kinda straight me

Jin Meixuan married into Xu's family at the age of 22 and gave birth to Xu Hui two years later.

For this son, she knows that she pampers her more than she educates her.

It's not that she didn't think about strict discipline, but in such a big environment as the Xu family, she was powerless.

Xu Hui is the only son in the family, especially after the family of the second son who is in politics has a daughter and doesn't plan to have another child, Xu Hui has become even more precious.

The old man looked stern and upright.No one could do better than him in pampering, the first time Xu Hui called grandpa, the old man waved his hand happily, and put the seaside villa for the elderly in other provinces under the name of a milk doll.

Grandma Xu Hui even regarded her only grandson as her darling. She had worked in the Women's Federation all her life, but she talked about the truth and said the same thing, but her patriarchal thought was deeply rooted in her bones. Every time Yin came to her, she gave her a lot of New Year's money, but she never gave her a hug.

Coupled with a few aunts and uncles, Xu Hui was pampered lawlessly.

Jin Meixuan was also from a wealthy family, although she knew that her son had bad habits, but she didn't take it seriously because of her powerful thoughts.

She was used to living a pampered life, and she always turned a blind eye to her son's indulgence. Sometimes when she was shopping with her sisters and saw him hugging one or two starlets, she smiled knowingly and turned around to continue shopping.

But this time, the situation is a little more subtle.

Xu Hui walked with a man.

Originally, it’s nothing, it’s just how people are, when they see relatives and friends, they always pay more attention to it, and there are more problems with the extra two eyes.

Xu Hui put his arms around the man's waist, Xu Hui leaned close to the man's ear and whispered with a smile, Xu Hui took the man's hand, Xu Hui wiped the sauce from the corner of the man's mouth.

Along the way, Jin Meixuan could no longer pretend to be indifferent.

"Xu Hui."

The number of times she called Xu Hui directly by his name is very few, and she always followed the elders to call him "Xiaohui". Now she calls him by his first name and surname, which indicates that there is a lot of fire in her heart.

When Xu Hui first saw her, his expression was extremely ugly.His voice was very low, and he reluctantly called out "Mom"

Wu Jing'an was so startled by his claim that his face instantly turned pale, and he turned sideways to the woman without even daring to turn his head.

It's not that he never thought that he would meet Xu Hui's parents one day, but this day came too suddenly, and he was not ready yet.

Xu Hui's family is different from ordinary families. It can't be settled simply with a single beating, two crying scenes, and three years of struggle.

Xu Hui's family is very important in S City. Xu Hui is the only son of the family, and Xu Hui is spoiled by his family.

But no matter how brainless he is, he also understands that no matter how much pampering and indulgence does not include homosexuality, especially, Xu Hui is serious.

Jin Meixuan was furious in her heart, but she still maintained a decent smile on her face.

She glanced at her son who lowered his head and frowned, and fixed his gaze on Wu Jing'an.

An inconspicuous man, not even a handsome man, from head to toe he was only worthy of the word "ordinary".

How dare such a man--

"Mom," Xu Hui's call pulled her back from her thoughts, Jin Meixuan looked away calmly, "Xu Hui, shopping with a friend, this is a new friend, I have never seen it before."

Wu Jingan braced himself and turned his face away. Just as he was about to say hello, Xu Hui dragged Jin Meixuan into the car, "An ordinary friend who has nothing to introduce, I'll take you home."

Putting his mother in the passenger seat, Xu Hui glanced at Wu Jing'an helplessly when he turned back to the driver's seat.

This glance contained too much guilt.

The sun in the deep winter is not hot enough to shine on the half-cold face in the car window.

Wu Jingan looked at Xu Hui's side face calmly, with clear outlines, sharp eyes, and tight lips, deep and dignified.Xu Hui like this is too strange.

He calmly watched him start the car and watched the car disappear into the street.

He stood there for a while until the phone rang before responding.

Kong Xin called and asked him what gift he bought for Dagang's daughter.

Wu Jingan thought hard for a while, and said slowly, "I forgot."

He forgot what he bought for Da Gang, the way home, and what he was going to do next.

In his mind, he thought about the ordinary friend that Xu Hui said just now, about Xu Hui's solemn expression, and about Xu Hui's driving away without looking back.

He knew that he shouldn't think wildly, that everything was expedient, that he had to, that he--

He knew everything, but he still couldn't help feeling terrified.

During the two years together, Xu Hui avoided talking about his family.

That is the critical point that the two of them dare not touch. As long as they don't break through, they can hide in the shell they built to live a peaceful and happy life.

They are in love, but this love can only be shrunk in a small world and cannot be expanded.

They talk sweet things, they pretend they can last forever, forever.

As long as no one comes to break their shells, everything is perfectly happy.

But now----

The shell cracked, and the fear in Wu Jingan's heart increased little by little.

He was afraid that the cracks in the shell would get bigger and bigger, until it had to explode and it would be out of control.

He was afraid that something had already begun, and the turning gears would mercilessly pull them in the opposite direction and drift away.

Xu Hui's car was parked outside a cafe, and Jin Meixuan took graceful steps to a seat by the window and sat down.

Xu Hui won't pretend to be a fool and turn over this page, he knows his son better than his mother, on the contrary, he has a good grasp of Jin Meixuan's temper.

He was able to get by with Lin Jiajia's matter because his mother really didn't care too much about a little girl.It is not a bad thing for a woman to be scheming, especially if she wants to be the daughter-in-law of a wealthy family, if she is simple and straightforward, that is a dead end.It was good for Lin Jiajia to stay, although it was a pity to leave, after all, it was normal, and the pity was only for a day or two.If he wants to mess around, his mother will let him go.

But today's matter, no matter what, he couldn't get past it.

With an indifferent smile on Jin Meixuan's face, calling him "Xu Hui" meant that something was serious.

Without waiting for him to speak, Jin Meixuan said coldly: "Xu Hui, what are you playing?"

Xu Hui frowned, "Mom----"

Jin Meixuan smiled, picked up the coffee cup, and sipped her lips with a thin layer of lipstick on the edge of the cup, "I've seen what I should see and what I shouldn't, so you don't have to talk nonsense with me. Xu Hui, come on!" You will be 29 years later, what can and cannot be played, do you still need someone to teach you?"

Xu Hui bit the bullet and said, "Don't make a fuss, it's just----"

Jin Meixuan: "It's playing, it's messing around, so it's no big deal? I don't care how you mess around outside, but what kind of thing are you playing today? You want to get involved too. Is this something you can get involved in?" Who is your father, what is your uncle's position, the influence of the group and the status of the Xu family? Three also play this kind of thing. Every time there is a party, Mrs. Li will always be the laughing stock of everyone. Do you want your mother to be poked in the back wherever she goes? You should know what kind of person your father is. Those years you have been outside It's not that he doesn't know about it, Xu Hui, no matter how spoiled you are, you still have a sense of proportion, let your father know about this today, have you thought about the consequences?"

Jin Meixuan came from a famous family, and she disdained to say things like homosexuality and finding a man, as if it would dirty her mouth and lower her character.

Xu Hui lowered his eyes and pursed his lips tightly, unable to respond.

Jin Meixuan took a deep breath and rubbed her temples, "Where did you learn this bad habit? You hang out with friends all day long. I've had enough fun with female stars, so I want to try something new. What's next? Do you want to play?" Taking drugs and going to jail, isn’t this quite new, don’t you want to try it too!”

Jin Meixuan had never said such a serious word to Xu Hui, and this time he was so angry that he couldn't choose what to say.

Xu Hui tightly gripped the armrest of the chair, even though his heart was overwhelmed, he couldn't utter a single word.

Jin Meixuan said: "I can pretend that I didn't see what happened today, you should understand what I mean. I don't want to see that man again in the future."

One afternoon, Wu Jingan was restless.

Xu Hui stayed on until nine o'clock in the evening, and Xu Hui still didn't come back, nor did he connect to the phone.

Wu Jing'an wanted to call him countless times, but his finger stayed on the "1" button, but he couldn't press it for a long time.

Maybe he's with his family, maybe he's going through a setback, maybe the atmosphere isn't good, there's a million reasons why he can't make this call.

He had a painful experience, so he was afraid that these pains would be repeated on Xu Hui. He was anxious and uneasy. He was worried that Xu Hui's bad temper would aggravate the anger of his family. He wanted to be by Xu Hui's side.

The cigarette butts in the ashtray piled up into hills, he opened the balcony door, and looked helplessly at the entrance of the community, where there were dim street lights, and there might be familiar shadows there.

He silently recited Xu Hui's name over and over again.

He tightened his hair and secretly prayed that all this would pass quickly.

He was shivering from the cold, but he didn't know whether to go back to the house and get a piece of clothing to put on.

Someone came from the entrance, his figure and clothes under the streetlights looked exactly like Xu Hui.

He widened his eyes and shouted loudly toward that place, "Xu Hui!"

He ran back to the house, opened the door, rushed down the stairs in one breath, and ran towards the man desperately.

He rushed to the front, before he could catch his breath, the strange and bewildered face in front of him made his excited heart fall to the bottom.

The man scolded him as "crazy" and walked away sideways.

Wu Jingan stood blankly under the street lamp, waiting for the impulse to pass away.

He turned his head and looked around, the huge community was quiet and deserted, he couldn't see the person who was always by his side.

Xu Hui, the person who appeared every day was invisible like air and disappeared.

He walked slowly to the small garden downstairs and sat on the iron swing.

He didn't want to go home, he didn't want to stay in a space full of Xu Hui's smell and think about it.

He clutched the phone tightly, checking repeatedly to see if there was any electricity, any missed calls, and any missed text messages.

At eleven o'clock, he said to wait, and Xu Hui would come back after a while.

At twelve o'clock, he said that perhaps Xu Hui was on his way and was anxiously rushing home.

At one point, he looked at Xu Hui's photos and text messages stored in his phone over and over again, laughing like a child again and again.

At two o'clock, he ran to the gate of the community, ran to the bus stop, and ran to the community where Xu Hui's family was located.

At three o'clock, he returned to the swing and counted the lambs with his eyes closed, one, two, three... Xu Hui, Xu Hui, Xu Hui...

At four o'clock, the continuous sneezing woke up his unclear mind.

He laughed, laughing at his own dementia.

Because you've been hurt, it's only natural to think of the worst.

Too nervous, but Xu Hui's mother saw the two of them walking together, so what's the big deal.

Xu Hui can be said to be a friend, and no one will easily think about it.

Maybe Xu Hui didn't come because he was obsessed with other things, maybe something happened suddenly in the company and he was too busy to give him a call.

He grinned and kept laughing like an idiot.

Wu Jing'an, Wu Jing'an, how come he looks like a seventeen or eighteen-year-old kid who is scared out of his wits by the slightest thing.

After all, it is a person who is in love, and the problem of worrying about gains and losses should really be corrected.

At five o'clock, he mustered up the courage to call Xu Hui.

It was quickly connected, and Xu Hui's deep voice sounded over there.

"Hey."

Wu Jingan felt relieved, and grinned at the corner of his mouth, "Xu Hui."

"Ah."

He was so happy that he didn't know what to say, and it took him a while to say "How are you?"

The silence over there lasted for a while, and finally two short words came out, "Very good."

Perhaps because he wasn't used to this kind of atmosphere, Wu Jingan felt sad for no reason. He adjusted his mood and said, "Come over later? Oops, I forgot to soak the beans, or use black rice and red dates and walnuts to make rice porridge. The taste is also delicious." It’s okay. If you don’t have time in the morning, come over at noon, can sweet and sour pork ribs be okay? Vegetarian—”

"Jing'an."

Suddenly interrupted, Wu Jingan replied in astonishment, "Ah!"

"We," Xu Hui's voice sounded again after a pause, "don't meet for now."

Wu Jingan's smile froze at the corner of his mouth, and a gust of cold wind blew past him, making his ears numb.

He doubted what he had just heard.

Xu Hui said, do not meet for the time being.

Did Xu Hui say that?

He restrained his smile, pressed the phone tightly to his ear, and listened to Xu Hui's clear voice.

He asked, "For now, how long?"

On the other end of the phone, he returned a deep sigh and three words that he didn't want to hear the most.

"sorry."

There was a "beep beep" sound from the phone, and he took the phone away from his ear, and there was a photo of him and Xu Hui on the disconnected screen.

The proud and conceited man forced him to take a photo of his head with his mobile phone, saying that he wanted to compare who was more handsome.

Xu Hui said that my eyebrows are more stylish than yours, my eyes are bigger than yours, my nose is taller than yours, my lips are sexier than yours, look, how perfect.

Wu Jingan pursed his lips and stared, yo, standing next to me is really wronging you, you are so perfect.

Xu Hui laughed, this is called setting off, and the value of my work of art can be set off even more with your failed product.

Wu Jingan closed his eyes tightly, not daring to look again.

The place in the heart felt like someone had punched him hard, and the pain made it difficult for him to even breathe.

He moved slowly towards the house.

He was very hungry and wanted to have a bowl of hot noodles for himself.

He was very cold, and his frozen body wanted to take a hot bath.

He was very sleepy and wanted to hide under the covers and have a good sleep.

He was very sad, his cold, hungry, sleepy and exhausted body couldn't stand the toss anymore, he fell on the floor of the entrance.

He wanted to ask himself, Wu Jingan, what's wrong with you

No matter how bad the ending was, he had imagined it, but now just one sentence temporarily overwhelmed him.

He fears that this temporary will be extended indefinitely, and eventually become forever.

Xu Hui was the man he had loved for three years, the relationship he had worked hard for two years, and the unrealistic future he expected.

Xu Hui was like a person holding a kite string, gradually letting go.

Everything will disappear.

Wu Jingan didn't dare to think about it anymore.

With heartache and sadness, in the freezing cold morning, he had a long and long dream lying on the bone-chilling floor tiles.

The home in the dream remains the same, but he and Xu Hui have become half-old men, each holding a small teapot, sitting on the balcony with plenty of light, playing a game of Go slowly, and spending the rest of their lives leisurely.