kinda straight me

Xu Hui's roar was like thunder, which made Wu Jingan's mind go numb.

It took him a long time to realize what Xu Hui had just said.

I never thought about coming out at all.

Wu Jingan looked at the man who fell on the ground in puzzlement, his red eyes showed that he was really pushed by himself.

He is, say something angry!

Wu Jingan moved his lips and forced a smile, "You... what are you talking about, what time is this, and you--"

Xu Hui withdrew his gaze, lowered his head, and stood up with one hand propped up.

As soon as he said those words, he knew that he would never take them back.It's just that the courage also exploded at that moment and dissipated in an instant.

He didn't dare to look at Wu Jingan again.

The dazzling sun shone on the lifeless winter playground, and a few boys not far away cheered for a beautiful three-pointer, for a simple joy.

He never knew he would lead his life so badly.

He has money to squander at will, an enviable status, a life of extravagance and indulgence, lovers, friends, chic, and joy.

He can have everything, only Wu Jingan.

With his life, mutual generation and mutual restraint.

"Xu Hui, you... didn't you say you won't give up?" Wu Jing'an's heart jumped wildly nervously, Xu Hui's dodge made him uneasy, no matter what, he wanted to seek an answer.

Xu Hui: "Yes."

Wu Jingan didn't understand even more, "In this case----" Xu Hui's words completely broke his self-confidence, and he couldn't even say the word "come out" at this moment, "Then you...Xu Hui .”

Xu Hui sighed deeply, and when he turned around, he saw the expectation and worry in Wu Jingan's eyes.

Some things, after all, cannot be avoided.

With a wry smile on the corner of his mouth, he said: "Jing An, you should have thought about it, haven't you? I am such a person, a selfish, despicable, rich second generation who can't be mixed anymore. What do you want me to say, let me say it myself Tell you, I won't break up with you, and I don't plan to come out. I'm just lying or lying. Finding a bunch of women to come back is just to play out the show. I'm a cynical young master, no one thinks I'll take it seriously .When this turmoil subsides, I will find you and continue to live the life you want with you. Do you want to hear this? These are all from my heart. I don’t see you, I don’t call, it’s not all because of me Mom is investigating our affairs. I... I don't know how to face you, how to say these words to you, these words that let you see me clearly. I am mean and shameless, you can call me whatever you want But, Jing An, I don't intend to break up with you, even if you hate me and resent me, I, also..."

Xu Hui's voice choked up, and he couldn't continue.

A line of tears fell from the corner of the proud young master's eyes, and he quickly turned his back to hide his fragility.

He stopped talking, but Wu Jingan had already understood what he meant.

It turns out that besides coming out and breaking up, there is really a third option.

He is a stupid person, why has he never thought that life can continue like this.

Look, Xu Hui loves him so much, paving a bright road for their future.There will be no pain and worry if they haven’t come out of the closet. They can also sit on the sun loungers on the small second-floor balcony full of flowers and plants, and count the time leisurely.

They can still go on.

When Xu Hui calmed down a little and turned around, Wu Jingan spoke in a surprisingly calm tone, and said, "Xu Hui, I can wait for you, or hang around with you for as long as you want. I just want to ask , in the future, will you get married? Will you have children? At that time, what am I? "

Wu Jingan's eyes were clear, he actually no longer needed Xu Hui's answer.

Coming out of the stadium, Wu Jingan's cell phone kept ringing, and he picked it up in a daze. It was his old partner, Brother Zhang.

"You're still dead and you can't come back. Both the duty chief and the unit chief have been here. I told you twice that you went to the toilet, and you should come back even if you have a bowel movement. Don't talk nonsense, come back to me quickly. You It’s fine if you don’t want to give me the bonus, but you fat bastards are not stupid!”

Wu Jingan smiled, "I'll be back now."

After hanging up the phone, he hurried to the factory.

He ran all the way, kept running, and only after passing the bus platform did he realize that he could take the No. 19 bus.So I ran back to the platform, waited until the bus came, got on the bus, found a seat and sat down until the terminal, only to find that he was on the No. 9 bus.

He got out of the car and ran again, sweating profusely when he ran. An aunt who knew him saw him and said, "Be careful, don't run so fast, be careful of flashing sweat."

Wu Jing'an stopped, raised his head in a daze, only to realize that he had run back home.

He slumped down on the garden stone chair, his rested body seemed exhausted, and he was so tired that he couldn't even lift a finger.

As soon as you get a rest, your brain will work immediately.

Xu Hui... stay out of the closet... rich second generation... dawdle... don't break up... get married... children...

Xu Hui did not answer his last question in the end.

The answer is well known.

Wu Jingan lay flat on the cold stone chair, listening to the noise of children leaving school in the kindergarten in the community, and watching the last trace of blue fading in the sky.

This is the home he is familiar with, and he has seen the scenery here for seven or eight years, but he still feels heartbroken by these ordinary things.

Lao Li picked up his grandson and chatted for a while as usual, Qi's mother's house boiled pungent chili sauce again, and the young couple who moved in from the next building honked the Buick's horn.

When it comes time to go home, it's time for everyone to go home.

His home is close at hand, but his family members are far away.

Xu Hui said that he loved him, that he would not break up with him, even if there was hatred and resentment, he still wanted to tie the two of them together.

Wu Jingan smiled, because of the beauty of the past two years and the ugliness of the last moment.

Yes, there are more or less ugly thoughts in people's hearts, which are wrapped in skin and clothes, and no one can see them.

Now Xu Hui tore off that layer of camouflage, and put the ugly and bloody in front of him.

Is Xu Hui selfish?Very selfish, who is not selfish?

He said that he was not afraid of breaking up, but in fact, he still wanted to let him come out of the closet, see, how selfish.

Coming out of the closet, these two words should make me feel ashamed and flustered now.

He actually wanted Gao Fushuai, the only son in the family, to come out for him.

I'm a little overwhelmed!

Xu Hui's words woke him up when he was unconscious, and made him realize the cruelty of reality.

He thought about coming out, and about breaking up, but he didn't think about this kind of result.

It shouldn't be unexpected, how well he knows the bad nature of men.

It's just because that person is what he loves, that person is Xu Hui, so he doesn't think about the worst side of him.

He somewhat understood why the married women in the factory had overconfidence.

Because we meet each other day and night, I always think that my man is special, and I always think that those one-night stands who find mistresses are things that happen to others, and it will never be my turn.

He too was blinded by this ridiculous idea.

It turned out that Xu Hui was not special.

In the evening, he called a group of colleagues to drink at home. After drinking for three rounds, the drunk-eyed old brother Zhang complained that he was too incompetent.

Wu Jingan was also a little drunk, leaning on the sofa to apologize frequently.

Wang Hai, a new college student this year, looked at him and sighed helplessly, "Angkor, how are you, I live alone, no one cares, no one asks, I can do whatever I want, and be at ease. "

Wu Jingan turned his head to look at him. Almost everyone in Wang Hai's gossip shop knew that he had been with his high school classmates for almost six years, but the little girl didn't get into college and now works as a receptionist in a hotel. In prison, Wang Hai's parents said nothing to agree with them, and kept forcing him to break up.

Wu Jing'an smiled, "What's the matter, no one will know when you will die at home. You have never been alone. You are so pitiful during the Chinese New Year!"

Wang Hai sighed again, holding a small wine glass and drank it down in one gulp.

Wu Jingan looked up at the inconspicuous spider web in the corner, "Wang Hai, if your parents still disagree with you two in three to five years, what will you do?"

Wang Hai: "What else can I do? If it doesn't work, just hide the marriage certificate from them and move out to file a single."

Wu Jingan looked at him in surprise, "I like your classmate so much? You don't even want your parents."

Wang Hai smiled wryly: "How can I not? It's because I want everything. After a few years, when Zhong Lan and I have a child, I don't believe that my parents can still be stubborn. When the happy ending comes, it's no better than Everything is fine."

Someone poured Wu Jingan a glass of wine, and he raised his hand and raised his neck, and the spicy liquid poured directly into his throat.

It was so hot that my heart felt uncomfortable.

The wine was gone, the person left, he slumped on the sofa and didn't want to get up.

Wang Hai said that his family and his lover wanted it all, so he cut it first and played it later, and it took a few years to be awkward, and after a long time, he could finally achieve a positive result and a happy ending.

Xu Hui also said that his family and his lover want it all, so if they don't break up and come out of the closet, let Wu Jingan be wronged and be a mistress who will never see the light!

Because nothing is more important than being together.

Sure enough, the thinking circuits of the little people and the rich second generation are different.

And Wu Jingan----

From the very beginning, Wu Jing'an was a little man who just wanted to live an ordinary life.

One family, one lover, like Uncle Dumb and Uncle Zhang, Uncle Fang and his mother, Kong Xin and his wife, like all ordinary couples in the world.

I just want the simplest life.

How could Xu Hui not understand this point!

His throat suddenly felt itchy, and he coughed violently.

Coughing so much that he fell to his knees by the sofa, coughing so much that he vomited most of the heartburning wine before he finally stopped.

Wiped his mouth with a tissue, looking at the mess in the room, feeling sad.

He really wanted to call Xu Hui, let him come back, let him hug him, let him take back all those hurtful words, and continue to be the Xu animal he loves.

He wanted to laugh, he wanted to cry, thinking of Xu Hui's tears when he said those words, thinking of the beauty that they could never go back.

Everything makes the heartache worse.

Tears, drop by drop hit the legs.

He took out his mobile phone and looked through the group photo with Xu Hui.

Each one is a memory, a record.These joys that really existed can only be preserved in photos forever.

From now on, no one will secretly kiss him until he can't breathe at midnight, no one will call him Jing An in an affectionate and ambiguous voice, no one will make him feel the heart-piercing pain.

Xu Hui, the Xu Hui he loves, he wants to be able to love him until he grows old, until he dies.

Tears dripped on the screen of the mobile phone, covering the smiling faces of two people, while he could only hide in one person's house and cry sadly.

Xu Hui couldn't do what he asked, and this love was destined to come to an end.