Offensive change: superficial love

"Mr. Yan, what would you like to drink?"

He was pinching the letter paper in his hand and talking, when he was interrupted by the questioning voice of the flight attendant, he raised his head to look at the other person a little dullly, smiled a little stiffly, and replied in a hoarse voice: "A glass of pink is fine."

"No problem." The flight attendant nodded towards him, "The quality of the cheese today is very average, can I serve you some soda crackers?"

Yan Ju waved his hands and said nonchalantly, "It doesn't matter."

He just needed some alcohol to get him through the two-hour voyage alone.

Yan Ju lowered his head and gently folded the letter that he should have received on his 25th birthday, and carefully put it back in the envelope.

It has been three days since I found the box that hides the secret.

In the past few days, Yan Ju's emotions have almost calmed down from the initial breakdown, all thanks to Chu Ruxu's considerate company.

I don't know whether the other party learned too much from the days of taking care of Chu Qianqiu, or secretly contacted many psychologists to make up lessons. The details of the response measures are done skillfully and in place.

Never say a word more, and never say a word less, to grasp the sense of proportion to the fullest, and at the same time not make Yan Ji feel that he is alone and helpless.

Yan Ju read these letters repeatedly in the past few days. Of course, he was very obedient and did not touch those who were 26 years old and later.

This was too precious, and he was reluctant to spoil this late surprise.

He even started looking forward to his birthday for the first time.

Although every word Yan Ziyou said made his heart ache as if it was being torn apart.

And through the details revealed in the other party's narration, Yan Ju vaguely put together an outline of the cause and effect of that incident back then.

Yan Ziyou concealed the cancer from them, and stopped all the medicines on her own initiative, but because her mental problems over the years have been well controlled, and her behavior style is unconstrained, so for such a long time, no matter whether it is Yan Ju was still Wang Yize, and he didn't even notice her abnormality.

Yan Ju blamed himself, and hated Wang Yize even more.

He couldn't understand what his father was doing while his mother was preparing for what was going to happen in a "living each day as if it was her last" mentality with so much love for them both.

Anxious because of the mother's absent-mindedness, doubting the mother's loyalty because of irrelevant clues, and quarreling with the mother again and again because of not getting enough comfort.

Wang Yize didn't notice that Yan Ziyou was getting thinner day by day, she didn't notice her physical pain, and he didn't notice that she was suffering mentally.

He just begged for love from his mother in trepidation, and attributed those negative physical and psychological changes to "Yan Ziyou's love for him is gradually fading away".

His "considerate" system failed when his mother needed support and care the most.

This is so strange that Yan Ji can't figure it out.

He really couldn't understand why someone would feel inferior to such an extent, and why fear could blind his five senses to such an extent.

If she didn't sleep well the night before, then Chu Ruxu only needed to glance at him casually in the morning to find out.

Are they really as much in love as their mother thinks they are?

Yan Ju expressed doubts.

After all, the world in Yan Ziyou's eyes is complicated and lively, and everything about her is detailed, so it is impossible to say that Wang Yize's love, which is too ordinary, could be mistaken for a precious treasure.

The flight attendant brought a half-full cup of rosé and a small plate of soda crackers to Yan Ju.

Yan Ju drank a couple of sips in silence, leaned back on the seat for a while, and those subtle discomforts faded away a little.

If Wang Yize committed suicide after killing Yan Ziyou, then Yan Ju would not be able to spurn the other's pathetic love too much.

He couldn't help but sneered slightly.

But Wang Yize didn't.

He just dumped Yan Ziyou's body in the cabin without even putting on a coat, and let her lie on the cold ground until all the blood flowed from her body. Found with a fishy smell.

He ran away, and he didn't know where he went. He probably had a good life, and even dared to come to Ning University to find himself after a few years.

Yan Ji couldn't understand, let alone forgive.

He returned to Ningcheng early this time mainly to do two things.

The first thing is to go to the notary office with Bo Lu tomorrow to sign and seal, to completely end the material entanglements between them.

The second one is also related to Bailu.

He wanted to find out if Bo Lu had concealed anything when he met Wang Yize.

From the preface, Ju wanted to find Wang Yize, but only hoped that he could give him an answer.

Although he still wants the answer now, to him, no matter what it is, whether Wang Yize is dead or alive, he should give his mother an explanation.

Of course, Yan Ju hoped that Wang Yize was still alive.

After all, when a person dies, he will not receive retribution in this world.

That was too cheap for the other party, and Yan Ju would regret it for the rest of his life.

Chu Ruxu originally wanted to go back with him, anyway, Brownie was well taken care of by his grandfather, and in less than half a month, they should prepare for the exchange program to AU.

But after all the luggage was packed, something happened in Qianze's Jingcheng branch that Chu Ruxu had to deal with personally.

Although Chu Ruxu had thousands of dissatisfaction, in the end it was under Yan Ju's persuasion and comfort that he changed his ticket to that night.

They only needed to part ways briefly for an afternoon, so it wasn't a pity.

The real regret is that because the notarization application was passed smoothly and the return plan came too hastily, Yan Ju did not formally take Chu Ruxu to meet his mother once.

He really wanted to introduce his lover to Yan Ziyou, sit in front of her grave, and tell his mother everything about him over the years, just sit like this for a whole day, preferably on a sunny day, so that The three of them can watch a gorgeous sunset together in the evening.

But Chu Ruxu is really a strange child.

In normal times, he always likes to pretend to be silly and act like a baby. When it's his turn to play tricks and lose his temper, he will put on a steady and mature look.

"Brother, don't worry." Chu Ruxu took his hand, kissed his forehead lightly, and said firmly and calmly, "Only those who have lost their only chance need to feel regret."

"We still have a long, long time, and I will accompany you many, many times in the future."

"I have countless opportunities, and I will give you endless love."

"So there will be no regrets between us."

……

Just after getting off the plane, many missed calls from Bolu popped up on the screen.

Yan Ju didn't even bother to take a second look. After sending Chu Ruxu an arrival message, he immediately turned on Do Not Disturb.

Although he won't collapse like he did a few days ago, he is still far from the standard of "good mood".

After checking the required materials with the lawyer, he just wanted to go to the apartment where he and Chu Ruxu were about to start a new life, rest well, and wait for his lover who rushed back at night.

Chu Ruxu's flat is not far from the CBD, and it is also very close to the law firm that Yan Jue has been cooperating with for a long time.

After the two-hour process was confirmed, Yan Jue politely declined the other party's proposal to send him a car, and chose to walk back alone. On the way, he randomly picked a nice-looking bakery and bought two brownies.

Chu Ruxu was very caring, and had already entered his information into the community's security system, and Yan Ju arrived at their new home without any hindrance.

After double-scanning fingerprints and irises, the heavy door slowly opened. Yan Yan was about to walk in when he heard a crisp "Wow! You are finally back!"

Yan Yu couldn't help being startled.

What's this?Chu Ruxu's new smart housekeeper?

It's pretty realistic.

he slandered.

Unexpectedly, in the next second, the sound of splashing water came from the left side of the living room, and as the balcony door was suddenly pushed open, a figure wearing only swimming trunks appeared naked and caught off guard. In Ju's sight.

The other party was wet, and stepped on a series of watermarks on the maroon floor. His footsteps were brisk, as if he was jumping. Obviously, he couldn't wait for this welcome.

"Didn't you say you only came back at night? Did your sister-in-law come back together? Let me see if she looks pretty--damn!" When the boy realized that the person standing at the door was not Chu Ruxu, he stopped the car instantly. Even the hug gesture that had been made was shrunk back in fright.

Yan Ju reacted quickly.

Although last time in the hot spring, he only glanced at Chu Qianqiu's profile from a distance, but at this moment, combined with what this person said, he still accurately judged the other party's identity.

"Not as pretty as you." Yan Ju said calmly, looking at Chu Qianqiu who looked astonished.

He raised his eyebrows with a smile, slightly curved his lips, and greeted him in a gentle and relaxed tone: "Hi Qianqian, it's the first time we meet. My name is Yan Ju, and I'm your brother's boyfriend."

"But don't call me sister-in-law, it's not very nice, call me Brother Yan, Brother Jun, or Brother, whatever you want."

"I just bought a few small desserts, you can eat with me." Yan Ju shook the paper bag in his hand and invited.

Seeing that Chu Qianqiu was still standing there in a daze, as if he had been frightened by something.

"Don't be nervous." Yan Ju paused for a moment to think. After remembering the other party's welcoming action just now, he had a playful expression on his face. He opened his arms to the still awkward boy, and put on a gesture that is very skilled in coaxing children. , said softly, "So..."

"Do you still want a hug?"

The author says:

Come, come, come -3-