Rebirth's Transformation Scum

Chen Chaoyang froze for a moment, and after a moment of humming, he said, "Zhican, your joke is quite funny."

In the previous life, Zhang Zhican liked to make all kinds of messy jokes with him, and the overly serious expression on his face made Chen Chaoyang, who was dumbfounded at the time, fall for him countless times.

"Chen Chaoyang, what I said is true!"

With a cry in his voice, Chen Chaoyang, who was washing his hands, looked back at him, only to find that he had an expression of frustration and anxiety on his face.

It was at this time that Chen Chaoyang saw the pregnancy test stick in his hand, thinking that he would be more and more good at acting, Chen Chaoyang threw away the pregnancy test stick in his hand with some helplessness, pulled him up and said, "Don't worry, Zhican, if you have something to say, please say it."

What he was thinking about was what he would say to him next, but only when Chen Chaoyang held his hand in his, did he realize that the temperature there was a bit too low, accompanied by slight trembling.

Thinking of Zhang Zhican's previous anomalies, Chen Chaoyang's expression was unavoidably serious.

Pulling Zhang Zhican, who was listless and drooping his shoulders all the way to the living room, and poured him another glass of boiled water, Chen Zhaoyang finally looked at him in a leisurely manner.

The water surface of the glass held in Zhang Zhican's hands has already started to ripple. Chen Zhaoyang was about to put the glass of water back on the table when he raised his head and said, "Will you not want me because of this?"

"what?"

"I will have children. I am the perverted monster that Li Jinian said. If others find out this secret in the future, they will even look at you with weird eyes."

Zhang Zhican seemed to be sluggish quickly in a moment, his voice was weak, his face was pale, and his whole body exuded a sense of despair. Chen Zhaoyang originally felt that what he said was too exaggerated, but seeing him like this now, coupled with the previous When he said that being abnormal was his abnormal reaction, he hadn't lived a normal life in the past few years. Soon, he believed [-]% to [-]% of Zhang Zhican's words.

After putting Zhang Zhican's glass of water on the table, Chen Zhaoyang smiled and said, "I will never abandon you, even if one day you are infected with HIV."

At this time in the past, Zhang Zhican would definitely stand up and beat himself up, and then say that you dare to curse me.

But this day Zhang Zhican did not, thinking that his humor did not get his response, Chen Chaoyang also put away the smile on his face and said, "Tell me the reason, Zhican."

The tone was too gentle, so he unconsciously carried a kind of comforting power. Zhang Zhican still sat on the sofa with his shoulders hunched, but he felt better in his heart after all.

"My family has been in business for generations. Many years ago, people in the family had the habit of raising little ghosts."

Zhang Zhican's words fell into Chen Chaoyang's ears like a fairy tale. Although he had heard of such a thing before, when he suddenly heard him mentioning it like this, Chen Chaoyang couldn't help being stunned, and said: "There really is such a thing?"

"Of course, businessmen are like gamblers in another sense, and gamblers are at the top of the crowd who raise kids."

Seeing Zhang Zhican gradually showing a slightly sarcastic smile, Chen Chaoyang, who didn't know what to do, just remembered asking blankly: "I heard that raising a kid will bring bad things."

Knowing that Chen Chaoyang chose his words carefully because of his own feelings, Zhang Zhican smiled even more, and said, "It's better to say that it is a curse-like existence. For hundreds of years, our family's business has been prosperous. No matter what we do, we will Success, but correspondingly, the price we paid for it is reflected in us...these people. For example, every other generation in the family, there will be a person like me, obviously a man, but when a certain At some point, they will conceive a lover's child..."

Seeing that there was something in Zhang Zhican's words, Chen Chaoyang held his hand and said in a calm tone, "Tell me everything."

Having reached this point, Zhang Zhican closed his eyes and took a deep breath, the smile on his face gradually became a little self-deprecating, he lowered his head, the trembling from his hands had spread to his whole body, and Chen Chaoyang could hardly help but want to tell him that he didn't want to When he said that he could not talk, he lowered his head again and said: "There will be gains and losses in everything you do. The prosperity of the family business means that we are constantly abandoned by our lovers. The price is loneliness and old age."

Zhang Zhican's words made Chen Zhaoyang feel the coolness on his back, and he was silent for a while before he said, "Is this true?"

"When my dad told me and my brother about this when I was young, my brother and I had the same attitude as you. Later, it was because I met Li Jinian and conceived his first child. That child I had a miscarriage again, I believed it, Chen Chaoyang, at that time I really wanted to die."

Chen Chaoyang didn't know about the specific entanglements between Zhang Zhican and Li Jinian. Although the expression on Zhang Zhican's face made him feel distressed, and he was confused by Zhang Zhican's words at the moment, he would never abandon him no matter what. Under Zhang Zhican's premise, he could only force him to say these words a little bit.

There shouldn't be too many secrets between lovers. Only by knowing what he said he was suffering from, can I understand him better. Or, Chen Chaoyang stretched out his other hand to wrap Zhang Zhican's hands on his knees tightly , I think that Zhang Zhican has endured too much all this time, and some words have been hidden in his heart for too long, maybe it will be good for him to say them.

"Zhican, tell me about the past between you and Li Jinian."

From the beginning to the end, Chen Chaoyang had such a focused and gentle expression. Although he knew that he was no less frightened than he was back then, seeing him like this, Zhang Zhican was calmer after all.

"As I said before, we have known each other since we were young, and we have been friends for more than ten years... But after he knew the secret of our family and confirmed that I was pregnant, he quickly abandoned me."

Even though his heart would be filled with a great panic and hesitation at that time, when he thought that the child belonged to both of them, he still mustered up the courage to tell Li Jinian about it.

"There is a doctor who has been with me for generations in my family. Four months later, my stomach was already showing. I secretly showed him the B-ultrasound examination chart. He had a ghostly expression on his face. He closed the door and disappeared. That year However, I was terrified by the news at first, and because I didn't give up, I ran to Li Jinian's door to wait for... Chaoyang."

While speaking, Zhang Zhican suddenly raised his head, with a confused and disappointed expression on his face. Although his eyes fell on himself, Chen Zhaoyang felt that he saw a far away place.

"Sometimes things seem to be destined, and they cannot be avoided."

"What happened that day?"

"The sky was clear, and suddenly there was a thunderstorm. I was drenched in the rain and waited in front of their house for nearly a day. Afterwards, I fell into a coma and was sent to the hospital by my parents who had already noticed my abnormality."

"The child didn't exist at that time?"

A faint smile appeared on Zhang Zhican's face, and he said, "Not only the child, but even myself almost died."

Not wanting to hear what happened next, Chen Chaoyang just held his hand tighter and said, "Zhican, it's all over, look, aren't you just sitting here and chatting with me now?"

All Chen Zhaoyang could do was calm on the surface. Regarding what happened to Zhang Zhican in the past, and at such a young age, he suddenly felt very sour in his heart.

When I met Zhang Zhican in my previous life, he was already in a state of abandonment. He was obviously attracted to him, but because his sincerity could not be expressed well, he was concealed, so that he never believed him once.

Thinking of the last life when he came to save him and cried hysterically on the shore, Chen Zhaoyang's eyes started to turn red.

On this day, he finally understood all Zhang Zhican's fears, Zhang Zhican's solitude, Zhang Zhican's deliberate estrangement from his family, and Zhang Zhican's hatred for his birthday.

For a long time, he was actually just a person, just like the state of mind that he was tied to the edge of a cliff by Li Jiyuan in his previous life, a kind of numbness-like calm born of deep-rooted despair, but in his heart, there was always hope Individuals can come and save themselves.

Chen Zhaoyang reached out and stroked Zhang Zhican's still pale face. Thinking of Zhang Zhican, you must not know that you saved me from such a desperate situation in the previous life. After being redeemed, I always feel that my life still has a little meaning. At least when I die, there is still someone who remembers me.So in this life, if I help you, it can be regarded as a reward for your deep love back then.

"Chaoyang, even though you are so kind to me now and said that you will always be by my side, but many times, I feel that all of this is false."

"why?"

"Have you forgotten what I just said to you?" Zhang Zhican lowered his head after speaking, and said, "It is impossible for people like us to be with the person we like in our whole life."

With endless depression in his tone, Chen Chaoyang smiled, put his face in front of the tip of his nose, and said, "You also forgot what I said to you."

The panic and anxiety that never disappeared in his heart made Zhang Zhican involuntarily lean back, but there was already a little doubt written on his brows.

"what?"

"I have died once. Strictly speaking, I am not from this world."

Seeing that Chen Chaoyang was lying to himself with such words again, Zhang Zhican was so angry that he raised his leg and kicked him, saying, "Chen Chaoyang!"

Seeing that Chen Chaoyang was laughing and not being serious, Zhang Zhican temporarily forgot his troubles and said, "Tell me, how did you die once? It was because when you were young, you were taken swimming by your father and almost drowned, or you suffered Car accident, almost turned into a vegetable?"

Chen Chaoyang smiled even more, and said, "Almost." After a while, he suddenly made a serious expression as if he had recovered, and said, "Zhican, how can you curse your husband like that?"

Zhang Zhican raised his eyebrows, and said, "It was you who said you wanted to be a white lady! And when I called you my lady, you answered yourself, okay?!"

"Yes, yes, yes." Chen Chaoyang turned his feet up and said, "I am your wife." Forget it, after Zhang Zhican showed a satisfied expression, he murmured softly: "Anyway, you are under my pressure." The one below."

"Chen Chaoyang!"

Seeing that Zhang Zhican was about to explode, Chen Chaoyang leaned over to hold his hand, and said with a smile, "What do I have to do to make you believe me, or should I swear poisonously?"

When Chen Chaoyang raised his hand to swear a poisonous oath, Zhang Zhican hastily moved over to cover his mouth, and Chen Chaoyang was pushed down on the sofa by him. After a while, Chen Chaoyang pulled his hand away, and said seriously: "Is it okay to swear?"

Chen Chaoyang's face was close at hand, with an expression that couldn't be more affectionate. The temperature on Zhang Zhican's face rose slightly. Seeing that Chen Chaoyang was still staring at him motionlessly, he said in a low voice: "I don't want to part with it."

Feeling a little shaken in his heart, Chen Chaoyang held his hand and said, "Don't say such things again in the future."

So, why do you always treat me so well?

Feeling like crying, Zhang Zhican suppressed the tension in his heart and looked at Chen Chaoyang, who had been looking at him with a smile, and said, "Do you really not mind? After knowing these things?"

Chen Chaoyang put his arms around his waist, pulled him closer to him, rubbed the tip of his nose against his, and said with a smile: "I don't mind."

Chen Chaoyang's actions made Zhang Zhican even more shy. After a pause, he said like a dream: "Why?"

"Because I love you."

"But I'm a man. As a man, I can have children. It's obvious..."

Before Zhang Zhican finished speaking, Chen Chaoyang raised his head and kissed him quickly. When Zhang Zhican looked at him blankly, Chen Chaoyang coughed dryly and said, "It's good to be able to have a baby."

"But others will say that they will regard me as a monster, just like Li Jinian back then."

"It's his loss to lose you. Maybe he's starting to regret it now." After saying this, Chen Chaoyang laughed again, and said, "It's because of this reason that you want me to wear a condom every time?"

There was infinite teasing in the smile. Thinking of the last time Chen Chaoyang pressed himself on the wall next to the door while he was drunk and did something random, and he ignored him when he was scared and cried, Zhang Zhican couldn't help but slapped him hard and said: "It's all your fault! If it weren't for you! I wouldn't have encountered such bad luck again!"

With infinite indignation in his tone, Chen Chaoyang hugged him even tighter. When Zhang Zhican looked at him, he asked again with some doubts: "You used to wear condoms when you had sex with others? What if you were drunk? Forgot to let others wear condoms? Also, besides Li Jinian's child, have you ever conceived a child for anyone else?"

Although he knew that Zhang Zhican was cheating early in the morning, he didn't think he cared much, but at this time, Chen Chaoyang suddenly felt that he was filled with the kind of jealousy in his heart.

Zhang Zhican's expression became a little dazed again, and he said: "This is the fault of the matter, unless it is someone I really love, it doesn't seem to make much difference whether I wear a condom or not?"

"That's why you keep asking me to wear a condom!"

The jealousy and anger in his voice couldn't be concealed. Before Zhang Zhican could recover, Chen Chaoyang had turned over and pressed him on top of him, and bit him aggressively on the face.

Chen Chaoyang used such force that Zhang Zhican felt the pain, and while covering his cheek with his hand, he said with an aggrieved face, "I'm afraid."

"Afraid of getting pregnant?"

"kindness."

Was it the past events that cast too much shadow on him? Chen Chaoyang lowered his head and kissed him again, and belatedly said, "Zhican, there are many people like you in your family?"

"One every other generation, my dad didn't know that such a curse would fall on me or my brother, so he told the two of us about it when we were young."

Realizing that he was a bit off topic, he added: "But after hundreds of years, the total amount is quite a lot."

"Your parents still... continue to raise the kid?"

"No one has done such a thing in previous generations. In order to avoid such a fate, my parents even did not hesitate to immigrate abroad." Speaking of this, Zhang Zhican shook his head, with a sarcastic smile on his face, and said, "It's a pity that it doesn't work." .”

"Your parents did nothing wrong, why do you hate them so much?"

"It makes me feel more realistic to hate them than hate fate."

"You are capricious enough."

"Yes, willful, selfish, moody, and overly arrogant." After speaking, Zhang Zhican raised a bright and dazzling smile, lowered his head and kissed Chen Chaoyang's face lightly, and said, "It's a pity that you like me like this."

Chen Chaoyang liked his radiant look, remembering what he was going to say to him just now, he said again: "Those elders of yours, have they encountered any danger in giving birth?"

"That's not the case, except that the first child will be lost without exception, and they will never be with their lovers for the rest of their lives."

Chen Chaoyang didn't take what Zhang Zhican said afterwards, he just looked at him and said, "What are you going to do with this child?"

"Nonsense! Destroy him of course!"

"But Zhican, this is our child."

Seeing Chen Chaoyang looking at him affectionately and longingly, Zhang Zhican became a little hesitant.

"We love each other so much, he is the crystallization of our love, if you can't have a baby or having a baby will put you in danger, I definitely don't agree, but Zhican, think about how happy our family is together after you gave birth to him Look, don't you feel very happy?"

"Then how do I meet people later?!"

"Isn't it ten months to have a baby? During these ten months, if you don't want others to find out about your abnormality, then let's hide, shall we?"

When Zhang Zhican started to struggle, Chen Chaoyang had already leaned over to his ear, and whispered: "Zhican, I want this child, he said you and my child, do you know, at this moment, I am already Start imagining what he looks like?"

Zhang Zhican was stiff all over, Chen Chaoyang laughed again, and said, "I hope he has your eyes that turn up at the corners of his eyes and make him look radiant when he smiles, and I also hope that he can have eyes that are very similar to mine... Zhican, you like me the most where?"

"Jaw and nose."

"Then hope he has a nose and chin like mine."

Imagining that the child he gave birth would look like Chen Chaoyang, Zhang Zhican was suddenly tempted.