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After leaving Xu's house, Hao Shi took Xu Hui home.

Liao Shengying ordered a few takeaways, and the three of them made do with a bland meal.

Xu Hui took out the ticket and put it on the table, and repeated what Xu Zhengyang said.

what next

Liao Shengying opened a can of beer, drank it in one gulp, crushed the beer can, and threw it heavily on the ground, "Damn it, this is still your father! He treats him as a class enemy and insists on killing them all!"

Hao Shi drank his beer in boredom and couldn't think of anything to do for a while.

Xu Zhengyang's words blocked all possible paths.

Only when Xu Hui went abroad could Wu Jingan continue to live his life.I also want to know that although Xu Hui has a lot of freedom abroad, there must be someone watching, otherwise he would not ask for a ten-year ban on seeing each other.

Xu Zhengyang meant that he was not afraid that Xu Hui was a homosexual, and even gave up any hope for this stubborn and useless son.In ten years, when the task of getting married and having children is completed, Xu Zhengyang will completely end his supervision. As long as Xu Hui stays abroad, no matter how indulgent he is, he will not interfere.

What Xu Zhengyang worried about was that Xu Hui would plant his head on Wu Jingan's tree with enthusiasm, and refused to marry and have children.While losing face, it also ruined his last bit of value.

Xu Hui can play, but he must not be serious.

To make Michong, who only knows how to eat, drink, and play, do such a stupid thing as coming out of the closet, Wu Jingan's existence has become a threat.

Xu Hui drank the wine very slowly, as if he was thinking about something seriously.He has calmed down, thinking about whether there is still a way to go.

Liao Shengying tentatively said: "Or, Huizi, you should admit defeat first and go abroad obediently. Your mother and your grandma will have to visit you in less than a month. When the time comes, you can act coquettishly with them, maybe a year and a half I came back after I loaded it. It’s not as serious as your father said.”

Xu Hui shook his head, "Since he can set this time, ten years, no less. No matter how much my grandma spoils me, once my dad makes up his mind, she won't be able to change it."

Hao Shi sighed, "Time is too tight, and it will be very difficult for us to use our connections to find him. Xu Hui, if you don't leave by then, will your father really attack Lao Wu?"

Xu Hui propped his head on one hand, and said painfully: "I don't know, I really don't know. I... I don't dare to gamble."

Hao Shi: "You can't do this, you want to admit defeat before the last moment?"

Liao Shengying cursed in a low voice, "What can you do if you don't admit defeat? His father is too bad. He doesn't treat Xu Hui as his son at all. He just takes pleasure in torturing him. Huizi, don't treat him as my father. He can catch Xu Hui." With your weakness, we can do it too! I don’t believe he hasn’t done anything nasty outside for so many years, if there isn’t one, let’s make some and use it to threaten him.”

Hao Shi glanced at him angrily, "Don't make trouble."

Liao Shengying sank into the sofa, and whispered the most useless suggestion, "How about I talk to Xiao Li, he has been in the bureau for more than ten years anyway. He helped find it."

Hao Shi and Xu Hui didn't make a sound, and Liao Shengying didn't mention it anymore.

They all knew that this was nonsense that they didn't even bother to listen to.

How could Xu Zhengyang's identity be shaken by a mere policeman?

Even the director has had dinner with his father several times, and unnecessary troubles can be resolved with just one phone call.

Hao Shi asked Xu Hui: "Are you confident to wait ten years?"

Xu Hui did not give an answer.

After Hao Shi and the others left, Xu Hui lay on the bed alone, imagining Wu Jingan's current situation.

Shouldn't have been abused yet!

At most, his father was just threatening him, and he wasn't really a gangster.And if he wanted him to stay abroad obediently and not cause trouble, Wu Jing'an was also an important existence.

Then, as soon as he leaves, Jing An will regain his freedom.

Hao Shi and the others should explain their helplessness to him, and he will understand!

When they arrive in the United States, they can still contact each other through phone calls and the Internet. There are too many channels to meet each other.

They pretended to be helpless in their hearts, but at the same time put on smiling faces.

What will we talk about? The weather in S City, the sun in California; Dagang gave birth to a second child, a boy who got his wish, and I joined the company arranged by my father, everything, learning from scratch; Hao Shi got married and had a child two years later, There is a pretty good girl who has been chasing me, but don't worry, I have always pretended to be you, Wu Jing'an, really, there is no one else.

Thinking about it, too much sadness weighed on him, and he buried his face in the pillow.

Ten years, more than 3000 days, no days without Wu Jingan.

He raised his hand and slammed it hard on the bed.

There was too much suffering running through his body, no matter what he did he couldn't get rid of it.

He bit his lip, blood stained the pillow, and boundless thoughts drowned him like a tide.

Ten years later, will they still be Xu Hui and Wu Jingan?

Ten years later, will they still be together?

Ten years, ten years without Wu Jingan, can he really go on?

After returning from Xu Hui's place, Hao Shi and Liao Shengying mobilized all their contacts to investigate the warehouses and hotel rooms under Xu Yang's name, and even those registered under the names of several of Xu Zhengyang's cronies were not overlooked.

After Zhang Yin found out, he also helped to start with the hospital. He had to check all registered male patients between the ages of 2 and 5.

But not all friends are willing to cooperate.

Some people dodge what is wrong, and some people just say ugly things.

What's the matter, homosexuality is not a glorious thing, and I still want to make a big deal out of it

The news in this circle is fast, Xu Hui is no longer the Xu Hui of the day.

There are very few people who are willing to help him no matter what.

Until the next afternoon, there was still nothing.

Wu Jingan completely evaporated from the world.

The police began to intervene in the investigation, asked his colleague and roommate Xu Hui a few questions symbolically, and left.

Gathered at Xu Hui's house at night, Liao Shengying wanted to come together, but seeing that he hadn't slept for two nights, Hao Shi forced him back home.

Zhang Yin rubbed the center of his brows, glanced at the ashen-faced man, "Have you got in touch with him?"

Xu Hui shook his head dully.

He called Xu Zhengyang and asked to see Wu Jingan, even for a few minutes, even by video, even by phone, he wanted to make sure he was safe.

I can't meet again for ten years, why can't I agree to this request!

Xu Zhengyang's calm voice came from the phone, "If you want to confirm, wait until you arrive at the place tomorrow. Even if you want to chat for a few days and nights, no one cares about you."

When the phone was hung up, Xu Zhengyang's attitude was firm and there was no room for negotiation.

Hao Shi stood by the window with his arms folded, "I'm sorry, your father's job of keeping secrets is so good that we didn't even find out where your grandma is your last hope."

Xu Hui smiled wryly, "There's no need to look for it, it's useless to find it. It's just used as a threat. If it's really a showdown, let alone whether her body will come or not. In the end, she will definitely stand against me After all, I have become a sinner in their eyes."

Things are going for the worst.

They seem to have come to a dead end, and there is no light ahead.

Zhang Yin said: "Your dad did this to fight psychological warfare. It's not that we don't see each other completely, but it's the situation of meeting but not being together that is the most exhausting. If we don't meet, we will miss it. After a long time, we will be together again." Regrets in my heart are an indelible feeling, just like first love. But now you are like an ordinary long-distance relationship. Internet, phone, you seem to be together 24 hours a day. There are conflicts, quarrels, and even a way to ease it None. Once the time wears off the novelty, when you are truly free, you will have no feeling at all.”

It's not that Xu Hui didn't understand what he said.In the beginning, Wu Jing'an was transferred to work nearby so that they could stay together forever.Long-term separation is the biggest killer of feelings.

Zhang Yin suggested: "It's really not possible, you should go first! Go out for a while, let your father relax his guard. Old Wu, we will try our best to find a way to send him out. However, even if you are together, you have to hide for a while." Time. A few years is hard to say, but no matter how ruthless your father is, those women in your family will not ignore you. Maybe after a few years, they will gradually think about it. "

This step is something that Xu Hui absolutely cannot take.

Zhang Yin, Hao Shi, and Liao Shengying are his true friends, and he didn't abandon his friends when he was down and down. He couldn't harm them for his love.

What's more, sending Wu Jingan abroad without telling his father is really not as simple as talking about it.

Before leaving, Zhang Yin said: "If Wu Jingan is here, think about what you want him to say to you or what he wants you to do, because you really don't have a second chance to choose."

Hao Shi slowly closed his eyes, this choice was too heavy.The reason why he didn't take that step at the beginning was because he was afraid of the difficulties he would face in the future.

At the age of 20, he has no ability to overcome.And now, at the age of 30, they are still -- powerless.

So, he chose the normal path, and it went smoothly.

However, the lost heart can no longer be found.

Xu Hui sat on the sofa all night.

He remembered his first acquaintance with Wu Jingan,

"Hello."

"Hello."

"I forgot to introduce, my name is Xu Hui, and I'm Lin Jiajia's friend."

"My name is Wu Jing'an, you can just call me Old Wu as you like with your friends."

Remember the first time they fought,

"Wu Jing'an, just because of you, you also want to compete with me... You are also human, but you can also be divided into different classes. Which category do you think you belong to, Lin Jiajia, do you deserve it?"

"I'm so stupid. I didn't realize until now that you and Lin Jiajia are a perfect match. I wish you both get married soon and have a son soon."

Remembering their first kiss,

"Jingan..."

"Xu Hui, I love you."

Remembering their breakup,

"I just want to ask you one question, why do you do this?"

"Wu Jing'an, you are really disgusting to say love to a man. Do you remember that I said that people are divided into different classes? Why can't you remember the lesson and dare to expect me? Do you think, what are you doing?" which floor"

Thinking of those promises that you are safe, the subsequent quarrels, breakups, and reconciliations, every fragment is still as clear as yesterday.

He thought he could live with this person for a long time, long enough to forget these memories almost.

He thought that one day he and he would have a red-faced argument over who fell in love with whom first like an ordinary couple.

He thought that every day, he should walk with Wu Jingan.

It is not from now on like the book says, or ten years from now.

How could he wait ten years

Isn't it one year, two years, three years, five years, a full ten years, at the age of 40, do they still have the strength to fall in love?

Could it be that their relationship was wiped out in ten years?

See you again, things are different.

The next day, Hao Shi called Xu Hui, "Have you figured it out?"

Xu Hui took a last look at his and Wu Jingan's home. There are too many memories of them here, and now one of the people sitting on the sofa playing and watching TV has gradually disappeared.

He picked up his luggage, "Yeah."

At the airport, Hao Shi, Liao Shengying, and Zhang Yin came to see him off.

Xu Hui's mother didn't come, and he knew that his father didn't tell her about it for the time being. When Xu Hui settled down in the United States, the Xu family's women's army would probably be stationed there, which can be regarded as a kind of supervision.

Hao Shi patted his arm, "Don't think too much, we'll tell him about Old Wu."

Zhang Yin squeezed out a smile, "He will understand you. After all, you are also for him."

Liao Shengying said indignantly: "Don't worry, if Lao Wu dares to steal a man behind your back, I will not let him go. You haven't seen my methods yet, you are definitely more ruthless than your father."

After several days of not having a good rest, Xu Hui's complexion was ugly, and the forced smile was even more desolate.

"Do me a favor. When he has any difficulties, take care of him. I'm not around, he..."

Xu Hui wanted to say, don't let him be bullied by a jerk like me.

But in the middle of the conversation, the memory of the past hit him with deep feelings, and he couldn't say anything.

Seeing his appearance, Hao Shi turned his head and said, "I know."

Zhang Yin said take care, Liao Shengying said that I will visit you in two months, and if you know a foreign girl, you must introduce me.

The airport announcement sounded, and Xu Hui took his passport and air ticket, waved to his friends with a smile, and walked towards the security checkpoint.

The plane took off, and with the loud roar, a white smoke piercing the clear sky gradually faded away.

Xu Hui, let's go.