won't forgive me..."

"It was the fault of that bastard father of yours. He fiddled with pills and finally administered medicine to himself to death. He calculated his whole life, but in the end, he could not calculate the retribution of heaven. There is an injustice and a debtor, good grandson, you don't owe the Xu family, you I gave the Xu family two treasures. If Xu Jiashi dares to abandon you, I can't spare him, and the child won't recognize him as a father... Speaking of which, my good grandson, how can Shi Yi and Pian Pian be as iron as iron? Pearl sounds solid? Look at that little boy is skinny, his appearance follows you, and his physique should follow that of another father..."

No matter how serious the matter is, how sad the atmosphere is, it can always be made light and humorous by the ancestors.

Yan Sui sobbed and slowly calmed down his excitement.

The old thick palm gently wiped away Yan Sui's tears, and said solemnly: "Don't cry, my dear grandson, you still have important things to do. The world belongs to the Yan family, and it belongs to the common people, not the blood of the Yan family." A person is worthy of becoming an emperor. You have to defend the country, not only for the Yan family, but also for the people of the world!"

Yan Sui nodded heavily, and suddenly felt a push on his back: "Go back, I've finished packing a few pairs of soles, and the children miss their father. It's not time for you to come and accompany me, go back! "

There is a faint cry of a child in the ear.

Yan Sui opened his eyes with cold sweat all over his head: "Recalling! Pianpian!"

"Uncle Huang, woohoo, Uncle Huang, you finally woke up, don't leave me behind..."

In front of the bed is Yan Zhi.The original chubby little face has completely faded away, and now has a youthful and handsome appearance. Perhaps it is subjective, Yan Sui can see the shadow of Gaozong's facial features from Yan Zhi's face.

"Don't call me Huangshu, I'm not—"

"No! You are my own uncle! I am the emperor's uncle's nephew!" Hearing that the emperor's uncle was in a coma, Yan Zhi invited King Wu to supervise the country, and he rushed from the capital to Jiangzhou almost day and night, knowing that everything could not be hidden, but he I still want to come, but I refuse to admit it to the death, as if as long as I don’t say it, the terrible life experience will not be true, "I don’t care! I have been the emperor’s nephew all my life! Emperor, my parents don’t like me, I only have you Yes, you promised to take care of me for the rest of your life, don't want me..."

Yan Zhi whimpered, speaking with a strong crying voice, almost crying out of breath.

After all, he was a ten-year-old kid.Before the age of five, his parents were both carefree and carefree. With his mother's death as the dividing line, when he learned the truth, he lost his father at the same time.Forced to grow up, but still pretend to be innocent and ignorant.

poor child.

Yan Sui's heart hurts more than the open wound on his abdomen. Not only Yan Zhi is facing the fear of being abandoned, but Yan Sui is even more afraid.

When he woke up, he didn't see Xu Jiashi.

From Yan Zhi's words, Yan Sui learned that because of his emotional agitation, the wound of the caesarean section was opened, and he fell into a coma for three days, and Xu Jiashi did not stay by his side.

This was never possible before.

After knowing the truth, the Yan family and the Xu family are mortal enemies with blood feuds, and Yan Sui and Xu Jiashi will also inherit the grievances of their parents and will be hostile ever since.

Not only Xu Jiashi, but also his cousin Yan Ji.

He should hate, and should take revenge on Yan Sui.

Yan Sui had always believed that the catastrophe of King Zheng's lineage was due to an accident caused by the power eunuchs, but the chaos was intentional at all, in order to smooth out any adverse currents that threatened the imperial power.

Therefore, King Wu, who had been indifferent to imperial power since he was young, was spared, while King Zheng, who had always disobeyed Gaozong, ended up miserable.

Those who achieve great things will never be soft-hearted.

But that is the brother of the same mother!

A sea of ​​blood and deep hatred, a debt of human life.

The father's debt is paid off by the son.

Yan Sui deserved to be abandoned by the whole world.

Even those two kids.

If they were not born in their own womb, they would not have suffered such setbacks. They should have had a grandfather who loved them very much.But he was born on the same day as his elders died, such a child may not be able to celebrate his birthday happily for the rest of his life - just like what Yan Sui has experienced in the past 20 years.

Yan Sui's eyes were blurred with tears, he bowed and curled himself up, and the abdominal wound also caused pain.

Originally, I thought that I was also expected to be born, but some accidents happened in the end.It would be great if there were better doctors and better preparations back then.

But in fact, it was destined to be a tragedy full of deception from the very beginning.

The truth was so cruel that those who knew it deliberately concealed it, but Yan Sui insisted on getting to the bottom of it.Now it has finally come true, but there is no relief from the decipherment, on the contrary, it is heartbroken and painful.

I was not expected from the very beginning, and I shouldn't have come to this world. Maybe the father regretted that the mother and child did not die at that time?No wonder he didn't want to see himself.If you look at this face that resembles your dead wife more, you will feel restless, right?

In those days when the great method was used to summon souls, he deliberately acted affectionately, and he seemed to be devastated by it. Is it because of acting for a long time that gave birth to true feelings, or was it simply because of fear--are those rituals summoning souls or exorcising evil spirits?Are those elixirs intended to continue the life of searching for a beloved wife for reunion, or to make the guilty person sleep at night?

Fake, all fake.

Lying on his side with tears streaming into his ears, Yan Sui gradually couldn't hear Yan Zhi's voice clearly. He felt the world was empty and silent, and he could only hear a voice in his heart——

This throne is terrible.

This is a cannibalistic position.

If the emperor is destined to be a monster who cuts off love and love and makes enemies of the whole world, then it is better not to do it.

If you were born with a sin and you still can't atone for your sins, you might as well give up this humble and dirty life.

Yan Sui felt his wound was bleeding and the pain was severe, but he didn't cry out.

So be it.

Let the blood in the body drain, since there is only deceitful calculations between parents, why bother to mix blood to give birth to offspring, one's own birth is a mistake.

It's time for the mistakes to end.

Yan Sui closed her eyes calmly.

Xu Jia's voice rang in his ears.

Is it an auditory hallucination?

Knowing the truth, he won't want me anymore.

But the voice was distinctly trembling and real.

"Your Majesty, do you want to kill me by treating yourself like this?"

Yan Sui opened his eyes instantly, met Xu Jiashi's grief-stricken gaze, and broke down in tears: "You...I..."

Xu Jiashi covered Yan Sui's bleeding wound: "Your Majesty, you have not only your parents' blood, but also mine. Our lives are together."

Yan Sui sobbed bitterly, hugged Xu Jiashi tightly, his clothes were stained red with blood: "I thought you didn't want me anymore!"

"Your Majesty is my life." Xu Jiashi kissed Yan Sui's temples lightly, and a deep sigh escaped from his throat, "I will share half of His Majesty's pain and guilt. Your Majesty, I did not want you. Don't abandon me, Don't hurt yourself at any time, I'm afraid, I'm too scared...Your Majesty, I can't live without you."

Two people with devastated hearts embraced tightly, blending their lives with each other.

Yan Sui almost cried all the tears in his life: "You... where did you go? I didn't see you when I woke up, I was so scared."

Xu Jiashi was still considering whether to tell Yan Sui, but Pei Liangfang hurried over with the medicine box: "You just toss me over and over again! The wound is cracked and cracked. I am a doctor, not a tailor! There is going to be war outside, and I am still here." This is crying! You collapsed, what will the people do!"

"War?" Yan Sui was stunned.

"Daiqin has declared war on the Kingdom of Chen." Xu Jiashi said in a deep voice, "The old Khan is dead, and Wuyun Baoyin has become the new king."