kinda straight me
Chapter 102 Regret
In the afternoon of the second day, Liao Shengying forcibly pulled Xu Hui out of the house and handed it over to a stylist for two hours. After he was completely refreshed, he took Xu Hui into the car with satisfaction.
Xu Hui looked out the car window listlessly, not bothering to ask him why he did this.
But Liao Shengying couldn't hold his breath, and opened his mouth slowly.
"I broke up with Tan Qing."
Xu Hui finally had some reactions. He looked at the man with a haggard look on his face suspiciously. The two who repaid you and me two months ago, how can they be divided?
Liao Shengying kept her eyes on the front of the car, pretending to be calm but hiding her nervousness and panic, and said something with a bit of sadness, "I plan to get back together with Chen Qian."
Xu Hui frowned in disbelief, "What's wrong with you!"
Liao Shengying twitched the corners of her mouth and forcefully forced a smile, "Yes, you said the same thing, my old lady said the same thing, even Chen Qian---Xu Hui, I was such a jerk back then, now I want to give A sincere heart, no one will believe it."
Xu Hui: "Are you sincere?"
Liao Shengying: "I always thought I didn't have one. What is sincerity? Tmd can be trusted if you coax a little girl. I coaxed Chen Qian and Tan Qing. Xu Hui---I can't coax myself anymore."
Xu Hui: "..."
Liao Shengying said: "Xu Hui, I have committed too many sins, and now I have to pay for it. Chen Qian, Chen Qian is my retribution, and it is also a debt that I must repay."
Xu Hui: "There are many ways to repay the debt. Don't joke about this kind of thing. In her current situation, do you want to provoke him again? And Tan Qing, what's wrong with her? Your selfish decision is not only Punish yourself and drag her into the water, Liao Shengying, you have already done one woman wrong, don't hurt another one!"
Liao Shengying shook her head, "You don't understand."
"I don't understand." Xu Hui yelled at him angrily, "I've been tortured to the point that I'm a ghost, you say I don't understand! I don't know where the person I love is now, maybe he Hiding in the deep mountains and old forests for the rest of my life, I don’t plan to come out, I might, I might never see that guy again, you say I don’t understand!”
Xu Hui vented all the bitterness and resentment in his heart.
He is so tired, so tired.
If he had known that loving someone was so painful, he should have avoided that man and never met or known him for the rest of his life.He just wants to be a young master who plays games in the world and enjoys life for the rest of his life.
But now, nothing can go back--
The car stopped sharply on the side of the road, and Liao Shengying turned around emotionally and grabbed Xu Hui by the collar, yelling at him, "What do you know! You are much happier than me, you and that damned man are still in love with each other!" Look at the other party, no matter what you do, you have a chance to save him."
Liao Shengying's words exploded in Xu Hui's ears like a small bomb.
He twitched uncontrollably, and vented the sadness that had lasted for several months, "I love Chen Qian, I thought I could forget her, I thought that if I put my heart on Tan Qing, I could forget her, I really I thought it would be okay." After a pause, he said, "I saw Chen Qian again two months ago, and she looked like a different person, I——I can't forget it at all! I love her, I have always loved her. It is not for paying off debts or punishment, I just love her so uselessly who is pregnant with other people's children. Xu Hui, tell me, have I been retribution? The retribution is so heavy, I They don't even have the ability to fight back."
Xu Hui stared blankly at Liao Shengying who was crying uncontrollably, unable to think of what words to explain him.
Two months ago, Chen Qian's husband's funeral.It was from then on that Liao Shengying changed.
He didn't mention the hardships involved in the showdown with Tan Qing and his family, but Xu Hui could imagine it.
This kind of hardship is no better than his coming out of the closet. The old man of the Liao family who loves face and respects courtesy will never accept a married woman with children as his wife, even though he liked Chen Qian very much at the beginning, even though he thought his family The bastard son is sorry for Chen Qian. It varies from time to time. Today's Chen Qian can only have nothing to do with his Liao family.
However, the tears of a good girl, the family's persuasion and scolding did not change Liao Shengying's determination.
He still insists on going this way.
This courage alone surprised Xu Hui. He had never seen a man who was used to being serious.
Said that Liao Shengying still loves Chen Qian, estimated that ten people would not believe it after listening to it, he is too flamboyant, as he said, when he wanted to give his heart, no one would believe it anymore.
Xu Hui didn't know whether Liao Shengying had persuaded his family, and he couldn't think of any words to explain it. He could only let him vent all his grief, then handed him a tissue, patted him on the shoulder, let the co-pilot out, and told him He was delivered safely to his destination.
Liao Shengying should have come to look for Chen Qian a few times in the past two months, but the door of the Chen family was easily opened for him.
Chen Qian's family welcomed his arrival very much. One was a daughter who was about to give birth, and the other was the son of the wealthy Liao family in the city. They had no reason to refuse.
It was Chen Qian, who was dressed in loose maternity clothes and had a frosty face.
Liao Shengying tried hard to use his hot face to stick to other people's cold buttocks, but unfortunately the effect was not good.
After dinner, Chen Qian followed her sister into the house, and Liao Shengying and Xu Hui sat in the living room chatting with the elders.
Ten minutes later, Xu Hui couldn't sit still and was stopped by Liao Shengying as soon as he said he wanted to leave.
"What on earth did you drag me here for!"
"Stop talking nonsense and give me courage."
Xu Hui raised his eyebrows suspiciously, what kind of courage is there?
Seeing that the atmosphere was good, Liao Shengying no longer planned to beat around the bush, and directly raised the topic of marriage proposal.
Xu Hui's eyeballs were rounded, this guy really did what he said.Marriage proposal Now that the husband has just died, and the child is about to be born in a few months, it is too good at timing.
The two elders of the Chen family also opened their mouths wide in shock, stared round their eyes, and after looking at each other, they still looked dazed.
Liao Shengying plucked up the courage to continue, "I was so sorry to Qianqian before that I let her suffer these hardships. In fact, we should have been together a long time ago. We talked about marriage many times, but at that time, I was too playful and didn't want to I was tied up in marriage so early. I was too stupid. I didn’t know how wrong I was until I lost her. Dad, Mom, in the future, I want to make up for her and spend my whole life loving her, the child in her belly It's my Liao Shengying's child, don't worry, I won't do anything wrong to her again, please give me another chance."
Even Xu Hui saw Liao Shengying speak in such a sincere tone for the first time, and even what he said seemed to carry a little more weight, making it unquestionable.
Choosing to get married at such a time is also the biggest compensation method Liao Shengying can think of. After the child is born, he will directly enter his Liao family's household registration. He hopes to give Chen Qian and this child a complete family.
The two elders were delighted, and they also hoped that their daughter who was about to give birth could find a good home again. Although Liao Shengying was unreliable in the past, it can be seen that he cares about Chen Qian now, and they are also happy to see a good result.
The story that was thought to have a happy ending, but unexpectedly ended in a tragic way.
Chen Qian rushed out of the room and looked at Liao Shengying emotionally.
Her elder sister mentioned to her about Liao Shengying's intention to propose marriage, she didn't care to listen to any more persuasion, her breath was held in her chest, and she couldn't wait to rush out to question.
Parents, sister, and Liao Shengying took turns to persuade and enlighten her, pushing her to the brink of explosion with every sentence for your own good.
She said to Liao Shengying: "Do you think you owe me? Well, just treat it as you owe me. Now you have come to apologize, and I forgive you. Please, please don't take any more sentimental debts of conscience, You don't owe me anything, and you have paid everything back. Let's settle it, okay, okay?!"
She said to her parents: "Why can't you let me go, you, shouldn't you be my dearest people? How painful and sad I am in my heart, why you can't see it all. My husband, the one who loves me the most in the world The person who has just left me just now, how long has it been? Two months? It’s only two months, and you are in a hurry to sell me? Am I not your biological daughter? "
She said to everyone: "I know that Lao Kang is inferior to Liao Shengying in all aspects. You all think that I married him to be angry with this man, and you all think that I have never loved him. But who of you knows , the one who taught me to let go of hatred and complain is him, my husband. He understands me, loves me, and respects me. He supports me to pick up my paintbrush again, and supports me to go out of the house and live for my ideals. This child," she stroked Whispering with tears in my stomach, "I have never seen a man who can happily hug me in the air for a few times because of becoming a father, and run around the hospital like a child shouting, he is going to be a father , he has a child. I've never seen it, never seen it..."
Chen Qian's words and tears hurt Liao Shengying so much that she was pregnant with several of his children, and what he gave her was a check for abortion, an indifferent look in her eyes, and an invisible figure.
"He didn't even go to work because of this child. He wore an apron all day long and tried his best to cook something delicious for me in the kitchen. He would accompany me for a walk in the park. When I was tired, he He just hugged me; when I was hot, he fanned me with a small fan for an hour or two without complaining of being tired; when I was bored, he would sing a few out-of-tune songs at the top of his voice. He made me feel how much he loves me. Such a person, such a lover, why do you think I will not fall in love with him, how can I not fall in love with him! I love him, really love him, But you who love me can't see any of it. He's gone, and he's gone without even saying goodbye. You can't see how sad I am, I'm holding on, and you can't see it. If, if it wasn't for this child, I would have gone with him. For two months, I have been waiting for this child to be born. Only he can be my reliance for survival. Only he..."
My sister couldn't hear her sadness, so she hugged her with tears, "Qianqian, we know, we know that you have had a hard time. Don't blame your parents, we just want you and your children to relax, even if You don't think about yourself, you also think about your child, you hope that he will lose his father when he is born, and in the future, he will be laughed at by other children..."
My sister couldn't go on talking, maybe even she herself felt that these excuses were ridiculous.
Chen Qian wiped her tears and straightened her back, "In your eyes, I am a widow with a child. If there are still people like me who are willing to want a woman like me, I should be grateful. What's more, the conditions of the Liao family are so good , of course you are happy. But have you considered my idea? I don’t want to. I, Chen Qian, have no great skills, but I want to show you that I can raise this child by myself without this family. I will Teach him the principles of life, teach him kindness, bravery, and sincerity. I will teach him everything his father didn't have time to teach. This is my child and Lao Kang's, not any of you. What is good for me, For the good of the child, only me and the child know what is good. Stop using your kindness and kindness to destroy me, okay?!"
"Chen Qian..." The father was furious, the mother was sad, and the elder sister's helpless sigh could not change the stubborn woman's thoughts.
Liao Shengying approached her step by step, and said with pity and guilt, "Chen Qian, I didn't do this to hurt you, and it's not a debt of conscience. I-maybe you don't believe it, but I still love you and haven't changed. Pass."
Chen Qian turned her eyes to him, but her eyes no longer had the old feelings, they were cold and indifferent, and she said calmly: "If you say this is love, Liao Shengying, you use your love to wear down my feelings for you. Leftover, you are just an acquaintance to me now. It’s like a neighbor next door or a colleague in the company. Do I have to marry such a person if he says he loves me? "
Liao Shengying was blocked by Chen Qian's words, unable to refute.
Xu Hui clenched his fist tightly, his nails hurting his palm, he forced himself to speak, not knowing whether it was for Liao Shengying or himself, he needed to find a reason, an excuse.
"Chen Qian, Shengying has done and missed many things. Now, he wants to change. Could it be, can't we give him another chance?"
Chen Qian smiled. She didn't know if that could be considered a smile, and the corners of her mouth slightly curved upwards.
"Xu Hui, give me a reason. Why do I have to give him a chance? Why? If I'm wrong, I'm wrong. I've already changed my mind. How can I make up for it? Giving him another chance will not only hurt him, but also myself. Can I give you such an opportunity?"
"Chen Qian..."
"I don't have the slightest feeling for him anymore. Do you know what it means to have no feeling? No love, no hate, nothing. It's like you treat him, you treat Hao Shi. The relationship is not so strong that it will remain unchanged for a lifetime. Once broken , will never be found again. Do you understand?"
Xu Hui didn't understand, didn't want to understand, couldn't understand.
He has been hiding in the shell he built, believing that the love between him and Jing An has never changed.
Xu Hui didn't quite know what happened next, he was in a trance, and he didn't wake up until Chen Qian, who was forced to helplessly, picked up a fruit knife and slashed down on his wrist.
Liao Shengying rushed forward quickly, grabbing the sharp knife with her bare hands, blood flowed from between her fingers, her sister rushed to Chen Qian's side in alarm, and her mother almost fainted.
Chen Qian slowly let go of the hand holding the knife, and the blood-stained knife fell to the ground with a crisp sound.
Liao Shengying lowered her bloody hand, looked sadly at the unharmed Chen Qian, said "I'm sorry" from the bottom of her heart, and left sadly.
After Liao Shengying left, his family helped Chen Qian into the bedroom. In the huge living room, Xu Hui stood abruptly, looking at a line of blood stains, his restlessness was magnified to the extreme.
Hao Shi said that people's hearts can change, but he didn't believe it.Wu Jingan said that you have lost the capital to make me sad, but he didn't believe it.
He blocked his ears, and he chose not to believe everything he didn't want to hear.
Hao Shi wasn't him, and Wu Jing'an was just being stubborn.
The love he has worked hard for two years will not change.
It wasn't until Chen Qian said that she didn't love Liao Shengying anymore, that she didn't feel any more.Say no love, no hate, nothing, cut off the fate with a single knife, and use blood and tears to prove that this relationship is really broken.
He believed it, really believed it.
Chen Qian will not return to Liao Shengying's side, because there is no love, because that kind of mysterious thing will not come back.
And him, what the hell is he doing.
Little by little, he destroyed his relationship with Wu Jingan with his own hands, until the thing was exhausted and flowed away from Wu Jingan's heart drop by drop.
After draining everything, no matter how much he wants to repent, no matter how affectionate he is, will Wu Jingan come back?
No one believes in the sincerity anymore, even if he puts in a thousand times, ten thousand times of effort, it will be in vain.
Unknowingly, he walked out of the gate of Chen's house, stepped on the steps home with heavy steps, guarded the empty house, and called Wu Jing'an's name one after another.
Can't you come back? He knows he's made a mistake, and he's made too many mistakes. Can you give him a chance to correct it before it's too late.
Can't you come back, don't change, can't change, he is still here, still waiting for his lover to come home early.
Xu Hui drank all the wine in the cupboard, and nestled on the sofa with the bottle in his arms, reminiscing about his lover.
Wu Jingan came back, took out a quilt from the bedroom, covered him, and slipped in by the way, hugging him to keep warm.
Xu Hui woke up leisurely, hugged the man's neck and gnawed and gnawed, where have you been!I also know if you have hooked up with a wild man when you come back from death, bastard, just strangle you to death, let's see if you still run away in the future!
Wu Jing'an was so scratched by him that he couldn't help laughing, and begged for mercy with a smile. Xu Hui's soul was quickly lost by that appearance.
The sofa was almost shaken by the two people, Xu Hui rushed into the man's body and worked hard, holding the man tightly with both hands, and kept saying "I love you, love you, Jing An..."
Xu Hui fell on the carpet, his head was in a daze, he shook his head, blinked, and wept fiercely while hugging the sofa cushions after seeing the desolation in the room.
Wu Jing'an, you have the guts, it's better not to come back, it's better to die outside, it's better...
Wu Jing'an, you've had enough trouble. If you don't come back, we're really done. I won't wait here anymore. Even if you beg me, I won't change my mind.
Wu Jing'an, are you...really not coming back?
Jing An, I was wrong, I know I was wrong, please come back, you have to listen to my apology, Jing An, don't give up on me, we love each other so deeply, are you willing to abandon this relationship?
Jing An, look, I always make mistakes, like a child who can't grow up, maybe you don't want to give me another chance.Maybe not, can you tell me where you are, let me, take one more look at you, just one look, okay?
Jing An, I miss you...
After waking up the next day, Xu Hui suddenly remembered the details he had overlooked, Wu Jingan's first love.
Maybe that person will know Wu Jingan's whereabouts.
As if he had grasped the last straw, he rushed all the way to the airport to buy a ticket and went straight to city a.
I found Jing Cheng's restaurant, and after inquiring, I found out that Jing Cheng hadn't come back since he left more than half a month ago.
Xu Hui's last hope was shattered. The anxiety and malnutrition in the past few days made his eyes dark and he fell directly in front of the restaurant.
A few seconds before he passed out, he seemed to see two people walking side by side, talking and laughing happily.
It turned out that he didn't know that Wu Jingan had left, and together with his first love, he went to a place he couldn't find.
It turned out that Wu Jing'an, whom he had missed, really would not come back.
Xu Hui looked out the car window listlessly, not bothering to ask him why he did this.
But Liao Shengying couldn't hold his breath, and opened his mouth slowly.
"I broke up with Tan Qing."
Xu Hui finally had some reactions. He looked at the man with a haggard look on his face suspiciously. The two who repaid you and me two months ago, how can they be divided?
Liao Shengying kept her eyes on the front of the car, pretending to be calm but hiding her nervousness and panic, and said something with a bit of sadness, "I plan to get back together with Chen Qian."
Xu Hui frowned in disbelief, "What's wrong with you!"
Liao Shengying twitched the corners of her mouth and forcefully forced a smile, "Yes, you said the same thing, my old lady said the same thing, even Chen Qian---Xu Hui, I was such a jerk back then, now I want to give A sincere heart, no one will believe it."
Xu Hui: "Are you sincere?"
Liao Shengying: "I always thought I didn't have one. What is sincerity? Tmd can be trusted if you coax a little girl. I coaxed Chen Qian and Tan Qing. Xu Hui---I can't coax myself anymore."
Xu Hui: "..."
Liao Shengying said: "Xu Hui, I have committed too many sins, and now I have to pay for it. Chen Qian, Chen Qian is my retribution, and it is also a debt that I must repay."
Xu Hui: "There are many ways to repay the debt. Don't joke about this kind of thing. In her current situation, do you want to provoke him again? And Tan Qing, what's wrong with her? Your selfish decision is not only Punish yourself and drag her into the water, Liao Shengying, you have already done one woman wrong, don't hurt another one!"
Liao Shengying shook her head, "You don't understand."
"I don't understand." Xu Hui yelled at him angrily, "I've been tortured to the point that I'm a ghost, you say I don't understand! I don't know where the person I love is now, maybe he Hiding in the deep mountains and old forests for the rest of my life, I don’t plan to come out, I might, I might never see that guy again, you say I don’t understand!”
Xu Hui vented all the bitterness and resentment in his heart.
He is so tired, so tired.
If he had known that loving someone was so painful, he should have avoided that man and never met or known him for the rest of his life.He just wants to be a young master who plays games in the world and enjoys life for the rest of his life.
But now, nothing can go back--
The car stopped sharply on the side of the road, and Liao Shengying turned around emotionally and grabbed Xu Hui by the collar, yelling at him, "What do you know! You are much happier than me, you and that damned man are still in love with each other!" Look at the other party, no matter what you do, you have a chance to save him."
Liao Shengying's words exploded in Xu Hui's ears like a small bomb.
He twitched uncontrollably, and vented the sadness that had lasted for several months, "I love Chen Qian, I thought I could forget her, I thought that if I put my heart on Tan Qing, I could forget her, I really I thought it would be okay." After a pause, he said, "I saw Chen Qian again two months ago, and she looked like a different person, I——I can't forget it at all! I love her, I have always loved her. It is not for paying off debts or punishment, I just love her so uselessly who is pregnant with other people's children. Xu Hui, tell me, have I been retribution? The retribution is so heavy, I They don't even have the ability to fight back."
Xu Hui stared blankly at Liao Shengying who was crying uncontrollably, unable to think of what words to explain him.
Two months ago, Chen Qian's husband's funeral.It was from then on that Liao Shengying changed.
He didn't mention the hardships involved in the showdown with Tan Qing and his family, but Xu Hui could imagine it.
This kind of hardship is no better than his coming out of the closet. The old man of the Liao family who loves face and respects courtesy will never accept a married woman with children as his wife, even though he liked Chen Qian very much at the beginning, even though he thought his family The bastard son is sorry for Chen Qian. It varies from time to time. Today's Chen Qian can only have nothing to do with his Liao family.
However, the tears of a good girl, the family's persuasion and scolding did not change Liao Shengying's determination.
He still insists on going this way.
This courage alone surprised Xu Hui. He had never seen a man who was used to being serious.
Said that Liao Shengying still loves Chen Qian, estimated that ten people would not believe it after listening to it, he is too flamboyant, as he said, when he wanted to give his heart, no one would believe it anymore.
Xu Hui didn't know whether Liao Shengying had persuaded his family, and he couldn't think of any words to explain it. He could only let him vent all his grief, then handed him a tissue, patted him on the shoulder, let the co-pilot out, and told him He was delivered safely to his destination.
Liao Shengying should have come to look for Chen Qian a few times in the past two months, but the door of the Chen family was easily opened for him.
Chen Qian's family welcomed his arrival very much. One was a daughter who was about to give birth, and the other was the son of the wealthy Liao family in the city. They had no reason to refuse.
It was Chen Qian, who was dressed in loose maternity clothes and had a frosty face.
Liao Shengying tried hard to use his hot face to stick to other people's cold buttocks, but unfortunately the effect was not good.
After dinner, Chen Qian followed her sister into the house, and Liao Shengying and Xu Hui sat in the living room chatting with the elders.
Ten minutes later, Xu Hui couldn't sit still and was stopped by Liao Shengying as soon as he said he wanted to leave.
"What on earth did you drag me here for!"
"Stop talking nonsense and give me courage."
Xu Hui raised his eyebrows suspiciously, what kind of courage is there?
Seeing that the atmosphere was good, Liao Shengying no longer planned to beat around the bush, and directly raised the topic of marriage proposal.
Xu Hui's eyeballs were rounded, this guy really did what he said.Marriage proposal Now that the husband has just died, and the child is about to be born in a few months, it is too good at timing.
The two elders of the Chen family also opened their mouths wide in shock, stared round their eyes, and after looking at each other, they still looked dazed.
Liao Shengying plucked up the courage to continue, "I was so sorry to Qianqian before that I let her suffer these hardships. In fact, we should have been together a long time ago. We talked about marriage many times, but at that time, I was too playful and didn't want to I was tied up in marriage so early. I was too stupid. I didn’t know how wrong I was until I lost her. Dad, Mom, in the future, I want to make up for her and spend my whole life loving her, the child in her belly It's my Liao Shengying's child, don't worry, I won't do anything wrong to her again, please give me another chance."
Even Xu Hui saw Liao Shengying speak in such a sincere tone for the first time, and even what he said seemed to carry a little more weight, making it unquestionable.
Choosing to get married at such a time is also the biggest compensation method Liao Shengying can think of. After the child is born, he will directly enter his Liao family's household registration. He hopes to give Chen Qian and this child a complete family.
The two elders were delighted, and they also hoped that their daughter who was about to give birth could find a good home again. Although Liao Shengying was unreliable in the past, it can be seen that he cares about Chen Qian now, and they are also happy to see a good result.
The story that was thought to have a happy ending, but unexpectedly ended in a tragic way.
Chen Qian rushed out of the room and looked at Liao Shengying emotionally.
Her elder sister mentioned to her about Liao Shengying's intention to propose marriage, she didn't care to listen to any more persuasion, her breath was held in her chest, and she couldn't wait to rush out to question.
Parents, sister, and Liao Shengying took turns to persuade and enlighten her, pushing her to the brink of explosion with every sentence for your own good.
She said to Liao Shengying: "Do you think you owe me? Well, just treat it as you owe me. Now you have come to apologize, and I forgive you. Please, please don't take any more sentimental debts of conscience, You don't owe me anything, and you have paid everything back. Let's settle it, okay, okay?!"
She said to her parents: "Why can't you let me go, you, shouldn't you be my dearest people? How painful and sad I am in my heart, why you can't see it all. My husband, the one who loves me the most in the world The person who has just left me just now, how long has it been? Two months? It’s only two months, and you are in a hurry to sell me? Am I not your biological daughter? "
She said to everyone: "I know that Lao Kang is inferior to Liao Shengying in all aspects. You all think that I married him to be angry with this man, and you all think that I have never loved him. But who of you knows , the one who taught me to let go of hatred and complain is him, my husband. He understands me, loves me, and respects me. He supports me to pick up my paintbrush again, and supports me to go out of the house and live for my ideals. This child," she stroked Whispering with tears in my stomach, "I have never seen a man who can happily hug me in the air for a few times because of becoming a father, and run around the hospital like a child shouting, he is going to be a father , he has a child. I've never seen it, never seen it..."
Chen Qian's words and tears hurt Liao Shengying so much that she was pregnant with several of his children, and what he gave her was a check for abortion, an indifferent look in her eyes, and an invisible figure.
"He didn't even go to work because of this child. He wore an apron all day long and tried his best to cook something delicious for me in the kitchen. He would accompany me for a walk in the park. When I was tired, he He just hugged me; when I was hot, he fanned me with a small fan for an hour or two without complaining of being tired; when I was bored, he would sing a few out-of-tune songs at the top of his voice. He made me feel how much he loves me. Such a person, such a lover, why do you think I will not fall in love with him, how can I not fall in love with him! I love him, really love him, But you who love me can't see any of it. He's gone, and he's gone without even saying goodbye. You can't see how sad I am, I'm holding on, and you can't see it. If, if it wasn't for this child, I would have gone with him. For two months, I have been waiting for this child to be born. Only he can be my reliance for survival. Only he..."
My sister couldn't hear her sadness, so she hugged her with tears, "Qianqian, we know, we know that you have had a hard time. Don't blame your parents, we just want you and your children to relax, even if You don't think about yourself, you also think about your child, you hope that he will lose his father when he is born, and in the future, he will be laughed at by other children..."
My sister couldn't go on talking, maybe even she herself felt that these excuses were ridiculous.
Chen Qian wiped her tears and straightened her back, "In your eyes, I am a widow with a child. If there are still people like me who are willing to want a woman like me, I should be grateful. What's more, the conditions of the Liao family are so good , of course you are happy. But have you considered my idea? I don’t want to. I, Chen Qian, have no great skills, but I want to show you that I can raise this child by myself without this family. I will Teach him the principles of life, teach him kindness, bravery, and sincerity. I will teach him everything his father didn't have time to teach. This is my child and Lao Kang's, not any of you. What is good for me, For the good of the child, only me and the child know what is good. Stop using your kindness and kindness to destroy me, okay?!"
"Chen Qian..." The father was furious, the mother was sad, and the elder sister's helpless sigh could not change the stubborn woman's thoughts.
Liao Shengying approached her step by step, and said with pity and guilt, "Chen Qian, I didn't do this to hurt you, and it's not a debt of conscience. I-maybe you don't believe it, but I still love you and haven't changed. Pass."
Chen Qian turned her eyes to him, but her eyes no longer had the old feelings, they were cold and indifferent, and she said calmly: "If you say this is love, Liao Shengying, you use your love to wear down my feelings for you. Leftover, you are just an acquaintance to me now. It’s like a neighbor next door or a colleague in the company. Do I have to marry such a person if he says he loves me? "
Liao Shengying was blocked by Chen Qian's words, unable to refute.
Xu Hui clenched his fist tightly, his nails hurting his palm, he forced himself to speak, not knowing whether it was for Liao Shengying or himself, he needed to find a reason, an excuse.
"Chen Qian, Shengying has done and missed many things. Now, he wants to change. Could it be, can't we give him another chance?"
Chen Qian smiled. She didn't know if that could be considered a smile, and the corners of her mouth slightly curved upwards.
"Xu Hui, give me a reason. Why do I have to give him a chance? Why? If I'm wrong, I'm wrong. I've already changed my mind. How can I make up for it? Giving him another chance will not only hurt him, but also myself. Can I give you such an opportunity?"
"Chen Qian..."
"I don't have the slightest feeling for him anymore. Do you know what it means to have no feeling? No love, no hate, nothing. It's like you treat him, you treat Hao Shi. The relationship is not so strong that it will remain unchanged for a lifetime. Once broken , will never be found again. Do you understand?"
Xu Hui didn't understand, didn't want to understand, couldn't understand.
He has been hiding in the shell he built, believing that the love between him and Jing An has never changed.
Xu Hui didn't quite know what happened next, he was in a trance, and he didn't wake up until Chen Qian, who was forced to helplessly, picked up a fruit knife and slashed down on his wrist.
Liao Shengying rushed forward quickly, grabbing the sharp knife with her bare hands, blood flowed from between her fingers, her sister rushed to Chen Qian's side in alarm, and her mother almost fainted.
Chen Qian slowly let go of the hand holding the knife, and the blood-stained knife fell to the ground with a crisp sound.
Liao Shengying lowered her bloody hand, looked sadly at the unharmed Chen Qian, said "I'm sorry" from the bottom of her heart, and left sadly.
After Liao Shengying left, his family helped Chen Qian into the bedroom. In the huge living room, Xu Hui stood abruptly, looking at a line of blood stains, his restlessness was magnified to the extreme.
Hao Shi said that people's hearts can change, but he didn't believe it.Wu Jingan said that you have lost the capital to make me sad, but he didn't believe it.
He blocked his ears, and he chose not to believe everything he didn't want to hear.
Hao Shi wasn't him, and Wu Jing'an was just being stubborn.
The love he has worked hard for two years will not change.
It wasn't until Chen Qian said that she didn't love Liao Shengying anymore, that she didn't feel any more.Say no love, no hate, nothing, cut off the fate with a single knife, and use blood and tears to prove that this relationship is really broken.
He believed it, really believed it.
Chen Qian will not return to Liao Shengying's side, because there is no love, because that kind of mysterious thing will not come back.
And him, what the hell is he doing.
Little by little, he destroyed his relationship with Wu Jingan with his own hands, until the thing was exhausted and flowed away from Wu Jingan's heart drop by drop.
After draining everything, no matter how much he wants to repent, no matter how affectionate he is, will Wu Jingan come back?
No one believes in the sincerity anymore, even if he puts in a thousand times, ten thousand times of effort, it will be in vain.
Unknowingly, he walked out of the gate of Chen's house, stepped on the steps home with heavy steps, guarded the empty house, and called Wu Jing'an's name one after another.
Can't you come back? He knows he's made a mistake, and he's made too many mistakes. Can you give him a chance to correct it before it's too late.
Can't you come back, don't change, can't change, he is still here, still waiting for his lover to come home early.
Xu Hui drank all the wine in the cupboard, and nestled on the sofa with the bottle in his arms, reminiscing about his lover.
Wu Jingan came back, took out a quilt from the bedroom, covered him, and slipped in by the way, hugging him to keep warm.
Xu Hui woke up leisurely, hugged the man's neck and gnawed and gnawed, where have you been!I also know if you have hooked up with a wild man when you come back from death, bastard, just strangle you to death, let's see if you still run away in the future!
Wu Jing'an was so scratched by him that he couldn't help laughing, and begged for mercy with a smile. Xu Hui's soul was quickly lost by that appearance.
The sofa was almost shaken by the two people, Xu Hui rushed into the man's body and worked hard, holding the man tightly with both hands, and kept saying "I love you, love you, Jing An..."
Xu Hui fell on the carpet, his head was in a daze, he shook his head, blinked, and wept fiercely while hugging the sofa cushions after seeing the desolation in the room.
Wu Jing'an, you have the guts, it's better not to come back, it's better to die outside, it's better...
Wu Jing'an, you've had enough trouble. If you don't come back, we're really done. I won't wait here anymore. Even if you beg me, I won't change my mind.
Wu Jing'an, are you...really not coming back?
Jing An, I was wrong, I know I was wrong, please come back, you have to listen to my apology, Jing An, don't give up on me, we love each other so deeply, are you willing to abandon this relationship?
Jing An, look, I always make mistakes, like a child who can't grow up, maybe you don't want to give me another chance.Maybe not, can you tell me where you are, let me, take one more look at you, just one look, okay?
Jing An, I miss you...
After waking up the next day, Xu Hui suddenly remembered the details he had overlooked, Wu Jingan's first love.
Maybe that person will know Wu Jingan's whereabouts.
As if he had grasped the last straw, he rushed all the way to the airport to buy a ticket and went straight to city a.
I found Jing Cheng's restaurant, and after inquiring, I found out that Jing Cheng hadn't come back since he left more than half a month ago.
Xu Hui's last hope was shattered. The anxiety and malnutrition in the past few days made his eyes dark and he fell directly in front of the restaurant.
A few seconds before he passed out, he seemed to see two people walking side by side, talking and laughing happily.
It turned out that he didn't know that Wu Jingan had left, and together with his first love, he went to a place he couldn't find.
It turned out that Wu Jing'an, whom he had missed, really would not come back.
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