A corner of ten years

{one. }

I always like to look out the window when I ride a car.

Look at those fleeting lights and shadows.

Head slightly dizzy.

Just suddenly.

Miss you very much.

{two. }

Cover your face from the sun with your hands.

Still mottled down.

No one is around.

Hold an umbrella for me.

Just suddenly.

Miss you very much.

{three. }

The phone rings.

It shows someone else's name.

Perfunctory tone.

Weak response.

Just suddenly.

Miss you very much.

{Four. }

Walk alone.

Many pass by.

Familiar or unfamiliar faces.

a smile.

a look.

Just suddenly.

Miss you very much.

{five. }

embrace.

If only I could hold you all the time.

Bury my head deep in your arms.

Breathe the breath that belongs only to you.

greedy.Nostalgia.

Just suddenly.

Miss you very much.

{six. }

Empty room.

There is no doll you sent by the bedside.

I am alone.

Even listen to a song.

will cry.

Just suddenly.

Miss you very much.

{seven. }

Mimic your movements.

Smoke a cigarette.

ignite.

Take a deep breath.

But no smoke rings come out.

It turned out that I still didn't learn the place.

Just like I can't learn your forgetfulness.

When the cigarette burns out.

Just suddenly.

Miss you very much.

{eight. }

SMILE.

SMILE.

JUSTSMILE.

JUST KEEPING SMILE.

JUST...

MISSING YOU.

{Nine. }

Silly staring at the person in the mirror.

The hair you stroked.

You wipe your cheeks with tears.

Your softly kissed lips.

You said you want to hold hands forever.

and also.

closed up.

My heart.

Just suddenly.

Miss you very much.

{ten. }

simple.

I've always liked simplicity.

people.

or things.

It just seems that many are far from simple.

I don't know who will be with me in the end.

Just live simply.

Only.

Just suddenly.

Miss you very much.

{eleven. }

Exercise.

Practice alone can be happy too.

tell myself.

in fact.

A person's world can also be very exciting.

You can practice and practice.

Those days with you are so vivid.

Just suddenly.

Miss you very much.

{twelve. }

mood.

Get used to hiding all your emotions deeply.

This will make you feel like you have a hard shell.

I just want you to see a happy me every day.

When I don't see you.

A mess of emotions came out.

Nothing to clean up.

Dazed in a daze.

Just suddenly.

Miss you very much.

{Thirteen. }

Refuse to hear from others.

hear anything about you.

I'm afraid that my feelings for you will surge again.

But when curled up in the quilt.

How to resist alone.

This uncontrollable longing.

Just suddenly.

Miss you very much.

{fourteen. }

God said.

drive yourself crazy.

That way I can stop thinking about you.

I don't think about you.

Just walking down a road.

Just seeing a doll.

Just found a movie poster.

Just eating a flavor of ice cream.

Just in a daze alone.

Just for a moment.

Just suddenly.

Miss you very much.

and,

sometimes,

forget,

need,

lifetime.

The sun in the early winter morning is warm, and the smell of natural disinfectant spreads to every corner of Beijing. The windbreakers and down jackets all over the street are wrapped with solid and round fat, which makes them look more festive. Opening the cage, a gust of hot air blows in the face. The people who are going to work have absorbed enough heat in their stomachs, and they can start a new day with satisfaction. On the road, high school students in twos and threes are riding bicycles with milk in their mouths. Shuttle among the bustling crowd, full of vigor vigorous.

Tao Xiaodong stretched out his little hand from under the quilt to scratch the alarm clock, the annoying ringtone stopped abruptly, he stretched out comfortably, with a satisfied smile on the corner of his mouth, a pair of soft hands held him, with the beautiful magnetic sound of the morning, " early~"

Tao Xiaodong poked his head out to face this soft face, raised the corners of his mouth, and said in a Uluru way: "Morning~ Brother Zien"

The rice porridge on the table was steaming, two fried eggs were already set on the table, and the toaster dinged, like say hello this morning.

Tao Xiaodong came out of the bathroom wiping his hair, saw the sumptuous breakfast on the dining table and immediately whetted his appetite, "Let's start~"

Fang Zien poked his head out from the kitchen, with a refreshing smile like a dewy gardenia in the morning, "Eat slowly, there will be classes in the last two periods of today, and I will drive you off later."

Tao Xiaodong's cheeks were bulging like a hamster, and he said inarticulately, "Okay~"

Avoiding the peak hours of work, the road to school is not too busy.

Tao Xiaodong obediently sat in the passenger seat, eating the strawberry cake that Fang Zien brought him last night, the brakes made him put half of the cake on his face, and instantly turned into Santa Claus, he turned his face aggrieved Looking at Fang Zien, "Did you do it on purpose?"

Fang Zien raised his hands in surrender, "I'm sorry~" but he couldn't hide the smile in his eyes.

Fang Zien put him down at the school gate, Tao Xiaodong was about to get off the car and waved goodbye, Fang Zien immediately grabbed the back of his jacket, Tao Xiaodong turned his head to meet Fang Zien's sincere eyes, "Please think carefully about what happened last time .”

Tao Xiaodong's face turned red immediately, and he hurriedly got out of the car with his schoolbag in his hands and a "huh".

Fang Zien looked at Tao Xiaodong's back as he fled in a hurry, and gave a wry smile helplessly.

It has been more than half a year since that incident, the green leaves have receded, the scorching heat is gone, and Tao Xiaodong's life has undergone earth-shaking changes with the end of that relationship.

Now he is working in a coffee shop. The owner of the shop is a woman named Sister Xin. She lives up to her name. Sister Xin is gentle and elegant. Died in a car accident. Sister Xin was unaccompanied. When she was desperate, she found her husband's old friend Fang Zien. Fang Zien helped Sister Xin open the current coffee shop. Unexpectedly, this shop was taken care of by Sister Xin so well. Probably because of Sister Xin's pure personality, the small pastries he baked all have a warm taste, and the coffee made from the same material is not bitter compared to other places, but has the unique flavor of the small shop. During a renovation, the storefront was also replaced with a Mediterranean style, with clear windows, blue and white striped fabric sofas, warm floral cotton and linen curtains, retro fan chandeliers, and a wooden lattice bookshelf against one side of the wall. The short table next to it is covered with a large canopy of calla lilies. When you enter this store, it seems that time has been slowed down. People are talking quietly in the room, or sitting on the carpet with bare feet, holding a book on the shelf. Books are like home.

Fang Zien unexpectedly discovered that this place has become his new inspiration nest, and there is a place for him here alone. Most of the best-selling books in Jinhua in the world are produced from here. This is Fang Zien's windfall. Sister Xin told him with a smile It's not because of your own blessing.

Maybe Sister Xin is a defender of the theory of causality. She got help from others, so she wanted to pass on this kindness. The two shop assistants she hired, one was a work-study student from a poor family but excellent in character and learning. Zai, one is a fat cat who unfortunately became mildly mentally retarded after a childhood illness, sister Xin is kind, and the two shop assistants do their best for this small coffee shop. Everyone gets along like a family. That's right, when Sister Xin was worrying about finding another clerk, Fang Zien helped her solve another problem.

On the night Tao Xiaodong moved out from Licheng, Fang Zien took him into a nearby hotel, not because he didn't want to take him home. Moving out of there and then moving into another person's place, life taught him that there is a trap hidden under all pies, he has learned a lesson, so Fang Zien is also very helpless, especially when he sees the next day He went out to look for a job, and even went to sleep with Tao Xiaodong at the train station because he had no money to pay the room fee, and he was even more distraught.

"Taozi, I have a friend who has gone to the United States. Before he left, he told me to help him find someone to look after the house. Do you think you can help me with this?" In the end, he could only choose such a roundabout way to persuade this stubborn Child.

Tao Xiaodong looked at Fang Zien pitifully after a few days of frustration in finding a part-time job and renting an apartment and said, "Really?"

Fang Zien held his forehead and said with a headache, "Really."

Tao Xiaodong, who was exhausted physically and mentally, pulled his luggage and moved in and found that it was a small apartment with two bedrooms and one living room. The original owner was probably a person with a heart like Suihua Xiaobu. I fell in love with this place, but in the end I still hesitated and said: "Brother Zien, I still think it's wrong. If your friend won't come for a while, let me rent his house. I don't have much money now. Can you give me a house?" Is it cheaper?"

Fang Zien looked at the innocent and stubborn Tao Xiaodong and said, "Okay, let me discuss it with my "friend."

In this way, Tao Xiaodong lived in this small apartment, and at the same time joined the small family in Sister Xin's Cafe. He got along well with Hui Zai and Sha Mao.

Fang Zien often sat in his corner and worked on manuscripts until closing time. If Tao Xiaodong missed the bus, he would drive him back. Tao Xiaodong invited him to go upstairs and he didn’t refuse. Staying overnight became a matter of course. There is a wire bed in the study. If Fang Zien stays, he will live there. Over time, Tao Xiaodong will have an extra set of pajamas, toothbrush sets, towels, razors, and even a few sets of clothes. The small house was full, and sometimes Fang Zien bought something and asked Tao Xiaodong to cook there. Fang Zien opened fire and taught Tao Xiaodong a few simple styles. After a long time, Fang Zien, who held the key to the new house, had the right to enter and leave Tao Xiaodong's residence.

So there is the beginning screen.

As for the last question that Fang Zien asked Tao Xiaodong to consider, yes, our Mr. Fang Zien confessed to Tao Xiaodong, he knew that doing so was taking advantage of others, but where is the right and wrong in love? He finally had the opportunity so easily Let it go, he used his warmth to melt Tao Xiaodong's re-frozen heart bit by bit, he believed that one day, water will wear through stone, and their love will finally come to fruition.

Li Cheng's new favorite is a high school art student named Daniel, who is a round younger than him, with big eyes and a sharp chin, who is so tender that he oozes water at the touch of a pinch. These virgin boys absorb yang energy to prevent their bodies from being exhausted. Zhang Shijie said that he has the potential of Tianshan Child Elder...Daniel is very smart, he can act cute, and he knows how to accept when he is good, which is very pleasing to Li Cheng.

What's more special is that he called "brother" when he saw Li Cheng for the first time. I don't know if it will be included in the reason for the long shelf life.

But one thing that bothered him was that he couldn't take him to Tanghui at all, and Tanghui accounted for 50.00% of his entertainment.

That day was the second day after he successfully hooked Daniel. After spending the night in the hotel above Tanghui, the two came down to have breakfast refreshed the next morning. Only a few princes in the elegant restaurant had time to spare. Spend a leisurely morning here.

Li Cheng swaggered ahead, Daniel followed him like a newlywed daughter-in-law, Li Cheng pulled a chair and sat down opposite Zhang Shijie, Daniel also carefully sat beside him, from the moment Daniel sat down, Bai Bing used a gamma-ray-like gaze from top to bottom, from the clothes he was wearing to his bare shoulders, and shot back and forth without leaving a blind spot. Daniel also noticed the unfriendly gaze on the other side, but relying on his excellent performance last night , leaning firmly on Li Cheng's arm, Bai Bing bit an egg into his mouth and chewed until it was rotten. He despised and then despised this kind of rags that talked with twists and turns, even if he stayed You can't find this kind of guy if you don't live in Tao Xiaodong. Don't you have a sense of dissatisfaction with the big brother across the way?

In the end, the breakfast ended with "Li Cheng, which place did you break this week?" Zhang Shijie dragged him out of the restaurant while sweating, covering Bai Bing's mouth.

So Li Cheng can't take Daniel to Tanghui at all. To be precise, Li Cheng can't take any new love to a place with Baibing.

In the evening, after Tao Xiaodong got out of school, he received a call from Hui Zai saying that he wanted to change classes with him. He had an exam tomorrow night. Tao Xiaodong readily agreed, but he didn't know how to deal with the blank time when he hung up the phone, so he dared not go home. , he has been afraid to be alone for a long time for a long time, as long as he is idle, he will feel extremely lonely, and then start to eat ice cream, chocolate, potato chips, until all the energy in the refrigerator His stomach couldn't take it anymore after all the food was emptied, not to mention he didn't have that much money.

The phone rang, it was Fang Zien.

"Is get out of class over yet?"

"Ah."

"Knowing that you don't have to go to work tonight, let's go to the supermarket to replenish some daily necessities. There are no more dumplings in the refrigerator."

"Okay."

Fang Zien pushed the cart to hunt for what he wanted, and Tao Xiaodong followed behind with his pocket in his pocket.

Going to the supermarket with Fang Zien is so comfortable, he will carefully look at the production date and price tag, and compare which is more cost-effective.Reminding Tao Xiaodong from time to time if there is any toilet paper at home.Live an ordinary life, without too much passion but absolutely no harm.

If it is Li Cheng, he usually walks in front with his shopping list, and he walks behind with a cart, saying that he never compares what to buy, just pick up the expensive one, and the two of them will quarrel, you will not live. , you are too troublesome, and finally got out of the supermarket...

Tao Xiaodong pursed his lower lip, thinking of him again.

Fang Zien had already picked out the things, and the two of them walked like a cash register, but the person who was in his mind just now jumped out at the corner, how could they meet him...they?

Daniel was arguing to sell a box of chocolates. Li Cheng held his shoulders and stuffed the box of chocolates into his arms. The scene was warm and the plot was nasty. Tao Xiaodong was stuck in place and couldn't move his feet.

"Hey, isn't this Young Master Fang?" Li Cheng was slightly taken aback when he saw the visitor, and immediately smiled.

Fang Zien's expression froze, and then he said, "Mr. Li, what a coincidence." Then he looked at the boy in Li Cheng's arms.

Daniel stared at his round eyes, and nudged Li Cheng with his elbow, beckoning him to introduce himself.

Li Cheng didn't say anything, he just let go of the arms encircling him and took his hand instead.

However, in Tao Xiaodong's view, this is another kind of intimacy.

He took a slight step back, trying to disappear before the man noticed him.

Fang Zien suddenly stretched out his hand to hold him, and Tao Xiaodong was dragged firmly in front of Li Cheng.

"Taozi and I are going to pay the bill, you go shopping slowly."

Li Cheng twitched the corners of his lips slightly, and stepped aside to get out of the way. When Tao Xiaodong passed in front of him, his eyes swept down to the hands they were holding, and he unconsciously took Daniel into his arms.

Daniel felt the pain and called softly, "Brother."

Tao Xiaodong's back was noticeably paused, and then resolutely left with Fang Zien.