kinda straight me

Finding a job is difficult for a college student who has just graduated, let alone Xu Hui, who is nearly [-] years old.

He worked as a nominal manager in Risun for several years, but it did not help him in his job search.

Liao Shengying jokingly said: "Aside from eating, drinking and having fun, what else can you do?"

The cruel reality also proved this to him, except for eating, drinking and having fun, he, Xu Hui, would do nothing.

His resume almost disappeared, and he didn't even know what kind of formulas to say in a rare interview.Wearing a five-figure suit and sitting on a bench in the hallway outside the meeting room, looking like a fool at the young job applicants walking around, they are fully prepared, chanting gorgeous lines, they are waiting to board the dazzling The stage, show the light.

As for him, the little confidence and self-esteem left in his heart were wiped out by reality.

He didn't know how to answer those seemingly ordinary questions.

Why choose our company, talk about your understanding of the profession you are engaged in, what is your competitive advantage, and what do you think is success

In the first interview, he almost escaped.

Those critical eyes and scrutinizing eyes brought him back to his original form, who knew nothing. He was nervous and flustered, the sweat on his forehead rolled down in big drops, and the tie around his neck made him almost suffocate.

After sitting in the flower bed outside the company for a while, he stood up and walked aimlessly on the street.

If he had known this earlier, when the company was recruiting people, he should have observed and learned from those high-sounding words, so that he would not have fallen into such a mess today.

When he got home, he sat on the sofa and rested until Wu Jingan came back from get off work.

Looking at his expression, Wu Jingan knew the result, and without saying a word, he led the people to the supermarket to buy vegetables.

When I came back, I cooked two dishes and one soup. During the meal, Xu Hui talked about the interview.

Regarding this point, Wu Jingan had no advice to give him.When he graduated from high-tech, he was directly assigned to the power plant. In seven or eight years, he had no experience in job hunting.

After eating, while Xu Hui was taking a bath, he checked the Internet for various information about the interview, downloaded it to his mobile phone, and typed it out at the factory the next day. Dozens of pages of paper were placed in front of Xu Hui who looked astonished. .

Wu Jingan patted him on the shoulder, "It's okay, buddy, I'll practice with you, I don't believe we can't overcome a small interview."

In the past few days, while Xu Hui was submitting his resume, Wu Jingan dragged him to recite the dozens of papers he had typed out.

Xu Hui said that these things were too fake, and my uncle didn’t bother to memorize them. Wu Jingan said yes, yes, they were fake to death, but everyone likes to hear these fake things. There are too many common people in this world!

Xu Hui got tired of memorizing two pages, ran to the balcony and closed the sliding door to smoke a cigarette against the night sky.

Wu Jingan didn't say anything, and went back to the room.

It's not that he doesn't know how difficult it is for Xu Hui to take this road. He is old, inexperienced, gay, and Xu Yang's prodigal son.

Adding these tags together, his job search can only be more difficult than reaching the sky.

Coupled with Xu Dong's attitude of making peace on the surface, but actually severing the relationship, who would want him to be a hot potato.

Xu Hui is used to being pampered and pampered, and now the blows that are getting more and more day by day will naturally make him bored, distressed, and want to give up.

Wu Jing'an could understand all of this.

but what can he say

Because there are insurmountable difficulties ahead, so let's give up, do nothing, and I will support you when you come back.

can he say that

Xu Hui is an individual, a normal person with self-esteem, feelings and thinking.

Wu Jingan is not his parents, so he cannot be raised as a child, and he cannot say those irresponsible words.

He can only accompany him by the side, cheer him up, and keep encouraging him to hit the wall.

In any case, these are what Xu Hui must experience.

Not for any noble reason, just because he wants to live.

When Wu Jingan came out of the room, Xu Hui had already sat back on the sofa, holding the printing paper in his hand, and silently recited the clichés on the paper.

Wu Jingan smiled, walked into the kitchen and poured a glass of honey water.

How difficult this road is, you can only truly know it when you walk it. You can't learn to grow without falling down.

How painful it is to fall can only be known by trying, and when you stand up again, you can prevent yourself from falling in the same place next time.

He brought water to Xu Hui, smiled and said to him: "Honey, your throat is dry, drink some water."

In the face of difficulties, the only way is to solve rather than escape.

And no matter how difficult it is, he believes that there will be a day when he looks back.

After a month, Xu Hui's job search has not made any progress.

While the repeated failures hit him, he also learned something more or less.

His mother, Jin Meixuan, called and said that his grandma knew about his troubles and asked him to go home immediately.

Holding the suit prepared for today's interview, Xu Hui's shirt was soaked. Standing under the sun, the words of being humiliated by his classmates echoed in his mind.

Yang Zhiyuan, a college classmate, was an unremarkable and poor scholar in the department, but now he has taken the position of general manager.

He stood condescendingly at the top of the stairs, with the sunlight setting off his back, and those cold words fell down unpreparedly.

"Xu Hui, do you think you are a winner in life if you come out in a high-profile manner? I can honestly tell you that you are a stupid, hopelessly stupid."

"I can't even tell how much I weigh. Are you stupid or what?"

"People like you who have no strengths or abilities should live peacefully under the shade of your parents. It is the smartest choice to let them support them for a lifetime. But you, you threw away this last straw , what, is it an honor to be gay?"

"Your coming out has indeed caused a sensation, but you should also understand that if it weren't for your noble family, a person like you would not even be qualified to come out to the world!"

"Is it love? Then let's see what your great and noble love will turn you into. Do you remember when you were in school that you said that people are divided into different classes? Now, I stand on top of you, but you Tell me, what floor are you on right now?"

Yang Zhiyuan's attitude was arrogant, and his cold eyes were full of disdain. He raised his hand and took out a piece of paper from the materials prepared by Xu Hui, shaking it lightly.

"You don't need to participate in today's interview. I called you. The purpose is to stand in your position and say these things. Haha, it turns out that the feeling of hurting others is really good. No wonder you never tired of it Unfortunately, I'm afraid you will never experience this feeling again."

Yang Zhiyuan lifted his finger, and the paper flew out lightly. He walked down the stairs calmly, and passed by Xu Hui who was stiff all over.

When he walked down the stairs, he thought of something, and turned around, "I kindly remind you, don't waste your time, even in a medium-sized company like ours, your high-ranking chairman father has sent someone to take care of you. In S City, you Can you still live? Oh, I forgot, of course you can live, as long as you return to your luxurious home and continue to be your young master. Xu Hui, this is the most suitable path for you. "

Xu Hui's headache felt like it was about to burst, and his mother's urging and blaming voice rang over and over again on the phone.

He frowned tightly, and said in a deep voice, "I won't go."

Mother didn't expect him to say that, and she was a little anxious, so she raised her voice and said a few words to him.

The sun in August was so hot that it seemed to peel off a layer of skin on a person's body. Xu Hui was about to faint from the sun. Coupled with too much stress and troubles, he shouted at the other end of the phone, "I won't go, I won’t go even if you say it ten thousand times, Mom, please do me a favor and let me go!”

Let him go, let him breathe freely.

Even without Xu Zhengyang's care, his journey would be even more difficult, why should he press another mountain while he is breathing hard.

He doesn't understand, isn't he better than before when he is so self-motivated? Why is he so eager to beat him back to his original form?

Today's Yang Zhiyuan is playing the role of Xu Hui who was arrogant and arrogant back then, which completely hurt him today.

He also finally understood how hurtful those nonsense words were.

Xu Hui, Xu Hui, who was abandoned by this world, is on which floor after all.

The mother on the other end of the phone remained silent. After calming down, Xu Hui said, "I won't go back for the time being. There is no point in going back to me now. Please help explain to grandma. Wait a little longer until I do it." Get some grades, even if it's the meager grades, if you have enough qualifications, I will take Wu Jingan back with me."

After getting off the bus, Wu Jingan was waiting there.

Xu Hui said reproachfully: "It's a hot day, what are you doing here?"

Wu Jingan smiled, "Didn't you say that it's almost here? It comforts your wounded heart."

Xu Hui: "You know I must fail!"

Wu Jing'an: "Whoever says failure is the mother of success, my dear, you have a bad attitude."

Xu Hui: "What do you say for lunch? Is it a matter of my previous life to eat seafood?"

Wu Jingan curled his lips, "Who is that, isn't he very rich? Give him a call and ask him to treat you at noon. Remember, count me in. Md, who comes to rub against us all day long, has to let him spend money occasionally."

Xu Hui smiled and called Liao Shengying.

Both Hao Shi and Zhang Yin came to the evening dinner, and Xu Hui toasted each other like a host, which made Liao Shengying extremely depressed.

Xu Hui drank one cup after another, Wu Jingan glanced at him, said he was going to the bathroom, and walked away.

Hao Shi said: "If you want to scold, just scold. You won't be able to hear me when you're gone. Don't hold it in your heart. You're not a saint either."

Zhang Yin played with the wine glass in his hand, "Now I know that life is difficult, my young master, you are too late."

Liao Shengying said "Go" and cursed a few words, "Isn't it just a crappy job? I'll help you solve it tomorrow. As long as you're not in S city, your father's hand won't be able to reach that far."

With a smile on the corner of Xu Hui's mouth, he swallowed a glass of bitter wine, "I'd like to ask you the truth, if I was an asshole before, do you have the urge to put a sack on me and beat me up?"

Hao Shi said yes, Zhang Yin said it was too much, and Liao Shengying said I had made all the arrangements, but it was a pity that my mother found out before giving up.

Xu Hui laughed tremblingly, "Haha... Even you guys think so. It can be seen that I used to be a fucking thing. You know, today, the former Xu Hui taught me a lesson, and he let me understand Oh, how stupid and incompetent I am. After leaving that huge Xu family, I am just a fish out of water, waiting to die in a dry pond. I used to look down on many people, but in fact, I am the one who A person who is looked down upon by others. I can’t even survive at the very least, Xu Hui, Xu Hui, the Xu family gave me this name. After leaving the Xu family, I really don’t know what to call it.”

Hao Shi put down his wine glass, Zhang Yin looked at him quietly, Liao Shengying tried to persuade him to drink less, but in the end he didn't say anything.

Wu Jingan leaned against the wall outside the private room and finished smoking two cigarettes silently.

After drinking and eating, Wu Jingan helped Xu Hui, who was in a mess, back home.

Entering the room, putting the person down, Wu Jingan just wanted to get up and leave, but Xu Hui hugged him tightly.

Wu Jing'an was also holding back his anger, he couldn't vent when he was sober, but now that he was drunk, he could justly scold him.

He can't scold those words of "If you feel wronged, go back to your house if you want to regret it", he can only scold "These setbacks are nothing, my surname is Xu, don't you usually quarrel with me very kindly, you stand up Wake up, isn’t it just a bad job? If you can’t find a monthly salary of 100, you can find a salary of 1000, or [-]. You are missing arms or legs compared to those people. It’s normal to starve to death these days People are really big news. After leaving the Xu family, let me tell you what your name is, your name is Xu Hui, a brand new Xu Hui, a Xu Hui who lives a more exciting, happy, and comfortable life than before, and a person who can straighten his back Xu Hui who stands upright. You will no longer have those thoughts that are different from ordinary people, you will not be superior, and you will not be a rice bug or trash that even you look down on. Even if it is only [-] yuan or [-] yuan, it depends on your hands Earned, this kind of money is spent comfortably. This kind of Xu Hui is worthy of my love."

He had a hearty whine to a drunkard, and when it was over he sat on the edge of the bed and laughed.

I promised to be considerate and understand him, but I still felt uncontrollably sad and scared.

Afraid that he would shrink back, afraid that he would turn around again.

Jing Cheng and Jiang Lu, no one can accompany him to cross the difficult river, and no one can accompany him to the auditorium that will accompany him for a lifetime.

He is afraid that Xu Hui will gradually lose his way in the face of setbacks, failures, and pain.

Missing Xu Hui, he might not have the strength to love anyone anymore.

He sighed deeply, stood up on his knees, and opened the door.

"Jingan..."

Xu Hui's confused voice came, especially clear in the quiet night.

"sorry Sorry……"

Wu Jingan's hand holding the doorknob trembled unconsciously, and his heart ached so tightly that he gritted his teeth.