kinda straight me

Coming to the stadium with a murderous look, Wu Jing'an had already thought about it, and when they met, he would punch and kick him first before talking about anything else.

In the afternoon of deep winter, the sun shines on the bare tree branches. The wind is not too strong today, but it feels warm.There were no people on the big playground at this time, and those who walked and exercised would not come out until around five o'clock.

Wu Jingan saw a tall and straight figure standing in a corner of the playground from a distance, and when he got closer and saw it clearly, his heart softened.

After not seeing him for a month, Xu Hui, who looked haggard and lonely, made him unable to do anything.

Standing a few steps away from that person, he called out, "Xu Hui."

Xu Hui raised his head, his once shining eyes dimmed a lot, "You are here."

The overcoat on Xu Hui's body was bought by Wu Jing'an with two months' salary. When he tried it on, it fit him very well, as if it had been tailor-made, but now that it's cold today, it looks a lot bigger when he puts it on.

Xu Hui lost weight.

Wu Jing'an swallowed all his grievances and anger, he stepped forward and raised his hand to caress the man's face, "Why are you so thin?"

Xu Hui stretched out his hand to cover the back of his hand, and rubbed his cheek against his cold palm, "I miss you."

Unlike the usual coquettish tone, the sincere words were filled with deep sadness, Wu Jingan approached him distressedly, and hugged him into his arms.

"Come back if you want me, Xu Hui, don't support it by yourself, can't you just let me stay with you?"

Xu Hui rested his head on his shoulder, the warm sunlight blinding his eyes, he pressed his nose into the man's neck, absorbing the familiar smell.

Wu Jing'an is his, always, always will be.

Xu Hui said, "Jing An, do you believe me or not?"

Wu Jingan: "..."

Xu Hui: "If you believe me, wait for me for a while."

Of course Wu Jing'an believed him. If he didn't believe him, he would have gone to the horizon long ago based on his gossip. He wouldn't have come to question him.But can the matter between them really end with a letter?

Waiting, another period of waiting with no end in sight.

Wu Jingan gently pushed him away, staring intently into his eyes, "I can wait for you for as long as you want, but can you tell me why I wait?"

Waiting for the result of coming out, waiting for the result of breaking up.

These were the only two paths he could think of.

After a month of waiting, he transitioned from initial fear to calm thinking, and he figured out a lot of things.

No matter what kind of result he was waiting for, he was willing to accept it.

He loves Xu Hui, there is no doubt about it.

But he knows how difficult this road is. They have been in love for two years, and every day is earned.

Xu Hui repaid every love he gave, and happiness always outweighs pain, so it was worth it.

Today, Xu Hui has to bear much more pressure than he does. After careful consideration, if he chooses to give up, Wu Jingan will not blame him.

This is the reality, abandoning family, status, and everything for a long-lasting love, this gamble is too risky.

Thinking about it in another way, Wu Jing'an is not sure that he can gamble with a firm will.

Therefore, he understands Xu Hui, even if there is resentment and sadness for a while, for a long time, he will be relieved.

He was no longer afraid of waiting for such a result.

"Whether it's life or death, I can understand. Xu Hui, if you want to give up, I don't blame you. If you want to persist, just tell me, tell me clearly, tell me what you want to do and how to do it .Don't make me just wait like a fool. I don't understand the meaning of waiting without meeting or calling. You can't tell me what you have. Xu Hui, what do you think in your heart. "

Wu Jingan only asked for an answer, but Xu Hui couldn't give it.

He turned his head away from the man's eyes, as if there was a dagger in those eyes that could cut open his own ugly heart.

Xu Hui said: "Jing An, you go back, wait for me for a while, when the time comes, I will look for you."

Wu Jingan frowned, "Xu Hui!"

Xu Hui: "Don't ask any more, I can only tell you that I will not give up, and I will never give up on you."

Wu Jingan didn't understand even more, "In this case, why can't you tell me. If you want to kneel or be beaten, I will suffer with you. At least, there is someone who can wipe your tears and potion. Xu Hui, I am a big boy anyway. My lord, I won’t hide behind you and sit back and enjoy your success. I can also suffer what you can suffer, and I can help you block half of what you can suffer. This road was chosen by the two of us, and the bumps and tribulations should be made by the two of us. Take it together. Xu Hui, you also believe me once."

Xu Hui turned his head slowly, looked at him with complicated eyes, the corners of his mouth slightly curled up, and there was a meaning that Wu Jingan couldn't understand in his faint smile, "You really——"

Xu Hui's words stopped abruptly, and the short three words made people confused.

What followed was an almost terrifying silence. Xu Hui kept his mouth shut and didn't say another word. Wu Jingan wanted to speak several times, but after seeing his expression, he swallowed the words back.

Although he didn't understand what Xu Hui's unspeakable secret was and why, he still wanted to hear it from his own mouth.

There should be no secrets between them, and at this turning point of fate, they should not hide from each other.

He always firmly believes that two people are better than one. Although he can't help much, he can at least be a temporary support point for that person.

When he was full of scars, Xu Hui could lean on his shoulder and cry, curse, gnaw, and kick.

He will give him all his love without reservation, tell him, love him, and will love him until the day he dies.Stick to it, choose yourself, and you won't let him regret it.

He used a happy way to imagine the pain in the future, but unexpectedly, what Xu Hui said later made all of this redundant.

The long silence was broken by the sudden noise on the playground. A few boys who looked like high school students rushed in with a basketball in their arms, chattering and saying they wanted to compete.

After Xu Hui sighed, he said in a low voice: "Jing An, you don't have to worry about this matter anymore, I'll take care of it. We still can't see each other for now, and don't call again, I won't answer. Wait until... I'm going to find you."

In the same words, for the same reason, Xu Hui's perfunctory attitude completely angered Wu Jing'an.

"Xu Hui."

Xu Hui turned around and walked outside the playground, "If you still want to go on with me, just listen to me. Wu Jing'an, nothing is more important than being together."

Xu Hui walked out without looking back, Wu Jingan took a few deep breaths and yelled after him, "The one whose surname is Xu!"

He doesn't want such an unclear result, and he doesn't want to be an ignorant fool again.

He grabbed Xu Hui by the arm and pulled him over, and said angrily, "You have made it clear today. What do you mean by not giving up, what do you mean by going to me. Xu Hui, I'm not a three-year-old child, so I'm not that easy to lie .I, Wu Jingan, am not a stalker. If you want to get divorced, I will never pester you. Don't use those words to fool me. If you don't want to get divorced, you are like a man. You just come out of the closet. Well, it’s no big deal. I’ve been out before, and I can’t die. If you’re afraid of being beaten, I’ll stand in front of you. Xu, I won’t take you to play with people like this. Halfway through, let me wait, what are you waiting for, it’s been more than a month I haven't had a good night's sleep, I won't wait in such a daze again, if you don't speak clearly today, don't even think about leaving!"

Wu Jing'an was also willing to go all out, flicked his hand, his eyes were burning with anger, as if he wanted to have a quick fight with the person in front of him.

Xu Hui's face became more and more gloomy, "What are you doing!"

Wu Jing'an persisted, "Who are we two? Why are you pretending to be serious here? You are acting in a TV series, and you are playing a conspiracy and hiding it. You can't tell me anything. Why are you provoking so many women? This time, you explained clearly to me all the tricks you played. Xu Hui, I am stupid, I am not as fancy as you, so I am played by you again and again. But today, I still want to listen to you How should I put it, you have to complicate such a simple matter. Tell me, whether you want to go to the mountain of swords or to the pan of oil, I, Wu Jingan, will accompany you to the end."

Xu Hui was irritated by him, narrowed his eyes slightly, "Get out of the way!"

Wu Jingan raised his chin to show his position.

Xu Hui let out a cold snort from his nasal cavity, and walked away around him.

Wu Jingan turned around and kicked him in the back unceremoniously.

Xu Hui took several steps forward and almost fell.After standing still, he suddenly turned his head and glared at him, and burst out three words from between his teeth, "Wu Jing'an!"

Wu Jingan took a step forward and sneered twice, "Can I talk now?"

Xu Hui's clenched fists were trembling uncontrollably, his chest heaved and heaved, and all the depression and misery of the past few days rushed out of his body clamoring.

He suppressed it with all his strength, lowered his head, closed his eyes and suppressed the fire back into his stomach.

Stepping forward, he just wanted to get out of this place quickly.

Wu Jingan kicked his ass with more force. This time, Xu Hui fell on his back.

The knee hit the hard ground, and even though it was covered by clothes, it still hurt badly.

Xu Hui slowly propped himself up, his skin-torn palms were burning with pain, and the pain reached his heart.

The man behind him was still chattering, every sentence was filled with words that he was least willing to hear and could not hear.

Wu Jing'an said that coming out is nothing, there are a lot of people coming out in the world.

Wu Jing'an said that he didn't believe that we two strong old men were no match for the old and stubborn Xu family.

Wu Jing'an said that one year or two is not enough, let's do it for ten or eight years, and do what should be respected, filial piety, and what should be done.The Anti-Japanese War is still eight years away, don't worry, I can survive it.

Wu Jing'an said Xu Hui, what are you still worried about, what is there that you can't tell me.

Xu Hui couldn't hold back any longer, and let out a roar from his throat, "What do you want me to say?! Said that I never fucking thought about coming out, are you satisfied with this answer?!"