A corner of ten years

The black awning boat, the osprey water, crossing together seems to be a thousand years, and the skirts, clogs, and paper umbrellas are like ripples.The old things are difficult. Looking back at the past, the man's lights are not bright.Turning the first room, there are thousands of blue silk and green smoke, entangled in the ancient alleys, and stepping on the bluestone road.Yiren is full of melancholy dreams, thinking about thousands of things, and the clouds and waters are far away.

The night view of Xitang is like a poem written by a poet.

Tao Xiaodong stood by the bridge, watching the last afterglow of the sky disappear into the clouds and water, feeling more and more lonely.

He followed Fang Zien and his practice team to this ancient Jiangnan town of Xitang, half out of anger, and partly because he could no longer bear the calm atmosphere at home.

That day he leaned against the door and watched Li Cheng pack his luggage without saying a word.

"I'm going to live in the company for a few days. I hope we can all calm down during this time." Li Cheng zipped up his suitcase, walked to the door, and said calmly, "Tell Fang Zien, if he wants to use you to get revenge Me, that really didn’t make any sense.”

There is no drama at all, there is no drama at all, it seems that a curse can't go away, even though he followed a large group of people similar to his own age and stayed away from the bustling imperial capital, when they gathered in the bar on Music Street to revel, Tao Xiaodong felt a sudden loneliness. He came out of the bar alone, trying to find some sustenance in the night scene of this ancient town in the south of the Yangtze River.

At this time, the lights on both sides of the river are diluted and reconciled into soft colors, which are sprinkled on every corner of Xitang casually, setting off the ancient and patchwork pink walls, black tiles and stone bridges. The cool breeze carries the breath of the river and The quiet smell of the trees on the shore blows over from time to time, and a soft song wafts from the door of the audio-visual store not far away.

The green grass is pale, the white mist is vast,

There is a beautiful lady on the water side.

The green grass is luxuriant, the white mist is blurred,

There is a beautiful lady who lives by water.

It's really a good place for heartbreak and sadness. He looked at Xitang, but he didn't know that he had melted into the background of Xitang's sprinkling of gold, decorating other people's dreams.

Fang Zien followed Tao Xiaodong out from the beginning, but he just looked at the sad back of the young man but couldn't bear to disturb him, until he looked at his desolate back, the undisguised sadness, a certain place in his heart, a chemical change quietly took place.

He did come close to Tao Xiaodong with some kind of impure motive. All these years when he left his hometown, he just couldn't let go of the things and people of the past. He knew that Li Cheng could not be completely blamed for this, but when he saw The hopeless eyes of a boy emerged in his mind, accompanied by a ghost like a shadow, and he couldn't get rid of the guilt. When he realized that Tao Xiaodong was such a special existence in Li Cheng's eyes, all the opportunities and plots seemed to be arranged by heaven. Like, snatch him over, destroy him, see Li Cheng suffering as much as himself, and use this method to retaliate against him for wantonly spoiling a person. Although it seems that the boy in front of him is cruel, when he appears again and again When he was in front of him, Fang Zien seemed like a puppet on a string, the whole behavior was not under his control, hypocritical approach, pretended help... everything was logical, but one of the links went wrong, which pushed this good show to another stage. Another ending - he fell in love with him.This cute and simple silly child unsuspectingly let him regain the feeling of loving someone. This feeling is menacing and surging, even he himself did not expect it.

He looked at him until he realized that he had unconsciously stepped forward and embraced the loneliness in his arms.

Tao Xiaodong's heart skipped a beat, he turned around and saw that it was Fang Zien, he jumped away reflexively, "Brother Zien?"

Fang Zien also knew that he had lost his composure, but after all, he was more sophisticated, and immediately regained his composure, "Go in early after you are in a daze, the weather is now cold outside at night."

The vigilance in Tao Xiaodong's eyes slowed down, he nodded and followed him.

Xie Mingcan and Li Cheng huddled together on the hospital bed to watch movies, old movies from the last century, poor picture quality and the pronunciation of that era, the bed was not big, Li Cheng supported Mingcan with one hand to prevent secondary injuries from falling. waist, fixed him in a safe range, breath blended, the elf restlessly rubbed his fluffy hair against Li Cheng's cheek, sneaked a glimpse of him scratching his face every 3 minutes from the corner of his eye, his mouth Grin to the ears.

"Oh, I say."

"Ok?"

"It's like we're filming a GV."

"..."

"Abstinence is the story of a doctor and a patient." Xie Mingcan tugged at Li Cheng's tie.

Li Cheng pulled his hand down, pressed it firmly under the quilt, "Watch a movie."

The people around him were quiet for less than 3 minutes, glaring at Li Cheng with sideways eyes, pursing their mouths for a while, and opening their mouths for a while, like a baboon whose body is itchy and can't find another kind to scratch him.

"Speak." Li Cheng felt that if he was not allowed to speak, the baboon next to him would rub against the wall.

"Did you call him?"

"..."

Facing the silent Li Cheng, Xie Mingcan pursed his lips in dissatisfaction, what is this?

When Xie Mingcan fell asleep, Li Cheng sat down on the plastic chair in the hospital corridor, a number was displayed on the phone, he hesitated and dialed it.

There seemed to be a lot of noise over there, rattling, probably because they hadn't heard each other's voice for a long time, and the two of them didn't know what to say for a while.

"how are you?"

"That's it, what about you?"

"Alright."

"..."

"..."

"I'll go home tonight."

"I'm not at home these days."

"Where have you been?"

"Xitang, social practice."

Li Cheng was stunned for a moment, he hadn't heard from Tao Xiaodong for a long time, he thought he would obediently reflect upon him, and when he returned from this busy period, the two reconciled as before, but it didn't seem like that, Tao Xiaodong had already begun to live with him. Knowing life, and excluding him, he was not prepared, such strangeness and indifference made him feel very uncomfortable, seemed unwilling, and continued to ask, "Who are you with?"

The other party hesitated for a long time, as if making a major decision, spit out a few words: "Brother Zien."

There was another long silence.

"Tao Xiaodong, you are really talented."

Tao Xiaodong held the beeping mobile phone and looked out the window.

Fang Zien appeared behind him, hesitantly said: "I have a friend's birthday party when I go back next week, if you are free..."

"I go with you."

When Xie Mingcan and Li Cheng appeared in the reception hall, Tao Xiaodong's first reaction was to cover his face with his hands and hide behind the crowd. After knowing the situation, the first reaction was to hide. However, Fang Zien didn't seem to agree with his actions. He grabbed his hand and clasped it in the palm of his hand. For the first time, Tao Xiaodong felt that he was domineering and persistent. However, Li Cheng and Xie Mingcan walked towards them At the time, he froze there as if someone had tapped his acupoints. Li Cheng walked in and saw that when the two were holding each other tightly, their expressions were alienated and indifferent.

Xie Mingcan happily said to Fang Zien: "I knew Brother Zien would have a way to get Tao Zi to attend my birthday party." His expression was so natural that it seemed that the person who was with Li Cheng at the beginning was not Tao Xiaodong.

Fang Zien exchanged pleasantries with Xie Mingcan, Tao Xiaodong lowered his head and didn't hear a word, only saw Li Cheng's thumb pinched on the index finger's pale skin...

After they left, Tao Xiaodong lowered his eyelashes and said, "Brother Zien, I'm going back."

Fang Zien cupped his face, "Taozi, don't run away, I'll take you back after the reception is over."

Tao Xiaodong didn't say anything, but he stayed in the end, and spent the rest of the time in a daze. Fang Zien knew that Tao Xiaodong must be in a mess right now, so he wasn't in a hurry, at least things were moving in his favour.

In the middle of the reception, Xie Mingcan took Li Cheng out to the corridor to blow some air, and the noisy people in the hall got headaches.

The moonlight hit Li Cheng's quiet side face, like a sculpture, he turned his head to look at Xie Mingcan who was stunned aside and smiled slightly.

Xie Mingcan seemed to be bewitched by this smile, he stepped forward and hugged Li Cheng, Li Cheng's hand was hanging in the air, he didn't know whether to let it go or not, finally he patted Xie Mingcan's shoulder lightly, trying not to think of any trace He pulled away, but he only made a slight movement before being bound even tighter.

"Cancan."

Xie Mingcan raised his head, tiptoed lightly under the soft silver light, just when the two lips were about to stick together, Li Cheng suddenly turned his head, and the two of them stood still for several seconds, finally Xie Mingcan let Li Cheng, staring at him with bright eyes, "Why?"

"..." Because he didn't know how to express, he was silent.

"Why do you still treat me so well when you obviously don't like me?" The other party's long-simmering emotions gushed out.

"..." Silence was still silence, Xie Mingcan felt heartbroken by Li Cheng's tight lip line.

"Say it!" Li Cheng was pushed staggeringly, and the liquid stored in his eyes also fell out, hitting the back of Li Cheng's hand.

"You are precious!" Li Cheng raised his head, with tears in his eyes.

Because you are a family member, you are precious.

You are precious because you have given me light in my darkest hours.

Because I have experienced the heat and cold of human relationships, and I know how difficult it is to have the feeling of loving you for so long in this world, so you are precious.

However, Tao Xiaodong, who couldn't stand the cheerful atmosphere and only heard the last sentence and witnessed the two hugging each other tightly, had another meaning.

"Taozi!" Fang Zien, who was chasing after him, didn't think about what happened during the minute he was away, and his voice successfully got the attention of the three people back.

Li Cheng and Xie Mingcan turned their heads and saw Tao Xiaodong clearly under the faint light. He turned around and ran out like a frightened deer.

Fang Zien and Li Cheng chased out at the same time. When they collided, Fang Zien raised his fist and slammed Li Cheng's handsome face fiercely. Li Cheng got up and chased after him without saying a word...

Tao Xiaodong took a taxi and went straight to his and Li Cheng's small apartment. He didn't know why, but he just wanted to move out quickly and cut off all contact with Li Cheng. When he thought that he was just his bed partner, he felt extremely disgusted with himself. , He thought he really fell in love with him, but it turned out that all of this was just pretending to be affectionate and precious, Tao Xiaodong smiled wryly, it was really a scumbag that he could do his best.

When Li Cheng chased home, Tao Xiaodong had already walked to the entrance with his suitcase, he grabbed his wrist, "Listen to my explanation."

Tao Xiaodong raised his red eyes, "Stop talking, every word you say now makes me sick."

Li Cheng grabbed his hand and pulled him back, "Don't start endless associations just because you saw one or two pictures, it's not like that at all!"

Tao Xiaodong squeezed out a wry smile, and looked at Li Cheng wearily, "Actually, you and I both understand how estranged we are these days, how embarrassing our speech is, and the accumulated feelings between us are almost exhausted, and things have come to this point Is it really just because of tonight? Li Cheng, you don't love me at all, do you?"

Li Cheng was so shocked that he couldn't say a word, he didn't know whether it was because of what was on his mind or Tao Xiaodong's sudden maturity made him at a loss, but the hand that was holding him tightly just now slowly let go.

Tao Xiaodong bit his lower lip, bumped away from Li Cheng, opened the door and left.

How much he wished that Li Cheng would chase him out and tell him, no, he has always loved him, and all his actions were possessed by aliens, not out of his own intention at all, but watching the constant changes in the elevator The small numbers seem to disappear like the warmth in my heart.

Went out to meet Fang Zien who was waiting downstairs. Before he walked up to say a word, Tao Xiaodong burst into tears, "Brother Zien, he doesn't want me anymore! He really doesn't want me this time!"

Fang Zien embraced Tao Xiaodong, who was crying like a child, and patted him on the back comfortingly, "It's okay, it's over."