until the last minute

Li Qing twitched the corners of his mouth, he tried his best not to show any rude expressions like ridicule or contempt, especially when facing an elder he had always respected, but it didn't mean he wanted to accept this unreasonable request.

He took his hand out of his pocket and said seriously, "I can't agree to this quid pro quo."

"Then do you think Zhou Yin will agree?"

Li Qing's indifferent expression finally showed a crack, his palms were cold, he found that until this moment he was still not sure, he was not sure how much weight he held in Zhou Yin's heart.

Is it possible to disobey his mother for him?

Is there a one in ten thousand chance of not leaving?

Li Qing knew the answer, he held his breath, and tried to make himself look more confident, "I don't understand why you let Zhou Yin make this choice, he has sacrificed enough, you can't interfere with who he wants to associate with .”

"It's true that I shouldn't interfere, but no mother will allow her child to associate with a lawless and extreme person. I am very disappointed in what you have done tonight."

Every sentence is like the sharpest blade, plucking away all his pretentious calmness and composure.

Li Qing squeezed his fists hard, he was almost ashamed and embarrassed, and it took him a long time to find his voice, "I won't let go, you can't stop us."

That night Li Qing entered the house nearly half an hour later than usual. He lingered downstairs for a long time, not thinking about whether he should let Zhou Yin know what happened tonight, and he didn't dare to guess what choice Zhou Yin would make.It was windy at night, and a school uniform jacket was not enough to keep out the cold. Li Qing sniffed and raised his head to look at the starry night sky.

At that time, he didn't know that there were still many impenetrable nights in his life, and he needed to talk about the same lonely night sky for comfort.

Opening the door with a key, Zhou Yin stood at the door of the bedroom in his pajamas, looking sleepy as if he had just gotten out of bed.He rubbed his eyes, looked at the wall clock on the wall and then at him, as if asking why it was so late.

"I'm late for something. Go back to sleep and cover yourself with the quilt." Li Qing took off his coat, rubbed his hands that were unconscious from the cold, Zhou Yin came over and asked him for a hug, this is an unconscious habit Action, although habit formation only takes a few days.

Li Qing calmly avoided the hug, and instead patted Zhou Yin's head.He was cold, and Zhou Yin's pajamas were thin, so as not to overwhelm him with the cold.

"Go back to sleep obediently, and I'll take a shower." Li Qing became more and more adept at coaxing and deceiving people, Zhou Yin yawned, and grabbed a corner of his clothes—a highly suggestive action, Li Qing watched With a glance at Zhou Yin, Zhou Yin calmly went back to the bedroom.

Li Qing found that he was more and more able to understand some of Zhou Yin's eyes and actions, as well as the hidden deep meaning.Whether it's now when he can't speak, or before, he feels that Zhou Yin is like some kind of reserved and indulgent pet, who never says what he wants, and a look, a kiss, and a touch are the greatest expressiveness he can give.

If he doesn't understand, if he can't give him what he wants, he will leave without nostalgia, and if he doesn't get it, he will regret it and don't force it.

Li Qing sometimes thinks back to the not long ago, did he miss Zhou Yin's signal?What are the signs of liking and signs of heartbeat that he has overlooked?

He hugged Zhou Yin in his arms, and sent his hot and firm stuff into his body bit by bit, the movements became more and more slow and gentle.There is no rain tonight, the wind is blocked outside, the temperature in the room is gradually rising, or the perception is wrong due to the entanglement of limbs and body, and only their skin is so hot that it is about to melt.

At the most critical moment, Li Qing was still able to distract himself and ask Zhou Yin: "Have you decided where to go in the future?"

The body in his arms trembled imperceptibly, Li Qing continued: "I'll go find you, I know you won't want to come back, let me go find you."

He pulled out the utensil to show off, and turned Zhou Yin over to face him.Zhou Yin opened his eyes, his cheeks were moist, Li Qing wiped away his tears with his fingertips, his movements and voice were gentle, "Sorry, did you hurt again?"

"Zhou Yin, do you like me? The kind of love you want to be with me."

Li Qing asked in a low voice, his tone was very gentle, like whispering in bed between lovers.On the complete opposite, the high-spirited and gigantic thing, which was left out a little bit, is breaking through the empty entrance again with an irresistible momentum, sending out a storm-like offensive.

Li Qing didn't seem to be expecting that answer, his eyes were bright, his breathing was panting, there was no better way to confirm what they were doing now, a little confidence grew in his heart, "You like mine, right. "

This little hope made him fantasize, "Just because you're gone doesn't mean it's over for us, you can't bear mine, right?"

Zhou Yin closed his eyes, feeling the fullness of his body and the pain of being torn apart.

The next morning, Li Qing woke up and saw Zhou Yin lying on the bed, holding a pen in his hand, writing with difficulty in the blank space where the cigarette case was torn.

Li Qing was stunned for a moment, then smiled and said, "You discovered the cigarette I hid under the pillow."

Zhou Yin glanced at him sideways, and Li Qing explained: "I only smoked once or twice, and I didn't get used to it, so I stopped. What are you writing?" What is written on the cigarette pack.

It was an address, specific to the building and house number.

Li Qing's heart was beating fast, and he never took his eyes off the words on the cigarette pack, "Is this your future address?"

Zhou Yin nodded.

"Have you finished writing? Give it to me, and I'll remember it after reading it." Li Qing went to grab the palm-sized cigarette pack paper. Zhou Yin's eyes crooked with a smile. Li Qing quickly wrote down the address, and then turned his head to look at it. Looking at Zhou Yin, Zhou Yin took the initiative to kiss him, from the forehead, the bridge of the nose to the lips, the love was overflowing and unstoppable.

Li Qing clenched the cigarette pack in his hand and promised, "I'll find you."

When Zhou Yin came home, his mother was sitting in the living room. Seeing him come back, she said, "Your Uncle Zheng told me that you have found a good house. Clean it up in the next two days and move as soon as possible."

Zhou Yin could hardly believe his ears. His mother rubbed her temples, looking very tired, "Xiao Yin, I have always believed that you are a smart child and don't interfere with who you make friends with. But the boy you date now, you How much do you know him?"

"Too blind obedience and paranoia in love will not lead to good results. I am a living example. I thought you would learn from it."

Zhou Yin went from dazed to clear, he understood what his mother meant, his face was not too turbulent, and his voice was very calm, "Don't worry, I know what to do."

Mother studied his face carefully, as if trying to find reluctance, dissatisfaction or defiance.After a long time, Zhou Yin heard his mother sigh, and his mother stood up and patted him on the shoulder, "Don't be too sad, from the day you want to leave, you should know that there will be such a day, nothing is worth time and distance .”

Zhou Yin thought, what his mother said was right, he already knew that there would be a day of separation.He is not as far-sighted as his mother thinks. Time and distance are not his considerations. He just thinks that love should end at the grandest moment, and he cannot accept its withering and decay.

If love is doomed to perish, he would rather end it with his own hands when he is the happiest and loves this person the most.

The weather was fine on the day they left, so Zheng Wenliang drove them off.I have lived in this home for more than ten years, and the luggage I packed and took away in the end was not enough to fill a trunk.

Zhou Yin was sitting in the passenger seat, and his mother was resting in the back seat. The light in the living room was kept on last night, and her mother sat under the light in a daze, and didn't sleep all night.

Zheng Wenliang got into the car after smoking a cigarette, and said casually, "Last night, I was busy with the bar, so I didn't go to bed until dawn. If I don't smoke a cigarette to refresh myself, I will feel sleepy later."

"Uncle Zheng, I'm sorry to trouble you, I'm going to trouble you one last time," Zhou Yin smiled, "Did the house you rented out recently come back, there is no need to find a tenant anymore, the ready-made one is right in front of you , but the rent is cheaper than ours.”

Zheng Wenliang stared wide-eyed, unable to utter a word for a long time.

Zhou Yin said cryptically: "As for other things, you can't leave it empty. You can continue to rent it out, or sell it directly. What do you think?"

Zheng Wenliang sighed: "Your plan was planned early in the morning? Even I kept it from the past, okay you."

Zhou Yin looked out of the car window with a smile, Zheng Wenliang thought of something, and asked, "The throat is completely healed?"

"All right."

Zhou Yin rested his elbows on the side of the car window, and what he didn't say was that he had already healed.It's just that he couldn't accept himself who lied to Li Qing anymore, and he didn't intend to explain the things he did that others couldn't understand.Not opening his mouth was his best choice, and it was also the only way for him to face Li Qing without distraction in the last days.

He wanted to be selfish, occupy this person's tenderness until the last moment, and leave a little bit of good memory for himself.

When the phone rang, Zhou Yin pressed to answer Chen Ke's call, pretending to be relaxed, "Call to say goodbye to me?"

"I'm calling to scold you," Chen Ke said in a cool tone, "you just leave like this, if your guy finds me, I will beat him up if I get anxious, do you believe it or not?"

"Beat me lightly," Zhou Yin kindly reminded.

"Why? Distressed?"

"You can't beat him."

Chen Ke gritted his teeth and said, "Don't talk about it, let's go quickly and make a sound when we arrive."

After hanging up the phone, within a few minutes, Chen Ke sent another WeChat message asking him why he didn't tell Li Qing that he was leaving.Zhou Yin replied that he knew I was leaving, but he didn't know it was today.Chen Ke said that you will die if you tell him. He turned around and asked me to trouble me, and I will blame you.

Zhou Yin returned a grinning expression, which was very hateful, and then replied, telling him not to look for me.

He finally looked through the chat records with Li Qing. At this time, Li Qing was still in class and usually would not send him messages.It will be several hours before Li Qing finds out.Zhou Yin shut down the phone, took out the phone card and broke it lightly. Zheng Wenliang looked over and was shocked: "What are you doing? Are you going to change the number?"

"Yes, a new life, of course everything needs to be new." Zhou Yin had a faint smile on his face.

The car drove to the service area, Zheng Wenliang went to buy drinks, Zhou Yin got out of the car and stretched, then walked to the trash can and threw the phone in.

Now all the ways for Li Qing to contact him were cut off. The address he gave Li Qing was the house he bought from Zheng Wenliang's friend, and he never planned to move into it from the very beginning.

He just needs a reason to get a large sum of money for his and his mother's future living expenses.

When Zhou Yin returned to the car, his mother suddenly said, "That kid has my mobile phone number, did you give it to him?"

"No."

"Do you know what he was going to do that night? He dragged a snakeskin bag of fallen leaves and tried to set fire to the yard at home. Zhou Yin, I have never seen such a bad boy. I misread him. I suggest you Don't associate with him."

Zhou Yin laughed: "I know what kind of person he is. I don't think anyone is worse than me."

"Did you tell him to do this?" The mother suddenly became stern, "Or did you know about it from the beginning to the end?"

Zhou Yin said: "It's not important anymore, it's all over."

During his evening self-study, Li Qing remembered that Zhou Yin hadn't replied to him all day, so he immediately called, but he heard the prompt that the phone had been turned off.Suspicion arose in his heart, and the inability to contact Zhou Yin made him inexplicably irritable, and he suddenly had some bad associations.

He really can't be blamed for this, Zhou Yin has a criminal record of hiding it from him.The feeling that everyone knew he was the only one kept in the dark was terrible, and he didn't want to go through it again.

Li Qing immediately packed his schoolbag, got up and walked out of his seat, and asked the teacher on duty for leave because he was unwell.

On the way back, he called Zhou Yin repeatedly, but it still reminded him that the phone was turned off.

Li Qing went back to the rental house first, and Zhou Yin would come to him in the past few nights and stay overnight.Except for last night and the night before, he only came for a while and then left.Li Qing tried to recall Zhou Yin last night, everything was normal, he could clearly recall Zhou Yin's smiling eyes, his childish appearance of opening his arms to beg for a hug, holding his waist and refusing to let go.

Maybe he was overthinking.Li Qing was unusually calm, and turned the door with a key. The house was dark and cold, revealing to him the original shabby and shabby without any concealment.

Zhou Yin was not here, he stared at it for a few seconds, closed the door, turned around and left.

Li Qing went to Zhou Yin's house, and saw that small western-style building that was almost integrated with the night from a distance, the closer he got, the colder his heart became.He found out the engraved garden gate key, opened the door and walked in. The main house gate was open, and the room was full of darkness waiting for his confirmation at the nearest distance.

After hesitating for a few seconds, Li Qing stepped into the room and turned on the light. The living room was a little messy, with a few empty cardboard boxes on the coffee table and sofa.He went upstairs and walked into Zhou Yin's room. The closet was half empty, except for a heavy coat and quilt, and a few school uniforms.

Li Qing suddenly understood that what was left behind were things that he couldn't take away or didn't need, such as extra clothes, such as large appliances and furniture.But he remembered that he had given Zhou Yin a gadget, and it would be easy to take it away.

So Li Qing continued to rummage in the room, opened the desk drawer, and a silver whistle appeared in front of him, quietly mocking his self-indulgence and overestimation.

Zhou Yin left, this is an obvious fact.Li Qing didn't have any nostalgia, and walked out of the cage that Zhou Yin tried his best to escape.

He said to Zhou Yin in his heart, you are free.