kinda straight me

Dagang's daughter's catch-up week was very lively, and all the people who came were close relatives and friends.Kong Xin leads his family's little boy who is not yet able to walk steadily, and Xiao Qiao takes his newlywed wife, cousin Xiao Rui and his new girlfriend. It is popular in this world to be in pairs. Wu Jingan went to the yard to smoke a stuffy cigarette.

The little girl is very cute, with a chubby face and a body wrapped in a ball. Fang Qiao took two little hands and struggled to move to the table to find the mascot that heralds her future. .

Xiao Nizi grabbed the Transformers toy, Dagang yelled who put it, it was too shameless, it was not counted, and it was done again.It's still a toy to catch again, Dagang is discouraged, baby, can we have something to do?

It wasn't until Xiao Nizi grabbed the pencil as everyone expected, that the family's faces were full of joy.

Ouch, my Qingqing is going to be a great writer in the future!Be good, come give grandma a treat.

Maybe it's a teacher, teaching and educating people is also very good!Our family has never had an intellectual!

In short, I will definitely be able to go to college in the future.Your father is incompetent, we Qingqing will make up for it.

There was a lot of noise and joy, and the banquet ended at three o'clock in the afternoon.

Wu Jingan walked out of the courtyard, just about to say hello to Xiao Qiao, when he saw the newlyweds hiding behind an old tree that had lost all its leaves, hugging and gnawing together.

Wu Jing'an gritted his teeth in his heart and scolded this indecent couple, how hungry and thirsty they are in broad daylight, and they are not afraid of being seen by older people pointing their noses and scolding them for being immoral.

Sitting alone in the car back to the city, he habitually took out his cell phone.

There were no incoming calls, no text messages, only Xu Hui who existed on the screen smiled heartlessly at him.

For ten days, there was no news from the person who said he would not meet for the time being.

Apart from being sad, Wu Jingan was still a little confused.

For the time being, for the time being...

The word was too broad, and he couldn't quite understand what Xu Hui really meant.

He didn't understand why Xu Hui couldn't make it clear to him if he really had something on his mind.What does it mean not to meet for a while, and he refuses to give an explanation.

Being hung up, not feeling at ease, this feeling is really f*cking uncomfortable.

For the time being, what is waiting for them?

The car wandered all the way to the city, and after getting out of the car, Wu Jingan went to Hao Shi's lawyer's office for the first time.

Hao Shi was quite surprised by Wu Jingan's sudden visit.

Perhaps because of the psychological shadow, Wu Jing'an somewhat rejected the contact with Xu Hui's friends.If he took the initiative to find someone like this, if he didn't have something to do, he would never be able to do it.

In the small bar with light music playing, Wu Jing'an and Hao Shi chatted about the weather, politics, work, cars, houses, and the daughter-in-law's sister-in-law's sister-in-law's sister-in-law hooked up with her husband's uncle.

In short, the word Xu Hui was never mentioned.

Hao Shi suppressed a smile and listened to him talk about everything he could and couldn't talk about. He kindly reminded him that it's already ten o'clock. Didn't you just say that you have an early shift tomorrow? Should you be leaving? ?

Wu Jingan froze for a moment, nodded frequently, yes, it's time to go, it's time to go.

After walking out of the bar, Hao Shi said that both of them had drunk, so it's better to take a walk to get rid of the alcohol.

Wu Jingan responded, and followed him for a stroll on the cold street.

The cold wind blew, he shrank his neck, searched all over his body but found no cigarettes, looked around and just thought of buying a pack from a nearby tobacco shop, Hao Shi suddenly handed something over.

Wu Jing'an took it in confusion and looked at it. It was chocolate or Hershey's.

One couldn't hold back, he laughed out loud, "How much do you love your name! You still have chocolates on you? How are you?"

Hao Shi smiled, "I have hypoglycemia. In the past, a friend always kept a piece of chocolate with him. Now that he is gone, I have to prepare it myself."

Wu Jingan: "Girlfriend?"

Hao Shi shook his head, "No."

Wu Jingan didn't ask any more questions, peeled off the wrapping paper, and threw the small thing into his mouth.

The rich-flavored chocolate slowly melted in his mouth, and Wu Jingan savored the sweet taste carefully.

"Eating chocolate at night will cause tooth decay."

"It's okay to eat once in a while, remember to brush your teeth when you get home."

Wu Jing'an smiled, talking with Hao Shi is very comfortable, he doesn't talk much, but he always listens to you seriously, never interrupts or rushes, his expression is always calm, and he will only make a sentence or two when you finish speaking Opinion.

I don't know if it was Wu Jingan's illusion, but he always felt that there was an imperceptible sadness hidden in Hao Shi's plainness.

Inadvertently, it will leak out from the movement of lowering the eyes or looking into the distance.

This kind of sadness should not flow from a man who is about to get married.

There are more or less secrets hidden in everyone's heart, maybe it's a painful past, maybe it's all kinds of reality, he has no qualifications and rights to dig.

Just when the chocolate in his mouth was about to melt, Hao Shi suddenly said, "How are you and Xu Hui?"

Wu Jingan understood that his intentions had been seen through by this person long ago, but he kept silent. Seeing that the road was coming to an end, Hao Shi kindly gave him a step down.

Wu Jingan slid along the slope, "It's not very good."

Hao Shi didn't stop, the collar of his dark gray coat was turned up, and the corner of his mouth was still smiling, "What's wrong?"

Wu Jing'an briefly told Hao Shi about meeting Xu Hui's mother and what happened after him.

Hao Shi finally stopped. On the dimly lit street, his eyes were burning, "How do you want me to help you?"

Wu Jing'an didn't dare to look him in the eyes, he was afraid that the self inside would be too humble and embarrassing.

He said: "Help me to see if he is okay. If, if he has any difficulties that he can't tell me, please be a listener."

Hao Shi fixed his eyes on the man in front of him, a little bit shy, but full of determination.

He said: "Old Wu, you are really a good person. Even at this time, you will still think of him in a good way. You find reasons for him, make excuses, and even come to me with the cheek. Old Wu, you are not afraid , did he hurt you again?"

Wu Jingan lowered his eyes and thought for a long time before saying, "I was afraid, so I found reasons for him. In fact, these reasons are all for myself. Only by relying on these can I persevere. Zhang Yin said, let me Trust him more. It's a lover

The basics! "

Hao Shi sighed, looked forward, and walked down the long road.

"I will try my best to help you if I can. It's not easy for Xu Hui to walk with you for so long. To be honest, I didn't like you at the beginning. Even now, I still don't believe that you can make it to the end. "

Wu Jing'an walked beside him silently. Hao Shi's words were straightforward and hurtful, but he was powerless to refute.

"Don't get me wrong, I just don't believe it. It doesn't mean I don't approve or dislike you being together. In fact, I quite envy you, at least you all have courage, at least, you, have been together before."

The sky was full of stars, and they walked through the neighborhood with neon lights and loud music, and walked into a slightly quiet road.

There is a small park there. Wu Jingan and Xu Hui once came here. It was a sunny morning. They passed by here during their morning exercises, and they also hid behind the dense bushes to steal a sweet good morning kiss.

Today, the light is no longer, the lover is no longer, here, there is only silence and cold.

"A few years is not short. I believe that Xu Hui loves you. But, Old Wu, his family will not allow him to have this love. If there is no Xu family, he will still be the one who loves you." Is it Xu Hui?"

"A few months ago, I asked him if he had the courage to come out. He didn't answer me. Old Wu, he has too many worries. You should give him time. If you want to last long, you can't answer this question. Avoid. This hurdle must be overcome."

"Actually, I also really want to see what kind of decision Xu Hui will make in the end."

After separating from Hao Shi, Wu Jing'an walked home alone.

Opening the door, there was no lazy voice coming from the sofa, "I came back so late, where have you been fooling around?"

When I opened the refrigerator, no one said while playing games: "It happens that I'm hungry too, so I'll order an extra bowl of noodles."

Open the bathroom door, no one has the cheek to squeeze in, "Let's wash together, save water, and play with something fresh by the way."

Get under the quilt, no one hug him tightly, kiss his forehead, cheek, lips, "Jing An, Jing An, Jing An..."

Not used to it.

There is no body temperature of that person, no smell of that person, no voice of that person.

A person, everything, is not used to it.

It is now 11:30 in the evening, he knows that he should go to bed, and he has to get up at six o'clock tomorrow, followed by busy work.

Patting the pillow beside him, pretending that the person was still here, he said, "Xu Shao, good night, remember to call me tomorrow."

Can you call me tomorrow?

Or, a text message is fine.

Even if there is only the word "Jing'an", that's fine.

Xu Hui, I'm already an old man in his 30s, but I'm not as strong as you think.

Your silence will only make me cranky and make me uneasy.

Xu Hui, I don't want to force you to give an answer now, I just hope that you will be willing to contact me.

A phone call, a text message, a simple greeting, let me know that you are still there.

Xu Hui, are you still there?

Wu Jing'an closed his eyes, waiting for sleep to come after being extremely sleepy.

With a sound of "ding dong", he opened his eyes suddenly.

It was the sound of a text message. He hurriedly picked up his phone, and when he saw the sender "Hao Shi" on it, he felt disappointed.

It turns out that temporarily refers to not ten days.

Open the text message, the first line reads "Thank you for the wine, this is today's benefit."

Pull down, it's a photo.

In the photo, Xu Hui has a melancholy face, showing off his deepness in bars and other places.

Wu Jingan smiled and stroked the screen lightly with his fingers.

Xu Hui's eyebrows, eyes, nose and lips seemed to brighten up a little bit under his finger.

He nodded the man's nose and said in a doting tone: "So you are having a hard time too! Don't be brave, come home!"

This road is rugged and difficult. If you can, go back to our home. No matter what decision you want to make, I hope to accompany you on the last part of the road.