Black Basket - The World's No. 1 Idiot's Guide to Growing a Man

Kise never took the initiative to think about Yuiya's first confession to him.

Because as long as he thinks of the situation at that time, Kise has the urge to bump his head to death.

What was he thinking at that time...how could he say such words! ?Even if Yui is rejected!Be gentle too!What is 'If you confess, you can't even be friends'!Kise felt that if he stood here a year ago, he would definitely be unable to control himself, pouring cement into that self and sinking it into Tokyo Bay.

... the urge is stronger now.

Until now, when he wanted to confess to Wei Ye, Kise realized that confession is such a terrible thing.

And this is when the probability that Yui also likes him and agrees to associate with him is more than 50.00%... He is already tense to the point where his body is stiff, his voice is trembling, and his mind is blank.And last year when Wei Ye confessed, he didn’t hold out hope——Kise didn’t quite understand at first, why Wei Ye insisted on confessing when he knew he would refuse, but now he understands a little bit... It’s nothing more than wanting to convey this love Just give it to the other party.

But it's just the transmission, just the transmission of language, but the heartbeat becomes rapid and weak, almost suffocating.

How should I confess?

Is it okay to say you like it?Do you want to pave the way before confessing?Or should he say it directly at this moment - the more Kise thinks about it, the less he knows what to say.

As for Yuiya, although he could see Kise's entanglement, he didn't intend to speak first at all, he just looked at Kise's face that was so nervous that he turned pale, and occasionally reached out to push Kise's bangs covering his eyes, staring at Kise anxiously eyes, waiting for the other party to think up their words.

"Only...only...only..."

"...Are you on the phone?"

"No! I...I meant to say...uh..."

Wei also listened to Huang Lai's hesitation, but for a long time he couldn't say a complete sentence.

But Wei was not in a hurry.

He waited for eight years, and he didn't mind waiting for Kise for a few minutes, hours...or years.

Yui just listened quietly, enjoying the ambiguous and ready-to-move atmosphere at this moment...Maybe at this moment, there will be no more in the future, the premise is...Kise can speak out the words.

Until the bus stopped, Kise failed to say what he wanted to say.

as expected.

Yui wasn't surprised.

Although Kise is a person with the ability to act, it is inevitable that he will be nervous when encountering such a thing.After all...whether it's confession or dating, Yuiya himself, and Kise who is nervous beside him...are just newbies.

After slowly passing through the crowds and reaching a secluded road, they gradually slowed down.

The two held hands, but still didn't let go.

When getting out of the car, Wei also thought about letting go of the other party's hand, but Kise couldn't shake it off, and when the surrounding eyes came, Kise just pretended not to notice, and kept moving forward Walk.

Wei also couldn't express the complicated mood.

He held hands last year, and he specially chose the time when everyone was attracted by the fireworks, so as not to embarrass Kise... This year was unexpected... very eye-catching.

The two walked side by side on the deserted path, Kise saw the people around him shivering, so he stuffed the hand holding Yuiya, along with Yuiya's fingers, into his waist pocket to keep warm.

Wei also lost his mind for a moment, he was still a little unaccustomed to this kind of clumsy intimacy, after regaining his senses, he twitched his hand twice, then coughed dryly twice to remind Huang Lai to let go.

Kise pretended not to hear Yuiya's cough, but the hand holding Yuiya in his pocket tightened.

Seeing that Kise didn't intend to let go, Wei also gave up and continued to remind.He didn't want to argue about this kind of thing... and he didn't hate this kind of intertwining of fingers. Although the other party's hands became sweaty due to tension, this warm and moist feeling just made Tian Wei Ye, who is physically cold, is a little nostalgic.

Huang Lai saw that Wei didn't speak any more, so he thought about the confession again.

Confession...it should be more than just saying that I like Yuiya.

As well as my own thoughts and feelings, I have to tell Yuiya.

This year... and these ten years.

Kise was still very nervous, but probably because of being able to see Yuiya's expression this time, Kise's tension was relieved a little, at least he cleared his mind.

He took a deep breath and called the other person's name.

"Wei Ye!"

"Ok?"

Huang Lai swallowed her saliva, and her voice was a little muffled: "I'm going to talk a lot next... so, can you answer me after you've finished listening?"

Wei didn't speak either.

Knowing that this was the default, Kise rubbed his nose with his free hand, and took a few deep breaths to calm down his tension: "Me! I've loved Yuiya since kindergarten..."

"Gentle, brave, always considerate Yuiya...I really like it." Kise was a little embarrassed when he said this: "At that time...I was always crying, only Weiya would help me and comfort me , smiled at me and told me that it doesn't matter what happens... because you are my best friend and will always be by my side."

"...I believed it, and I was very happy. I was always bullied in kindergarten, and I didn't have any friends. I was treated as a friend by my favorite Yuiya. So I thought, Yui is also my first friend, It will also be my most cherished friend... I originally thought so."

"Now that I think about it, I must have been stunned." Kise scratched his golden hair irritably: "...I...I obviously...have never regarded Yuiya as my friend...never once When Kise said this, he felt a little uneasy, and peeked at Weiye's face, he was relieved when he saw that his face was normal, and continued: "As long as you are gentle and kind to people other than me, or you and me When the relationship between people becomes better, I will be restless, restless, and I can’t sleep all night because of jealousy. Don’t you often ask me why I’m always out of energy during the day?…Although I always say that I’m playing games…but… ...But in fact, they are all thinking about how to increase the distance between you and the other party...And, indeed, they have acted so many times...Aha...Ahahaha...Isn't it despicable? Is it too much?"

"I know what I look like in Yuiya's eyes," Kise lowered his eyes: "I'm a nerveless idiot, with a lot of emotional ups and downs, only know how to laugh and make trouble, happy or unhappy is shown on the face, simple and easy to understand, Careless, can't take care of yourself, always screw things up and ask you to clean up." Huang Lai sniffed: "Obviously... I'm not that kind of person. I have a bad temper, it's difficult to get along with, and I don't pretend to talk to other people , I’m not very angry when I talk to others, especially people I don’t agree with... At first, Xiao Heizi was tossed by me. But I haven’t told you about these things, and I never dared to be in front of you Show it...Because I am worried that after you know me like this...you will be disappointed in me, afraid that you will be afraid of my possessive desire and jealousy...I just want Yuiya to like me, I want Yuiya to only Focus on me... I want Yuiya to just look at me... This is obviously not the psychology and behavior of friends... But why didn't I realize it at that time... No, maybe it's not consciousness It's just that... it's just the fear of the disappearance of the friendship."

"Because I want to be by your side all the time."

"This kind of me must be different from the one in Yuiya's impression, right?" Kise forced the corners of his mouth to smile, but found that he couldn't move his facial muscles to make a smiling expression anyway, so he had to break the can With a frustrated look on his face: "Actually...it's not intentional to show such a simple and unnerved look in front of Yuiya...it's just...it's just you, Yuiya, you prefer simple and direct people, right? I... I just subconsciously want Yuiya to like me more... So every time I see Yuiya, I always subconsciously act like you like to please you... Sorry, I didn't mean it."

"Last year... when you confessed to me, I was actually very happy... I was so happy that I couldn't close my eyes all night, thinking and laughing over and over again.

But... While I was happy, I was terrified.I'm afraid that our friendship will disappear, and Yuiya you will know one day that I am too different from the Kise Ryo you imagined, and you will definitely hate me by then. "Huang Lai's voice was dry: "But I am also afraid that after rejecting you, you will leave me...so...that's why I have been pestering you, no matter what you say, I dare not let you go. "

"...And then, those things happened."

When Huang Sete said this, he paused, his face became ugly.

Wei Ye naturally knew that the so-called 'those things' referred to the things he was bullied by the students.Thinking of that experience now, Wei Ye just feels embarrassed, and the sadness and stinging pain at the beginning are not left at all.

Seeing that Kise's face was dark, he sighed, squeezed Kise's palm, and gave silent encouragement: It's okay, I don't mind...continue.

Feeling Yuiya's strength, Kise blinked in disbelief at first, then realized that it wasn't his own illusion, blushed, and said, "I've never been so angry. "

"I had a big fight with the head teacher's teacher, beat up some male students who spread gossip, and said a lot of nasty things to my fans.

Afterwards, the number of girls who confessed to me decreased, and some people wrote to the editorial department to complain about my bad personality... But I don't think I am at fault. "Although Huang Lai's voice was low, it was firm and unwavering: "Because you laughed. "