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There are too many scenes of deja vu in life, a sentence of sorry leads to the most hurtful words.

So much so that he doesn't dare to hear these three words now.

Xu Hui closed his eyes, shouting Wu Jingan's name over and over again.

Like a fragile child, trying to catch the person who makes him feel at ease in the dark.

Wu Jingan turned around, with a soft heart after all, walked back to him, put one hand on his forehead, stroked the short hair on the forehead, and said softly: "I am here, Xu Hui, I am here."

Xu Hui's tightly locked brows gradually relaxed, and a man's calm face was printed in his slowly opened eyes.

"Jing An..." Xu Hui's mouth twitched into a smile, and he held the man's face with both hands, "Did you forgive me?"

Wu Jingan looked at him suspiciously.

"Why do you want to fall in love with me who is too much? Why do you still want to forgive me like this? Jing An, I have hurt you so much. Now, do you still hate me?"

Xu Hui's eyes were blurred, as if seeing the distant past through the person in front of him.

In the past, he was unrestrained and confident, and stuck to the label of a nobleman, wandering in various parties of the upper class.

In the past, with a smile on his lips, he said the most vicious words to the person he loved the most.

"It's popular to be gay now. If you guys are bored, you can find Jing An to pass the time. Men, it's really worth it that you won't get pregnant for anything."

"Or, if you offer an acquaintance price, I don't mind playing with you, didn't you say, love me?"

"I have a suggestion, you might as well kneel down and beg me, maybe, for the sake of my friends, I will let you go."

"Wu Jing'an, you are really disgusting to say love to a man. Do you remember that I said that people are divided into different classes? Why can't you remember the lesson and dare to expect me? Do you think, what are you doing?" which floor"

That period of the past, like an unreal dream, was forgotten in the corner of their memory.

Today's lesson made Xu Hui fully understand how hateful he used to be.

I'm sorry, the three simple words used to be so light.

Saying you understand, saying you understand, saying [-] words is just to comfort others and convince yourself.

Only when the same pain falls on yourself can you truly experience it.

After experiencing it, pain, resentment, and guilt tore his heart together.

If possible, he would like to erase that cruel memory.

When Wu Jing'an told him I love you, he accepted and loved each other without barriers or separation.

Xu Hui is just an ordinary man who loves and is loved by him.

If possible, he would like to use everything in exchange.

Xu Hui hugged his lover tightly, begging for forgiveness with kisses and tears.

For the first time, I realized the heaviness of these three words, and for the first time I realized the meaning of these three words.

Thank you, Jing An, for always being by my side, always, never giving up.

Thank you, my love.

The next day, when Wu Jingan woke up, Xu Hui was no longer there.

His phone rang several times before someone picked it up. Wu Jingan asked him where he was.

Xu Hui on the other end of the phone said in an unnatural voice:

"I found a job."

Wu Jingan almost choked to death with a mouthful of water, "What?"

Find a job?This early in the morning, what kind of job was found so quickly.

Xu Hui: "I found a job with a monthly salary of [-] and no off-duty. It's not very good, but I still want to do it first and change when I find a suitable one."

Wu Jingan smiled and didn't ask any more questions.

"Okay, when will you go to work, come back to celebrate at night."

In life, one problem after another is given to them.

The sunny weather can't last for a few days, and the wind and rain will come.

Every hurdle in front of me can easily destroy all confidence, and I always think it will be an unbearable pain and an incurable injury.

But along the way, I discovered that life cannot crush people after all.

Because they have a healthy body and a gradually sound mentality, they can overcome everything.

Wu Jingan gradually believed that the life between him and Xu Hui would get better and better. The future life might not be rich or exciting, but it would be the ordinary and simple life in his ideal, and they would grow old together.

Wu Jing'an, looking forward to it with all his heart.

"Xiao Xu, the goods are here."

Xu Hui quickly finished the rice in the bowl, wiped his mouth with the back of his hand, and ran out of the warehouse.

Two large trucks were parked outside the warehouse of the supermarket, and the occupants lifted a [-]-jin bag of rice and pressed it on Xu Hui's shoulder.

Holding the rice bag with one hand, Xu Hui quickly walked into the warehouse.

After unloading, he hurried back to the car.

An hour later, after all the goods were unloaded, he was so tired that he sat against the wall and gasped for breath.

Colleague Lao Zhang handed over a bottle of water, and said out of breath, "Okay, now we're moving more and more, working so hard, I really plan to get promoted!"

Xu Hui took the water, unscrewed the cap, took a big gulp, and said weakly, "I can't help it. I have to support my family."

He has worked in the supermarket for nearly two months. There is a saying here that treats women like men and men like dogs.

He has to do everything from moving, tallying, decorating, and repairing. He has to wind up and spin for eight hours every day. In special circumstances, it is common to work overtime.

The first time he unloaded the cargo, it took a whole hour of heavy physical exertion, he vomited bile while holding on to the wall.

The first time he decorated at a high place, he fell from a two-person ladder, and the pain caused him to squeeze out a few tears.

The first time he put the heads in the pile, dozens of cans of beer fell down with a clatter, and one of his legs was almost crippled. The supervisor coldly reported the compensation figure, and continued to work after a day off.

After half a month, he decided to give up.

When he got home, a few of his favorite dishes were placed on the dining table, and the man in the kitchen was sweating profusely.

He approached the kitchen, watched Wu Jingan seriously chopping vegetables from the sliding door, and couldn't speak a word that was stuck in his throat.

The next day, he went to the supermarket as usual.

When he couldn't hold on, he gritted his teeth and told himself, no matter how much he endured, no matter how much he endured, there were still dozens of baskets, dozens of bags, and hundreds of catties that he could hold on to.

What others can do, he can do the same. If he doesn't want to be Xu Hui who is like a rice bug and a waste, he has to persevere.

Hold on, hold on for the one he loves to see.

One day, he can use his own power to protect him and give him a peaceful and peaceful world.

Members of the Xu family came to him more than once, persuading him with good words and threats, but Xu Hui just turned a deaf ear to him, picked up a sack of watermelon on his shoulder, and moved it to the warehouse with difficulty.

Jin Meixuan was puzzled: "What you mean by making achievements is to demean yourself in this kind of place? Is this the way you fight? Then I can tell you, Xu Hui, even if you take another 100 years, you still won't be able to achieve it." To one percent of your father. Your whole person can only be a joke in the eyes of everyone. "

Xu Hui took off his gloves, wiped the sweat off his face with a towel around his neck, and looked at her calmly: "In your eyes, I am indeed a joke. But I don't regret it, because what I am doing can make me I can take care of my own affairs. Now I am suffering and tired, but only in this way can I be considered a real person. "

On the day when the salary was paid, Xu Hui asked Wu Jingan to meet at the barbecue shop.

That day, he ate two skewers of mutton, three skewers of shiitake mushrooms, and four slices of potatoes, but drank a whole basket of beer.

That day, he said, do you know how much this beer weighs?He patted himself on the shoulder and said with a wry smile that he could really crush a person.

I never knew it could be so heavy.

Beer, watermelon, rice, oil, he can't count how many things he has to carry on his shoulders every day. These amounts add up to overwhelm the pride of 30 years.

Work eight hours a day without interruption.

Every time he came home from get off work, he felt like he had fought an uphill battle. He was so tired that he fell asleep while waiting for the soup to be filled, or while he was taking a bath in the bathroom.

He thought that those who could not persevere, thought that they would give up eventually, but stayed with those old employees until the day when they were paid.

He handed the dozens of hundred-yuan bills to Wu Jing'an, with pride and pride on his face.

He did it.

With this pair of hands grinding bleeding blisters, I earned my first salary worthy of myself.

This joy was equated with his hard work, and he even wanted to say to himself hypocritically, it's great.

Wu Jingan picked up the wine glass and said, seemingly unintentionally, that one is used up, tonight, buy a box?

That day, Xu Hui sang and laughed, making a fuss most of the night.

At dawn, Wu Jingan didn't have the heart to wake him up, so he tiptoed out of bed, changed his clothes and went to the supermarket where Xu Hui worked.

It was eleven o'clock in the morning when Xu Hui woke up. He glanced at the alarm clock and jumped up from the bed as if he had been beaten with chicken blood. After washing his face, he grabbed his clothes and ran out of the house.

While complaining about why Wu Jingan didn't wake him up, he rushed into the workplace.

Only one sleeve of the overalls had time to be put on, and the other was drooping listlessly. Xu Hui stood in front of the truck and watched the familiar figure shuttle between the truck and the warehouse.

After being in prison for too long, Wu Jingan's body was still a bit overwhelmed by the sudden exposure to this kind of physical work. He was carrying a heavy load, and he walked carefully and strenuously. Big drops of sweat slipped down. He raised his arm and wiped his forehead.

Lao Zhang, who had just moved a round, patted Xu Hui on the shoulder, "Didn't you say you were not feeling well? Why did you come here? Your cousin is so kind, he came here to work for you in case you asked for leave to affect the bonus. No matter if it is a relative, you have to thank them when you look back, I guess you are exhausted."

A warm feeling rose in Xu Hui's heart, and it ran through his limbs.

The busy and tired figure under the sun was as beautiful as a painting, deeply engraved in his heart.

With the corner of his mouth slightly curved, he walked towards Wu Jing'an step by step.

They are two individuals, but they are inseparable. An element called love links the hearts of two people.

They are all trying to support each other with their solid and powerful arms.

Keep the promise to you, and work hard with you on the way forward.

Never leave, never abandon.