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As soon as Xu Hui entered the room, his mother felt something was wrong.

Xu Hui's face was pale, his eyes were fixed on the door of the study, unconcealable anger radiated from his whole body.

Jin Meixuan stepped forward to stop him, "What are you going to do again, you are so angry, you still want to quarrel with your father, isn't the lesson from last time hard enough?"

Xu Hui shifted his gaze to his mother, and said in a cold tone: "Wu Jing'an, did you take her away?"

Jin Meixuan was taken aback by his question, "What did you say when you took it away?"

Xu Hui withdrew his gaze and continued to walk towards the study, "Mom, you don't have to pretend to be stupid with me at this time, you are such a smart woman, you don't look like one at all."

"Xu Hui," Jin Meixuan stepped forward, "I really don't know what happened, but you are talking to your father with this attitude, have you thought about the consequences!"

Xu Hui smiled, with an indifferent expression on his face, "It's a pity that he didn't kill him last time. I'll give him another chance."

Jin Meixuan: "Xu Hui! What's the use of your angry words? If you look so bad, go back upstairs to rest. Wait for two days to calm down before talking to your dad."

Xu Hui slowly moved his eyes to his mother, and looked at her with an incredible look, "To you, that person's life and death are not as good as me making him angry. Mom, if you don't know me Just to tell you again. I love that man and love him with my life. Anyone who wants to hurt him, I will risk my life to protect him. Do you understand, I am not playing."

Xu Hui turned around and walked towards the study, Jin Meixuan froze in disbelief.

It was the first time Xu Hui looked at her with such eyes when he was so old.

Stubborn and resolute are no longer enough to describe, those dark brown eyes reveal a bit of fierceness, almost frighteningly crazy.

Jin Meixuan watched at a loss as he walked into the study and closed the heavy wooden door.

Her heart was beating wildly, nervous, worried, and somewhat lost.

The former Xu Hui, probably, will never be found again.

Xu Zhengyang's study room has a huge floor-to-ceiling glass door. When you open the door, you can see the rockery pond in the small courtyard. Xu Zhengyang likes this Chinese style very much, and the decoration of the study room is all Chinese style and antique.

Xu Hui's memory of this room is still very vivid. As soon as he stepped in, he heard the sound of golf clubs being swung by his ears, his furious father grabbed his hair and slammed it on the ground, and the sound "Change or not!" full of spirit

It was like a nightmare, he finally woke up, and now, he was going back to the dream again.

Xu Zhengyang stood in front of the glass door with his hands behind his back, as if waiting for him to come.The orange-red sunset surrounded his body, adding some soft lines to that resolute and cold face.

But Xu Hui knew clearly that the man in front of him had a heart of stone and could never be softened, no amount of soft light could change him at all.

He clenched his fists and called out, "Dad."

Xu Zhengyang tilted his head and waited for him to continue without saying a word.

Xu Hui: "Wu Jing'an, you took him away."

His tone was affirmative, stating a recognized fact.

Xu Zhengyang only answered with one word, "Yes."

Xu Hui suppressed the excitement in his heart, and said as calmly as possible: "Then let's talk about the conditions, and how will we let him out."

Xu Hui knew his father too well. He was a businessman, mercenary, and tough. What he wanted was definitely not Wu Jingan. He was just waiting for Xu Hui to throw himself into the trap.

Xu Zhengyang turned around and looked at him expressionlessly, "Xu Hui, the family has been too accustomed to you for 30 years, and you don't know what discipline is. Then, start now, as long as you can go back to normal." Now, it's not too late."

Xu Hui frowned, trying to figure out his thoughts, "Do whatever you want, you can treat me whatever you want, let him go first."

Xu Zhengyang narrowed his eyes in displeasure, "You can do whatever you want, right? Let's see your sincerity!"

After saying that, he took out a ticket from the drawer and threw it on the table.

"The air ticket the day after tomorrow, California, USA. When you get there, someone will arrange everything for you. I only have one request for you. You are not allowed to return to China within ten years."

Xu Hui's eyes widened in disbelief, and his heart tightened suddenly.

ten years……

How can it be, ten years...

Xu Zhengyang said slowly, "It seems that your problem is not just homosexuality. That man is the root cause. Xu Hui, you are not a child anymore. This time, let's make a choice!"

Xu Hui panted heavily emotionally, staring at the cruel and cruel man in front of him with resentful eyes, "Do you have to do this for ten years—it's impossible!"

Xu Zhengyang said in an unquestionable tone: "Ten years, now you are not qualified to discuss with me. As long as you leave the country, I promise to release him immediately, and his life will not change in any way. The air ticket the day after tomorrow, you There are only forty hours to think about it. If you don't get on the plane by then, I can assure you that you will never see him in this life."

When Xu Zhengyang said this, his face was calm, and Xu Hui couldn't even feel how malicious this person was.

But the combination of those ordinary words is a murderous knife.

It cut his whole body bloody.

He knew that the situation of coming out of the closet was like this, it couldn't be worse, his family members, the family members who loved him the most, would show their hideous faces, and do something to hurt him and him on the grounds of protecting and correcting him. Lover's business.

He didn't come from an ordinary family, just like what Wu Jingan said, ability allows him to do whatever he wants and at the same time bear the damage brought by this double-edged sword.

He has no room for resistance.

Xu Hui forced himself to calm down, and racked his brains to bring out the last ray of hope: "This family's affairs are not entirely up to you to decide. Grandpa and grandma will not allow you to do this!"

Xu Zhengyang smiled, which was full of sarcasm.

mocking his cowardice and incompetence.

"Is this the only way you can think of? Xu Hui, sometimes I doubt if you are my son. Of course, you are, otherwise, you don't even have the qualifications to stand here. I don't even I will not give him a chance to negotiate. You should thank God for giving your surname Xu. If you want to move your grandma out in a coquettish and shameless way, you can try it. The old man has high blood pressure and a bad heart. Do you think , are these your bets?" His tall body approached Xu Hui step by step, suppressing him with an absolute advantage, "I won't stop you, just go bet. Use all your abilities, let me see Is it worth the rice worms I spent 30 years raising? But, relatively, you have to pay a heavier price for your childishness. This world will not give you a second chance to choose."

At this moment, Xu Zhengyang was like a mountain pressing down on Xu Hui's head. His figure was infinitely magnified, and Xu Hui was as weak as an ant, so he didn't even need to pay attention to him.

Xu Hui lowered his head and looked at the ground in frustration. The feeling of backflow of blood made him tremble uncontrollably. Even though his hands were clenched into fists, even though his nails were deep in his palms, he——

Powerless.

Ten years, an unattainable date, he knew that he couldn't do it no matter what.

Wu Jingan, ten years.

In the ten years since we didn't see each other again, how many decades have there been in his life?

Ten years later, they--

Xu Zhengyang seemed to have guessed his thoughts, and said slowly, "You can contact me in the past ten years. After all, you don't live on an uninhabited island, but there are still many ways to restrict one person from going abroad. Don't force me You don’t want to ruin his whole life if you do that! Since you attach so much importance to it, wait ten years. I really want to see, ten years later, do you still have the courage and impulsiveness to continue this stubbornness? .”

Xu Hui gritted his teeth, restraining the grief in his heart.

He raised his head in despair, and Xu Zhengyang stood in front of him expressionlessly, with a desolate and incompetent self imprinted in those cold pupils.

Like a clown, struggling to survive, but can only become a joke in the eyes of the strong.

He didn't dare to look any further, and when he turned and walked out, Xu Zhengyang stopped him, "Get the ticket, you'll need it."

Xu Hui paused, he really wanted to yell impulsively at the man who ignored him, I will not let you dictate my life, that man, I will do my best to protect him.

If he hadn't been a little more brainless, he would have done it.

Can----

He turned around, walked towards the mahogany desk step by step, stretched out his cold hand to pick up the ticket, and walked out.

Xu Zhengyang's voice, which was as calm as ever, sounded behind him, "Xu Hui, it's not terrible to admit that you are incompetent. Your life is better than ordinary people. At least there are people who can arrange an easy path for you. If you still have a little Brain, just accept this arrangement, and walk the path you should go. I don’t mind raising a waste until old age, but if it’s a disobedient mad dog, I won’t be polite.”

Xu Hui walked out of the study without saying a word. His mother stepped forward to inquire, but his aunt kept asking him to stay.

To tell the truth, he heard nothing.

Walking out of that magnificent home, the cool air of early summer blows on the body, and the blooming gardenias in the community exude an elegant fragrance.

Seeing him coming out, Liao Shengying and Hao Shi got out of the car.

He didn't know how far he had walked, and suddenly stopped on a deserted path.

Maybe it was too exhausted, and the weak body couldn't find any strength.There was a puff of breath in his chest, but he didn't even have the strength to vent it.

He squatted on the ground, resting his head on his hands.

The choking sound gradually increased.

Wu Jing'an is gone, and he may not see him again for the next ten years.

but he----

Having lost the Xu family's identity, what ability does he have to get him back.

He wanted to yell and protest against this unfair world.

What did he do wrong, wrongly born in the Xu family, wrongly fell in love with a man, wrongly became a cowardly and incompetent person.

He has too much resentment, his hate, his resentment, and all his feelings can only be blocked in his heart.

Because he doesn't even have the right to vent to others.

He seemed to be tightly strangled by the throat, unable to breathe but powerless.

For the first time in his life, he felt his own weakness.The cynical Xu Hui who did whatever he wanted before has become the most ironic joke.

Only then did he realize that, in fact, he had never been strong.

Not even once.

Liao Shengying and Hao Shi stood not far away and looked at him, but no one stepped forward to comfort him tacitly.

What Xu Hui needs at this time is not a word or two of useless encouragement, there are some things that he has to go through.Some pain, he has to bear.

No one's life will be smooth sailing.

They all need to learn to grow.