until the last minute

It rained heavily in the middle of the night, Li Qing got up and closed the window.Zhou Yin slept deeply on the bed, and his breathing was so light that there was nothing there.Li Qing walked over and stuffed his outstretched arms back under the quilt, tucked in the corners of the quilt, and stood by the bed staring at his sleeping state.

There were still tears on Zhou Yin's face, and he was still frowning unconsciously when he fell asleep.Maybe it's tired, maybe the pain before going to bed sneaks into the dream deeply, and the same pain repeats itself in the dream.

Li Qing remembers Zhou Yinbai's miserable face when he entered, with tears rolling down his face. When he realized something was wrong, he hurriedly wanted to back out, but Zhou Yin put his legs on his waist and his hands were empty. She hugged his neck tightly, trying to prevent him from withdrawing.

Li Qing couldn't advance or retreat, so he could only bend down and kiss Zhou Yin constantly, in order to relieve his pain.He didn't expect Zhou Yin to be in so much pain this time, his facial expressions and physical reactions showed that he was in extreme pain, and he didn't feel any pleasure.Li Qing felt frustrated, they obviously had a successful experiment, even though they only entered a little that time——

At that time, he was reluctant to inflict extra pain on Zhou Yin who was still sick.

But that attempt was smooth and wonderful. He buried one finger in Zhou Yin's body, and then increased to two or three. The tide is red, and the eyes are full of water.Several times Li Qing thought that Zhou Yin was going to cry, but he didn't.

When he took out his finger and replaced it with his own, only one head was inserted, Zhou Yin was already as happy as climbing to the top, and even vented because of it.

This time was no different from that night, it was still Zhou Yin who took the initiative to ask, boldly seduced, kissing and caressing gradually, and his lust was rising day by day.But when it was real, Zhou Yin's face turned pale from the pain, and his feelings took a turn for the worse.

In the end, it was done hastily, and no one got pleasure from this affair.Li Qing was sweating profusely, hugging Zhou Yin who had no other reaction except crying and trembling, his heart felt like a knife was twisted.Afterwards, he checked Zhou Yin's body. The secret entrance where he had been tortured just now was a little red and swollen, but fortunately there was no bleeding.

Li Qing regretted so much that he wanted to slap himself.

The rain beat on the window, and Li Qing's thoughts came back a little. He returned to the bed very lightly. As soon as he lay down, Zhou Yin noticed it and immediately snuggled up, like a small animal that hides when it is injured. His embrace is the safest for him. A warm nest.

Li Qing hugged Zhou Yin completely into his arms, hugging tightly without leaving any gaps.He thinks that Zhou Yin likes this, just like he had to endure the pain just now, Zhou Yin is willing to endure a hundred times the pain on too many things, and he does not hesitate to use self-destructive methods in exchange for his meager wishes to be realized.

Tonight, Li Qing felt that he understood Zhou Yin a little bit, understood all his previous choices.He had long decided to help him, to help him get out of here, and to get out of himself.

Li Qing held the back of Zhou Yin's head with his right hand, and he didn't feel sleepy in the second half of the night, the rain outside was noisy, but his heart was very quiet, he knew that there were not many nights like this.

Early the next morning, Zhou Yin opened his eyes and saw Li Qing in front of the window. Li Qing turned around and walked slowly to the bedside.Zhou Yin subconsciously smiled at him, and sat up slowly, not caring at all about the naked upper body exposed due to the slip of the quilt.

Li Qing's eyes darkened slightly, he raised his right hand slightly, caressed Zhou Yin's cheek, and asked softly, "Did you sleep well last night?"

Zhou Yin nodded, put his palm on the back of Li Qing's hand, raised his face slightly and stared at Li Qing.

Li Qing apologized slightly: "I hurt you last night, I'm sorry, do you still hurt now?"

Zhou Yin shook his head, blinked his eyes, Li Qing's eyes were burning, and he moved his hands to Zhou Yin's bare shoulders, carefully caressing them.They met each other's eyes, and Zhou Yin's eyes were like those of an innocent and ignorant child, as if he didn't know that he was experiencing provocation and temptation.

Li Qing made a kneading and pulling movement, and Zhou Yin's neck was suddenly pinched, as if someone had caught his life. He shuddered fiercely, his eyes were slightly red, and he looked at Li Qing as if begging for mercy. engine.

Li Qing curled his lips, as if thinking of something, and said, "By the way, send me the address of the house you've found if you have time today. If you haven't found a new place, don't worry, I can accompany you to find it. Which nearby city do you like?"

Zhou Yin didn't say anything, and Li Qing's teasing never stopped, "I'll help you, you think about where you're going in advance, remember to tell me, huh? I'll go find you in the future."

Zhou Yin finally couldn't help but buried his head in Li Qing's arms, sobbing hoarsely and softly.

"Take the medicine on time, and your throat should get better soon," Li Qing sighed regretfully, "I haven't heard you talking to me for a long time."

It was Christmas Eve in a blink of an eye, and Zhou Yin spent that night in Li Qing's rental house.He lay on the bed with his face sunk into the pillow. Li Qing propped his hands on both sides of the pillow, imprisoning Zhou Yin in his arms and under his body. A tight secret.

This time Li Qing obviously learned the lesson from the previous time, always paying attention to Zhou Yin's reaction, biting his ear and asking if it hurts, every time he asked, he pushed forward a little bit.Zhou Yin was tortured so that his calf was stretched straight, his toes rubbed against the bed sheet impatiently, and there was very little sobbing or moaning.

The rain was pattering outside the window, and the rain drifted in through the open window, wet the wall and the floor near the window.The moisture in the air increased sharply, body friction drove away the chill, Zhou Yin felt very hot, Li Qing's chest and limbs were as hot as fire, pressing on his body, it was so hot that he almost convulsed.

But at the same time, his body was very wet, and the rain outside seemed to have entered his body, and his heart was overflowing with emotions, and it was raining endlessly.The sweat all over his body made him suspect that he had become filthy, but the rain deep in his heart washed his despicable soul.

He is clean, and although his love is circuitous and stingy, it is the best thing he can give.

At the moment of bliss, Li Qing turned him over and stared into his eyes.Zhou Yin's eyes were glued to Li Qing's serious face, he raised the corner of his mouth, and Li Qing kept a straight face, he didn't understand why Li Qing didn't look happy, especially when he was so happy that he was about to cry.

When the fierce attack was over, Li Qing turned to kiss his lips, as if he wanted to transfer all the pain to him through his lips and tongue.Zhou Yin began to feel Li Qing's resentment and unwillingness.He thought that Li Qing should blame him, because he suddenly remembered something, he hadn't said the extremely vulgar but rare three words "I love you" to Li Qing.

At least in his life so far, he has neither received nor given to anyone.

Christmas Day was no different than usual.During the day, Zhou Yin stayed at home, Zheng Wenliang came to their house, and his mother cooked a large table of dishes.After the meal, Zheng Wenliang told Zhou Yin in private that all the things he was asked to do had been done, and he gave Zhou Yin a bunch of keys and an address.

After Zhou Yin put away the keys, Zheng Wenliang once again mentioned the transfer of the house, he shook his head, it is not the right time yet.When it was over and they settled down, he would tell Mother about it.

Zhou Yin still wanted to go out at night, but his mother stopped him and asked, "Don't you want to move? How can you get along with that child after you leave?"

"You just deliver it to your door every day, what about in the future? Have you thought about it?"

Zhou Yin stared blankly at his mother, laughed for a long time, opened his mouth, and said the first sentence in a hoarse and dry voice in so many days: "Do you agree to move?"

When the mother heard his voice, she stepped forward nervously, "Is your throat good? Can you talk?"

Zhou Yin smiled, and continued to speak slowly and with difficulty: "Mom, have you thought about your future?"

After finishing speaking, he went out and headed for Li Qing's residence against the bitter wind.In that shabby rented house, on that big bed that was not spacious and comfortable, he and Li Qing had sex twice, tried to enter once, kissed and hugged countless times.He did deliver to the door every day as his mother said, waiting eagerly for Li Qing to come back, listening to what he had to say, and then doing whatever he wanted to do.

He could always sleep peacefully by Li Qing's side, and he rarely even visited in his dreams.

In the last half hour of evening self-study, Li Qing left early for an unprecedented time.He went to the southwest gate of the school, climbed over the wall and fell into the alley. Under the only big tree in the alley, there was what he needed, which had been packed in a snakeskin bag.

He waited for the bus with a snakeskin bag, which attracted the attention of passers-by. The bag was not heavy, but bulging.

As soon as he got in the car, Li Qing sent a text message to an unfamiliar number. The owner of the number was Zhou Yin's mother. The content of the text message was to ask her to meet at a bookstore near the school.Added his name at the end.

After sending, Li Qing leaned back in his chair and closed his eyes.He made full preparations for this day, peeking at Zhou Yin's cell phone address book, and wrote down the number; while Zhou Yin was asleep, he changed his door key, and went to get one the next day, and then secretly changed it back.

He must ensure that Zhou Yin will act without Zhou Yin's knowledge. What he will do may not be what Zhou Yin wants to see, but it is the most direct way to solve the problem.

Getting off at the station, Li Qing dragged the snakeskin bag and walked to Zhou Yin's home - that beautiful small western-style building.It was pitch black inside and out, and Zhou Yin's mother should have gone to the bookstore they had agreed upon. Li Qing used the key to open the iron gate outside the garden, but the doors and windows of the main house were closed.

After confirming that no one was in the house, Li Qing untied the snakeskin bag, and the fallen leaves in the bag poured out. He grabbed a corner at the bottom of the snakeskin bag and walked deep into the garden. The dry fallen leaves sprinkled on the neatly trimmed lawn, covering the Hold delicate flowers.

He can already imagine that a big fire will burn everything here, the flames will swallow the flowers, and the fire will shine on the night sky. He wants to destroy this cage with his own hands, help his lover escape, never worry about it, and nothing can restrain him.

Li Qing touched the lighter in his pocket, and suddenly there was an angry voice from behind: "What are you doing?"

"Is that why you asked me to go out? To lure me away and set this place on fire?" Zhou Yin's mother walked up to Li Qing, her face was as cold as frost, and Li Qing's arm hanging on one side moved , raised his eyelids, and he almost made it.

Only a little bit, fell short.

Zhou Yin's mother reprimanded him mercilessly: "Do you know what you are doing? You will be sentenced for intentional arson. Is it worth it to risk your own future for your stupid and ignorant love?"

Li Qing chuckled and repeated: "Stupid and ignorant?"

"Isn't that stupid enough? What are you doing every day? Zhou Yin doesn't go to school anymore, and he goes out to find you every night. Which parent would like to see their children become like this?"

"Auntie, you may not know him very well." Li Qing raised his head and looked at the kind and kind elder in front of him. "Take him away, leave this place, this is his wish, he doesn't want to see you in pain."

The night breeze gently brushed against the cheeks, and the fragrance of flowers filled the air.

After a long time, Li Qing heard the answer, "Yes, I promise you, but I have a request, you don't meet again."

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It’s still a little bit worse (it’s so cryptic that it shouldn’t be locked _(:з」∠)_