kinda straight me

After getting in the car, the driver Lao Wang asked her if she was going home, and she shook her head absently.

A black car is driving slowly in the streets of the city.

Xu Hui was born and raised in this city, and there are too many memories belonging to him here.

From a toddler to a mature and handsome man, he has spent thirty years here.

The car drove past the school Xu Hui had attended, the amusement park he had visited, the cafe he frequented, and finally stopped at the community where he lived with a man.

Jin Meixuan got out of the car, walked slowly into the community, sat on a chair by the flower bed, and carefully looked at this unremarkable place for the first time.

The overcrowded green area, most of the broken fitness equipment, untrimmed flowers and plants, and even puppy feces hidden in the corner.

How could Xu Hui be so fascinated by such a place.

How could the people living here let him not even want his family.

She always thought that it was Xu Hui's playfulness and rebellion that made him do this series of stupid things, even though he declared that he loved that man again and again, even if he was decisive to his closest relatives--

Until today, Hao Shi resolutely jumped off the building, shaking down the solid fortress in her heart.

At that moment, she almost thought that the person who jumped would be Xu Hui.

Hao Shi is gay, and the person he loves is dead, so he has nothing to love in life.

The repeated persecution by his parents caused him to have a complete mental breakdown, and he took the most extreme way to get rid of all this.

Jin Meixuan slowly closed her eyes, the sadness in her heart expanded little by little.

She began to think wildly, thinking that if they were more ruthless to Wu Jing'an and more severe to Xu Hui, would it be the same in the end?

She was moved by fear and thanked that they didn't make it to the most extreme step, and Xu Hui survived.

Hao Shi, who was pushed to the limit, and Xu Hui, who was struggling to support.

Are they the same kind of people?

Do people like them really have a love that runs deep in their blood?

She thought of Wu Jing'an in her memory.

A man who is too ordinary.

But this time, she let go of her prejudice and thought about every detail of this man.

He has a stable job, a small house, neither gambling nor whoring, he is considered a decent man.

He has a benevolent heart and will give up Xu Hui in order to protect two men who have no blood relationship with him.

Being with him, Xu Hui had the idea of ​​working to earn money for the first time, and he never gave up even though it was hard and difficult.

Xu Hui is growing up little by little, and it cannot but be said that Wu Jingan is responsible for this growth.

Wu Jingan also loves Xu Hui with his heart!

How long have they been apart...

Today's Xu Hui is completely different from two years ago. He is no longer an idle boy. He commutes to and from get off work on time every day, takes his work seriously, and faces life positively. This kind of him is a good son in the eyes of too many parents .

But there is only one thing, he refuses to go home.

It wasn't that he refused, Jin Meixuan repeated what Xu Hui said with tears in his mind.

Mom, I want to go home, let me go home, Mom...

Her son wanted to go home, but what did she, her husband, and in-laws do to prevent this perfect, excellent child from even going home.

She leaned against the edge of the flower bed, sighing softly.

They, guarding the pride of this family, guarding the excuse of being good for you, persecuted Xu Hui little by little, so, is it true?

Pushing him to the extreme and breaking the last string in his brain, she couldn't imagine whether the stubborn Xu Hui would do such a terrible thing.

Really come to that step, can you still recover?

A man suddenly ran out of the corridor ahead, carrying a large plastic bag and hurried to the trash can, threw it in and turned around, noticing her.

The man paused and looked at her suspiciously.

Jin Meixuan looked at the man intently, wrapped in thick cotton pajamas, but the obviously thin face told her the fact that the man was not doing well.

The man hesitated for a while, then stepped forward and stopped in front of her, "Mrs. Xu."

Jin Meixuan lowered his head and sighed, stood up, looked at him with complicated eyes for a while, turned and left without saying anything.

Wu Jingan looked at her leaving figure, showing a bit of loneliness and desolation.

Xu Hui didn't go home, and Liao Shengying seemed to be having a hard time with his family.

After walking this long distance, women will feel tired too!

After all, she is also a mother, a mother who loves her son deeply.

In this war without gunpowder, no matter who wins or loses, the one who is injured will never be alone.

After leaving the hospital, it was past seven o'clock in the evening. Liao Shengying took Xu Hui to the restaurant and ordered two bottles of white wine.

Although Hao Shi was rescued, he was still in danger. His family members stayed in the intensive care unit, and even Weiwei refused to leave.

Hao Shi's mother knelt outside the ward, crying and begging God to let Hao Shi wake up early, and she would never force him again, whether he wanted to love a man or a woman, she didn't care about anything, as long as he could live safely.

Hao Shi's father also took off his strong mask, watching his son with tubes all over his body and relying on a ventilator to keep him alive.

Fearing that the two elders would be hit again, Xu Hui didn't dare to tell them the doctor's words.

Hao Shi injured the back of his head when he fell down, and even if he came back alive, he might become a vegetable.

Liao Shengying drank one cup after another, her eyes were red, and she probably hid in a place where no one was around and cried secretly.

After drinking a small glass of wine, he sniffed, frowned and said: "Chocolate is so fucking amazing. I have known him for so many years, I never thought he would do such a thing. Md, if you want to die, he will die. What's the point of being so half-dead now!"

Xu Hui didn't answer, but raised his head and drank the wine in the glass, silently listening to Liao Shengying's words to vent his anger.

No one thought that Hao Shi would do this, a hopeless feeling cut his nerves, and his parents who forced him to die became the last straw that broke the camel's back.

Hao Shi didn't want to go crazy, but chose to die.

Maybe in this way, he can still meet Qiao Zhibin in another world.

Xu Hui wasn't sure whether it was the right decision to pull him back like this.

Living in a vegetative state, is that really okay?

When Liao Shengying ordered a third bottle of wine, Xu Hui stopped him.

After calling a taxi and taking him home after drinking unconscious, Xu Hui came to Wu Jingan's house and knocked heavily on the door.

Wu Jingan opened the door, the drunken Xu Hui propped his arms against the wall and looked at him with a painful expression.

Just as Wu Jingan was about to speak, Xu Hui spoke.

He asked in a sad and helpless tone, "Do you know that the person Hao Shi always liked was Qiao Zhibin, and Qiao Zhibin loved him like a fool for ten years without knowing anything. Jing An, Jing An, Qiao Zhibin is dead , he died, Hao Shi jumped off the stairs and turned into a vegetable, Jing An, do you still want to break up? Do we have to wait until such a miserable ending before thinking of regretting it?"

Wu Jingan's eyes widened and he couldn't believe what he said.

Xu Hui was drunk, he was talking nonsense, how could Hao Shi----

Qiao Zhibin is dead, they...

Xu Hui's tears that he had held back all day fell instantly, and he leaned against the wall tremblingly and wept.

For Hao Shi's despair, for his sorrow.

In the past, he would say "I love you, Wu Jing'an" loudly in front of his friends, but now he really knows how difficult this road is, and in the end, it is a pathetic end.

Hao Shi paid a heavy price in order to follow a normal path, and now he is stuck in this quagmire and cannot turn back.

As for them, they are circling on this road, who knows what will happen tomorrow, whether they will be lucky enough to be alive tomorrow, and wait until their lover comes back.

The fragile Xu Hui, and the crying Xu Hui made Wu Jingan's heart tighten instantly.

He lost the friend who had always supported him, and the self who hurt him the most couldn't keep even a promise.

At this moment, Wu Jingan hated himself for being weak and incompetent.

They have done nothing wrong, but they can only keep away from their loved ones far away, let time pass, and when all hope is shattered, regret is already a flower of failure.Life, but can not be repeated.

Wu Jingan reached out and hugged the man in front of him tightly, rubbed his palm into his short hair, and kissed all his tears into his mouth.

No one can guarantee that they will have ten years to wait, and will they really be happy in the next ten years?

He doesn't want to miss it anymore, can't miss it anymore, Xu Hui is the last love of his life, no matter what, he can't let go anymore.

Wrong, let it go wrong!

They just want to have each other, so that this deep love will not come to a hopeless day.

In December, the outside of the house was so cold that dripping water turned into ice, and a few dead leaves hung on the bare branches. The cold wind blew the dead leaves and flew them into the distance.

The little kid in full armor, only showing two big round eyes, rode hard on his four-wheeled car and headed towards the direction of his little friend.

In the warm room, the two hiding under the blanket just woke up.

Someone stuck out his tongue and licked someone's mouth lightly, and someone opened his mouth and bit someone's neck hard.

Someone yelled "You are a dog, why bite!"

Someone yelled, "You are a beast, do you want to have a night, bastard!"

Someone laughed, "If you don't eat meat for a year, you can bear it. Besides, who was there last night who kept shouting and pretended to be innocent when he opened his eyes."

Someone blew his beard and stared, "If you have the guts, say it again!"

After the long verbal battle was over, Wu Jingan dragged his broken waist and rotting py into the bathroom.

He didn't know if it was right to do so, and if the reunion with Xu Hui would attract a stronger blade that would pierce his heart.

The Xu family will not sit idly by, no matter how much confidence they have, they cannot really fight.

Hot water fell from the top of the head, washing the sore body, but it could not wash away the troubles in my heart.

After coming out of the bathroom, when he was wiping his head with a towel, Xu Hui pulled his towel and pushed him to sit on the chair, covered his head with the towel, and wiped it from the end to the root of his hair little by little.

His movements were gentle, just like the words he said, every sentence warmed Wu Jingan's heart.

"Jing An, I know your concerns. I'm not in a hurry, and I won't rush you anymore. As long as I know that you are always thinking of me and waiting for me, that's enough. You have relatives you want to protect, and I, too, I will help you protect it together. If we can’t meet often, we can use video, and if we can’t talk more on the phone, we can use QQ. The distance is the same. I will not give up fighting, and I believe that one day we will be together. Let’s make a new agreement, Wu Jingan and Xu Hui have agreed not to give up in this life, to always love each other, and to always guard the one we love."

The water on the hair was dried by the man little by little, but the warm liquid dripped from the face under the towel and landed on his clenched fists.

They made a new agreement, which was an agreement made after going through ups and downs and after careful consideration.

Their love is improving step by step, and their love is also deepening little by little.

Learn to be considerate of each other, learn to perfect yourself, learn to hide love in your heart, and learn to protect each other.

He really believes that in the future they will become strong, brave and perfect people worthy of each other, and they will come together and never be separated.

Wu Jingan grabbed Xu Hui's hand, turned around, and looked at him with a smile.

"Xu Hui, thank you for persisting in loving people like me. I'm sorry, because I suffered too much and suffered too much. In the future, in the future, let me make up for you, and use every day to make up for you. I will not give up again, I will hold these hands tightly. As I said, it is never the environment that can defeat people. Xu Hui, I will be stronger and be a Wu Jingan who will not be defeated and is worthy of you. Xu Hui ,I love you."

They temporarily hid their love in their hearts, waiting together for the moment when they held it up to the sky.

Lips, slowly sticking together, they smiled and kissed each other, conveying the endless love with their hearts.

This time, no one can separate them again.

Guard the people we love, guard our love, and wait for that day to come together!