until the last minute

It was a week after Zhou Yin allowed him to go out. He brought a mobile phone equipped with a location sensor. In order to reassure Li Qing, he also put his wristband in his trouser pocket, and made an appointment with Li Qing where he would have dinner at noon.

Not long after Li Qing went out, he also went out. He first went out to chat with his friends. His friends had been playing games at home after graduation. Recently, his parents threatened to cut off his pocket money if he didn’t find a job, so he reluctantly came out to put on a show every day.

Zhou Yin was also a homeless person. The two homeless people sifted through the places they could go early in the morning, and finally made an appointment at Starbucks.The friend wolfed down the sandwich, Zhou Yin took a sip of the coffee, and bumped the friend with his elbow, "How is your Alaska, don't you need to walk the dog?"

"My dad is walking, and if I don't find a job again, my dog ​​won't let me touch it."

Zhou Yin laughed and said, "What do you want to do? Don't you want to start a business?"

"I have no money," my friend wailed, "My parents refused to lend it to me, saying that I would lose all their retirement money, why don't you lend me some money for investment?"

"I have to go back and ask. You also know that I don't make money now, and he is supporting me."

The friend squinted at him, "Are you going to live with him like this? Are you still looking for a job?"

"I haven't been looking for it recently. It depends on his mood after a while. I'll cheer him up and bring up this matter again," Zhou Yin sighed. "It's good to live like this, but I won't be able to come and play with you often in the future."

The friend was very distressed, "What's wrong? He doesn't let you work and restricts you to go out. You still think it's good, you have been brainwashed by him!"

It is rare for Zhou Yin to have the patience to explain to his friends, "Perhaps in your view, his behavior is difficult to understand, and I will not defend him, but you just need to know that I can accept it, and I do it voluntarily."

"You are brainwashed like this!"

Zhou Yin was in a good mood, and didn't refute his friend's words. He took a photo of the cake he was eating and sent it to Li Qing, and by the way, reported to him where he was and who he was with.

The friend said angrily: "Why don't you send him a location."

Zhou Yin stirred the ice cubes in the glass, propped his chin and said, "You don't need to post the location, he has it."

After chatting with his friend for two hours, Zhou Yin went home with his friend directly, and his mother would go to their house later.He didn't want to go to his mother's new home and company, so he compromised and went to his friend's home.

After not seeing his mother for some time, Zhou Cheng felt that his mother's condition was better than before. Perhaps it was because of her involvement in the management of the company. She looked shrewd and capable. Looking at her mother's delicately made-up face, he couldn't remember the pain in the past for a while. Who is the miserable, weak and helpless person?

His mother was also looking at him, her voice hinted at anger, "You don't look well, how did he take care of you?"

Zhou Yin smiled, "He's doing a good job. He's busy with work, and sometimes he stares at me while he's not eating. I'm almost ready to eat and open my mouth."

"You will be adopted by him sooner or later. What he does is not good for you, but harms you."

"If it's useless, let it be useless," Zhou Yinman didn't care, "Anyway, he's taking care of me, and he won't abandon me."

His mother was very dissatisfied with his indifferent attitude, so she took out a stack of documents from her handbag and handed them to him. Zhou Yin glanced at them and flatly refused, "No, mom, I won't go abroad, I won't leave him."

"It's not to force you to leave him, but to temporarily separate for a few years. You go abroad to study and he develops his career," the mother persuaded earnestly. "Since you have a good relationship, what can you do if you are separated for a few years? You need to be independent and grow up."

Zhou Yin interrupted his mother, "I thought that when I was a teenager, I had already grown into an adult. At that time, I was independent. Others didn't know. Have you forgotten, Mom?"

His voice is very soft, it was too heavy in the past years, and now when it is mentioned very occasionally, he always uses a very soft and thin voice, as if all his strength was exhausted at that time.

As expected, his mother had nothing to say, Zhou Yin smiled self-deprecatingly, the last thing he wanted was to use the past as a threat, but he also didn't like everyone coming to judge his feelings.

The mother was silent for a while before returning to normal. She flipped through the stack of materials, "Think about it carefully, you can discuss it with that child. If he is really nice to you, he should also persuade you to go. If he stops You, it means that he is a selfish and cowardly person, and he is not worthy of your following him."

"Don't think about it. If I don't go, he won't let me go. He doesn't want me."

Zhou Yin drank all the tea in the cup, stood up and said, "I know better than anyone what kind of person he is. Mom, I should go back. I will have dinner with him at noon, so I won't stay and eat with you."

The mother stood up suddenly, "Zhou Yin, is that child keeping you locked up? Was he listening to the call last time?"

Zhou Yin smiled and didn't answer. He went around to his friend's bedroom and told him that he was going back, and then went to the kitchen to ask his friend's mother not to cook his meals, and he didn't stay to eat if he had something to do.The mother was still standing in the living room with an angry face, Zhou Yin sighed, he went back to the coffee table and picked up the stack of materials.

"I'll take it back and have a look, and I'll discuss it with him, but he can't let me go."

Zhou Yin walked to the door and turned back, "Mom, I didn't understand you very much before, and even ruined your wedding banquet, but now you look good and energetic, you must be doing well, I will learn from you in the future I understand you."

Zhou Yin watched her mother smoothing the broken hair on her temples as before. She seemed to have forgotten that she had already cut off her long hair, and now she has neat short hair.The mother restrained her anger and walked up to him, "It's good that you can understand, go home often when you have time, and have a meal with your father."

"Mom, there is one more thing I have to confess to you." Zhou Yin hooked the corners of his lips, his expression relaxed as if what he was going to say next was so interesting.

"He will indeed lock me up. If I am disobedient, he will lock me up for a few days and let me go out when I behave better. This time, I was locked up for a week before he allowed me to come out."

"Actually, I don't care. Anyway, I don't have any friends, and I can't compare to him with anyone," Zhou Yin said lightly, with a bright smile, "Don't worry about me, he treats me very well, although he is sometimes fierce, but I know, He loves me more than anyone."

The mother was obviously in great shock and disbelief. Zhou Yin finished speaking in one breath, feeling an inexplicable sense of revenge in his heart. Close the door.

On the way to find Li Qing, Zhou Yin refused to answer several calls from his mother. Li Qing sent a WeChat message asking him where he was, and his reply was coming soon. Only then did the sticky conversation end.

Zhou Yin flipped through the WeChat chat history and circle of friends. He found that the classmates who had a good relationship with him in college have now lost contact. Now I can't even remember the corresponding face.

He seems to be separated from everyone. Since the day he reunited with Li Qing, he seems to have fallen into a rabbit hole. Li Qing's love guides him to find that more wonderful and hidden little world. There are only the two of them in this world. Personally, love in this world is monopoly, obedience, and willingness to be tamed.

He knows the rules of this world without a teacher, because he did this a long time ago, even if his hands and feet are tied and he is put in a cage, he must do his best to sacrifice his throat.

Zhou Yin got out of the car and walked to the sales department where Li Qing was. There were many people coming to see the house. He mixed in the crowd and looked at Li Qing who was surrounded by groups from a distance.Li Qing always had a smile on his face, that smile was sincere and gentle, not perfunctory, he leaned over to listen to an old man's speech, his expression was focused, the hot weather and the scorching sun didn't affect him at all.

The viewing group dispersed one after another. Under the scorching sun, Li Qing wiped the sweat from his forehead. Zhou Yin walked towards Li Qing. Li Qing turned his head as if he had been sensed, and showed him a smile that was different from just now. His eyes were happy and his brows stretched .

Li Qing came over to shake his hand, wrapped his warm and soft hand with his big warm hand, Zhou Yin wiped off the sweat from the tip of Li Qing's nose, the strong sunlight made him dizzy, and Li Qing's smile made him dazed.

Li Qing said: "What do you want to eat? I've reserved a table and asked for a private room. We don't have to go to the hotel after eating."

In the restaurant at noon, Li Qing closed the door after the dishes were served. Zhou Yin stood and scalded the bowls and chopsticks with hot water. Li Qing impatiently touched his waist and buttocks. Qing hugged and sat on his lap.

He was wearing jeans today, and the moment he put them on in the morning, he knew something was going to happen today.Zhou Yin looked back at Li Qing, the wetness in his eyes made his refusal very unbelievable, "I want to eat first, I will do it later."

"You eat yours." Li Qing kissed the side of his neck, groping for how to take off his jeans with his evil hands, suddenly Li Qing's hand touched his swollen pocket, and Zhou took vegetables for dinner, letting Li Qing He took out a few pages of documents folded into small pieces from his trouser pocket.

Li Qing unfolded the paper, glanced at it and put it on the table, "What is this?"

Zhou Yin replied: "My mother wanted me to go abroad, she asked me to ask if you would let me go."

"What did you say?"

"I said I wouldn't go, and you wouldn't agree with me either."

Li Qing snorted coldly, crumpled those pages of information into a ball, and threw it at the trash can opposite the round table, but the paper ball missed.Zhou Yin got off Li Qing's lap, picked up the paper balls on the ground and threw them into the trash can. Li Qing kept a straight face, and Zhou Yin walked over and took his hand, "Don't be angry, I won't go."

"Let's eat." Li Qing turned pale, and hugged Zhou Yin again, four legs crossed under the tablecloth, Zhou Yin's calf swayed, one shoe was rubbed off by Li Qing, Li Qing also took off his shoe, Zhou Yin's foot stepped on Li Qing's instep.

After eating, Li Qing kneaded the back of Zhou Yin's neck, and he said something in Zhou Yin's ear, Zhou Yin blushed slightly, and consciously got off Li Qing's lap.When he bent down and got under the table, what he thought in his heart was that there are so many kinds of feelings in this world, there must be one like him and Li Qing, love is full of orders, domination and control, and of course lies , tears, blood and violence.

Those actions that others consider to be heinous and unreasonable are carried out by him as a dogma.

Even if he kneels at Li Qing's feet like a dog, he doesn't feel humiliated. There is no dignity and nobility in love, and he is willing to rot into the mud with his lover.

A few days later in the early morning, Zhou Yin was awakened by the banging on the door outside, he turned over and continued to sleep, when his mother's familiar voice suddenly came, followed by sharp shouts and Li Qing's angrily reprimanded.

Zhou Yin got out of bed in a daze, walked to the door and just opened it, Li Qing who was guarding the door immediately turned around and said: "Put on your clothes before coming out."

Zhou Yin saw his mother's furious look through the crack of the door, as if she was about to rush into the room and catch him out. He closed the door, put on his clothes, and rinsed his mouth. The moment he opened the door, Li Qing stuffed a boiled egg into his palm. , "Come out after eating."

Zhou Yin was helpless, thinking about breakfast no matter what time it was, he opened the door with a hard-boiled egg in his hand, and saw two policemen by the door past his mother.He leaned against the bedroom door and asked, "Mom, do you need me? What are you doing with two policemen?"

"Zhou Yin, come here," the mother stretched out her hand to grab him, and said to the policeman behind her, "My son was illegally detained by that person, arrest him quickly, and take him back for interrogation."

"Mom, what did you say?" Zhou Yin held Li Qing's hand, "I didn't."

"You still said no, I asked a private investigator to investigate. You haven't left this house for five days. The private investigator took a picture in the opposite building. He is slapping you! This is illegal detention and intentional injury. Today I must Take you away!"

The mother completely lost her manners and rushed over regardless. Li Qing stood in front of Zhou Yin, his face extremely cold.Zhou Yin said to the two policemen standing by the door: "Please close the door, so as not to disturb the neighbors. What my mother said is not true. I was neither detained nor beaten."

The mother was extremely disappointed, "You still want to protect him?"

"Mom, he's my boyfriend. We live together. I don't have a job. Isn't it normal not to go out for a few days? He didn't hit me, how can you find someone to secretly take pictures of us?"

Zhou Yin said softly: "If you don't believe me, you can check to see if there is any injury on my body."

"Xiao Yin, tell your mother clearly." Li Qing dropped this sentence and went back to the kitchen to prepare breakfast.

Zhou Yin nodded slightly to the impatient policeman waiting by the door, "I'm sorry, you can go back, it's all a misunderstanding, please run away."

The two policemen asked to wait outside the door. The door opened and closed. Zhou Yin paced up to his mother and showed her his clean face and neck. Deep or shallow hickey bite marks.

Zhou Yin tidied up his clothes and said to his mother, "No injuries, those are not injuries, you can rest assured."

His mother raised her hand and slapped him across the face, Zhou Yin was so beaten that his face turned to the other side.

Li Qing put down the cup with a snap, went into the bathroom and came out with a wet towel. He covered Zhou Yin's slapped face, and said coldly: "Have you finished? Please leave when you're done, you're disturbing us." .”

"Mom, let's go, I love him, I won't leave him, and I don't even think about going abroad," Zhou Yin sniffled, turning his back and said, "And no matter what you let the private detective take pictures, I do it all voluntarily."

"You've let me down!" his mother yelled at him.

Zhou Yin stiffened his back, and only slowly lowered his head after his mother left.Li Qing took him into his arms, stroked his back, and coaxed him softly: "Don't feel bad, it's enough for you to have me, from now on it's just the two of us, let's move, to a place where no one knows us .”